Insane trauma

Aurora's POV

With my hands tightening underneath the table, I tried to keep sane, I couldn't let anyone see my weakness, so far everything was going as I wanted with Sebastian walking out and Laden going also, but how long was this going to continue? How long was I going to sit here staring at the same walls that I had thought that I would rule in?

Although I could tell that Sebastian had done an insanely good job immediately after I stepped into the pack, I couldn't get rid of that feeling inside me that kept wanting to destroy him. I wanted to make him pay with every minute that passed, I wanted to see him suffer just like I did.

I could see he wasn't going through much unlike me who had suffered unend, crying myself to sleep. Except for those dark eyes which had been underneath his eyes, I could tell he wasn't going through much.

Sebastian seemed to be living just fine, while I was made to go through insane trauma which had affected how I think and every little thing about me.

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