CALISTA [SERENITY]~~The moment I got to Shawn and saw him all dressed up, looking like a Hollywood idol, I knew this night would become one of the hardest for me. He was irresistibly attractive. He had always been.I had to summon all my restraint to avoid looking at him way too much or even harboring the thoughts of truly acknowledging how well God had created him.It was just as I predicted back then. Shawn had a really fit build—the type that wasn't too large but just enough to awestruck any woman. The body hug turtle neck top he wore with the jacket and cargo pants didn't help at all.He looked entirely different than I've seen him all this while. He really went out of his way to look as casual as he could seem and alleviate any corporate energy. I did look informal too and when he complimented me, I wanted to shove it in his face.I didn't need his dirty compliment!But then again, he kissed me, and I lost it. I never knew my body was this starved and hungry. I felt embarrass
I took a sip of my cocktail to swallow down whatever anxiety was welling inside of me. The alcohol would help tame it down too.“Why are you so intent on getting me, Shawn?” I asked him, trying to be smug.He was almost halfway down his soup. “It’s obvious. I like you.” He shrugged.“Like me as in want to have sex with me?”“Trust me, Serenity, if I like you enough to want to have sex with you, then I like you a bunch. I am very selective when it comes to my women.” The bastard was just overly confident. This soup would do well if I spilled it on his face. “Why? What's so special about me? For one, I'm boring.”He chuckled amusingly. “You are feisty and smart. That's my type of woman. Not to mention your originality. You keep it natural. From your looks to your outfits.” Originality?He’d know not to accord originality with me by the time I was done with him. “You mentioned something about your women. How many do you have?” I stirred my soup.Soft soul music had begun to softly hum
We took off in the car.“Get Ms. Fairchild a change of clothes.” Shawn ordered Mr. Landers.It was late and the weather wasn't friendly too. “But Shawn, what store would be opened at this late hour?” I questioned, concerned for Mr. Landers.I wouldn't want the man to get overstressed because of me. Shawn was going over his head to make me comfortable. Or—he could just be trying to impress me because I knew Shawn was nothing like a gentleman.It seemed as though he was making extra attempts to strike me like he was one. “Don’t bother about that, Serenity. I have a new project coming up. A clothing brand is one of them.” Shawn placed his hand on my lap and informed me.Whoa…He had projects coming up? A clothing brand? Immediately, my mind began to whirl around how to ruin that project of his. Perhaps, I just found the tool for my revenge. I’d make sure they never see the light of the day.I would ruin his plan, dream, and goals.“Wow, Shawn. That's a nice project to pursue. Just how m
Warning; Mature Content Ahead.Shawn turned me over, safeguarding my chin with his hand. “I think I told you before, Serenity—there are other ways that I can flatter you with. Would you like to find out?” “You promised to let me find out.” I smiled at him, battling to keep my irritation at bay.Shawn’s face was grim now— the kind I hated. The type where you’d not be able to read his expressions. “And I, love, keep my promises.” He flipped a part of my hair that was on my front shoulder backward. “All you have to do is just relax.” He placed his hand on my left breast. “I can tell your heart is racing. I can find your fear in a stash away in your eyes. You, Serenity, are brave. You never show it. You always look so confident.” He halted and stared at my face.It was as though he was imprinting every detail on my face, screening and saving them in a memory disk in his head. By now, Shawn should be able to tell if it was me even if his eyes were closed by caressing my face.“You don't t
Warning; Mature Content Ahead.Shawn crackled a chuckle. “No, sweetheart, try again, louder.” He thrust in even harder this time.Perhaps, this was a wrong tactic of interrogation; I thought. My brain was hazy at the moment. I couldn’t even think of anything or come up with a word in my head apart from Shawn’s name.“S—Shawn!” I growled even louder this time. Shawn thrust his finger into me again. “Louder!” He demanded dominantly.I staggered but he caught me on time, his fingers moving inside of me. “SHAWN!” I thought I screamed but it might all just be in my head.He released me. I twitched - what was this feeling? This insanity?I shouldn't lose before the game even started - hell no. I wasn't about to lose this. Perhaps, I had staggered because I stood. I strolled to bed instead.I crossed my legs over and put a finger in my mouth, sucking and licking it. Shawn groaned as he watched. Yes. It was his turn to beg.He crawled into the bed to me and began to lick all of my toes. Oh, S
I knew I’d find it. All I needed to do was dig enough. “A foe?” I feigned concern. “How dare the COO rival with the CEO?”“This is corporation politics, Serenity. I'm sure you know it too. I wouldn't have been fucked had I not made that mistake of being caught by Sinclair, that bastard!” I could feel that his teeth were gritted now. “One could never be too careful though. It's politics and we both have been on each other’s trail. I found him out and he found me out too. We’ll see who wins in the end. At least, unlike him, I didn't embezzle the company’s funds. But I bet you, Serenity, I do not have a record of fighting a battle I never won. I am notorious for it— my status is proof too. How many twenty-four-year-old CEOs do you see around? I fought my way to the top and there, I shall remain.” He boasted.Perhaps, plucking off all of Shawn’s teeth would be a good idea right now. He even dared to boast. He just was more or less like the High School Shawn. His extraordinary qualities had
Warning; Mature Content Ahead.The bed dipped as I curled closer to him. I felt Shawn’s warmth radiating against my side. The rain was still pouring outside.His finger skimmed mine, sending a spark dancing in my arm. I hated the way I reacted to his touch but it already dawned on me that my body was beyond my control when Shawn was around.I met his gaze which was firm but halted too. It was then that I realized he was waiting - Waiting for me to take the lead. And suddenly, the weight of that responsibility settled on my chest.I had to obey though. If I wanted Shawn to feel safe around me, to feel like he had found a temporary companion in me, I needed to do everything he wanted. Sex was the price and I sure as hell don't mind paying.As long as I won in the end.I climbed on top of him and met his gaze. There, I found a flicker of something. I knew what it was because I had found it in my own eyes when I stared at the mirror too.It was the fear of vulnerability. If I did my assig
We had the hottest morning sex. It was the first time I’d had morning sex too. I never knew the beauty of it until now.Shawn nearly went crazy with desire and so did I. It was the longest we’ve had since last night too. However, this time, Shawn climaxed first.The sun peeked through the curtains, leaving the room with a warm glow. I stretched my limbs and felt the aftertaste of last night's and this morning’s intimacy clinging to my skin like a sweet perfume.We both had thoughtlessly fallen asleep after the hot intimacy this morning. My guess was that it was close to noon now but I knew I was already late, hence, no need to rush.Shawn was still asleep, his chest rising and falling gently with each breath. I watched him for a moment, studying the lines on his face, and the way his hair fell across his forehead. He was beautiful, even in sleep. There was no denying it.I slipped out of bed and went to the bathroom. As I brushed my teeth, I couldn't help but hate myself for liking too
~~Two years later~~I could finally say that I had almost everything I ever desired In life. Love, children of my own, peace of mind after everything that happened in the past...it was all a dream come true.After Ava, I had another child, a son who we named 'Donald', after Shawn's grandfather. We'd been living life together, exploring all the hurdles that came with being young parents. But yet, something still felt missing....On a warm spring morning, I ate some toast, skimming through my phone. Ava was in school, while Donald was sleeping soundly upstairs. Shawn had gone to work, leaving me, the unemployed housewife here.It's been two years and I still didn't know what career path to chase. I had been so comfortable all these while cause Shawn kept assuring me I didn't need to work, but I didn't want to work simply because I wanted to help with finances. I wanted to work for me. As I scrolled through my phone, an ad suddenly popped up, showing a video done by some kids to sprea
Seven months after our honeymoon, it was finally time. The due date was here.I was currently in Shawn's room, his maids surrounding me and trying to get me to breathe. I bit my lips, struggling to hold in a scream that was going to come out any minute now.Just then, Shawn burst into the room, rushing to my side in an instant. "Doctor Ryan is close now. Hang on babe." Shawn parted my hair slightly, looking into my eyes as if trying to get me to stay. To not slip away.I shook my head repeatedly, trying to pull myself together. But then, I felt a sharp pain inside me, and I couldn't hold it in anymore."Ahhhhh!" I screamed, holding– or rather, squeezing– Shawn's arm for support. A maid came to face me, holding my hands gently."Ma'am, look at me. Look at me." She tried desperately to get my attention. When I finally managed to look at her, she took in a deep breath and then breathed out. "Take in deep breaths. And exhale." I nodded vigorously, before following her words. Breathe in,
Warning: Mature content ahead!Shawn's eyes bulged, as he looked at my face and then at my belly, and finally at my face again. He covered his mouth, his eyes beaming with pure joy and excitement."You- you're pregnant?" He repeated, placing a palm on my belly. I nodded in reply, my face flushing from all the excitement. "It's almost around two months gone now. I went to do a test two days ago but wanted to surprise you." I admitted, my gaze diverting away from his eyes. I was afraid he would get mad at me for keeping it away, but his reaction completely took me off guard.He drew me in for a hug, making sounds that further showed his excitement. It was almost like he was squealing. "And surprised I am." He whispered into my ears. "But next time though, maybe keep me involved with the delivery, okay?"I ended up giggling, nodding in agreement. "It's a deal."We finally broke the hug, as I looked into Shawn's eyes again, seeing the love in them. He seemed like he'd gotten a few years
After Gabe was arrested, Shawn and I decided to give it another month before we had another wedding. With that time, we were able to make the right preparations, as well as apologize to all our friends and family about the drama at the last wedding. It was necessary after the... traumatizing things they witnessed thanks to Sage. Speaking of Sage, she was paid off by Shawn, who also placed a warrant on her to never be within a hundred meters radius of either me or him. ..The wedding venue was nowhere else than our hometown...the place where it all began. It would be held on a beach, and this time, we'd decided to invite all our old high school classmates.At a hotel, which was about a twenty-minute drive away from the beach, I was getting ready for my wedding, with help from Brielle, Alice, and my whole bridal train. I was anxious, fidgeting constantly as Alice helped me with my make-up."Snugglebug, could you just relax for one second?" Alice groaned In mock annoyance when I move
The next day, I and Shawn set out to find Gabe. Reaching his house, it was obvious that he'd escaped, probably after hearing Brielle's announcement on the radio.I low-key felt bad that our trio had lost a friend, but it was for the best. Gabe needed to be stopped and held accountable.With help from a hesitant Sage, we were eventually able to find Gabe at an airport, about to book a flight. But we'd brought some police officers along and were ready for him."Gabe!" I called his name when I spotted him trying to enter a queue. He turned to find me, and when our eyes eventually met, I felt my heart stop. This man, someone I'd seen as one of my only friends, had tried to ruin my life... all because he wanted to get me for himself.While I was lost in my thoughts, Shawn pointed at Gabe, recognizing his face from some pictures I showed him."That's him, officers." His tone seemed to carry a mix of amusement and irritation, giving off a chilly vibe. He definitely wanted to get back at Gab
After minutes of hugging, I and Shawn finally let go of each other. His warm smile met my gaze, but I could see that his eyes were a bit swollen, likely from crying.I felt guilty seeing that, knowing I'd been willing to abandon him forever because I didn't trust him. But yet, he was still just glad to see me."Where did you even run off to?" Shawn finally asked, squinting his eyebrows in worry. But before I could begin explaining, he spoke again. "You know what? Never mind that. What matters now is that you're okay and you're here, in my arms."I smiled wryly, gripping his shoulders, subconsciously caressing them. I noticed that they'd gotten leaner, and I instantly knew why."Hey, how come you haven't been eating for a whole week? All because I was ignoring your calls?" I couldn't help but frown at the thought that he had starved himself because I was missing. Shawn chuckled awkwardly but tried to shift the subject. "So, you admit to ignoring my calls?" He pulled me closer, sniffi
It has been exactly one week since the unexpected turn of events on what was supposed to be my wedding day. Everyone had been worried, but I wasn't in the mood to pick up any of their calls, only sending a few texts assuring Alice and my parents that I was okay. I felt awkward talking to Brielle now, especially after what Gabe tried to do a few days back. I didn't go to work, I rarely stepped outside except at night to get some basic needs... my daily routine had become a depressing bore of me spending long hours on the couch watching TV. My mind was slipping away, I could feel it. The feeling of hopelessness, the finding peace in solitude and isolation while also feeling like the world had turned its back on me. I felt alone.Today, I went through some of the stuff that I'd managed to smuggle out of Gran Gran's place. Most of it was stuff from my college days, but some was also stuff that reminded me of Shawn. Amongst those things, was a videotape, containing clips of special mo
SERENITY FAIRCHILD {CALISTA}~~Everything had been going just fine. I had prepared in the mansion for my big day, with help from Brielle and my other bridesmaids. I'd driven to the church compound, entered the church, and received a reception like a princess, and then stood in front of my love, Shawn, waiting to become his wife.Until she showed up...Hearing this 'Sage's' allegations, I wanted to defend Shawn, I wanted to cling desperately to the hope that it was all a lie. But this bitch came prepared. "Oh, honey, I have proof," Sage had said with a sly smile on her face, pulling out her phone.At that point, my heart had begun pounding in my chest. Nothing could beat video evidence. When the painful clip of my so-called fiancee and Sage having sex played on the church's LED screen, I couldn't take it anymore.I ran off the altar, ignoring Shawn's pleading voice and the pitiful gazes from the congregation on me. I felt my breath cease and my heart felt like I was suffocating. Bef
It all felt like a bad dream. Shawn watched as Sage got closer to the altar, a mocking look on her face. "So, this is Serenity Fairchild." She had her eyes on Serenity. "Or, should I say 'Calista Whitaker '?"Shawn clenched his fists, trying to quell the anger boiling inside him. He looked at Serenity, watching her eyebrows contort into a frown. She turned her gaze to him now, "Shawn, who's this?" Shawn felt his mouth quivering, as he struggled to come up with a perfect way to explain all this. However, Sage beat him to it."I must say, after spending that night with me, I was quite surprised that you didn't try to reach out." Sage feigned a dejected look. The woman deserved an Oscar.Shawn glanced to see Serenity's reaction and watched as her face turned pale. But then, she took in a deep breath, as she faced Sage with renewed confidence.“Excuse me, but who are you? And what do you mean you 'spent a night with Shawn'?” Her voice was oddly calm and calculative, but laced with an u