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Chapter 56. The numb heart.

Author: Reanne Michelle
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

It had taken me a while to get myself up from the floor and hide away in my own private bedroom. I had sat on the rubble ground cradling Molly until four guards came and dragged her out of my arms along with Ronald’s body.

I came into my room walked over to the window, and just like my tears, the sky let loose a bounty of rain. It poured all evening and night as I stared out numbly letting the tears quietly fall.

I felt numb and deadened, staring at the rain running down the window and the complete darkness of the night outside, I felt like a shell…. With nothing left in me to scream, shout or utter any words. I knew at some point tonight, Lucille had cracked open the door bringing in a tinge of light from the corridor into my dark and dreary bedroom, telling me that Marco wishes to know if I’d be joining him in bed tonight! I didn’t say a word to her, I didn’t even look back to the door, and she quietly left me in peace to stare into the bleak and empty void.

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