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009. Just please leave.

Author: Dark Ocean
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-25 07:30:33

ADRIAN

Aston's words echoed in my mind like a haunting refrain.

'Mom is very sick, she has lung cancer. I'm sorry you didn't know, she asked me not to tell you.'

As I mechanically wiped down the blender for the fifth time, my thoughts seethed with a toxic mix of anger and hurt and pain.

My brother's words cut through me like a knife. Mom's secret battle with lung cancer, hidden from me at her request.

"Did mom hate me that much to the point of keeping her sickness a secret from me?" I asked myself, my eyes burnt with tears and I wished I didn't have shift this morning, I wished I was at home so I could cry myself to sleep.

I had always known that mom didn't like me that much, but she shouldn't have hated me to the point of completely cropping me out of her life.

She didn't want me to know that she was sick. She didn't want me to come see her at the hospital because I was... Me. It was obvious, she never wanted to see me ever again.

I absentmindedly attends to the customers, complete
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