The vase crashed with a thud and broke into tiny pieces, spilling its guts on the marble floor. Throwing it didn’t lessen my anger. It only intensified it because, damn, I liked that vase with an intricate floral pattern along its neck.
I took pride in keeping a cool head in dire circumstances like this. But the mention of her name was my undoing. Isabela, my mother, didn’t know when to give up. If things were different, I’d have admired that quality. Only it wasn’t. The cold-hearted woman was out for our blood. Wasn’t what she did enough? The morning breakfast churned in my stomach.
“Brother, what’s going on?” Enrique entered my room just as I disconnected the call with our lawyer, Benjamin. “Is it true she’s back in Linnesse?” His gaze slowly slid to the broken vase.
Exhaling a tortured breath, I nodded. “Yes.”
“And you all didn’t bother to tell me this because…?” His face reddened as his hands fisted at his sides.
“Papa told me not to tell you.” It wasn’t a good excuse. We never kept things like this from each other. “Your big day is approaching, Enrique. This isn’t something you need right now.”
“I’m not a child anymore, Orlando. Stop treating me like one. I could handle this just fine.” His voice rose, vibrating across the silent walls of my room. “You didn’t have to wait until I got a call from that bitch.”
Bitch? He never called our mom that. “Who are you talking about?” The wheels spun in my head.
“Wait.” His brows creased as he inched forward. “Who are you talking about?” His index finger jabbed at my chest.
“Isabela.”
“She’s back?”
Ignoring his question, I turned away, hooking my phone to the charger. “Who called you, Enrique?”
“You remember the time Lexie came to my office last month? She said she’s moving on and wished me all the best for the wedding.” He ran his hands through his hair before planting them firmly on his hips. “She called this morning to remind me that she’s the one for me, and I’m making a terrible mistake by choosing someone else. I really don’t want this now.” He waved his hand with a shake of his head. “This has become a constant pain.”
“Did you tell Chiara about her visit?” My gaze fixed on the far wall as I thought about the problems she could create for us. Lexie Wellington was Enrique’s stalker ex, who, after several months of torturing, left him alone for good. Her sudden appearance didn’t sit well with me. Women like her were bad news.
“No.” A frown pulled the corners of his mouth. Now with disheveled hair and rumpled clothes, he didn’t look like a groom-to-be.
I shook my head, expressing my disapproval. “You should. Don’t keep things from your fiancée.” He had been at the receiving end for the past week for letting her into his office after everything that happened. Now he was making another mistake by hiding it from Chiara.
“Nothing happened last time, and I didn’t want Chiara to worry over this.”
“Chiara is an adult capable of handling this just fine.” Less than a few minutes ago, he chastised me for not telling him about our mother. “This is a mistake, Enrique. She accepted you for who you are, and she deserves the truth. Don’t hide anything from your future bride. You should tell her before Lexie tries something.”
“I know.” He exhaled before going to sit on the couch opposite the fireplace that was no longer being used. “You know how she feels about my exes. It’s not fair to her.”
“You should’ve thought about this before screwing those girls.”
“You act like I seduced and cheated on them. Chiara is the only girl I love. They knew I wouldn’t settle down with them.”
“Correction. You thought you were in love with this woman, Lexie. Did you forget how you almost popped the question before I stopped you in time?”
He grimaced at the reminder. Enrique was head over heels for the woman. He thought he was in love, but her eyes were on his wealth. His drinking habits and reckless behavior didn’t do him any favors.
When he showed up with the ring he bought for her, I knew he meant it. I persuaded him to test my theory. We made up a story of bankruptcy and made her believe that once the news broke, the Cortez empire would liquidate its assets. To his dismay, she showed her true colors and broke up with him, saying she wasn’t ready to shoulder his burden. While Enrique was still reeling from the betrayal, she had moved on to date another elite bachelor.
That was until she learned the truth. She had come back for him, crying she couldn’t forget him. By then Enrique had met Chiara, the woman who called him out on his whoring habits when he tried to work his charm on her. With time, my brother had fallen for the little spitfire who changed his life for good.
“Listen, Enrique, I may not have much experience with women. But trust me when I say this, never underestimate their love for you. Chiara is no fool. She’ll definitely see reason and will stand by your side.”
His eyes closed and shoulders sagged as he reclined on the couch. “I’ll tell her. I just don’t know how to start.”
“There’s nothing to start. Just tell her the truth, will you?”
“All right…” His eyes popped open, pinning me with his stare. “Why didn’t you tell me about Isabela?”
“I planned to tell you after the wedding.”
He reclined more and stretched his legs before setting them on the small coffee table. “What does she want now?”
“Nothing good,” I growled. Isabela, our mom, ran off with her lover, with whom she had an affair for years.
“What’s there to talk after the ruckus she created?”
I gave him a bitter smile. That woman ruined our childhood. Several years ago, their high profile divorce stunt became the talk of the town. When Papa threatened to file for divorce citing adultery, she broke into tears, claiming my father was abusive.
When she couldn’t prove it and realized she was losing the battle, she went on to spew shit about my father to the media. The heartless woman had claimed her sons were born out of wedlock and therefore they didn’t belong to the Cortezes. Fortunately, the paternity tests proved we both belonged to our dad.
Papa got full custody, and we moved on. He never dated again. Now, she was back with a document stating she had equal rights to the properties owned by our father. She had filed a petition in court saying it was a gift from my father, and she needed access to them.
“Papa bought her a mansion and a winery on the outskirts of Linnesse.” The former was his gift to her when I was born, and the latter was soon after they found she was pregnant with Enrique. Besides that, she owned a five percent share in the Cortez Group. “Papa doesn’t remember signing anything like that.” And he wasn’t the forgetting type. He would’ve known.
“Why wait all these years? That alone is fishy.”
“The court has already issued the order. She will now have access to all of his properties. No one can stop her until we prove otherwise.” This was an added headache, considering the wedding date was drawing closer. Also, with my upcoming business trip that couldn’t be rescheduled for later, this could drag on for months.
“Benji will find a way out. First, we need to make sure the document she has is legit.” Enrique ran his hand through his hair again.
Benji, a.k.a. Benjamin McCallister, not only went to school with Enrique and the gang, but also a close friend. He was one of the most sought-after attorneys in Linnesse. I nodded. “We’re working on it.” My gaze flicked to the clock above the fireplace. “Come on, it’s time for lunch.” My gaze swept across the floor, finding the remains of my favorite vase. I really need to work on my control more.
“Nothing makes me feel good like food. Chef Harrison’s food is to die for.” Enrique’s features relaxed considerably as he stood, rubbing his stomach in anticipation. His action drew a fond smile, and I couldn’t agree more. Chef Harrison was the best. When we made it to the dining room, my gaze did an involuntary sweep looking for her. I couldn’t help but wonder how she was feeling this morning.
“Where is Arianna?” Everyone present at the table cast me an incredulous look, and I ignored them, quickly schooling my features.
Mike chuckled beside me. Once again, the seat between us was empty as if he purposefully left it that way. He always sat next to me when he visited. “If you hadn’t noticed, cousin, Rosie is missing too.”
“Oh—” Before I could finish the sentence, Rosalinda arrived and pecked the lips of her beau and sat next to him. My gaze traveled to the door, looking expectantly for her to show up. Is she all right? What’s causing the delay? I held my tongue that wanted to fire so many questions at Rosie.
I looked down, focusing on my plate as lunch arrived. The soup was appetizing, but I was too distracted to savor the rich taste of the spicy and tangy broth packed with mushrooms and melting strands of cabbage. Where is she? The question almost slipped past my lips when her figure appeared in my peripheral vision.
The smile I sported when I greeted her was again an involuntary action. When she smiled back, giving me a nod, everything felt right, and my shoulders relaxed. I didn’t realize I was so tense.
“The wedding is barely a week away. Is everything set, Orlando?” Papa watched me intently as he waited for my response.
“Everything is arranged, Papa. I’ve also rented two luxury yachts to transport guests for the wedding.”
He turned to Enrique with a nod. “Is everything to your liking, son?” His features softened considerably, like they always did when he spoke to my younger brother.
“It is, Papa. Orlando and the wedding planner have done a great job. I can’t imagine anything more perfect than this.” Enrique smiled and squeezed Chiara’s hand.
“Good.”
“Where do the guests stay after the wedding?” Grandpapa Cortez spoke now.
“We’ve reserved rooms in one of our hotels in the city, Grandpapa. I’ve also hired an agency to supervise the security, so it’ll be strictly a family affair.”
Tension gripped the atmosphere in its tight fist when I mentioned that it’d be a family affair. Papa’s features hardened, and my jaw clenched. I’d never allow her or anyone to ruin my brother’s big day.
It was around two-thirty in the afternoon when Enrique announced they were going to the beach. They headed down the narrow path that led to the seashore while I went to change. I was in no mood for a swim, but her presence there was urging me to go.
I couldn’t help the naughty feeling that crept into me when I slipped into my swimming trunks. I remembered how she looked at me last night. Barking orders at the staff, I went to see her. When I made it to the beach, I saw the girls surrounding her.
“Enrique said you guys wanted to ride the Jet Ski.” Their faces lit up with excitement. I had banned my brother from riding the Jet Ski, since the last time he almost killed himself. Well, that extended to his friends, and I knew they were dying to be on one.
“Yeah!” Their chorus was filled with contagious excitement.
“There are four, and my yacht is docked at Northwest. I’ve arranged dinner and a cocktail party for you guys in honor of the bride and groom,” I informed them.
“Cool!” Jeff appeared genuinely excited. For a newbie in our group, he got along well with the other guys very quickly.
“Since you all decided to hang out at the beach, I’ve arranged refreshments. The Jet Skis are there if you want to ride one now. Don’t forget to wear a life jacket, and I stationed guards around the area in case you need help.”
“We’ll swim and hang out for now,” Mike piped up. “What about you guys?”
They turned to each other, discussing what they wanted to do first, and Rosie’s head rose to announce, “We’re in.”
“Who’s going to join me?” Enrique called as he ran toward the water.
Rosie murmured something in Arianna’s ear and nudged her before racing after the others toward the sea. I noticed the color rising on her cheeks when her gaze fell on me again. She wasn’t following.
“Aren’t you going with them?”
“Um…no.” Her fingers pushed the loose strands of her sable hair behind her ear.
Then I noticed her skin slowly growing rosy. “Your skin is pink.” I traced her shoulder, feeling the heat beating down on her. Her skin had already turned a light shade of red. “Come. There’s sunscreen here.” I led her to one of the beach chairs and handed her the lotion.
“Thanks.”
She poured a generous amount of the lotion on her hand and started applying it over her arms and face. When she turned around and took off her loose sleeveless top, I stopped breathing. For a moment, my eyes fixated on the peach-colored bikini top that was tied to her back with a few knots. Her supple breasts spilled out, fuller and rounder than before.
The view teased, urging me to run my hands over her skin I knew felt like silk. I took the bottle from her hand and squirted some lotion into my palm. I noticed her breath hitch when I applied it on her back.
“So, what did Rosie say before she took off?” I asked, distracting myself from the tantalizing view.
“To live at the moment.”
A small gasp reached my ears, and I realized I’d been inappropriately close to her bottom. My hands retracted with no warning when I realized how near I’d come to losing my control with her. I shouldn’t be doing this. Not when I wasn’t ready to offer more than a few peptalks. Touching her was a mistake. A mistake I would repeat in a heartbeat. Fuck. This isn’t good.
“I thought you didn’t allow others to use your Jet Ski.” Her tone was casual, yet I felt like it held a slight tremor. Her tongue darted out, wetting her soft, pink lips bare of lipstick.
“That was because Enrique had an accident two years ago. He was drunk at the time, and we almost lost him.”
“Oh. Where’s the yacht? I don’t see one.”
“It’s on the other side.” Her groomed brows knotted. “Do you want to swim?” I asked, wondering why she suddenly looked nervous.
“No. I’ll just hang out here.”
A frown tugged at the corner of my lips as eyes trailed down her body, admiring something that didn’t belong to me. Guilt gripped my heart. She was Mike’s best friend, and I promised him I wouldn’t hurt her. The heart knew no bounds. It wanted to get lost in her smile and a sweet voice that made us forget our past. The hope that bloomed from within scared me to no limits.
“Okay.”
I should have stayed home. The more I saw her, the more I wanted to spend my time with her. She is here for the wedding. Once this was over, she’d be on her way, and I’d be on mine. There was no point in starting something that would ruin what we had now. She is offlimits.
My legs protested as I walked away from her. I could feel her eyes on me and wanted to turn around, stay a little longer. No. That was dangerous. To both of us. There was no way I could allow another woman into my messy life, especially her.
“Mike!”I turned, hearing her gasp, and an involuntary smile lit my face noticing her soaked form. What did she do now? He hoisted her up, not heeding her protests, and carried her to the water.“I warned you not to zone out. For that, you’ll be punished.”Oh, that made sense. Mike had always been protective of both girls since childhood. The pain in his eyes whenever he noticed the sadness on her face was obvious. Another reason I should stay away from her. Despite the logical side of my brain forcing my body toward the mansion, I found my gaze trailing after them.“Mike, no, I don’t want my hair wet.”“Too late!”Her surprised squeak was everything I could ask for. Laughter bubbled up from my chest. The terrified look on her face when he dropped her would forever grace my mind. A round of laughter accompanied her fall.“I hate you.” She spat and wiped t
Silent waves kissed the sand as if they hadn’t met in a long time. So perfect and delicate. The night was calming with a gentle breeze that played with the strands of my hair. I hadn’t known peace for a long time.Every night I came here to forget things. To numb my bones. But tonight was different.Tonight, I came to reminisce about the evening. My gaze kept going to the narrow path that opened to the beach. What’s she doing now? Temptation grew deeper, gnawing at my insides to check on her. Just get a look. Now that I knew how she felt in my arms, I wanted to hold her again.Alive.When our lips connected, eleven years of carefully erected walls crumbled with a roar. Emotions poured in like the water out of the floodgates. She made my hormones rage with a simple smile. Now as I sat with a goofy grin on this cold bench, longing for another encounter, I never thought I’d feel like my old self again.One kiss made me
“So, you and Arianna, huh?”Papa caught up with me during our usual morning run. Despite the pain he went through, he had been a good father to us. The best father in the world. He was always there when we needed him the most.“It’s too soon, Papa.”“Liar, liar, pants on fire!” Enrique ran past us, and my stare drilled holes in his back.Papa––a man of few words––shook his head with a chuckle. “She is good for you.” That was all I would get. But that was all I needed. “I know what’s going on in that mind of yours.” We continued the jog until he slowed and glanced at me. I stopped, turning to face him. “Take a chance with that one, son. Women like Arianna are hard to find. Don’t make the same mistake I did.”“Thanks.” I masked my smile. “I’m going to bring Boxer to the estate. He’s never gone this long
“It’s clear.” Her relief was evident when I informed her.A lightness settled in my heart as our hands brushed on the walk back to our tent. We said nothing when we went to lie down on our respective sides of the makeshift bed.The gentle breeze and silence gave me a satisfaction none of the luxuries ever did. The smile on my lips stretched. I waited for her to fall asleep before turning toward her and spooning her body against mine.“Good night, Arianna,” I whispered into her hair and rested my chin over her head. Arianna moved, making my heart skip a beat. She turned and snuggled to my chest. Just as I relaxed, thinking it was just a reflex action, she spoke.“What a loser.”“Huh?” Crap. Was she awake? I froze like a kid caught with his hand in a cookie jar.“I said she’s a loser,” she repeated.Oh, God! My heart raced. Now, she knew.Already kno
Arianna’s strangled cry reached my ears before my gaze found her shaking form tripping over her dress. She clawed at her dress as her chest heaved. When I rushed inside her room, she crawled on the floor.I dropped to my knees as I worked on her dress. The complicated knots were tied too tightly. It didn’t help that she writhed on the floor like a fish out of water.A string of curses left my mouth when I couldn’t figure out how to remove the dress. I rushed to the bathroom, finding a pair of scissors in the cabinet. Arianna wheezed, her eyes rolling back to her skull, mouth wide open. The redness of her face was alarming.I hurried to her and knelt before cutting through the fabric. Her strangled cries muffled the sound of the cloth being ripped apart. A loud gasp parted her lips as the dress loosened its grip around her chest. Her eyes were wide as she breathed in, taking several gulps of air.“Easy there. Keep breathing, Arianna
“What now?” My patience was long lost when I answered the third call from Marcus that day. I had showered, but it did not ease my tension. Outside, the morning scene was pleasant with a clear blue sky and estate staff buzzing around with various activities.“Sir, I have a suggestion.”“I’m listening.” The wind ruffled my hair as I paced the balcony.“We can use this opportunity to break in to her home and find evidence.” Marcus sounded excited.This piqued my interest. “But…” I drawled, thinking about the possible outcome.“We’ve tried everything else. This is our best bet.”My heart raced. I ran a hand through my hair and pinched the bridge of my nose. It was a risky business, and illegal. But we had to do it if that was what it took to prove Papa’s innocence. First, we needed to get our hands on that document.“We have trained men
The hardest obstacle I had ever had to face was to release her from my embrace. Every fiber of my body and mind urged me to claim her as mine, but it was too soon. I wasn’t ready.With a deep breath that filled my lungs with her fragrance, I stepped back. “I have something to take care of.” It hadn’t been a second I release her, and the longing to feel the warmth of her skin was nagging me. I gripped her hands, circling my thumb on her palm.“Okay.” She pushed the loose strands of her hair behind her ear.“I’m sorry about the way she spoke to you.”She shrugged. The corners of her lips lifted. “I don’t care.”She moved to hug me, and my hands encircled her. My chin rested on her head as she pressed her cheek against my heart.We stayed that way for a while before she pulled away. “You had something to do.”“Oh, yes.” I cleared my t
The trip back to the island took about two hours. I canceled the rest of my engagements for the day. After meeting Waylon and Kenzie, all I wanted was to see Arianna. Something had changed. For the first time in years, this meeting did not affect me as it would have in the past.Philip, our retired butler, looked up from his newspaper and smiled when I rounded the corner. He chose to stay at the estate since he had no family. He sat at his usual spot that overlooked the beach where he liked to spend time with a cup of tea.“Hey, Philip, how’s your day?”“It’s a great afternoon, Orlando. The weather is good for a walk.” A fond smile graced his lips. Philip was nearing eighty. He kept Grandpapa company.“Where’s Boxer?”“Oh, he’s with Arianna.” His eyes crinkled with laughter, and his features softened when he spoke her name. “They’re inseparable these days.”
Alana Swanson Seven years later With shaky hands, I secured the last pin in my hair and smoothed the non-existent creases on my simple white dress that ended a few inches below my knees. Butterflies fluttered in my belly as I gazed into the mirror. I’m getting married. Memories from my past tried to crowd in. I was in the room with my friends. Friends I grew up with. Professional stylists skirted around me as my friends made fun and laughed while I got ready for my big day. I pushed the unwanted memories aside and blinked my tears away. No. Don’t go there. I had come a long way since then. The path to redemption wasn’t easy. People judged me at every turn. I took it all. Because I deserved it for what I did to my sister. My throat constricted. I lifted my hand to rub my chest where it hurt. Guilt still ate away at me, and my only consolation came from knowing Arianna was better off w
Brian Schultz Four years later A black sedan pulled away from the otherwise deserted parking lot. Alana sat in my car, sipping the soft drink I bought for her. It had been four years since I left Linnesse. I kept tabs on her treatment and supported her in every way I could. When I asked her what she wanted after she got out of the rehabilitation center, she said she wanted to start over. Only this time without me. She wanted a divorce. Though I wanted us to give our relationship another chance, I adhered to her wishes. Now we waited outside the building where our attorney’s office was located. I saw the attorney coming out of his office, talking over the phone as he made his way to us. He disconnected the call and greeted me with a curt nod. “Something came up.” He offered a small smile, pulling out the papers from his briefcase. “Here are the pa
Arianna Cortez“Are you sure you want to do this?” Orlando asked for the seventh time that morning. We sat in our car outside the rehabilitation center.“Yes.” I wanted to see her. It had been a week since Brian left, and she was all I could think about the entire week.“You don’t have to see her, you know.”“I know.” I gave him a small smile. Orlando has been a doting husband with unconditional love for our unborn child. I understood and embraced his overprotective nature. But this plagued my mind ever since I discovered the truth.Despite what I told him, I’d been religiously following the news. I witnessed how they tore her apart in the past months. While Orlando acted normal, Benji kept no details from me. I looked at the forlorn building. Perhaps I needed closure.“I don’t like this,” he said, pressing a feather-soft kiss on my
The world zoomed in and out of focus when I woke. Several hammers pelted my head, making me groan. Guessing by the blinding sunlight, it must be close to noon. I looked around, realizing I was still in Alana’s room. I clutched my head. Last night’s events came flashing to my mind, and the pounding in my head increased.“I’ve been waiting for you to wake up forever,” Chris announced urgently.Did he stay?No. He changed his clothes. I squinted against the sunlight. He’d ditched last night’s suit and now wore a t-shirt and jeans.“What is it, Chris?” I groaned, raising myself on my elbows.“Come on, man.”“Give me a sec.” I staggered out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. I relieved myself quickly and washed my face.Loud voices reached us when I stepped across the threshold.“What the hell, Alana? I believed you. Is this how y
Brian SchultzThe bar sat on the edge of the city limits. Though it appeared rundown on the outside, the inside looked like a posh club. Music blared, vibrating through the floor. Nicki Minaj’s and Drake’s voices drifted around me. But my mood was far from enjoying the beat.The whiskey burned down my throat. I drained the glass, welcoming the familiar burn, and signaled the bartender for another round.I watched the crowd dancing like headless chickens, swirling the amber poison the bartender delivered. Laughter bubbled in my throat.Is this how Alana partied?I pulled at the knot of my tie.Nothing made sense. Alana was much more sophisticated, while Arianna followed her heart. What went wrong? The cat was out of the bag. No more secrets. My heart knew Alana was the culprit all along. Only I struggled to comprehend the truth. The strong denial slowly lost its fight with the moment of truth a
The tension I’d experienced for the past couple of hours ebbed away as soon the judge said those words. He saw no point of me being involved, since it was clear I wasn’t the one in the photos. The defense had no proof, apart from the lab reports. Since they received the photos from an unknown source and couldn’t validate the information, the court refused to consider that as evidence.Benji argued that someone who held a grudge against Orlando or me could have done that to tarnish my image. Taking a deep breath, I stepped out of the courtroom with a wide grin on my face. Benji had nailed it. It wasn’t as bad as I feared it would be. He had turned the case around without even mentioning her name.“It’s not over yet.” Benji approached us. “Don’t worry. You don’t have to come again. I’ll handle the rest from here,” he said, noticing my frown.I nodded. Orlando was right beside me. His hand rest
Orlando CortezArianna laughed at something Mike said. She clapped and threw her head back, and her laughter chimed out. The custom-designed diamond ring sparkled on her finger. Was it the lights playing tricks, or was she really glowing? I couldn’t tell, but certainly, her spirits were high, and she beamed like Christmas lights. Bright and warm.Rosalinda and Mike continued to joke with her. They arrived two days after our wedding. Enrique gave me a hard time for not waiting, but he understood my need to tie the knot. Mike and Rosie had the most surprising reaction to our wedding and pregnancy news. They laughed, saying they expected me to whisk Arianna away long ago.My wife’s cheeks and neck had flushed on hearing something Rosie whispered in her ear. She playfully hit her best friend, her gaze briefly meeting mine. I wished her smile would last. The next couple of months would be hard on her with the legal proceedings. T
Brian Schultz“Fuck!”The bastard in the car in front of me slowed again for the hundredth time. Ugh! The traffic wasn’t congested, but the asshole drove like the road belonged to him.Orlando’s words kept echoing in my mind. The nerve of that bastard. The fucker packed a powerhouse punch that knocked the breath out of me, literally. I should’ve expected this.My grip on the wheel tightened as I honked at the slow driver. The action was something I considered as outrageous before today. What did he say about the tattoo? Alana’s flawless skin was free of artificial ink.My mind reeled thinking of the time Arianna told me about the party. I vaguely remembered her telling me that she got a tattoo. I felt hotter despite the air conditioner running at sixty degrees. Wiping the sweat off my forehead, I took the turn toward our street.The car screeched when I slammed the brakes, and I got out, b
I’m a coward.I banged my head on the table and stared at the far wall. Instead of going over to my apartment, I went straight to my mansion and slipped inside the dark office I rarely used. I didn’t bother to turn on the lights. Outside, the sun was setting for the day, dousing the room in the darkness that reflected my mood.The courage and fury I felt at the court building drained as soon as I climbed into the car. My hands still trembled.A child. My child.I walked to the only window in the room. I pulled the curtains closed, letting the room submerge in complete darkness.There was this foreign emotion snaking its way out of my heart, and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it yet.She’s pregnant with my child.And this was Arianna. Wiping off the thin sheen of sweat, I paced. Scenes from my past pushed their way through, and I shoved them aside.The door opened with a click, and I