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Chapter 356: Connected

Author: Judith GW
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Ivy's POV

As the darkness overtakes me completely, the last thing I feel is Spencer’s arms wrapped around me.

All at once, the excruciating pain—the burning in my throat, the blood in my mouth, the fire that feels like it’s emanating all throughout my body—fades away. It feels like I’m falling through the endless darkness. I’m convinced that my eyes are open by now, and that my tears have faded away, but I still can’t see anything.

I can’t feel anything, either, and I feel myself begin to panic as soon as I realize that I can no longer feel Spencer’s arms wrapped tights around me. I can’t smell him, can’t sense the reassuring rhythm of his heartbeat. I’m left adrift in endless darkness, floating and falling and making my way to—

To what?

Is this death?

Am I dead?

I try to open my mouth to speak, but no sound comes out at all.

The darkness spirals and twists, a dizzying expanse of absolutely nothing. I’m lost, completely untethered, without even my wolf to ground me.

And then, all
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