Kian
My eyes focused on my reflection in the grubby, mottled mirror, ignoring the dark clumps of hair that fell to the floor like feathers from a plucked turkey. The noisy vibration absorbed through my skull each time Lexi dragged the clippers over my scalp.
When she was done, I ran my hand over the millimeter-long stubble, feeling the coarse texture against my palm. The boy staring back at me was skinny and gaunt, like some sick kid in the hospital who only had months left to live.
"You look bad-ass," Lexi complimented.
I eyed her with intrigue, trying to work her out.
"Thanks," I replied, unsure how best to respond to her comment.
She met my gaze in the mirror and smirked. "What?" She pressed me for an answer, seeming wise to my silent analysis. "Just come out and say whatever it is you want to say, little bear. Don't be shy because it doesn't suit you." She placed a hand on her cocked-out hip, delivering a bucket-load of sass.
"Little bear?" I scrunch my face, highly offended. "Thanks a lot," I muttered, rolling my eyes.
She chuckled, squeezing both of my shoulders and shaking them gently. "If you don't like that, then you gotta choose a Cage name," she chorused playfully.
I dusted the itchy strands of hair off the back of my neck. "Just call me Kian. I don't want a stupid nickname," I growled moodily.
She raised her brows, her face lighting up with amusement. "I like you." She wagged her finger at me. "So, tell me. What were you thinking about just then? You know us wolves can smell a lie, right?" Her glossy red lips curled up over her teeth in a shit-eating grin.
So, Lexi was a wolf, huh? That explains the “little bear” mockery. My kind would've referred to me as a cub, the same as the kids in the fox and the cat community. A young wolf is referred to as a pup. It was only members of the wolf community that liked to poke fun with comments like that.
Lexi had a likability about her that made our conversation flow easily. I decided to come clean with my thoughts, knowing she would call me out on any bullshit if the tables were turned.
"You seem nice enough," I admitted. "You dress like the other girls here, but you don't act the same way." My eyes narrowed as I continued to study her expression.I saw a flicker of truth as her pupils expanded, and the smile she held on her lips appeared too heavy as it faltered.
"You don't belong here," I continued. "You're here either because of a bad choice you made or because you feel obligated to that asshole, Chance. Who, by the way, doesn't deserve you," I mentioned with a jerk of my head in his direction.
She saw the same thing as me. Him dragging his eyes across every female he passed. Her brows dimpled in the middle at that revelation, as if I were scratching too close to the bone. She swallowed hard, then licked her lips anxiously.
"You're right. He is an asshole." She rolled her eyes with a bitter edge to her voice. "But one who helps pay my bills and keeps the Reaper Cartel off my back."
That name ought to spark the fear of God in anyone and everyone. The Reaper was a foreign species of shifter whose kind wasn't much welcome here at Whitehaven. The guy was a reptile, cold-hearted, and merciless. And I'm not kidding either. He was a gator, and a big fucker too. He hid under the radar of the Alpha dog, Alec White, in the underbelly of Lakewell. It wasn't only this place he had a scaly hand in. It was guns, drugs, and prostitutes. His name wasn't above the door of the casinos and strip clubs, but the guys who ran those types of places were all on his payroll.
"Ain't wolves supposed to be loaded?" I asked out of sheer curiosity. Everybody talked about Whitevale as if the streets were paved with gold. There wasn't a wolf born there who didn't have less than a six-figure bank balance.
Lexi almost laughed out loud, rearing her head back. "Oh man, if only that were the truth." She pinched the corners of her eyes. "Nobody walks away from the Reaper Cartel unless he says so. My disobedience cost me a place in my pack. I let my beta and his mate leave town with their newborn daughter. When my Alpha found out what I'd done, he almost tore out my throat. It was my aunt Agatha who got him to spare my life. He gave me a head start, and I've been hiding here ever since. All my assets were frozen the second I left Whitevale. When you're flat broke and desperate, you'll agree to almost anything to keep the dog off your back." Lexi shuddered. "Trust me, the Reaper is a picnic compared to the Alpha."
I felt bad for Lexi. Finding a half-decent girl with a good heart in a place like this was like finding a diamond in a box full of shattered glass. At first glance, they all looked the same, but when held up to the light, you could truly see their worth.
"You're worth a million of the trash in this dump," I told her, figuring she could sense the integrity behind my words. "If I were you, I'd cut and run the first chance you get."
Moisture filled her eyes like lagoons. It wasn’t that she was sad, more like she was too darn proud to admit that I was right. This wasn't who she wanted to be, and rightly so. The bottle blonde, slutty clothing, and heavy makeup were all a mask to hide the real version of herself. One way or another, we all hid behind a vizard to guard ourselves. Even at ten years old, I wore mine well.
Kian "You're up next, little bear," she muttered sadly, turning her gaze away. I locked eyes with my pal, Jaxton, who was standing over by his father, the President of the Roughnecks biker gang. His nickname was Throttle. I didn't ask why. A wide grin stretched across Jaxton's face as he bounded over to me. "Kian!" he called out, looking happy to see me. I slid down from the stool, clearing the short distance to greet him. "You suit your hair short like that," he remarked, pointing to my scalped head. "But I don't." He gestured to himself with an indignant scowl. "I look like a boiled egg," he complained. Jaxton's blond hair used to hang in wavy strands, reaching down to his shoulders. His momma let him grow it long so he could tie it back in a hairband. Just how his dad wore his. Now a mixture of light versus dark was being swept up from around the stools to where it was all pushed into a shaggy pile against the wall. "Dad says we're gonna be fighting each other in the Cage," J
KianMy feet rooted to the spot as he began to circle us, pacing the ring with observational eyes, scanning for any sign of weakness. "Your fists and shoulders should be up, with your chin and elbows down, eyes up," he barked out the instructions.I swallowed away the dryness as my eyes locked onto his, distrusting and cautious."Good," he voiced confidently. "Always keep your eyes on your opponent. Because if you don't . . ." He twisted his body in a sharp turn, taking a swipe at Jaxton. Jax must have watched him in his peripheral vision and managed to nimbly dodge out of his way."Smart move," Ricochet praised. "Now, I want you all to form pairs and face one another." He walked around us, correcting our posture. "Place your feet diagonal, a little more than shoulder-width apart and bend your knees. Your strength is here, in your core," he coached while tapping my midriff. "Better balance equals greater mobility." He began to demonstrate using actions. "Dominant hand forward. Take sh
Kian Dad was always saying how he hated growing up dirt poor. He gave it his best shot, but drink always got the better of him. I hated living in poverty too. Maybe Dad was right. Maybe getting good grades wasn't enough. The rich stay rich and the poor stay poor. Nobody was going to give me a handout in life. Those of us who live in the slums of Forest Hills were regarded as “the scumbags of society”. You didn't see the clan leaders investing any cash into our neighborhood. We were out of sight, out of mind. We didn't get the fancy parks and picnic greens like the clean part of town did. Kids here played out on the streets, drawing over the pavements with chalk or smashing bottles at the side of the road. Those said roads were not maintained like the ones in town. Ours were crumbled and full of potholes. Around the picture-perfect suburbs, they had convenience stores, bakeries, a cafe where people would sit outside and chat. Over at our side of town, we had one corner store that sto
KianThe hot sun fried the sparsely covered lawn, turning the grass a murky shade of brown. I wiped my sweat-coated brow with the back of my hand, then continued to push the lawnmower over the raised tufts of grass. This part-time gardening job may have made me a hit with the stay-at-home moms, but at sixteen years of age, it was still a case of “look all you want but keep your cougar paws to yourselves”. I was still a minor in the eyes of the law."Kian, do you want a cold glass of lemonade?" Mrs. Banks asked while pausing in the doorway and taking a good old look at all my hard work and effort.Since her heart attack six years ago, I had been keeping a closer eye on her and took on all of her strenuous chores. It was Mom's drug dealers who had caused her sudden attack. The shock of them kicking down my front door and barging their way through my house caused Mrs. B to act impulsively in defense of my mother. From what I was told, they had given her a bad scare, and after they left,
KianMom's phone chimed a few lines from a girly pop song. She fished it out from the front pocket of an apron that she'd thrown on and answered with a beaming smile stretching across her face."Hey, handsome, guess what I'm doing right now?" She giggled as the recognizable rumble of my father's voice uttered something dirty and suggestive.I scrunch my face with repulsion."No, you perv," Mom replied flirtatiously, "I'm cooking on your barbecue," she told him, to which I heard him protesting playfully that it was his toy and how it would earn her a good ole' spanking when he came home from work.I almost choked on my steak and had to get Mrs. Banks to pound her palm against my back.Mom rolled her eyes, then held out the phone. "Your dad wants to talk to you," she informed me, the girly smile still lingering on her lips as if she was deliriously happy.I took the modern device, which was a Christmas present from me to her, and answered with a "Hello?""Was that you choking?" he asked
KianThe boys were hanging around the lockers when I arrived, some half-dressed and some walking around in towels. One of the guys scrubbed a hand against my buzzed hair as I passed while another tossed me a bottle of shower gel."You're so gonna get laid after this," another crooned, making a riding bull gesture.I grinned, rolling my eyes as I stripped to my skin and palmed the metal push-tap. There was a brief blast of cold water, then the temperature heated against my skin. I dipped my head under the faucet and let the flow cascade down my body. Time ran away with me while I stayed under there, hitting the tap to keep up the constant flow. The laughter of the boys started to fade away as I became lost in my thoughts, replaying the whole game from start to finish in my mind. Whether it was on the playing field or inside the Cage, the euphoric feeling of victory was still the same. I needed to win. I had to chase the feeling like an addict needing a fix.The scent of testosterone,
KianHer words spurred me on, just like the sexy little cheer chants that were designed to tease us. I gripped her hips as I pulled back, my face contorting with pleasure as I felt her walls constricting around me, then slammed back into her. My own groans escaping through my lips while repeating the action, finding a steady rhythm."Just like that, don't stop!" Stacey cried out, both of us becoming more vocal as we reached our crescendo.Sparks were flying through my veins. Not the forever love kind, but the thrill of a good fuck. Stacey Rayne really was a good fuck, not that I had anyone to compare her to. A gradual wave of euphoria began to build in my balls, boiling over the rim like an active volcano, erupting through the length of my cock, and filling the condom with hot, sticky cum. Stacey's pussy walls hugged me tighter, an ear-splitting scream rattling around the tiles as her body shook with the force of her climax.I gave her ass a playful slap. "Same time tomorrow?" I sugg
Kian“As we commit their bodies to the ground, we pray to our spiritual mother that she grants our brother and sister eternal peace, and may her gracious Goddess rest their souls.” Earl, our clan leader, conducted the service, ending the ritual by lowering the joint coffin into the ground.I was completely numb with grief, barely hearing a word being spoken. It was only when the words “bless the Goddess” were spoken that it shook me out of my stupor, and I muttered the words a millisecond after everyone else, my defeated voice sounding lifeless and bereft.“Do you need a moment alone?” Mrs. Banks asked gently, the frailty in her voice reminding me that she would be the next to leave me.I didn’t answer her; I couldn’t bring myself to speak, look in her direction, or do anything but stare straight ahead at the people who had come to pay their last respects by scattering handfuls of dirt onto my parents’ coffin.I requested that they were to be buried in the same casket. I knew they had