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Defiance of Nature
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2021-12-14 21:10:51“Lips meet teeth and tongue. My heart skips eight beats at once.” —Billie Eilish.
Chapter Theme Song: ‘Watch’ by Billie Eilish.
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Third-person POV
Harmony feels as though the world is standing still as his lips finally meet hers. The flutter in her heart greatly intensifies at how warm and soft he feels against her mouth. Her eyes are squeezed shut to avoid all possible distractions. This is her first kiss; it’s a sacred moment for her and she needs to savor in every bit of it. Though this isn’t how she imagined it to be like.
They say 'he who kisses with his eyes open, isn’t feeling at all,' well the saying has to be legit since Blaze’s eyes are currently half-opened, watching her in satisfaction. Her lips are just as delicate as she looks and he’s very much aware that she has never kissed anyone before him since when he nudges her bottom lip with his tongue, she re
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