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Chapter 29: Someone lost
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Eight years ago
I wake up in the middle of the night as my cell phone vibrates. I usually sleep with the lights off, except when Joshua is scared. I keep my eyes open as I get used to the dark.
Who would write to me in the middle of the night?
I grope for my phone on the bed, grab it, and check the time by pressing the power button.
3:00 am
We live in a small apartment that is often infected by pests such as cockroaches. I try to avoid them, but it is difficult for me and more so if I consider that I do not have time to be at home with Joshua. He has learned to go to school by taking the bus and coming home alone. In the meantime, he expects me to come home from work late at night. The opportunities that offer a better life every day are made even more difficult for me. I work twelve hours in the hotel bar; I'm a waitress, I make drinks… everything I can to get m
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