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CHAPTER 103 What Now?

Author: Tessa Lilly
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  Dimitri’s POV

  Every word she was was true.

  She was really scared of losing me. She really needed me. I felt everything through our bond and my heart almost gave out.

  Like I would ever choose anything or anyone else over her. Like I would leave her. Like I would be so fucking stupid to give up the best thing that ever happened to me.

  No. I was a lot of things, but I wasn’t insane.

  I knew that I had to give her what she needed. I felt her desperation. I felt her need for reassurance. I felt her burning desire and passion. I felt her need to have me.

  But I knew that I couldn't fuck her here. Not because of the people who were waiting outside our office, but because I knew that I wouldn't be able to stop myself. I already knew that we would have to lock our office and spend an entire day here if I just pushed the tip of my dick inside her. I was just as desperate to reassure her as she was to be reassured.

  I knew that I had to remain in control so I found another way to giv
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