I wake up with a splitting headache. What the heck happened?
"Oh Crystalise,I am so glad you awake. You gave us a scare"mom says rushing to my side.
She places a cup of water down and sat beside my bed.
"What happened?"I ask groggily.
"I don't know,Alpha Zander brought you in unconscious. He said he found you in the bush unresponsive. The doctor said it might be a rogue attack. I am just glad you are okay"she hugs me.
Attacked?
My bedroom door opens again, my eyes met hers and that is when everything started coming back.
Crystal and Alpha Zander.
They were kissing.
Him chosing her over me.
The rejection.
Averia's pain.
'Ria' I call out to her.
'yeah' her weak voice responded.
'what is wrong?Are you okay?' I asked worriedly
'I am trying to be strong for us. I am dying by any minute. I need mate'she whimpers weakly.
'he rejected us Ria' I almost yell at her. She whimpers in pain and retrieves to the back of my head.
"Oh Crystalise,I am so glad you are okay"Crystal says and rushes to climb my bed.
She was takes my hands into her and I immediately pulled away as if she burned me.
She did burn me.
In worst way possible.
"Don't touch me"I glare at her.
"Crystalise! Don't be rude to your sister. You don't know how much she has cried for you"mom scolds and walks into my bathroom.
"Did you tell them the truth?"she asks worriedly.
"How can I do that if 8 just woke up. You are already mom is going to know her daughter is two face whore and mate stealer"I tell her.
"Don't call me that! I loved Zander way before he even became the Alpha. Don't pretend I didn't notice how you looked at him,I knew you also liked him but I in too deep to let him go. I am sorry this happened this but nothing can be done about it"she says.
"Alot of things can be done about it. You can find your own mate and leave mine alone"I tell her.
"I can't"she whispers
"Why can't you?"I asked
"Because he rejected me! When we were 16,we met at the highschool dance but he was from a different pack. I rejected me on the spot and that is when Alpha Zander found me in bush,weak and unmoving"she says and my face softens a little.
"Why didn't you tell us? Why did you keep everything to yourself"I asked.
"Because rejection brings shame to the family. That is why I don't you tell anyone about this. Zander has perfect plan for you,he is ready to fly to New York for your schooling, just like you dream of"she says
"Shut up Crystal,me feeling sorry for you doesn't mean I forgive you. You hurt me,so much. I hate that. You two are so horrible,you plan on sending me away!"I yell at her.
"Keep it down Crystalise,mom will hear you. I am sorry that has to happen but nothing could be done about it."she keeps on saying that.
"Why do you keep saying that!"I shout in anger.
"Because Alpha and dad spoke this morning.Our wedding date has been set. We have already announced our engagement"she says and I fell like the walls are closing in on me.
My mom walks out of the bathroom with my dirty laundry.
"What..mom is it true. Is crystal getting married"I ask tears well up in my eyes
"Oh yes,I forgot to tell you that. Alpha Zander is her mate after all and we have already given them our blessings. The wedding will be on the next full moon"mom says and walks out with the laundry.
"I am sorry Crystalise. You need to accept his rejection. I love him"my sister and stands up leaving me a sobbing messy.
I can feel Ria wallowing in pain.
"I am sorry sorry I disappointed you Ria"I whisper and she responded with a whimper.
Later in the afternoon,the pack doctor came to check on me and said I was fine but will heal with time.
Something tells me he knows what is going on but has been made to keep quiet.
I didn't leave the room until 6 pm when my brother came to call me downstairs for dinner.
I stopped in my tracks when I spot four foreigners in the room.
Alpha Zander,Beta Darius, Alpha Eli and Luna Nara.
"Crystalise,my oh my,I am sorry for happened. I hope those rogues are caught and dealt with"Luna Nara says and give me a hug.
"Luna. Alpha Eli"I bow to them.
"Alpha and Luna are here to help us with the wedding preparation. We are going to be a family after all"dad says and they chuckle.
At that moment I wish I didn't raise my head.
Alpha Zander has his hands wrapped around my sister's waist and she is hugging his side with her head on his torso.
"That is wonderful. I think I am going to go for a walk. The doctor said I need it"I tell them.
"Nonsense,you can go for a walk tomorrow"mom says.
"Yes sis,I need you here since you are going to my maid of honor"my sister with a sweet smile.
"Sure why not "I went back to my seat and the dinner begun.
.
The following weeks were torture,I wish as my sister and Zander parade around the village as if nothing happen.
I always try to keep Ria under control everytime we are around him. He practically ignores our presence.
I sometimes wonder how he keeps his wolf under control,or he too is in love with Sansa,my sister's wolf.
But today seals my faith. The night of the full moon is tonight,that means my sister's wedding is today.
The house has been the entire but I stayed in my room. It is bed enough to watch your mate with another woman but also stand their side as they make a complete fool out of you.
That night I watch them get married, perform the rituals.
That night felt him mark her,I nearly died.
Apart of me was lost.
The next morning I catch up to talk to him before he left for their honeymoon."Alpha. I am not here to beg anymore. I just need one favor for my wolf. I need to talk to Atlas"I say and he nodded without a thought.Seconds later his eyes started glowing bright yellow, almost golden.'To what do I owe the pleasure?'he says his voice deep and thunderous.'I want know if you are aware of his rejection' I say.'Yes Little mate. I am already bonded to Sansa and I love her. I am sorry this had to happen. Tell Averia I am really sorry' he says and something in me dies.'okay. Can I speak to Zander now' I say and he nodded. Few seconds later Zander came back."Do you have your answer now"he says softly."Yes"I let out a breath and looked at him straight in the eyes."I, Crystalise Gun, accept your rejection"I say and he stumbles back a little.He looks at me in shock and surprise. As if he didn't expect me accept it.I turned and walked away from him and everything that has to do with him..
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Ever since my brother left my penthouse,I have been having this uneasy feeling inside me.It is as if I am being followed. For instance when i was on the red carpet with Marcus for our launching of new lingerie designs, one of the photographers looked so familiar.I could have sworn I met him somewhere but maybe it was just me being paranoid.Also there is always someone,an unknown figure lurking on our security camera.Marcus says I am just being paranoid but I am only being careful.My life has just started to get better,to get a better meaning and I don't want anything or anyone to hinder that.I can't afford losing myself again.Today is one of the days I take a walk around the block.It also signifies the 10th anniversary of losing my baby boy.People can call me awful or a bad mother but I am glad he left the world.I wouldn't have hated him,I would loved him so much, even tho he wasn't conceived in the right way,he was still my son,a part of me and I would have cherished him so
Immediately we passed through the pack boarders, every connection I broke when I left 10 years ago begin to reconnect."Wow,this isn't what I was expecting. This place is absolutely civil and looks like a mini town"Marcus says looking at the buildings in awe."What were you expecting?"I looked at him confusion."Well,trees and tree houses. Bushes. I don't know maybe caves"he shrugs."Marcus,you do know that we are also humans with supernatural powers. We have civilization,we live like humans we just can transform into wolves "I tell him and he nodded still paying attention to the city.I don't know how mama or papa will react,I just hope they are not mad at me.In my letter,I didn't give them details of what happened between Zander, Crystal and I.So they don't fully know why I left in the first place. I just pray they forgive me. Zack is still driving without looking behind him.Wait.....Something isn't adding up,if he is the beta of this pack then what happened to Darius.I make i
"mmmh...Mrs. Gun,your food is exquisite. Even better than Crystalise's"Marcus praises and I roll my eyes at him."Oh thank you. You are a gentleman and no one beats the original"mum gushes."Why are you two getting along so well"I mutter and Kenna chuckles beside me."So Crystalise,I heard you are a famous model now. Is it true?"Kenna asks curiously."Yes I am"I say with a proud smile."Not only a model,she is also now England's most successful model and designer"Marcus says proudly."I wouldn't say most successful but I wouldn't be where I am if it wasn't for you,my savior"I praise him."You know it was all you"he says and I could feel mom looking in between us with worry and curiosity."So how did you and Kaden meet Kenna"I ask diverting the question to her.She blushes and I know it was a romantic encounter."He actually saved me from my family"she sighs and I know it was romantic. It was more of hero and victim."Oh sorry for asking didn't mean to pry"I say"Don't worry,I am over
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A month LaterI think my body is finally about to give up.I can feel the life leaving my body.I have been tortured for four good weeks. I have barely survived without water and food. My skin cling to my bones,you can literally see my skeleton.Each time I lose weight the chains shrink to adjust to my size. I think a spell was cast on it.Everyday after being tortured and me begging to be released,the pack doctor comes and check ups on me, cleaning my wounds and shooting something into my body to fasten the healing process.Immediately I am healed, the new set of female warriors come to play with me. Not once did I see Zander here. Neither did I see my mom or dad. But Kaden comes here,not to torture or laugh at me but to stand guard.At first I begged him to release me,at least to bring me food or water but he plainly ignored my existence,so after a week ,I stopped.Now I feel the life leaving my body,I am happy as much as I am sad.I am happy because at least I'll be put out of my