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CHAPTER 34

Noah's POV

My mond wasn't settled. In fact, it hasn't been settled for months.

It was as though the universe was trying to punish me for something by making me suffer, both emotionally and physically. I wasn't fine, I knew I wasn't; and what hurt the most was that the solution to my problems was several miles away in Goddess knew where. I couldn't find her even if I wanted to.

She was the only woman who had made my heart sing with love. But she was gone now, and I was left with nothing but regret and longing.

The weight of my responsibilities as an alpha was heavy, pressing upon me as I sat in my throne room, lost in thought. Memories of Astra flooded my mind—her laughter, her fiery spirit, her charming and witty personality. The nights we spent entwined under the moonlight was still fresh in my head, as though it had happened only a few days ago. It had been months since I banished her from the pack, accused her of betrayal based on claims that seemed increasingly dubious
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Suzanne Stone
why is he wearing armor. He's a werewolf.
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Kay Kay
OMG! ...this is too crazy
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Suzy Rankin
As if Astra would take his dumb ass back... Plus why would she want to have anything to do with him knowing he's already moved on and married with a baby on the way...
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