Astra pov ...
Again, the fear that I'd experienced when Noah had pushed me at the stairs was back again, gripping my heart for all it was worth. I stood glued to the spot, watching as Kylie sashayed out of the room, my heart thundering in my chest.
What in the name of the Goddess had she told him?!
"Miss Astra?" The guard called out. "Miss Astra!"
I snapped out of my thoughts and took a tremulous breath. I'd been fisting my fingers, and my nails had been digging painfully into my palms. I closed my eyes and took another quivering breath, then opened my eyes and walked towards the door. "Sure," I murmured. "Let's go and see the alpha."
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Rage was a dangerous emotion, and yet it was so powerful when channelled well. My heart was simply pumping ember-hot anger through my body. I wanted to turn around and sniff Kylie out within the pack house, make sure she had a few scratches on her face, curtsey of my nails. But on the other hand, I wanted to face whomever she had managed to buy with her lies and argue my way out of there.
I wanted to see the shocked expression on her face when her web of lies fail her again.
We stopped at the large, intricately-carved double mahogany doors of the court room, as we waited to be called in. I could hear hushed whispers inside the court room, a few raised voices; I could smell Noah's familiar scent too.
I'd thought his anger at me would have settled down, only to come to his house and be forced to face some inquisitorial court.
Suddenly the doors to the court room swung open and a guard peeked through. "The alpha and the Council will see you now." He said.
I stood up from my perch and walked into the court room, the guard in tow. The entire room went silent as I walked in, and I didn't miss the hostile stares being thrown my way. I ignored those and looked around, awed.
The court room was located in the very last floor of the pack house. Its roof was domed and airy; full of floor-to-ceiling windows all around, giving it a "windmill" feel. The high-backed benches stretched to the very end of the room, where I stood. In my front was the high table, where Noah and six other elderly werewolves sat—the seven-man Council of Wolves. To my left was the small cubicle where the accused was supposed to stand to receive judgement. This wasn't my first time here, as I'd been a guest to a fair nunber of trials.
Who knew the tables would turn and I would be the subject of a trial myself?
I slowly started my walk of doom, between the benches and towards the front, feeling the glare of a hundred eyes on me. When I got to the front, I gave a small bow to the members of the Table, before moving to the accused's cubicle. On my way I stopped in front of Noah's seat, my eyes full of questions unanswered.
"Noah, what the hell is this supposed to be?" I whispered.
Noah didn't look at me.
I shook my head in disappointment and moved to the cubicle. Once I was there, one of the men behind the table stood up and cleared his throat.
"Miss Astra, I believe you know why you're here." He asked.
I frowned and shrugged with non-committance. "I wasn't given a choice anyway. The alpha's guard all but dragged me here."
The elder bristled with annoyance. "Wisecracks will not be tolerated, considering the weight of the allegations levelled against you."
I raised an eyebrow. "What allegations? I don't remember committing any crime."
The elderly man turned to the alpha—my mate—and whispered. "Do you think we really should proceed with this trial? We're doing it at too short a notice and certain procedures need to—"
"Continue, Barnabas. I don't care about any procedure." Noah snapped, his eyes fixed resolutely somewhere above the elderly man's shoulders.
The old man—or Barnabas—shifted impatiently. "But alpha, that is not how things are done!"
"I said, I do not care! Do it now or I'll do it myself." Noah growled.
"Alright, alpha." Disgruntled, Barnabas turned to me. "Since you insist that you have no idea why you have been called here, an allegation have been levelled against you by one of us—"
"You mean Kylie? That slimy Bi—"
"You will not speak unless asked to, Miss Astra." Barnabas bellowed, unusually loud for such an old man. How quick he was to call me by my first name, someone who never referred to me as anything other than Luna. How intricately Kylie had wrapped everyone in her dome of deceit.
The man continued. "According to her, she caught you in very....unpalatable conditions. In other words, you were sighted with someone other than our alpha."
I narrowed my eyes. "Barnabas, say what you mean in plain terms and stop cutting corners."
He continued as though he hadn't heard me. "You were discovered in a situation that is unbecoming of a Luna of this pack by several eyewitnesses, and this trial was set up to prove your innocence or guilt."
I gaped for a few moments before recovering myself. "So what you're saying is, I've been accused of cheating on Noah?"
"That's the alpha to you, Miss Astra."
I watched in disbelief as Noah gestured to Barnabas to sit, and he took the elderly man's place. His eyes roamed the silent room for a few seconds, and I prayed within me for him to look my way.
Please, Noah. Look into my eyes and tell me you're with me. Tell me you don't believe Kylie's lies.
His striking green eyes finally met mine, and what I saw in them killed all the hope within me.
Kylie had successfully bought him over.
Oh, Goddess.
"Astra," he started, and I almost melted in the cubicle. "Do you deny these allegations?"
"Of course I deny them, Noah. In all the time we've been together, have I ever shown any signs of cheating? Why would I start now?"
"I don't know, why would you?" He snapped at me.
"I know nothing about this, Noah," I said. "You know I can't do this. You're my mate—"
"And I thought you were mine," he said in a quiet voice.
"Noah...please don't do anything rash—"
"You should have thought of that before you did what you did. I was suppoeed to be your only man, you were supposed to be untainted, undefiled!" He pointed out.
"And I still am! I didn't fucking do anything, Noah! At least let me defend myself!"
"You lost that right when you cheated on me—"
"Fuck, Noah! Be reasonable!" I said and stopped. The both of us were panting with the exertion of our battle of words now. The entire court room was silent, watching our back-and-forth.
I couldn't believe he would do this to me. I couldn't imagine he would change overnight. Noah had been the most wonderful mate, gentle with me and my emotions. Kylie's lies had changed him so abruptly.
"Noah, please..." I pleaded, but he cut me off with his hand raised.
"I, Alpha Noah, reject you, Astra, as my mate. You will roam this earth devoid of a mate's warmth, as I hereby banish you from this pack. You shall take no belongings..."
The rest of the words faded into a hum in my ears. My eyes never left his as he rambled on, his eyes full of wrath and hatred. Slowly the first tear dropped from my eye and a sob escaped my lips. I pressed my hand over my mouth, then stumbled from the cubicle. I ran through the benches as eyes followed me, then scrambled out of the court room, away from the hateful people and my mate's anger.
Astra pov...Hopelessness was an almost alien feeling, something I thought I would never come across after I got mated to Noah. Now it had happened again, and it had wrenched my only source of joy away and left me adrift and alone, like a flightless bird on a deserted island. I wanted to scream at the misery life was forcing on me, to scream and scream until I lost my voice the way I'd lost my mate.Noah had been my support system. Without him I felt naked; a plant starved of sunshine and warmth.Somehow, in the midst of my hopelessness, I found myself at the door of the room I usually occupied in Noah's house. A guard was standing at the front of the room, his face grim and unwelcoming."Please..." I said, gesturing weakly at the door. The guard shook his head and stepped in my way as I moved forward."No can do, Miss Astra." The guard almost snapped at me. "The alpha specifically ordered thay we shouldn't let you into this room to take aby personal effects."I stared at him with eye
Astra pov ...I promptly inclined my head as the two men who had captured me walked forward. From the corner of my eye, I watched as they bowed, then one of them said:"She was found loitering at the border of our pack, my alpha. We guessed she was a spy, trying to gain information about our security at the perimeter."I heard the alpha grunt as I stared at the grass close to his feet. "And you think bringing a spy into our borders was the best choice? Don't you think you are giving her more opportunity to learn about our security inside the perimeter?""I...we didn't think—" I felt rather than heard one of the men shuffle uncomfortably."Shouldn't one of you have sent word to me while the other stayed by the "spy" at the border? Couldn't you have, oh I don't know, killed her there, perhaps?" I heard the alpha continue. His voice had a mocking edge to it now. I could almost see the half-smile on his beautiful face."We're...sorry, alpha—""That's alright," the alpha said. "Leave her b
Ramsey's POV"My mate," I whispered, and my inner wolf leapt for joy.Her eyes widened as I said those words, and I caught myself melting in their deep-brown intensity. The ecstasy inside of me was unmatched: In a sudden twist of fate and destiny, the Moon Goddess had given me my mate. I wanted to pull her into my arms and hold her there for forever. My mate, however, had other ideas. "You pervert!" She yelled and pushed against my chest until I took a step back, and then she staggered towards the dining room door. I watched as she fumbled with the doorknob for a few moments, then gave up and slid towards the ground.I immediately crossed the room and crouched beside her before she hit the ground. I took her in my arms and pulled her to my chest as she shivered."It can't be..." She murmured, her voice muffled by my shirt. "It can't be....""It is, Peach." I whispered. "The Moon Goddess blessed us with each other."She leaned away from my chest and searched my face, her eyes darting
Astra’s POVMate?Is he joking? That would be the last word I would love to hear after everything alpha Noah did to me, he couldn’t believe his mate and decided to believe that wrench over me, he should have known she is a liar and wants him but he was blind and her words were more meaningful to him than whatever I had to say to him. My wolf whimpered at the back of my head when she heard the word mate and I almost rolled my eyes, she easily forgot what we have gone through and why we are here now, we wouldn’t have been a rogue if our first mate didn’t decide to believe a whore over us. His eyes pierced into mine and his gaze was focused, probably hoping to see a false trait in me, he held my jaws gently and I tried to move away from him but I couldn’t as his grip was suddenly tight. “Why are you mated to me?” he suddenly asked the most ridiculous question ever, I was supposed to be asking that question, I don’t need a mate now. The goddess chooses the wrong time to bless her child
Astra’s POV “Astra”I remembered telling him my name the previous night, I woke up stretching my body and I felt unnecessarily good. I stood up from the bed and remove the curtain binds. I suddenly screeched when I noticed someone in my roomZoe bow her head before me and I was still trying to catch my breathe after screaming so horrified “You don’t do that Zoe, I was scared to death” I said and she chuckled slightly covering her mouth up when she noticed my brows were arched at her she stopped laughing immediately “I am sorry ma’am, I wanted to help with your bath before waking you up but you woke up before I could do that” she apologize and I nodded“It’s fine and I am not ma’am, you can call me Astra,” I said and she arched her brows disapprovingly “I prefer ma’am” she stated “I don’t like being addressed that way, it makes me feel old and I don’t think our ages are that far apart” I replied “We have different status…okay, I will call you Lady Astra, Miss Astra. Any of the two
Astra’s POVIt’s been a few days I started living in the moonstone pack, everything has been okay except for Luna Eleanor who seems not to like me, I can’t really say why she doesn’t like me and as much as I didn’t want to be bothered by it, it does bother me and I don’t know what to do. I stepped out of my room in the hope of having a walk around the pack, my stay in the pack so far has been boring, all I do is walk around the room. I suddenly saw Zoe approaching me with a wide smile on her face. “Good morning Lady Astra,” she said and I smiled kindly at her “Good morning Zoe, how was your night?”I asked “It was great, alpha Ramsey request breakfast with you,” Zoe said and I sigh. I thought Alpha Ramsey have been avoiding me, we haven’t talked or seen each other in the past few days “Okay,” I replied. We started walking down the stairs and Zoe was walking behind me, I suddenly saw Luna Eleanor walking towards me and I put on a smile immediately, I hope she will let the hate go
Astra’s POV “I would love to get myself busy with something,” I said as we walked through the field. Alpha Ramsay has requested a walk with me which I have granted. The sun was at the peak of its horizon shining mercilessly at us and that wasn’t enough to deter us from the long stroll. “What do you want to do? Is the pack boring for you?”Alpha Ramsey asked tilting his head to look at me “Yes, all I do is stay indoors always, perhaps I can engage in something to make the day more beautiful and have more expectations on the following days” I replied and Alpha Ramsey chuckled “Then what do you want to do? I’m sure I asked that before” Alpha Ramsey said and I stopped walking turning to give him my attention, he stopped walking too. “Well, I don’t know. Something enticing that a woman can engage in” I replied shrugging and he sighed “You can ask Zoe to give you a list of things you can engage in, I will definitely support whatever you want to, and also, I will be leaving the pack fo
Astra’s POVAs the day progressed, the sun began its descent toward the horizon, casting a warm glow across the landscape. The pack members emerged from their homes, eager to savor the beauty of the fading day. Couples strolled hand in hand, children laughed and played, and elderly residents found solace in their rocking chairs on the porch.I was in my room with a cup of coffee in my hand watching the sunny late afternoon filled with warmth and tranquility. the golden rays of the setting sun paint the sky in hues of orange, pink, and purple. The light filters through the leaves of the trees, casting long, dappled shadows on the ground below.I sigh and put down my cup when I heard a knock on the door, I was lazy to move away from the window because I was enjoying the view but I had no other option but to move, I went closer to the door and pull the door open revealing Zoe who has an ever lasting smile on her face “Zoe” I called and she raise her hand for me to see the materials she
Ramsey's POVSix months later...."Ramsey, the contractions are getting harder!"My head shot up at the sound of Astra's voice. I turned back to see her sprawled on the bed: legs wide, face full of fear, and my own heart jumped in fright.I turned back to Colin. "Find the pack's physician, stat!" I ordered. "Tell him the Luna's contractions have started.""On it." Colin replied, then gave me a short bow and turned to leave the room.I turned and crossed the room to my luna in two quick strides. I slipped to my knees, crouching before the bed and gripping her hand tight."You'll be fine," I whispered in reassurance. "Remember our breathing lessons....""Oh, Ramsey!" Astra wailed as tears slipped down her cheeks. Her fingers gripped mine, as I pushed all my strength and resilience into her.I stayed with Astra until Colin burst into the room again, followed by the pack's physician and a few frantic wolf nurses. "Step aside, Alpha!" The physician called out, pushing past me to crouch be
At that point, I had absolutely no doubt that this woman absolutely hated me.I couldn't help but feel a profound sense of unease as she walked towards the stand meant for the accused, her head regal and her eyes full of a sense of pride.She paused halfway to the stand, and her eyes fell on her son. "You are an absolute disgrace to me, the royal family and this entire pack!" She spat."Move on, mother!" Ramsey snapped, and she continued walking.Ramsey remained standing at the head of the courtroom, his gaze locked onto his mother with a mix of anger, disappointment, and sorrow. The air in the room felt heavy with the weight of the accusation, and I couldn't imagine the turmoil he must be feeling, torn between his loyalty to his pack and his blood ties to his mother."Let the trial begin!" Ramsey declared, his voice firm, as his eyes roamed around the room.The Council of Wolves, along with the gathered pack members, watched with bated breath as the trial commenced. Lady Eleanor stoo
Astra's POVThe dining hall seemed to close in around us as Ramsey jumped into action, his protective instincts in full force. I watched as the maid promptly went to her knees, pure fear on every inch of her pale face.My heart beat with fear and disgust at the maid's behaviour. Fear about the fact that someone, somewhere wanted me dead, and disgust at the homicidal behaviour of the young maid. I could not imagine that someone who had served me a plate of food could actually attempt to have me killed.I stared down at the plate of food before me—the lamb chops of death. A sudden wave of anger came over me as I glanced up at the maid again, and I swore right there and then to end whoever had tried to have me killed.The maid was practically trembling now, drop after drop of tears falling from her eyes. "Please...." She whispered. "Alpha, please show mercy!""You do not deserve mercy!" Noah snarled, the bridge of his nose crinkling with barely-concealed anger. I watched, my heart still
Astra's POVI was alone in my room, the moonlight streaming in through the windows, casting a soft glow on the walls. My hands gently cradled my swollen belly, the life within me kicking and squirming as if in response to the turmoil that had enveloped me.The silence of the night was broken only by the soft rustling of leaves outside, and for a brief moment, I allowed myself to drift into the memories of happier times, when the weight of secrets and betrayal had not yet burdened our hearts.For some reason, my thoughts drifted to Noah. I sighed as I stared out of the window of my room, my eyes darting across the moonlit courtyard. Noah had been absent from my thoughts for a long time: I wondered why I would suddenly think about him now. My heart had healed since he banished me from the pack, and Ramsey had mended the pieces, filling my life with love and happiness. Ramsey was the one who truly mattered now.So why was I still thinking about Noah?I shook my head, relentlessly trying
Noah's POVMy actions were purely driven by anger and hurt, and it had led to a brutal end. I had taken a life, and there was no turning back.But slowly, I felt all my guilt ebb out of me. All I was left with was sadness and a brutal, heavy emptiness.The garden lay in ruins around me, a reflection of the turmoil within my heart. I knew I had to confront Kylie, to face the woman who had hidden such a devastating secret from me. My steps were heavy as I turned to the carriage drive that was waiting for me at the end of the garden. "Alpha...." He stuttered as I walked towards him. I could see concern and a glaring fear in his eyes. Whether he was scared of me or scared of something else, I had absolutely no idea.When I didn't say anything in response, he continued. "What should I do about the.....the body?"I waved a dismissive hand. "Do away with it, somehow.....""Alright." He nodded, then turned and walked ti the carriage. He opened the door and held it open for me.In silence, I
Noah's POVMy world seemed to shatter around my ears at Kenneth's revelation. The words hung in the air like a death sentence, a heavy weight that crushed my chest, stealing the breath from my lungs. I released my grip on Kenneth, stumbling back in shock, my heart pounding in my ears."What... what did you just say?" I stammered, my voice trembling with disbelief.Kenneth straightened his clothing, a smug satisfaction still dancing in his eyes. "You heard me right, Alpha. That child is mine.""Liar!" I screamed, shaking my head in denial. "You are a crazy, pathetic liar!"Kenneth grinned again, as though he was relishing my anguish. "You want it to be a lie. Deep down, you want to paint me as this crazy lunatic who lies his way through every tight situation. But think about it, Alpha. Think."I cast my mind back, trying to think about the circumstances of Kylie's pregnancy. Kenneth continued. "Has that pregnancy ever felt like yours for even one second? Have you ever felt any real con
Noah's POVAs I watched Kylie leave the room, a growing sense of unease settled over me like a heavy cloud. When she got to the door, she turned as though she was about to say something else. But I knew, deep down, that whatever she said would be far from allaying the fears inside of me.Her words had been convincing, but something in her eyes had hinted at a deeper truth, something she was keeping from me. I couldn't shake the feeling that there was more to this situation than met the eye.The scars from my previous heartbreak still lingered, and I couldn't bear the thought of being hurt by a loved one once again. My soul and my mental health had barely healed from the scars left from the whole issue with Astra.I wanted peace, but it seemed as though the harder I tried, the farther it was from me.A small part of me wanted to dig deeper, to uncover the truth behind that strange man, but another part of me dreaded what I might find. What if his name wasn't really Julian? What if Kyl
.Kylie's POVOh, Goddess!The silence that fell at that moment felt so strong, almost tangible. I could feel it pressing against me, could feel the shock and curiosity moving from Noah in palpable waves.Noah's eyes moved to Kenneth, then back to me, then to Kenneth again. "Who is this man, Kylie?" He asked, his eyes never leaving Kenneth's face.My heart pounded in my chest as I turned to face him, my mind racing for an explanation. Noah's eyes darted between Kenneth and me, suspicion etched across his features. I had to tread carefully, to ensure that the carefully constructed facade I had built didn't crumble before my eyes. The consequences of this encounter could be disastrous, not just for me but for the entire pack.Any little wrong word, and I could as well be placing my own head on the chopping block myself.Kenneth chose that moment to strut forward, his shoulders raised. There was a mocking smirk on his face as he bowed low. "Alpha Noah," he greeted, his voice laced with
Kylie's POVWhen Noah was done, I felt him pull away, a sigh slipping from his lips. I lay against the cold, hard surface of the table for long seconds, as the memories of our steamy sex lingered in my mind."Are you ever going to stand from that desk?" Noah spoke up finally, breaking the silence. "Or have I completely immobilized you with our...ah, act?"I smiled, betraying the raging emotions I felt within me. "No, Noah. I am fine. I'm just taking a moment here."I felt, rather than heard him pause. "Alright...."The room seemed to hold its breath as I listened to the soft rustle of fabric, knowing that Noah was dressing behind me. Every passing second only intensified the strange mixture of emotions swirling within me.This was happiness, I thought. This was what it felt like to own Noah, to finally have him to myself.After what felt like an eternity, I finally stood up. I turned to face Noah, who was now fully dressed. There was a poignant silence between us, a moment when words