I will never love anotherAxel's POV A month had gone by of Edgar and I working tirelessly to find out whatever may have happened to David Michaelson, yet nothing. My mother had come home from the hospital feeling and looking better than she had in a very long time but after being back for two weeks she began looking withdrawn, almost hollow again.I knew it was my father, he chose to abuse her in the worse form a mate could do to their other half. He cheated repeatedly causing her a significant amount of pain while draining her life from her.My father and I got into a huge argument that turned physical where we beat the the shit out of one another until neither of us could keep going but the next day that's when everything changed, my father had my office and room raided until he found every single electronic device I owned, even my broken photo, then had them all destroyed saying that I'd never be able to speak to her again.Now with no one to contact her, I can't even let her kno
I don't believe this is the placeAxel's POV Continued Sylvia and Edgar are leaving another pack today. They spoke to everyone they could but still no sign of her or her Uncle. My hopes in finding them together were all I had to hold onto these days.Of course, I still have no idea if she even knew that she had an Uncle, from what I knew from speaking to her, she didn't, but I pray that is who she found after running.She didn't have a single sound of fear nor worry every time we had spoken, she had a untraceable phone so she could contact me, she sounded, happy.I pray that her trust was given so quickly because she somehow managed to find a person she didn't even know existed. The Goddess herself guiding them together so she would be safe, be loved for a change, treated as a person not a slave that was disregarded by so many.I wouldn't blame her if I found her and she refused to ever come back to this place, a home where she was treated as if she didn't exist. Who would want to sho
But who would train the childrenAxel's POV Continued Now that I have found her again, all I want to do is run to her. Knowing that she's only been a three day hike from here this entire time makes my chest ache. She has been so close yet so far all at the same time.I didn't even think to ask about her Uncle, but what if she doesn't know she has family. I need to let her know. She is supposed to call me tonight so that we can talk a bit more about everything that has been going on, but first I need to deal with how to handle things with my father now.If I challenge him, we set up a time to fight, but like Raven had said to be before, that's putting me in the position to kill my own father. Despite the problems or his crazy, can I live with myself if I do that? It would be good for the pack, he is nothing but a damage to us all, someone that treats his people with hate as he dictates who does what now, that along with him forcing himself on she wolves.Most want it, they so desper
Raven's POV It's been crazy having Sylvia here with me, nice, but still a but strange. Someone I had always assumed hated me was so thrilled to see me again, to have found me, not just for Axel but because she genuinely wanted to as well.She has apologized profusely for the way she acted towards me or treated me but I understand the fear that many had if they went against their Alpha.I try to reassure her that I don't hold any ill will towards her, or anyone for that matter. What happened, happened, it is in the past, all we can do now is live in the present. Change things that we want changed now sp that in the future we can look back without the feeling of guilt or sadness over something that couldn't be helped at the time.When she first found me my fear was overwhelming every other sense around me, but after I spoke to Axel, hearing his voice again made me realize just how happy I was that I never gave into other feelings for someone else, my love for him still as strong as it w
I don't want your apologiesRaven's POV After I got off the phone with Axel this afternoon, once I realized that Sylvia was texting him about needing to figure things out there and soon because she watched me at my son's birthday party.What got her worried, it would seem, is how Hael was with Beta Jason. She had come to me asking about the relationship that we share with one another. I stink at hiding things, my face saying more than I wanted it to."Are you two in a relationship? I know you aren't marked but you two seem to be quite close.""He has been my closest friend this past year, he has helped me tremendously when it comes to Hael but he is Uncle Jason to him, he never tried to be his father if that's what worries you.""Just curious dear, I saw the way he came to your rescue when I got to close to you.""Everyone here is quite protective of me, the higher ups, like Beta Jason, know about Alpha Hunter so they are a bit over protective at times. But honestly I was terrified w
DadaAxel's POV Sitting down to eat with my mothers Gamma that managed to sneak her way back onto pack territory undetected thanks to a few guards that are on my side.She looked nervous but settled after a little while when she realized that, at least for now, she was secure in the house with us."It's so nice to see you again Alpha Axel, I have missed you greatly. Used to seeing you daily, basically your entire life, to nothing at all has been an adjustment. Almost like losing my own child.""I have missed you as well, I lost mom then you all to quickly. Where have you been? You don't smell of a rogue yet I know you are nonlonger a part of this pack.""I was taken in by my mates pack, he left his to come be here with me because of my position so when everything happened, he, he lost his life trying to protect me from your father, his family took me in along with the kids."My heart clenched at what she said to me, her mate dying at the hands of my father, but I still didn't know exa
My mother used to tell me this storyAxel's POV Continued My entire world froze around me as I looked into the eyes of my son, my eyes. I had an Heir, someone that I had to make the world around us better for, someone that will inherit my position in this life.He gave me a new sense of what I was truly fighting for, what I needed to change so he could see a true Alpha leading his people, not what is happening now by his own grandfather.I wish with all my heart that I would have known his name, that he was a he, when I told my mother she was a grandmother. She would have been so happy, of course, she was just knowing that Raven and I had a baby, it didn't matter if it was a boy or a girl to her, just the happiness of knowing she was a grandmother was enough.I watched my son giggle as he babbled on and on making me smile broadly while I would eye Raven every so often to see the the pure joy swimming in her eyes as she watched our interaction.After about twenty minutes he started rub
Tell him I'm hereAxel's POV Continued I was standing outside the front of the packhouse, looking up at the sheer size of the place always seemed so natural, welcoming, yet now it feels daunting, overwhelming as I swallow deeply taking it all in.I stood there for a few minutes, not trying to work up the courage to enter, but to just take a moment to remember that I had wonderful memories of this place, along with some of my worse one.I had a wonderful childhood in this home, spending days with my mother as she would tell me stories or chase me around the house, I could still hear the laughs we shared together if I just listened hard enough.The bad times of my father's jealousy, over me spending to much of my mother's time so she was away from him for longer than he liked. The way he dismissed me at times yet at others would dote on me just as much.Looking back I can see that he only doted on me in the eyes of other, it was for his image not for showing true affection towards me o
Raven's POV The Monday before Aurelia's third birthday Alpha Timothy was supposed to come here to stay with us. A bad storm had hit that blew power out of the entire area that our warrior Byron happened to be staying. His trip got rained out and he ended up getting a flat tire when he rolled into the closest town.Timothy had decided to stop in and see him on his way here in case he needed any help when he found her, the mate he stupidly rejected and had been searching for since she left his pack right after without a trace.Years, we searched for years yet she was found in a town only an hour from her pack, one that held no wolf ever, but I guess she had been taking descenters so that's why she was never scented.Now he will be late coming, if he comes at all I guess. He has a lot of groveling to do with her, as well as the fact that she may not be so receptive to him at all. I know he has been desperate to have at least a chance to try to apologize. I hope he is getting that now.I
My girls, how was your day?Axel's POV Continued The next few months flew by, the kids finished up at school, Hael was starting to attempt conversations with everyone, he was ridiculously smart already. Ayla's birthday was at midnight, turning sixteen so she will be shifting because of being an Alpha Female so we had everything set up for Raven to stay with her, walking her through her very first shift.Normally I would do this, but because of their relationship, how it has blossomed to the extent it has, she asked if it could be Raven with her, along with Elena and MacKenzie being there. She was nervous but excited at the same time the prospect of getting jer wolf excited her but I could tell she was scared that now she would scent her mate if he was here.Her worry stemmed from it possibly not being Malcolm, as well as the fear that her mate may have passed when her pack was killed. She has become such an important part of this pack so quickly, everyone loves her, she has had no pr
You have the most amazing prayer to say to himAxel's POV Continued Things were a bit crazy over the next few days as all the preparations for the burials were finished. The burnings of rogues were completed, curfew was finally lifted in the pack.Ayla was back to school with Malcolm and MacKenzie, Maddie even started so Alicia has been up here helping Raven out along with Elena, basically the two were taking shifts so that Raven could get some rest when Aurelia did while they kept Hael occupied.Malcolm has started up his training classes again, Ayla is in every single one of them, she is really doing great and has decided that she would like to run classes for young girls when she comes of age. When I spoke with her last night I was quite surprised by her, but also ridiculously impressed with her at the same time."Axel, I know I will never be an Alpha, that I can't inheret this pack, and honestly I don't want to, I never did even with mine. If I never would have lost my brother I
Luke? Can you hear me?"Axel's POV The car held tension as we made our way over to the dungeons, the fact that I now not only had my Raven with me, but Ayla as well, had me all in my feelings as I tried to block them out from Raven.I know she needs this, more than getting the information, which in all honesty doesn't matter now because the other two are already dead, the main one as well, this is for her own peace of mind. Now I guess for Ayla's too.I just pray that she will be able to handle this situation, the smell down there is bad enough, but the looks of him, dying, it's not exactly a pretty picture, let alone one for a fifteen year old girl that watched the same man kill her father. When we pulled up, I had already warned Byron and Anthony that we were headed over there so they were standing guard along with another two of my men who will be staying top side as the others accompany us down to the cells, just in case I need help.If Ayla passes out, or has a panic attack I h
I can't talk you out of this, right?Raven's POV Continued His breath hitched as I ran my tongue across the tip of him, tasting his precum that was sweet, his moan as my lips wrapped around the head made feel wet again. I gripped him in my hand before running my tongue down him, holding onto him as I traced my tongue down to his tight balls as sucking them into my mouth, his hand running through my hair before getting a good grip on me as he pulled tight to pull my head back, his eyes fully black as he looked down at me, his bottom lips pulled between his teeth as he growled at me.My hand continuously stroking the length of him before I ran my thumb across the tip, spreading his cum around the head of him, my head still cranked back as he tried to control the beast that was fighting for control."Don't worry my love, I can take you."His eyes snapped at me, a deep grumble went through him before he pushed my head back down, I licked across his sack before I cupped them with my othe
I can't wait to sleep in our bed with you tonightRaven's POV Three days, I stayed in the hospital for three whole days, spending much needed quality bonding time with our daughter. I was fully ready to go home though, desperate to spend more than an hour or so a day with my son.Ayla has brought him up every day, twice a day but it just isn't enough when I'm used to being with him every single day. Not doing his bath with him every night, or bedtime, story time, none of it, has been killing me.Luckily I get to go home today, I healed wonderfully, thank you Luana. Only thing I need to keep up with now is pumping, I'm producing way over what she is eating at the moment so I have to pump or I leak out everywhere. I keep going through tops like crazy, thankfully Axel has been bringing me an over abundance of clothes when he's been here.He has slept here every night, the first night he came in could could scent Alpha Timothy on him, along with Luke. When I asked him, he gave me that l
I'm still at a loss of what all went downAxel's POV Continued Everyone had come to visit us at the hospital once Raven was transferred into a more comfortable room on the second floor. Watching Hael when he came in was priceless. He climbed up onto the bed with the help of Ayla, right onto his Raven's lap while looking down as his baby sister, his eyes widened as he watched her little hand tighten around her mama's finger. "Baby... mine..""Your baby sister, this is Aurelia my sweet boy."They sat there for a little bit, until I could see how tired Raven was, so I picked Hael up before holding him as Ayla sat down on the bed next to Raven."She is perfect, she already looks so much like you it's crazy. Can I, ummm..""Of course you can hold her, scoot closer."I watched as Raven moved over a bit more as Ayla squeezed in next to her as Raven helped place Aurelia into Aylas arms. She cried as she looked down at her, introducing herself when Raven corrected her."Your sister, Ayla, n
She grabbed hand, then rushed us down the hallAxel's POV When we were in the room, the way her scent changed shocked me. I scented our daughter over Raven, but when I tried to feel out to her, Lucian started pacing as he told me that Luana seemed nervous.When I watched her face contort, showing me she was in actual lain, that's when I knew, this wasn't like before, this was different and as I placed my hand upon her stomach, I felt it tighten."We have to go, Luana says it's time, she sounded a bit worried."She was in labor, but she seemed scared, not the usual calm Raven that I have grown to be so accustomed to. Her body shifted as she winced from the pain when I suddenly lifted her into the air. I know words were spoken to the others as I carried her out of our suite, down the stairs, her arms around my neck as I got her to the car.Driving to the hospital I had trouble keeping my eyes on the road, my hand on her the entire time, not that I think she even noticed, but it was the
Come on, let's go talk alrightRaven's POV Continued When I had finished up with my bath I got dressed. Putting on some jeans, elastic waist for my belly, then I threw on a tank top with a light sweater over it, that way I hopefully don't get to hot.Walking out of the room I came down the hall to hear Haels laughter filling the room along with Ayla's. Walking around the corner I was hit with quite the sight.Hael in his high chair, the biggest smile spread across his little face, food strewn around everywhere as he laughed, Ayla ducking down behind the counter with what looked to be pancake batter in her hair as she had her hand covering her mouth to stiffle her laughter.Looking up I see Axel, he had flour, batter, and eggs covering him, his eyes locked onto mine as I stood there shocked, his hands in the air as he shrugged his shoulders before a smile broke out on his face when I see him grab up a bowl before leaning over the counter to where Ayla was trying to hide, he dumped the