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I pressed my lips into a thin line, hoping to calm myself down. I'd been doing that for a while now, but it did nothing to help. If there was anything I'd actually been able to get out of it, it was an aching gum, and dare I say a bleeding lip. I bit back a groan. I hated this. I hated feeling like this and I hated it all the more that there was nothing I could do to stop it. No matter how hard I tried, I only ended up making the situation worse for me.

A small sigh slid past my lips. My throat felt parched and I could already tell my voice was going to be hoarse if I tried to speak. My palms felt clammy and I could already make out beads of sweat forming at the top of my head. This slimy liquid wasn't limited to my face either. A cold shudder raked through my spine as slick sweat made its way down my back. With the amount of times that had happened, I wouldn't be surprised if my blouse had been soaked already. Even my thighs weren't free from the assault. I could feel my legs pre
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