I'm on my way to work when I'm stopped by Adeline. Her smugness is quite visible on her face. I can't deal with her right now; my heart feels too heavy to listen to her whining or laughing at me about something.
"Oh, poor little Esme. It's a shame you know. Dylan rejected you because he didn't want you so you try to make him jealous by showing up to work with a smile on your face"
I turn around, waiting for her to carry on, but she doesn't. She's stood there trying to make me break. It's working, but I certainly won't allow her to see that. Dylan's walking towards the door, and I kindly ask her to move.
"If you don't mind Adeline I have work to do"
"I do mind. And it's Luna to you"
Alpha Dylan approaches us and glares daggers my way like I have done something wrong. What could I have possibly done to him this time?
"I told you not to come into work tonight it's for guests and work members." He says so coldly.
"I am working," I tell him while looking at the floor. "It's only 4:45 alpha I said I would work until 7. Elisa told me she didn't want me slacking so I won't. I will stay out of your way I promise"
"You better bitch" Adeline says which makes me feel more nervous.
I'm on pots duty tonight and I've already had a beating from some of the maids. Charlotte's the worst when she fights because she sure can fight but she also brings the claws out and I'm as weak as anything to fight back so her kicks to the stomach and the punches to my face hurts like a bitch.
"Why are you hitting me? I have never done anything to you" I ask pleading for her to stop which angers her more because she throws another kick to my ribs and I am certain I hear a crack. Alana is too weak to help me heal It's going to take a long while as I'm weak in energy as it is and she can't heal me when she is also weak. Looking back at Charlotte I see that she has her claws out and is growling at me. I haven't shifted yet so I am not able to emerge from human to wolf form yet so I am to take every scratch and beating that comes my way.
For now
"You exist. That's enough to make anyone want you gone. Maybe someone will take you and finish off the job easily" She says as if she's hinting towards something I don't know about.
'Charlotte Mackavore. The Best friend of the one and only Adeline Pierce. Not only do they enjoy shopping together but they also love to tag team on me in attempts to make my life hell'
I explain to Alana in my head. Besides Finn, she seems to be the one today who makes me feel safe.
Secure.
A friend.
After a few minutes, I stumble to the ground taking a whole load of plates with me and glasses. Feeling the weight of my actions and terror, they smash all over the floor leaving me lying on piles and piles of glass. The shards have sliced my hands and my legs open and I hear voices behind me and I already know that this isn't the end of my torment tonight.
It's just the beginning.
"WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE" Elisa's voice cuts through the kitchen.
I'm too embarrassed to look at her and all I can do is apologise.
"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to break them I just lost my footing"
"Yeah. She lost her footing the clumsy cow"
I start growling without realising I am doing it. It's like my body had an experience in another dimension because this is new. But my trouble isn't over because I hear Alpha Dylan's voice. Even though he rejected me I can still smell his faint smell.
"What's all this shouting for? We have guests here. Can someone tell me what is she doing on the fucking floor"
"I'm sorry Alpha" Elisa starts speaking. "I heard a commotion and I rushed in thinking someone was hurt and I saw Esme on the floor with my brand new pots smashed beside her."
I mean...they aren't brand new...if they were then I would be dead by now.
"Clean it up mutt and get out. I don't want to see you here tonight. I already told you that earlier! And if I ever hear you have been disrespecting my staff I'll not hold back on any torment I choose to give. Is that clear?"
I nod. Thinking and hoping that he would just go away. It's bad when I have to wait until he's gone to look back up, it's even worse when I wish we didn't have him as Alpha and that someone would magically poof him away.
"ANSWER ME. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR"
"Yes, Alpha" I say and grunting about my answer he storms off and I am happy that I only have half an hour until I am done.
Dylan's POV
I make my way back to my office where My dad (Former Alpha Bobby Langley) My mother (Luna Rose) and the Alpha from 2 different packs conversing about the treaty we want and need are seated. On one side we Have Alpha Mark of theMoonlightt Pack and on the other side, we have Alpha Jaxon from the Midnight pack.
"Do you always talk to your staff like that?" Alpha Mark asks.
I'm caught off guard forgetting that they could hear everything and I try to make an excuse for myself because that girl down there brings out the worst in me I swear.
"Not usually no. We have been having some issues with one of our workers. She's a little difficult sometimes and doesn't like to listen. But It's okay, she knows her place" I explain but something shifts in the room. Tension rises.
"Before we start, and before I agree on taking on one of your workers as a worker for me I want to view the whole place tonight before the party starts at 9 o'clock." He says and It's not like I can't disagree with it. The man might be saving my ass.I look at my dad and he nods his head in approval. Big mistake.
"If you have to keep looking at your father for approval, why are you an Alpha to begin with?
"Excuse me?" I say without hiding my irritation.
Mark is quick with his words. He knows how to ruin something as quickly as it started. "As an Alpha, you have to be bold enough to make choices. I have been Alpha of my pack for 6 years and not once did I feel like I needed approval from my father. This is what the training should have provided you with. The confidence you're lacking-"
"I'm sorry to cut you off on your little speech Alpha Mark but you come into MY pack and talk to ME like I am a child? How dare you?" I sneer at him. I don't tolerate disrespect from my pack member so why should I take it from someone who is from a whole other pack?
Alpha Mark stands up, He's got a look in his eyes that makes me feel nervous to be around him but I hold my ground. I match his stance with my own even though he is bigger.
His laugh makes my skin crawl with worry. It's daring for me to say anything so I keep my mouth closed.
"I am simply implying something here Alpha. I am not treating anyone here like a child. I came here because it's the annual ball for this year and not only that but YOU Alpha Dylan invited me here to work on a treaty with you and your pack. You invited US here for help so don't you come at me with insults and kiddie tantrums because I can quite easily walk out of this door without even worrying about what's going to happen and your pack and then you are left with maybe one person. And that maybe all depends on how YOU treat him as well. So I would advise you to knock it back a bit"
I thought the life of obeying someone was over with. Being the bigger fish In a bigger pond but no. I'm a big fish stuck in a small pond.
Yet I'm finding myself obeying to another Alpha in MY pack. We continued with our reasoning for the meeting and got ourselves into a pattern of asking and answering questions.
Alpha Jaxon agrees to this and helps with some problems. Esme West for starters.
Usually, you would ask the parents to basically sell their children but their mother and supposed father don't give a rat's ass about them.
"Right so after today Alpha Jaxon, You will be taking Esme, if that's okay with you? I can get her to pack her bags and be ready by morning." I explain as I flick through some of the paperwork needed to get on the ball with this before tonight starts.
"Alpha Langley. May I know why you want to basically sell a worker who has only ever known her life in this pack?" Jaxon asks.
"Can you care to explain"
The asshole has only been alpha for a few years as well and yet he's sitting here like he's royalty and we're to bow down to him and explain ourselves over everything. In my pack.
Okay if he wants it I'll give it to him.
"I have had people who are in their 20s, 30s and possibly higher who have been in my pack since they were born. Their families and ancestors have been in this pack and I wouldn't dream to trade one for a treaty. Let alone one who is supposedly troubled and doesn't listen or even starts fights. You're her Alpha can you not control your staff and have the same respect for those as you seek to find ?" Jaxon says flicking his pen through his fingers.
"Listen Alpha Jaxon. I understand 100% where you're coming from but I don't have the time to try and tame her. Her family didn't want her due to those reasons. She and Her twin brother are both nuisances here." I explain again. I shouldn't need to be explaining myself in my own conference room but here we are.
While standing up, I add my final message to deliver to them.
"Please think about it. I will be available all evening for you to chat with me and ask me about my staff. Now if you'll excuse me I need to get going."
"I'll take her back to my pack on one condition"
"What's that Alpha?"
"I take her brother as well. If your staff is not able to submit to their Alpha and if they cannot follow instructions as per see then you're not a leader to begin with. I have run my pack with no additional help for almost 5 years. This pack house is too small to withhold... how many people do you have?"
"A little over 140"
Alpha Jaxon dares to laugh. "A little over 140? Are you seriously telling me that a pack that is on average of 300+ you're over half your average?"
Alpha Jaxons POVAfter hearing Dylan's estimated guess on how many pack members he has I was left utterly speechless. In my pack, I have a little over 650 members. Each with their own lives, jobs and income and all I ask for respect and occasional help if need be.We do have pack members who work within the pack, they help train younger wolves and those in need of home tuition, some of them work at the local primary or secondary school as TAs or supervisors but they do the work and they enjoy it. "Do you hear yourself? Wouldn't you want to be expanding your numbers instead of selling them?" I ask him."With all due respect Alpha but you've come to my pack lands and..""Yes. On YOUR request. I came here for 2 reasons Alpha and this wasn't going to be a part of it either. Sort your stuff out. I will sign the treaty and I will take your staff member with me but if shit doesn't improve then I will pull out. And the next visit I have I don't want to find that your staff members are exhaust
Esme's POVIt hasn't been long since I got home. I've been trying to sort out some of the stuff that's been falling apart from rain and storms and sometimes when Alpha Dylan wants a punching bag and I'm unconscious he goes for the walls or the doors. Even a window once but Finn covered it up after cursing at him behind his back.I hear my door being slammed open and I know exactly who it is.He's angry. Majorly angry at that."OI mutt. You're going tomorrow to Another pack." he slurs. He must have drank a lot because wolves very rarely get drunk.I'm frozen on the spot. I need Finn to come home now. Anytime now.I need him here because Dylan won't be able to hit me if he's here! He wouldn't dare. "Are you listening to me bitch""I can't leave! Finley's here and I can't just leave him here with you to turn your anger on. He can't deal with that on his own. He won't have no one here and I don't want to-"** SLAP **"You disrespect me again and I'll make him watch the next slap that lan
Jaxon's POV"Are you really that fucking stupid you would risk all chances of loosing a treaty with me. You told me she was challenged.""She did not look challenged to me Alpha Dylan" I say trying to hold back from strangling him for hurting my mate. "She made me angry" he said like it's the most normal thing he has to offer me."Right well I'll make one thing extremely clear. That scene in that house I saw is going straight to the council. My men have taken photos of her entire body for prove along side a video I recorded with your hands on her and you kicking her. Unless...""Unless what""I take both of them" I say. Challenging him. "Finley west? You want the twins" he ask surprised by my proposal."Yes. I do and I always get what I want so this is the new terms of my agreement....i take Both Esme and Finley West and I make them work for me and we keep our deal of a treaty"I know he's having an internal battle with himself. But he has 2 options here, he either gives me what I w
Third person POVOnce on their way to Alpha Jaxon's pack Esme Is let sitting tightly in a ball with her brother trying to comfort her and talk to her. She's too anxious to say anything else but she looks his way.She has been badly beaten to the point where even Finley can't stand to look at her injuries as it makes him angry. His sister is usually upbeat and has the energy for the both of them."It's going to be okay. I trust him you can trust him too" Finley tells her."He's my mate. He's going to reject me and beat me just like Dylan did" She says while turning back to the window. She finds comfort in the outside world that's now passing by in a blur. They've been on the road for 3 and a half hours now and she's no closer to feeling safer than the last time Finn told her he's a good person."What do you mean Es" Fin says to her holding her hand. "Yesterday. I found out that Dylan was my mate but just before he rejected me and just before you came home he beat me. He spat at me, he
Esme's POVI'm feeling really sick and anxious. I can hear Finns voice but I can't concentrate on it. I usually can but not right now. The maid that entered my room looked a lot like Elisa. I don't know how many more beatings I can take. It hurts to much my body hurts too much for it to keep happening.I see Alpha Jaxon and I'm instantly scared that he's going to hit me. I tell everyone to get out I need everyone to go."Please don't hurt me. Don't hurt me no more" I see Finn going to him and I know he's going to send him away."Get him out Finley please get him out" but he doesn't. He comes back and he tells me that Alpha Jaxon wants him to go and get me something to eat. In clinging onto him for dear life but he tells me I'm safe.I repeat his words with him and he's soon off out of the room."Hello Esme. Natalie who was here before..""She's not to come closer to me. I don't know how much more I can take of this. It hurts" I tell him. I needed him to know not to send her in again.
Jaxon's POV"Alpha..." she says while pulling away. I'm not mad at her. I understand."What's wrong Esme" I ask curiously."I'm so sorry Alpha. I didn't mean to do that"I smile back at her and I push my luck by pulling her closer to me and giving her a hug. She's stiff at first. I actually don't think she's ever done this before. "I don't want you to feel the need to apologise to me okay. Don't worry about how I'd react or anything because it's nice to feel like you're happy to be around me. I'm one step closer to you opening up a little bit more" I tell her with certainty in my eyes. I can't see it but I know it I can feel it.I let go of her so she knows that she doesn't need to do anything she doesn't want. She pulls away and she's sitting back on the floor. I need to know what she's on the floor instead of the bed."Esme why are you sitting on the floor instead of the bed?" I come across as nosey but I'm just curious."Comfier for me I guess" she says while looking away.We've b
Finley's POVI'm walking around downstairs and I pass by a lot of people, some of them are keep their distance. I believe Alpha Jaxon told them not to approach me until I feel alright to be around so many people.My mind wonders to my sister. I haven't heard her scream yet and she was okay with that lady earlier.What's her name...I can't for the life f me remember her name. I'll make a mental note to ask Jaxon when I see him next which will probably be tomorrow."Excuse me""Yes. Can I help you?" A middle aged woman calls back out to me"My sister. I'm just wondering if I can get a sandwich to take up to her please""Of course dear. Give me a minute and I'll bring it out to you"Once she's given me Esme's food I make my way back upstairs and head towards her room. She hasn't left her room all day so I can only assume that she's still sat in here. But when I open my door I'm not expecting what's in front of me.There laying on the bed in the arms of her mate is my sister fast asleep.
Dylan's POV"YOU DID WHAT!" Esme's mother Elizabeth says.Were sitting in a hall with my father, mother my beta Elliot and my Gamma, Roman as well as Elizabeth, Thomas, Max and Frankie as well as daisy. I explained to them what has happened and they were all quick to throw accusations my way about how it's my fault she lsot her children."YOU SOLD BOTH MY KIDS TO ANOTHER PACK!" She's Angry but she didn't even give a shit about them a week ago. its already been 5 days since they left and she's only just heard of it today. Too bad. "Get them back. NOW! she says while standing up."Elizabeth. need I remind you that almost a week ago was their birthdays and I didn't even see one of you going round to their house or here to wish them a happy birthday. Do I have to remind you that you threw them out of their own home at age 13 to fend for themselves?" I fire back at her with the same level of anger if not higher."they were my babies. Thomas tell him. Tell him to bring them home" she says
Millie's POVHe kisses me like I have never been kissed before.You haven't been properly kissed before dumbass. And of course, my wolf has to interject the humiliation of my...would it be classed as a first or second kiss? Who cares right now? I'm currently kissing my mate who has yet to let me go since he started this.His bed is so soft that I wouldn't mind just staying here forever. I wouldn't mind just being in his company and thinking screw it to my achievements but I know that this is just because he's making me feel good right now. I don't want to sound insecure but I'm insecure. And needy right now. "Kai" I whisper as we watch some TV show that we aren't even watching. He's stroking my hair as I lay there all awkward and nervous because I want to be closer to him in ways that I have never been with anyone before. "Yeah?""How does it work?""How does what work Millie?" he asks. I can tell he's getting sleepy but even sleepy Kai is sexy. Good God."This? I'm still in college
Kai's POVTorture.It's absolute torture having her here.In my home.In my space.In my presence and not being able to hold her.I wanted her to invite me in, to have me then and there, to allow me to hold her and give her the love she needs from a mate.My room is spacious enough to be considered a small apartment. It has a fireplace and a small section for a sofa, perhaps, but I didn't want them. I just wanted the space for working out if I fancied it and to chill out—not more mess to clean when I made it."Fuck it" I mutter under my breath. I don't want to be away from her and I certainly don't want to have her here and think I don't want her here. I'm just truly glad my parents adored her.That's what makes them great. They are just so laid back that everyone loves them. My mother loves to do arts and bake and my father helps out with the grounds and training.To say I'm Alpha, and to say I'm the one people submit to, my father still holds an authoritative nature because it's in
Millie's POVThe drive to his pack house isn't far, and I'm glad he doesn't drive that far when he comes to see me, but my nerves have gotten the better of me right now. I can't sit still, and I can't feel much other than my anxiety.Reaching over to my hand, Kai locks his fingers with mine and runs his thumb over my knuckles in a loving, tender way. I didn't think a mate's touch, mated or not, could ever settle nerves and anxiety.Just the thought of being in his territory and his life this way makes me feel so out of sorts."Relax princess," he says and my heart swells with a weird fluttering feeling at the endearment.I'm in my 20's and I have never had sex. I have barely kissed anyone before and the one time I did was when I was 13 we played truth or dare and I kissed Sean Calloway in front of my sister who then threw a punch at Sean because he went and told everyone I was too frigid and boring."Sorry. I- I just haven't-""I know. I understand and if it's too much I can take you
Millie's POVI didn't want to lay in bed all evening, but as time went by and my music playlist kept going, I lay in bed feeling defeated, like I usually did whenever I couldn't perfect something or when one of the mean girls would corner me and I couldn't handle it.My phone is on Do Not Disturb, and I'm sure my sister will be sending out a search party at this point and I don't blame her. I've avoided her calls and my mother's calls all evening because I feel like a total idiot for ever thinking someone like Kai would want to be with someone like me.My music is playing loudly so I don't have to listen to Natalia knocking on my door. Only, when I finally open my tear-streaked eyes, Kai is standing at my bedroom door with a worried and angry look on his face.When I got home earlier I made quick work of looking him up and sure enough, he is the CEO of a fair few restaurants and hotel chains and I understand he can't exactly claim to be an Alpha to a pack of wolves but I found myself
Kai's POVAt 3:40, when I was expecting Millie to turn up, I called her, but it went straight to voicemail. I don't worry too much about it because LA traffic can be a nightmare at this time in the afternoon, but I do drop her a message instead.Kai: Just let me know when you have arrived and I will come and meet you. I send the text, and it says delivered, but as the minutes tick by and my nerves begin to put me on edge, I send another message. Kai: Got some nice plans for the evening. When the meeting is done we can get the night started.Again, the text is sent as delivered so I know she is getting them but she doesn't read them. "Sir?""Yes?" I say looking up to find Cassidy standing in the doorway. She's one of those women who lives on daddy's money but doesn't like to do her job without being fired every damn minute of the day. Pushing her arms together to show me her cleavage which doesn't work because I would rather not look at her in that way so I keep my eyes trained on h
Millie's POVAt 3:30 on the dot I pulled into the carpark, Kai told me to pull into.Pulling my phone out of my pocket, I texted my sister to let her know I was fine and asked her to stop ringing me every five minutes.Walking into the building, I manage to get through the reception area and straight up to Kai's floor. I'm only wearing skinny jeans paired with calf-high winter boots and a long top with a cardigan, and I feel comfy and snug. This is what it feels like nearing November weather: not too cold but not too hot either, but in the late afternoon and evenings, it does get really cold here."Hello. May I help you?" the pretty woman behind the desk asks. I don't know what my facial expression is doing, I think I'm smiling but my body is as straight and tense as a metal pole pipe."Hi, I'm looking for Kai?""Appointment?" she clips at me. Her work attitude throws me back a little. He knew I was coming here so surely she should be alright with me heading straight through to wherev
Kai's POVFor the last few weeks, I have been travelling down to the UCLA campus to meet Millie after her lessons.She passed all of her exams at the end of last semester and the more I get to know her the better I feel.She was hesitant to get to know me at first before I showed up here and took her for breakfast after her morning practice.I also found out that she has a good trust fund but she doesn't use it, she prefers to work at the local diner on evenings and weekends and I respect a woman who doesn't want to rely on her family for money.My phone rings in my pocket as I'm walking towards Millie's practice."Rhodes," I say into the phone. I don't usually answer like this but when one of the office's phones for something then I do."Good morning Mr Rhodes it's Hallie" Hallie is my soon-to-be-fired secretary. Don't get me wrong I'm sure she does a brilliant job of her actual work but all I see is her trying to flirt and get in my pants at work."Yes?" I say as I come to a stop.
Millie's POVThe music echoes around the room. The thrill of skating to a good song makes everything feel much calmer to me. Everything I have exceeded is because I have given it my all, and I am proud of myself for getting this far."Mills, You're getting there with your axel but you need to push yourself further. Before you do it, duck and twist your body to get the right angle you need" Coach Steven's says as she notes down my movements. She's been my coach for the last 3 years since Avery retired and started travelling with her husband."Yes coach" no say feeling the back of my neck hairs stand on end. My body is going crazy and Zia is going absolutely nuts in my head.I carry on focusing on my movements and what I can do to keep with the same routine as the song nears an end."I want you to keep practising your camel spin okay, your footing is perfect for it but you're pushing yourself to the highest level and it's going to cause you some pain if you keep doing it, Millie""Yes,
Kai's POVWhen I landed in LAX, I went straight for the car I had left there the day before. I should have gone straight home, but I decided to phone my Mom and see what I should do."Hi Baby, how did the deal go yesterday?"My mom is everything to us all. She may have stepped down from her Luna duties, but everyone still goes to her when they need something. I planned to not mention any of this until I got home, but I'm questioning whether or not I should go and see Millie.A fitting name for a Luna. It has a ring to it. I think to myself. I don't want to get my hopes up but I certainly don't want to waste another moment not meeting her."It went to shit ma. The Alpha has no clue what to do but that's not why I'm calling. I'm back in LA. Just about to leave the Airport actually and I need your advice" I say as I'm actually still sitting in the car park not moving. I need to know what to do. I'm a bloody Alpha and I haven't a clue how to approach this situation."Go on?" She says in h