“You look beautiful, my love!” His deep voice made me shiver physically, and my words stuck in my throat. I have been in my head since my father handed me over to him, and I am not at all present in the scene playing in front of me.
The pastor was blabbing so much that I had tuned him out the second he opened his mouth.I averted my gaze from the charmingly handsome devil to the surroundings around us, which were decorated with white flowers.I don't even like the color white, nor the nameless white flowers.I was doing a good job of avoiding my soon-to-be husband by entertaining myself with every single useless thing around me, like subtly counting the flower petals in a bouquet behind Rhys.He caught me, and he startled me like I was a kitten and he was a big bad wolf.“Uh! Umm! T…thanks,” I breathed out the words, too intimidated by him to talk properly.He taunted me with that godforsaken word, trying to make me crack so I could make a scene, and he could get a chance to punish me, but I was not going to give him that chance.“You look okay, though,” I shrugged my shoulders after throwing the insult at him and averted my gaze toward the guests, showing him I was bored out of my mind.I can hear his warning growl, lowly vibrating in his throat. It affected me, and the Alpha power oozing off of him, making me want to submit to him, but I am an Alpha Female. I won't submit.My head is still turned towards the guest, and my eyes sweep all over the people who sat down to witness the union of two people, which will be built on power, arrogance, and heartbreak.My eyes stopped their tour and stuck to the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen, and the way my wolf woke up from her deep slumber she put herself in. She started purring loudly in my head, making me confused by her reaction.My eyes moved from the blue eyes to a sharp nose and down to the lips. My heart started beating faster, and I could feel the pull towards the man who sat in the second row.I sniffed the air to breathe his scent, and the most delicious and mouth-watering scent of cinnamon and sugar wafted towards me, which was strong among the others' scents.His eyes met mine, and the recognition in them was instant. I don't know what to do, to flee to him or to stand my ground and move forward with the wedding.“Go to him, Felza! Go,” my wolf is growling and snapping at me with happiness as well as anger at my hesitance.“I...I " no words were coming out of my mouth, and my body felt like it's been struck by lightning.What do I need to do?I have been waiting for this moment for so long, and when it's finally happening, I am standing at the altar in front of a man who blackmailed me and my pack into this wedding.He showed kindness when we need it, but at the same time became cruel by asking for my hand in marriage when he damn well knew that we don't have any other choice than his help.My eyes frantically started searching for my parents, but they were talking among each other and not looking at me. My throat has clogged up, and I am feeling like I am not getting enough air into my lungs.“Felza! You need to go to him. We've been waiting for this moment for so long, please!” My wolf's pleading was breaking my heart.“Felza!”Someone was calling my name, but I was not able to pinpoint who it was. My body was shaking with the way his gaze penetrated me, at the same time the way my body was glued to the ground and moving, but my soul and heart were screaming at it to move and run to him.“M..Mate!” I was pushed back abruptly, and my wolf came front, uttering the word and trying to free someone’s hold from my arms.“I need to go to my mate! Leave me!” She growled, turning her head to look at the person who was helping her back.“No! You are not going anywhere,” Rhys growled, increasing his hold on me and pulling me back into him.His wolf is at the front too, our human sides are pushed back, and the Wolves are at the front, ready to tear each other apart.“You can't stop me from going to my mate,” she tried once again to loosen his hold, but he was so much stronger.“There is no mate for you, Felza! You are my mate, and you are going to be my wife,” he snapped, his body vibrating from anger.“Felza! What happened?” I heard my father's worried voice behind me, making me turn towards him.“Dad! My mate is in here, I want….” As much as I love my father, she loves the same.“Stop!” Rhys’s angry growl made everyone stiffen in their seats and walk towards me. I didn't even remember when I was standing in front of my father.“I won't let you disrespect me like this.” I can feel his anger and rage in every single bone.“Alpha! Let's hear what she has to say,” my father said, looking hopeful at the monster who was shaking with anger in front of us.“No! I'm not going to listen to anything. Who is he?” He asked, turning his burning eyes towards me. My eyes darted towards the man who sat there with a blank face.“Come,” Rhys took my wrist and started dragging me towards him. My heart started picking up, and it felt like I was going to puke my guts out with the way my anxiety skyrocketed.“What are you doing? Leave me!” I protested and tried to get my hand back, but his hold on me was strong, and I didn't stand any chance.Everyone is whispering and looking at us curiously like it's a soap opera.He made me stand in front of my mate, who looked even more handsome closely. He stood up, only an inch or two shorter than Rhys, but he had a kind face and soft eyes.“Reject each other,” my head snapped towards Rhys, who stood there with a clenched jaw and his fists clenched so tight like he was barely controlling his anger.“What are you saying?” I asked, bewildered by his cruelty and heartlessness. How can he be so cruel as to ask me to reject my mate? He is not that monster everyone labeled as him! Or am I going to see the monster everyone is afraid of?He moved towards me and pulled me into his body. He is so tall that I am unable to reach even his shoulders.He bent his head towards my ear, making my breath hitch at his close proximity. His scent evades my senses, and I am engulfed by his warmth.What the hell is happening to me? My destined mate is standing a few feet away from me, and I'm getting affected by my chosen mate!Felxa pov.. “ You clearly heard what I said, Love!” A cruel smirk appeared on his devilishly handsome face and iam having a conflict with my head, heart and body.Am I shameless and cruel for finding him attractive even though he is ruining my one chance at happiness! Something is clearly wrong with my head and my wolf, who is suddenly giving him eyes.“ No, I'm not going to do what you are asking. I'd rather die than reject my MATE.” I gritted out the last word putting emphasis on it.“ Do you think you have any say in this! You are going to do exactly what I am saying, Felza!” A warning growl rumbled through his chest and went straight to my core.What the fudge! Something is not right! Is there any witch near me? Who is blowing her magic my way! “ No! I'm not going to reject my Mate and I am canceling this stupid wedding.” Everyone gasped around me like how dare I stand up against the big bad Alpha without any fear.I can feel pity, bewilderment, Surprise and shock from the peopl
Felza’s POVI knew how much effort I had already put in to stop the wedding and be with my true mate Chris Ashford, but Rhys was too strong and worst of all, he remained charming in the midst of this chaos. Somehow we were meant to be together but how could I willingly accept a man so devious and ruthless to be my mate! To be the father of my pups! To lead my people. I really needed the alpha female in me to stir up now because it was a now-or-never situation at the moment. “If you are thinking of doing something stupid right now, I suggest you come off it cause the life of everyone in this is at stake right now.” Rhys said as he turned to look at the terrified crowd gathered in utter shock at the turn of the events in the wedding. Even the priest saying the prayers and rites was terrified at how aggressive Rhys had been and how spontaneous he was, to act in very ruthless ways. The situation had clearly grown out of hand. With the men of Rhys surrounding the hall, the terrified look
Felza's POV Sitting in the peace of our new rooms, I still felt the sting from the slap I left o Rhys's cheek. The echo of my smack appeared to mix with the weight of my sadness in my head. Rhys's estate was beautiful and opulent. The surroundings was filled with beautiful flowers and plants yet the loneliness and quietness of the place made it very cold and unwelcoming.It felt to many of Rhys people that I was the heartbeat of a wealthy Alpha who was also very handsome and most of the girls dream man, but though all I got was the stifling quiet of betrayal and hopelessness, I had hoped for comfort or warmth. My own thoughts returned to my people, my clan. The people that watched and protected me while I was growing. Helped and teamed to evade external attacks many years ago and sustain the clan from external aggression. Their faces in the throng caught me as frozen in agony, disbelief and disappointment. Their exchanges of eyes suggested sadness. Watching me wed someone they kne
Felza's POVFor a moment I paused and all I could think of was to take a breath. I stood within the confines of the mansion and my gaze darted to Rhys's men who had cold expressions on their faces. 'Trying to get past these men is going to be a waste of time,’ I thought to myself and voluntarily returned back into the house.I tried to stay calm and allowed my mind work its wonder. “What if Victoria was right and my stiffness and reluctance puts me in a lot of mess in the nearest future? What if my clan and people were forever captured and their lands and spoils forever transcended to the hands of Rhys and his allies and the end of my root is me?”“what if I could build an alliance with Victoria and manage to convince my father to take a chunk of his time to plot with the valiant warriors left in our clan and secure a tight and fortified front for us to hold Rhys's allies and himself hostage or possibly ambush them. Because in the long run the people dear to me and all the glory of th
Rhys's POV. The night felt shorter than day lately and the weight of the heavy fog accompanying the sun as it was about rising felt very amazing. It was a calming scene to watch.Perched near the window, I saw the first rays of dawn break across the horizon. There was no peace even if the sky was a light grey with a shade of pink.I kept going back over the events of the previous evening in my brain, growing more and more annoyed with every second. Felza had tested me in a way none else had ever done. Her ego and will to give in infuriated me, but at the same time I felt an odd excitement. She needed to understand she belongs to me. I had been very liberal and too gentle on myself. I had already shown her last night the cost of disobedience. I thought of it as such. But as I watched her now, still on my bed, a persistent discomfort crept into my chest.Felza's soft breathing rising and falling dominated the still room. She had been unconscious and I had personally brought her here si
Felza’s POVEverything was moving so fast. I couldn’t make sense of what had happened. It was very strange and concerning. I squeezed my face hard and sat there, lost in my own thoughts. Rhys had attacked me, bruising and pummelling me. My heart felt worse; my body hurt. When he told me we had consummated our marriage, I felt like I was drowning in a sea of hopelessness. I had woken up in his bed and the scent of his perfume choked me. His terrible eyes seared into my head, and I could hardly look at him without feeling queasy.There was a time when this same chambers felt like a display of the authority I shared with Rhys, now it felt nothing like that but a hell hole. It felt like a prison, a jail! And I had to breakaway as quickly as possible. Chris showed up just as promised. I felt a flutter of optimism when I saw him standing at the brink of the trees close to the packhouse. His eyes reflected worry, and for a moment I felt safe. We both knew, though, we had time to waste. W
Rhys’ POV I could still taste the blood in my tongue. The night was far from done, and the shadows of the trees seemed to be closing in on me as I dashed across the dark forest.Not only from the effort, but from the idea of what I could discover when I came up to them— Felza and Chris, in the hands of that damned enemy pack. My heart hammered in my chest.My wolf roaring inside me, wanting to take control, my breath was labrous. Still, I had remain under control and think clearly. Losing Felza was not anything to consider. Bound to me by fate, she was mine and nobody was going to take her from me. Not Chris, and most definitely not Marcus, the savage leader of this competing pack.My blood went cold when I at last came to the clearing. On their knees surrounded by Marcus and his wolves were Felza and Chris. Marcus was towering, his eyes flashing with a mix of triumph and something worse. More seasoned, he was older than me and had a reputation for ruthlessness that matched my own.
Rhys's POV Usually in sync, my wolf and I reflected each other, but today there was a divide in our relationship. I felt as though I was disintegrating, the gloom invading areas I had never even realised existed. I refused to stand there and do nothing. I had to track her back-off and make sure she knew she belonged to me. But as I turned to follow the road she had chosen, a voice, this time inside my head stalled me cold. "Rhys, you're not ready." Though I owned the words, they were not mine. They came from a side of myself I had buried after years of neglecting. The part that worried about what I may become if I really let the beast inside loose. "You're not strong enough yet to face Marcus and his pack.” The idea made me furious. How could I not be sufficient? Alpha of one of the most potent packs in existence.Through blood and sweat, I had battled and crawled my way to the top to earn my place. Still, down deep I knew the truth. Marcus was not any average opponent. He was uniqu
Rhys' POVWithout Felza in the pack, our room became empty. The memories we've had here played before me like a movie, and as I walked further, my heart broke when I saw a familiar ring right next to our mirror.I picked it up and tightened my grip around it, blinking back the tears that threatened to spill. At this point, I was starting to regret chasing Felza away. My heart longs for her, my soul as well, I badly want to see her, just to check if she is alright. I placed the ring in my pocket before leaving the room. It was almost midnight. Maids were returning to bed, generals to their respective homes, but Lisa was making a meal in the pack's kitchen. I strolled inside, covering my nose due to the distasteful scent in the air, “Lisa, what on earth are you doing?” I frowned, pulling her away from the pot, “Everyone is retiring to bed. Why are you cooking so late and why are you even here?” My gaze landed on Kiera who stood a few meters away, her gaze fixed on a book in her hand
~Felza’s POV~With every step, I could tell the rogue was getting closer, nearer, I could feel it in my bones. Placing my dagger forward, I walked in circles, scanning the forest, but I saw nothing. The growls became louder, but there was nothing in sight. Just when I was about to leave, I sighted four rouges walking towards me, their canines dripping with blood. I swallowed hard, taking a few steps backwards, frightened for my life. Taking a rogue or two isn't a problem, but taking on four would kill me. I stood no chance against them. I tightened my grip on my dagger and ran with everything in me, and if I was running in circles again, I desperately prayed to the moon goddess to give me another chance at life. As I sprinted through the forest, panting hard, the growls and snarls became louder, their heavy paws snapping twigs as they kept on chasing me. I increased my pace, running as fast as I could to survive this trial. It wouldn't speak well to be killed in the forest by rouge
~Felza’s POV~In the most humiliating way ever, I was forced to accept Rhys' decision. For the past hour, I've tried to believe he had a reason for sending me away, to believe it wasn't his intention to make love to Lisa, but after his judgment in the throne room? I could tell every feeling he had for me had disappeared into thin air. After the morning meeting, I retired to my room and cried out loud, sobbing as I packed through my things. Staring at my ring one last time, I took a sharp intake of breath before placing it beside our mirror.While I walked across the hallway with a small bag, I stumbled into Kiera whose eyes were tear rimmed as well. “Felza, oh my God” she whimpered, enveloping me in a tight hug, “I can't believe he would do this to you.” Her scent enveloped me, giving me the warmth my body desperately craved for. Dropping my bags to the ground, I wrapped my arms around her waist and sobbed quietly, “I don't know, Kiera.” Rhys had told me something extremely differen
~Rhys’ POV~Felza has never looked so hurt, so broken and so devastated. She stared at me, her eyes filled with so much pain and misery. Her expression made my heart ache, my whole system fighting so hard to ignore her tears. Earlier that day, I'd barged into Lisa's room to claim her as my mate.Seeing the smile on her face made me cringe, but at least, Felza would be safe from her clutches. Chasing Felza away didn't gladen my heart, but it was the only way to keep her safe. I flipped my attention to her and hardened my heart, “Felza, stop pleading with me.” “Rhys, what you're doing is wrong.” She sucked in a breath, closing her eyes as tears streamed down her cheeks. Hell, that expression of hers could drive me insane. I badly wanted to hold her, comfort her, tell her it was all a lie, but Lisa and Sebastian's plans would proceed. I swallowed hard, averting my gaze, “What I'm doing is right. My mate deserves to stay with me. I can't reject her for you.” “So you want me out of here?
Felza’s POVThe sun shone brilliantly the next day, more like it could tell my bright mood. Rhys, my mate and husband, chose me over his destined mate. After discussing with Kiera for hours, I still couldn't get over the fact that Rhys chose me. It was something I never expected, something I never imagined. I'd thought Rhys would plead with me to accept her into our pack, but he was willing to take her away for my sake. Nothing in this world could explain how happy I was. I woke up without Rhys by my side. I'd thought he went for his usual morning meetings, but as I walked across the hall, I was surprised to hear small groans coming from Lisa's room. My mouth fell open, my eyes widening as I tried to process what I'd just heard. There was a man in there; soon, Lisa's small moans filled my ears, followed by familiar groans.I wrapped my fingers around the door knob, hesitant, but I pushed the door open, wanting to know why Lisa was cheating on Rhys. However, upon getting in, I was al
~Rhys’ POV~The air was getting chilly outside, and It was getting darker as well. The day was slowly coming to an end, but I couldn't get Lisa's kiss off my mind. The scene kept on replaying like a movie, seizing my breath and filling my heart with guilt. I pushed the door open, taking slow strides into the room. Shuffling sounds filled my ears, telling me that someone else was in the room. Felza turned the shower off and stepped out in a small towel, “You're back.” she smiled, staring at me like nothing's ever happened within the past few days. I swallowed hard, returning the not so fake smile, “Yeah, had a few meetings with the generals. I'm exhausted.” I walked towards the bed and sat down calmly, “Where have you been?” “With Kiera.” she walked towards the closet, picking a few clothes to wear, “she's my companion lately.” she added, before returning back into the bathroom. I weaved my hands through my hair and sighed, “You know you can always dress in front of me, I mean, you d
~Felza’s POV~These past few days? They've been hell. Apart from the fact that Lisa became the star of the pack, this nauseous feeling wouldn't let me be. It becomes worse with each passing day, and for once, I wished I had the power to grant wishes. Kiera became my only companion as I gave myself quite the distance from Rhys. Seeing him only makes my heart ache, and the fact that he hasn't made a decision is even more annoying. He was hurt by my actions, I could tell, but I was hurting too, maybe even more. A mysterious girl came from nowhere and tore home and pack, leaving no breathing space for me. Since I wasn't Rhys' mate, the whole pack seemed to regard her more and cast me aside. Rhys wasn't saying anything about it, I could only guess that he doesn't care about it. Everything was happening so fast, and I feared that my wildest dreams, my terrifying nightmare, would eventually come to reality. Spending a whole day with Kiera became my usual routine. With her, I started to
~Rhys’ POV~Days passed by in the blink of an eye, and Felza became slightly distant. She was there whenever I needed her, but she was just off, strange and distant. I miss her like hell, I miss her warm smile and sincere words. Right now, Felza is only a shell of herself, broody and quiet. And Lisa?She became everyone's favorite in just a matter of days. Pack warriors, no, everyone is talking about her. Lisa is kind, sweet and wise. The perfect example of a Luna, but that spot was already taken. No matter what she does, she would never end up on Felza's spot. I just have to keep going on for her.I combed my hands through my hair as I walked down the hallway, searching for Felza. After a very stressful day, seeing her face would be enough to help me relax. However, after searching for a while, Felza was nowhere to be found. As I walked further, soft whispers echoed in my ears, slightly loud due to the still air. My brows were deeply furrowed as I stepped closer, but I was surprise
~Felza’s POV~For several minutes, I've been staring at the door, hoping that Rhys would stroll inside to apologize, but it never happened. Seconds passed by, minutes passed by and now hours, but Rhys never came knocking at the door.Drawing my limbs closer to my body, I buried my face in my hands and cried out loud. There was a heavy feeling in my throat, my whole body filled with pain. Everything seemed hard to believe, hard to comprehend. The soft click of the door filled my ears as Rhys strolled inside, his familiar cologne hitting my nose. Raising my head slowly, I met his gaze, guilt swirling in his green eyes, “Felza.” He walked towards me, placing his hands on my shoulders, “Why are you crying? Hey, I'm still here.” Still here? How ridiculous. A soft chuckle escaped my lips, my shoulders trembling as I stared at him, “You’re still here?” I swat his hands away, moving away, “You hesitated, Rhys. You chose her over me. You embarrassed and humiliated me.” “Felza.” He drawed, a