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Chapter 7 Regrets

Author: Judith GW
last update Last Updated: 2024-09-09 19:51:52

(Soren)

The night was cold, but the chill I felt had nothing to do with the weather. As the newly-crowned Luna Cerelia lay sleeping beside me, I found no peace in her presence. The guilt gnawed at me, festering like an open wound.

Hilda. The thought of her name was like a dagger to my heart, twisting deeper with every breath I took.

I had made my decision. In a moment of desperation and confusion, I had convinced myself it was the right thing to do. Hilda had been in a coma for a year, and the mate bond had faded. When I met Cerelia, it felt like fate was giving me a second chance. But now, all I felt was regret.

I couldn’t sleep. The image of Hilda’s eyes, filled with pain and betrayal, haunted me. I had promised her everything: love, loyalty, and the title of Luna. And I had taken it all away in the blink of an eye. Rising from the bed, I dressed quietly and slipped out into the night.

The pack house was still and silent. I moved with purpose, heading towards the healer’s quarte
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