The next day
After a night where I barely slept an hour because we really were lustful until the end, we left the hotel and I am taken home, to change my clothes, to go to classes.“I hate when I must leave you, but, I know you wouldn't be able to miss a class, miss... my lady and model student.“See you later.” I say ready to get out of her car, being on the facade of the building where I live.“I love you, Rain. Don't ever forget that.” says Lake and I give her a chaste kiss.“I love him too, Rain's boyfriend.” I mean, to then get out of his car, smiling."Miss Evaniff," someone says in a cold voice and I turn around with concern.“Oh no.” I whisper as I see my father's butler in front of me.“I need you to accompany me to a major place, Miss Evaniff.“Since when has my father been here?” I ask worried “We've been looking for her since yesterday.” says the butler and I drink hard.With concern, I get into the car that stops in front of me and I implore them not to notice that I am not the same anymore and that, if I take off my coat, he will know that I am not the innocent girl they remember. Worried, I get out of the car and enter the elevator, when I am in front of her room door, I hesitate.“I better face him soon, he has already sent me to withdraw his papers from the university.” says the butler and immediately, I open the door to face him.“You can't take me out of college, Father!” I say annoyed, entering a room where all my uncles and my brothers are.“Oh, Rain dear, it's good that you honor us at this hour with your presence.” says my father, as all courage disappears.“Father…“Rain Evaniff, no, your name is Rain Tsvetkova, isn't it?“I don't see anything wrong with me using my mother's maiden name.” I say and my mother gets up and greets me with kisses and then takes my hands.“I'm very honored that you use my father's last name, honey.” says my mother and I sigh with relief because she's not going to scold me.However, the relief lasts an abbreviated time because she gives me a strong blow on the arm that makes me fall to the ground by the force with which she hits me.“Mother, don't hit our sister like that!” my brothers say, running to help me.“I haven't asked the twins to get into this.” says my mother with annoyance.“Mother…“But, I'm not allowing you to use my father's last name for these shenanigans, Rain!” my mother screams and I kneel, knowing that I must be submissive or I will not be able to return to the university.“In Russia, everyone is afraid of me or shows too much respect, because I am the one who will take the place as the head of the family. Just by saying my last name, everyone bows to me, without giving me the opportunity to be intimate with someone“You'll be intimate with your husband.” my father says and I moan.“Father, I'm talking about having friends and someone to talk to about girl stuff. Here, I have that, but, I have achieved it, because I don't use your last name, if not, my grandfather's. I didn't want to be feared for coming from a powerful family and much less, I wanted to have some favoritism for it.>> They treat me well here because I am a good woman and an excellent student, and not because a heavy surname backs me up. Please, I will have to carry a heavy wreath soon, let at least, process in a pleasant atmosphere, which said wreath will weigh.“You're a human, Rain. A human! It's as if you deny your roots and what you will be!” screams my father.“I do not deny them, but, if I want to be free at least a little before being a prisoner of so many responsibilities. My brothers know how it feels and it's horrible.” I say and everyone looks down.'I think with this, I'll be able to go back to college and still be with my amazing boyfriend.’ I tell myself mentally.My parents look at each other and I continue with a speech that increases dramatically with my tears, which always move my uncles. Because if I'm to get away with this, I must convince everyone. “All the things I'm doing, it's so I can explore everything and know that I should improve and that I should eliminate from my life. I know what I should do and say, just... let me be a free girl before I join a marriage of convenience, I ask you.” I say pleading to my father and he sighs deeply.“I need you to see your fiancé, daughter.” says my father and my chest hurts.“There's no need to meet. The marriage has already been finalized; I can meet him on our wedding day.” I tell my father and he nods.“If that's what you want, that's how it will be. But, I will only let you study here, if you live where I want and answer all my calls.” says my father and I immediately get up, jumping up to him."I have saved myself from an odyssey.' I tell myself mentally.The tension in the room disappears and we all greet each other properly, and then have breakfast. Fortunately, no one notices anything strange about me and I smile having convinced them to stay. After that, I run home to get changed and leave for the university where after classes, I meet with my gorgeous boyfriend, who watches me sadly.‘Let it not be bad news, please.' I ask mentally“Is something wrong?”“I got a call from Rome after I dropped you off at your apartment, I have to leave today.”“What do you say?”“My father has become ill and I must leave soon to see how I can help him.”“Lake…”“I'll be back. I'll just take a couple of weeks off, dear. While I get someone to take care of him and make sure everything is fine with him.”“But…”“I must go, Rain. But, I promise you that nothing will be different.”‘Why do I feel like this is going to complicate everything? Why does this happen right when I gave myself to him? Is he leaving because he got what he wanted from me?' I wonder mentally worried.“I get it.” I say, feeling that the mood has completely disappeared.“Why don't we run away from now on?” Lake asks and I deny.‘I've never skipped classes and now, that I might not come back...’“Okay, let's go.” I mean determined.“Where are we going?”“What would you like to do?”“Watch some action, it could be a movie or whatever you want.” I say and he nods, looking at me mischievously.'Oh, he wants another kind of action.' I tell myself mentally.“We will have action at my house, it's the closest we have now.” says Lake and I nod.“But, first... we must go to a drugstore.As soon as we pass near a drugstore, he stops and smiling, hands me a box inside a bag. “Lake! Why so many?!“We can't take any chances because I doubt you want a baby soon. So, it's better to play it safe, because doing it only once or getting out of you is too…”“I understand, you don't need to talk anymore.” I say blushing and he kisses me smiling.“I love it when you're so shy.” says Lake resuming our route to his house.As soon as we pass through the door of his house, the desire is evident and that is why Lake takes me from the beginning of my legs, to get up and place me on the kitchen island, where he kisses me intensely and undresses me quickly.'We really will have a magnificent farewell and I'm not going to complain about it.' I tell myself mentally.Three weeks laterMy interest in going out and looking happy was reduced to zero, my good mood is on pause since Lake left leaving me a note on his pillow with a: "see you soon". “You're sick, really bad.” Shania says and I take a deep sigh, while we put away all the books we used in the class.“I know.” I mean worried.“You're getting married, Rain, and you know it's not with him.” Shania says to me and I make a sign of silence, looking at everything around me.Wishing I wasn't thinking about it, I walk out of the classroom and bump into someone's toned chest.“I'm really sorry, I was distracted and...” I say looking up, to be completely mute when I see the person I've collided with.“Good afternoon, dear.” Lake says and I start crying, then I hit him.“You're an idiot!” I exclaim with annoyance.“I'm sorry, dear. Yeah, I'm an idiot. But, don't cry for this idiot, please.” asks Lake, while she hugs me and I feel like through crying, I let go of all the worries I had felt until now.
‘I was supposed to only have a loving relationship with my boyfriend, being the only person, I choose in my life, but, now... What am I going to do? Why did you have to be so fertile, Rain? I was supposed to be unlikely to get pregnant if he didn't have his orgasm inside of me! And now I'm pregnant and abandoned’ I tell myself mentally I run away from her house and beg for everything to be a fucking nightmare, but, almost getting run over, it makes my senses stay alert and notice that no matter how terrible I'm going through it now, it's my reality.‘Maybe it's just a mistake. Maybe I'm part of that remaining percent where the test fails. So, the best thing is to take a blood pregnancy test. But, then they would find out that I am a werewolf and logically, I would inform my pack that there is a new baby on the way.’ I tell myself mentally.“This can't be happening to me.” I whisper fearfully.” No, maybe it's good. Humans say that a baby comes with his blessing under his arm. 'No, no
I am aware that it is not a good idea to talk about marrying a stranger, when I am pregnant with someone else, but, I cannot object with my father, when I will soon give him a shocking news.'Maybe if I talk to my fiancé about my affair, he will cancel the marriage without so much scandal.' I tell myself mentally.Knowing that I don't have much time to cry without others noticing, I release all the pain I have, although when I return home, I feel that new pain grows like a flower that grows with magic, so the pressure in my chest becomes as or stronger than before.I sigh deeply and remind myself that he doesn't deserve me to cry for him, but, it hurts too much to pretend that it doesn't hurt and therefore, I bite my lips and implore to have the wisdom to face what from now on, it will be my turn to live.My phone rings insistently and it's Shania, knowing that she must be calling me to tell me the news of my marriage, I don't answer her and with disappointment, I get out of the taxi
I get out of the car knowing that there is no way to convince the butler otherwise, so, I get on the plane where Shania sticks to me like an animal that if it gets loose from me, it will die, so, I sigh deeply, before Shania's penetrating gaze.“Stop, please.” I ask when Shania sits in front of me, just to annoy me.“I need you to tell me what's going on, because I doubt you'll be so calm when you're done with your great love, Lake.“He is not my great love, as I have told you, he was someone I loved intensely in the world where only humans are seen, now, I must return to my pack, where I am the mafia heir and strongest werewolf of my clan.>> So, I can't be distracted by a past love that was meant to end. Since I came here, I knew that at some point this day would come, so why am I going to stress about something that I knew would happen eventually?” I ask in a cold voice.“Rain, you're scaring me. All these weeks that Lake was not in the country, you were sad and incredibly stressed
During the whole trip, I spend time thinking about everything I need to do to evade my mother. Although alphas have an amazing sense of smell, I can fool my father by telling him that my scent is a side effect of drinking potions to keep me being a wolf inactive. But, my mother wouldn't believe it, because she knows what a pregnant woman's body looks like. So, from her and from any woman who has had children, I had to stay away. Only then, I could keep my pregnancy a secret."What a mess you've got yourself in, Rain.’ I tell myself mentally, as we are getting so close to my homeland, that they are already announcing that we are going to land.I immediately turn pale and my body becomes rigid, because I know that as soon as I get off the plane, the real tension will begin, now I must keep childless men and women, close to me, so as not to be betrayed by my own body.“I must make it clear to you, that you will not be able to take any more potions to suppress your wolf version, miss. He
With my father's comment, I completely tense up, so, I just wait for the blow that seems not to come. So, with a deep sigh, I turn to face my father.“Sergey, don't you think Rain smells strange?” my father asks his eldest son.“I don't think so, Father. I don't know what you're talking about.” Sergey says with confusion.“It's probably because I haven't had a bath in days.” I'm lying and that makes them both back off.“What did you say?” my father asks with displeasure.“I've had a lot of things to do at university, so I haven't had time to take a proper bath.” I say shyly.“Oh, damn, Rain, go take a good bath.” says my father covering his nose and I run to the second floor where my room is.As soon as I enter my room, I take a deep breath and let myself fall on the floor, and then hide in the space between my legs and my chest.‘I'm in serious trouble.’ I tell myself mentally.The worry of everything that is going to happen from now on, makes me cry with helplessness, because I will
One week laterI run out of the house, before my mother or someone from the family prevents me, after two days being here, the effects of the potion have been disappearing little by little.But, only until last night, I have been able to maintain my transformation into a she-wolf for at least an hour. So, holding on to my wolf version, I leave leaving marks in the snow that the bodyguards will surely follow.I have not yet started with the personalized classes to be a good wife and the worst thing is that the wedding is so close that I can already hear the bells announcing my admission to a wedding that I do not think will take place.“Why is it so difficult to meet with my fiancé?” I wonder, moving quickly through my family's property.“Miss, please don't leave. Mr. Evaniff will scold us for it.” says one of the guards who refuses to open the large bars that divide my family's private property, with the rest of the land.Knowing that this door will not be opened to me, I run fast and
I return to the family property, with my tail in the middle of my paws, showing that I am still in trouble as before and the worst thing is that I have not been able to think of a better solution. I haven't been braving enough to tell my secret to my family and let alone the pack.Now, I just follow my father's orders, while I beg that no one will realize my secret. Of my great secret that I will not be able to hide forever. Therefore, I am not opposed to most things, I need to be a little obedient, so that when I drop the bomb, they will not be so cruel to me.“Father, is all this necessary? I am not only married to those you want, but nothing that belongs to that wedding is related to me. I don't feel comfortable with anything they're doing.My father stops and sits on the side of the road, so, I sit next to him with concern, because he looks too serious to ignore."Have you discovered my secret?’ I ask myself mentally.“Rain, I did not marry for love with your mother, my father, he