I mentally beat myself up for being entertained that way by someone who shouldn't entertain me that way. But, I can't stay regretting for what I´ve done when I need my full attention on what I´m doing.
Especially, because the wolves are getting so close that Lake has up from the ground while I am trying hard to shoot enough so that they can't hurt him, while he prepares the bazooka that we are going to shoot.“If you know how to use it, don't you?“We're similar, Rain. When we are not pressured to learn, we manage to understand many things and we are curious to know more about it... that's why bazookas, grenades, dynamite and any weapon made so that humans do not feel weak, is what I have studied to be clear what tools I can use if something becomes too dangerous.>> So, don't worry about it. Since I got my wolves back together, I´ve reinforced that learning with practice. I will be fine using this beautiful toy. Just look at hAlthough Lake's aura looks threatening and he has shown me that he is not the foolish man I saved in the past, I can't help but worry, because his mistakes in the past, have made me put his triumphs and defeats on a scale.But, although the defeats are not many, the fact that there is even one, makes me think that the probability that the enemy will win exists and that's why, I must be attentive to intervene and save his ass if necessary.“They told me you were here, but, I thought it was a lie, after all, it's not possible for you to kill an alpha here, have your delivery in Russia and come back here to save your useless husband's ass.” says the wolf looking at me angrily.“You seem to be very well informed about what I do.“Of course, yes, the Luzhin´s howled for more than an hour about Mikhail's death and although they did not give details of what happened, seeing how they had confronted you minutes before, explained everything.
After so much noise, the property is silent. the pheromones of the wolves that had tried to confront us, are no longer felt almost because their bodies are getting cold and although they are not being killed anymore, the smell of blood is stronger, because the one who died was an alpha.Here, on the roof where I am, I observe the scene that can only be compared to a battlefield where the lifeless bodies are as many as the stones and trenches in the place. the only difference is that there are no trenches and military here, but, yes a lot of death.“We're done here.” says Lake smiling at me.The wolves celebrate with him while I smile to see how he makes several turns in the air showing his happiness, to then transform into a human and thus, smile at me as he did when he went to my classroom only to throw kisses and tell me how much he loves me.My memory seems to overlap, because he throws me a kiss like he did more than a year ago when we loved each
Chilly water helps to clear my mind of thoughts that I should not have, because the fact that I am now competent, should not erase all the things that did not deserve my affection.That's why, when I get dressed and go out, I focus on supporting him at his father's farewell. That's what I came here for and not to think about how good he looks acting coolly against his enemies.As soon as I walk to the room where Dionisio's body is, Lake's pheromones informs me that things are not right and that's why, I stay at the door, giving the space to the man who has released his pheromones because he is crying.“I didn't want to see you like this, Father. You could have made better decisions, you had the opportunity to move on, to be part of my family, but... you didn't. You were my only family to introduce to my children and now... they will only be able to match in territory even if your heart no longer beats.I stay silent, because I don't have something nice to s
Lake, she spends her time talking loudly about everything she will do so that no wolf gets close to her daughter unless she has asked him for his consent, while I sigh deeply because my poor daughter will have the overprotection of her uncles, her grandfather and her father.While Lake continues with the measures worthy of a prison, my phone rings with a message from my brother informing me of the arrival of the wolves of the pack, so, an idea occurs to me, knowing that the danger has passed and that Lake wants his children to meet their father.“Lake... is it possible to drive to the house where the children are?” I ask and he looks at me worried.“Has something happened?“I would like the babies to say goodbye to their grandfather and since it is not a clever idea for them to go to the cemetery, it is best that we go there and so they can say goodbye.“Rain…“My father didn't do something to deserve it. So wh
I am aware that I have come here to support him at a tough time, which must be burying a father of a family and even more so if he is the only one... but, it is one thing to support him and another is that I take charge of delivering the man who complicated my life so much.‘I´ve stopped myself from spitting on his coffin because of all the... contempt I have for him. But, burying him... exceeds my limit.’ I tell myself mentally.“Lake...” I whisper, but, my voice is choked with the discomfort that your request has made me experience.“I understand that it's too much.“I´m glad you're realizing that it's too much.” I whisper and immediately, I regret, because I´m not supposed to say something like that.“But... I can't. In this I am a coward.” says Lake.“Lake…“It's my first-time saying goodbye to a family member, Rain and this... it's too much.”
One week laterLake has not improved much after the death of his father. Although he has been working to strengthen his pack, he continues to cling to the children, while releasing his hostile pheromones that only shows how much he tries to suppress his pain, but, it is still not possible for him.While he was at home, my mother has taken care of him by giving him homemade food that although she does not make it, if she takes care that everything is in order with what she asks, I have explored the whole house with the children, trying that their aromas make the place warmer and we have even talked about what babies could be like once they grow up in order to get him to think about something else.But, it's time to leave and I don't know how much that could impact on his grief. The good thing is that no one else has dared to cause problems and even several alphas from the packs of Rome have come to show their interest in being allies and not enemies or werewolves outsi
Lake has shown that he wants to come back to me, he wants this marriage that was made so that my children would be legitimate children, to be seen as something real. That's why he has promised me many times that he will improve as a werewolf, a husband and a father. So, that will be what I will use to my advantage.“So, Lake, what are you going to do?“I just... I want them to stay a little longer, while I feel better about my father's death.” says Lake.“You're doing things the right way, Lake. Because you have not focused only on your pain, but on spending time with the babies and strengthening yourself with all your hard work.” I say and he combs his hair in frustration.“At least let me keep one of the babies.“You're so... Lake, don't make me hate you for wanting to take the babies away from me.” I say coldly.The walk from one side to the other showing his impatience and I do not move wit
Lake finally lets us leave, although that doesn't stop my brother from thinking too much about what my mother said to the point of being stunned and mortified by something that won't happen for several years.“Sister, the day you allow some of my nephews to go to America to study, you will have a war with me.” says Sergey.“Do you want to lose so pathetically, son?“Mother, I´m going to get stronger like Lake will. Because that dispute if I should win it to Rain.” says Sergey seriously.My mother makes fun of all the chaos she created while I deny because I saw with what intention she did it. Fortunately, his plan gave the results he needed, because Lake is already watching the plane as it begins to take off, not clinging to an idea that will not help him deal with his pain.The flight is too long, especially because the babies are waking up more and more and I have to suck my milk to prepare bottles, since, I can't feed a