I mentally beat myself up for being entertained that way by someone who shouldn't entertain me that way. But, I can't stay regretting for what I´ve done when I need my full attention on what I´m doing.
Especially, because the wolves are getting so close that Lake has up from the ground while I am trying hard to shoot enough so that they can't hurt him, while he prepares the bazooka that we are going to shoot.“If you know how to use it, don't you?“We're similar, Rain. When we are not pressured to learn, we manage to understand many things and we are curious to know more about it... that's why bazookas, grenades, dynamite and any weapon made so that humans do not feel weak, is what I have studied to be clear what tools I can use if something becomes too dangerous.>> So, don't worry about it. Since I got my wolves back together, I´ve reinforced that learning with practice. I will be fine using this beautiful toy. Just look at hAlthough Lake's aura looks threatening and he has shown me that he is not the foolish man I saved in the past, I can't help but worry, because his mistakes in the past, have made me put his triumphs and defeats on a scale.But, although the defeats are not many, the fact that there is even one, makes me think that the probability that the enemy will win exists and that's why, I must be attentive to intervene and save his ass if necessary.“They told me you were here, but, I thought it was a lie, after all, it's not possible for you to kill an alpha here, have your delivery in Russia and come back here to save your useless husband's ass.” says the wolf looking at me angrily.“You seem to be very well informed about what I do.“Of course, yes, the Luzhin´s howled for more than an hour about Mikhail's death and although they did not give details of what happened, seeing how they had confronted you minutes before, explained everything.
After so much noise, the property is silent. the pheromones of the wolves that had tried to confront us, are no longer felt almost because their bodies are getting cold and although they are not being killed anymore, the smell of blood is stronger, because the one who died was an alpha.Here, on the roof where I am, I observe the scene that can only be compared to a battlefield where the lifeless bodies are as many as the stones and trenches in the place. the only difference is that there are no trenches and military here, but, yes a lot of death.“We're done here.” says Lake smiling at me.The wolves celebrate with him while I smile to see how he makes several turns in the air showing his happiness, to then transform into a human and thus, smile at me as he did when he went to my classroom only to throw kisses and tell me how much he loves me.My memory seems to overlap, because he throws me a kiss like he did more than a year ago when we loved each
Chilly water helps to clear my mind of thoughts that I should not have, because the fact that I am now competent, should not erase all the things that did not deserve my affection.That's why, when I get dressed and go out, I focus on supporting him at his father's farewell. That's what I came here for and not to think about how good he looks acting coolly against his enemies.As soon as I walk to the room where Dionisio's body is, Lake's pheromones informs me that things are not right and that's why, I stay at the door, giving the space to the man who has released his pheromones because he is crying.“I didn't want to see you like this, Father. You could have made better decisions, you had the opportunity to move on, to be part of my family, but... you didn't. You were my only family to introduce to my children and now... they will only be able to match in territory even if your heart no longer beats.I stay silent, because I don't have something nice to s
Lake, she spends her time talking loudly about everything she will do so that no wolf gets close to her daughter unless she has asked him for his consent, while I sigh deeply because my poor daughter will have the overprotection of her uncles, her grandfather and her father.While Lake continues with the measures worthy of a prison, my phone rings with a message from my brother informing me of the arrival of the wolves of the pack, so, an idea occurs to me, knowing that the danger has passed and that Lake wants his children to meet their father.“Lake... is it possible to drive to the house where the children are?” I ask and he looks at me worried.“Has something happened?“I would like the babies to say goodbye to their grandfather and since it is not a clever idea for them to go to the cemetery, it is best that we go there and so they can say goodbye.“Rain…“My father didn't do something to deserve it. So wh
I am aware that I have come here to support him at a tough time, which must be burying a father of a family and even more so if he is the only one... but, it is one thing to support him and another is that I take charge of delivering the man who complicated my life so much.‘I´ve stopped myself from spitting on his coffin because of all the... contempt I have for him. But, burying him... exceeds my limit.’ I tell myself mentally.“Lake...” I whisper, but, my voice is choked with the discomfort that your request has made me experience.“I understand that it's too much.“I´m glad you're realizing that it's too much.” I whisper and immediately, I regret, because I´m not supposed to say something like that.“But... I can't. In this I am a coward.” says Lake.“Lake…“It's my first-time saying goodbye to a family member, Rain and this... it's too much.”
One week laterLake has not improved much after the death of his father. Although he has been working to strengthen his pack, he continues to cling to the children, while releasing his hostile pheromones that only shows how much he tries to suppress his pain, but, it is still not possible for him.While he was at home, my mother has taken care of him by giving him homemade food that although she does not make it, if she takes care that everything is in order with what she asks, I have explored the whole house with the children, trying that their aromas make the place warmer and we have even talked about what babies could be like once they grow up in order to get him to think about something else.But, it's time to leave and I don't know how much that could impact on his grief. The good thing is that no one else has dared to cause problems and even several alphas from the packs of Rome have come to show their interest in being allies and not enemies or werewolves outsi
Lake has shown that he wants to come back to me, he wants this marriage that was made so that my children would be legitimate children, to be seen as something real. That's why he has promised me many times that he will improve as a werewolf, a husband and a father. So, that will be what I will use to my advantage.“So, Lake, what are you going to do?“I just... I want them to stay a little longer, while I feel better about my father's death.” says Lake.“You're doing things the right way, Lake. Because you have not focused only on your pain, but on spending time with the babies and strengthening yourself with all your hard work.” I say and he combs his hair in frustration.“At least let me keep one of the babies.“You're so... Lake, don't make me hate you for wanting to take the babies away from me.” I say coldly.The walk from one side to the other showing his impatience and I do not move wit
Lake finally lets us leave, although that doesn't stop my brother from thinking too much about what my mother said to the point of being stunned and mortified by something that won't happen for several years.“Sister, the day you allow some of my nephews to go to America to study, you will have a war with me.” says Sergey.“Do you want to lose so pathetically, son?“Mother, I´m going to get stronger like Lake will. Because that dispute if I should win it to Rain.” says Sergey seriously.My mother makes fun of all the chaos she created while I deny because I saw with what intention she did it. Fortunately, his plan gave the results he needed, because Lake is already watching the plane as it begins to take off, not clinging to an idea that will not help him deal with his pain.The flight is too long, especially because the babies are waking up more and more and I have to suck my milk to prepare bottles, since, I can't feed a
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev