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Chapter 11: Jace
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Rejected and Desired Chapter 12: Renee
I woke up slowly, coming back to the world of the living, when before I even opened my eyes, I knew I had, had a night full of nightmares again. When I did open them, the covers were on the floor in a tangled mess, my night gown was twisted and above my hip, my hair was probably a rat’s nest and poor Hedwig was face down on the floor.“Sorry buddy.” It was probably a combination of seeing Alex, meeting Jace and the feeling of being followed and watched. Good news no one tried to break in so I must have been being paranoid.I rubbed my eye only to realize they not only have sand in them but that I never removed my contacts. “Ow, ow, ow!” I quickly jump out of bed and run to the bathroom. I only put them in because its easier to cook bulk food with out having to push my glasses up or have them fog up. Bad thing though was my eye got incredibly dry and irritated when I wear them especially for long periods. Being a wolf are body doesn’t seem to like having something in us for long perio
Rejected and Desired Chapter 13:Renee
Fuck.How did he find me? Am I really about to be rejected before I finish even the first of eight movies? I had hoped to finish them and at least Lilo and Stitch before I found him on Monday. His eyes finally make it to mine face unreadable he probably thinks I look ridiculous. Oh well this is me.“Umm,” I look behind my place isn’t really messy if you don’t count the unmade bed and the pillow nest on the couch. But it would be better to do this inside not standing at the door. “Do you want to come in?”His jaw is tight, but he gives a sharp nod. “Okay then….” I step aside and he walks in, and I close the door and just stand by it. He gets to the middle of the room and looks around with a critical eye. Stopping first on my bed which may or may not have a Stitch comforter and sheet. Perks of having the Lilo and stitch generation being more grown the kid and well you can find anything online these days. Then he looks to the couch which again is covered in more Disney paraphernalia wit
Rejected and Desired Chapter 14: Jace
The way she says that has me wonder what else she has been through. Because with that its pretty clear that she has dealt with more than just mate who rejected her, for whatever reason. I don’t see a single thing not to like and come to love. I also don’t understand how he was able to resist the bond in his chest. Waiting till the morning, then for a reasonable time to come see her was the hardest thing in my life. Well maybe not. Seeing her standing in the door with the surprised look on her face, dressed adorable in her Gryffindor onesie and not grabbing her and kissing her forehead was pretty hard. Then again looking at her sitting on the couch surrounded by pillows blankets with a stuffed Hedwig and some blue alien cartoon looking thing just make me want to wrap up with her. That’s why I didn’t want her to move any of it, it was clear she really felt unhappy about the thought her scent started to turn sour as she went to do it. I love her pour honeysuckle scent fill this space. It
Rejected and Desired Chapter 15: Renee
So apparently today the alpha in me can’t be bothered to show herself. I am hundred percent omega today. And well, that was the plan. The whole point of curling up in my makeshift nest was to relax and decompress from everything that happened last night, knowing that I would need to be strong in the coming day to face Jace, and prepared to try and stand up to Alex is he came around again. I let myself fall into that part of my completely because this is or was my safe space. When he showed up, I was already so relaxed into enjoying my omega space that I didn’t have time to pull out. Its tricky being two things. Much of the time it’s a perfect balance. But others it need to be one or the other in order to function. Just like any other werewolf, only they only need to balance time between skin side and fur side. Sometimes the wolf just needs to be free. Sometime my alpha needs to take the reins sometimes the omega. So, that’s what today was about. And you just can’t one-eighty that shit
Rejected and Desired Chapter 16: Fenrir
Jace's WolfI don't understand. Mate has tears in her eyes. Her beautiful hazel eyes that look more gold then green right now. I know she is skidish I also know something the human does not. She is more special than he knows, and He can figure it out himself because right now she doesn't want to tell him for some reason but that is a later problem. The right now problem is that she is going to cry, her scent sours, I need to fix it. What was it she said? No one likes her? I don't understand that I instantly loved her because I know she was made for me. I want to hold her and tell her that. But I can't for two reasons. One it will scare her, and I don't know if she will run. I don't want that."I like you lots. I am sorry little one, my name is Fenrir. I did not mean to upset you." I step just a little closer to her. And while I don't allow myself to get too close, I purr for her to show her that I didn't mean to or want to cause her any distress. I can tell the second she hears it; he
Rejected and Desired Chapter 17: Renee
ReneeI know who is at the door before they even knock. I don't know how Alex found me, but I don't want to see him. I am hoping he will smell another male here and leave. So, when he does know I can help but whimper. He can not come in here. I don't even want Fenrir to open the door. I can't rest. He may be able to smell the difference in my scent to what he once knew it was. So, when Fenrir growls towards the door, getting to his feet, I jump up, every ungraceful like. But I am able to get in front of him before he answers the door. I stand with my arms and legs spread out. It works. He stops and gives me an odd look."Please don't answer it." I beg with a whine. I never wanted any of this and if this is my last day I don't want it ruined. Because Alex is if he thinks I am what I am he will take me and claim me without second thought. I don't want that. I will never be free to be who I am around him or my old pack. I can't go back."Do you know who it is?" He asked me. I don't want
Rejected and Desired Chapter 18: Renee
As I take a step towards the door, a whimper escapes my throat, a sound I cannot control. I am usually strong, but with the omega's command, I am reduced to this—a mere follower of orders. But just as I am about to step and to reach for the doorknob, a strong arm wraps around my waist, pulling me back into a firm chest. I recognize the scent immediately—it's him. My alpha. NO! I can't think that that, but Jasmine is pushing it trying to make me see this is the truth. I refuse to listen. He holds me close, and I can feel his growl vibrating through his chest. I know he is upset, and I can't help but to start to whine low in my throat. I hate that I've upset him. But then, suddenly, his growl stops, and he starts to purr. He buries his nose in my hair, inhaling my scent, and I can feel his warm breath on my neck. It's comforting and reassuring, and I know he's not truly angry with me. I relax into his embrace, feeling safe and protected. He nuzzles my hair, a possessive gesture, and I
Rejected and Desired Chapter 19: Jace
I had to fight Fenrir to regain control, but I couldn't let him kill the alpha in front of us. And after having her in his arms and burying his nose in her hair he finally relented. The alpha, Alex, was trying to enter Renee's apartment, and the tension was palpable. I could smell the burning air, a sign of Renee's distress, and it was all I could do to keep myself from lashing out at Alex. The scent of charred honeysuckle filled my nostrils, and an overwhelming urge to protect her consumed me. I realized that Renee was my mate, and this understanding brought a sense of clarity and purpose. Blocking the doorway, I stood firm, my eyes never leaving Alex's face. I could sense Renee's anxiety, and an unfamiliar, yet comforting, desire to purr to soothe her washed over me. It was then that the realization hit me like a ton of bricks. Renee wasn't an omega, or so I thought. But the way she affected me, the depth of my need to protect and comfort her, suggested something more. As I grapple
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Rejected and Desired Chapter 24: Jace
The mix of emotions that go past her face was expected. I really didn't want to drop this bomb on her right when I got here. But she brought it up and I couldn't ask for a better opening to bring it up. Something I was truly dreading trying to find a way to bring it up. So, she did that for me."Why?" Her tone is neutral, her face is too."A few reasons, really." I admit. "One because it's the safest place for you to be." She starts to interject, but I raise my hand and shake my head. "No, let me explain."She closes her mouth and sits down, her arms crossing, and her lips pressed tightly together."So, there are a lot of things that I want to explain to you. But to be fair you just admitted my point yourself." I gesture towards the bed where she put the stuff from her nest. "You can't leave your nest set up because you are worried about someone seeing it and figuring out that you are an omega." I don't say that I feel like that isn't exactly right something tells we there is more to
Rejected and Desired Chapter 23: Renee
To say I was upset to wake up alone would be an understatement. I was kind of devested. But it only reinforced in my mind, that all men are trash. Sneaking out before dawn was low. I feel that it's even worse since we didn't even have sex. With a newly renewed anger. I stand from my nest on the couch, ready to keep my anger and directed at the world. At least my omega side was happily taking a back seat and letting the alpha take the driver seat. Well, it was until something falls to the floor in front of me. A piece of black fabric, well piece in not the right term. Its large enough to me a throw blanket. I pick it up and immediately know its Jace's and his scent of sandalwood and vanilla. I can't help but bring it to my nose and inhale like it's better than the oxygen I need to live, in someways it is. And in others it is a downfall. Because he may have left but it for me so I could sleep well. And I did. It was the best sleep I have ever had. No nightmares and looking at my nest
Rejected and Desired Chapter 22: Jace
I know I shouldn't be sitting in her nest, but she didn't object when I stay. No instead she fell asleep. As the sun dips in the sky and the world falls dark. I know I need to leave. I want to make her dinner, but I am not going to wake her. Today was a lot for her. It was a lot for me. My mate is an omega. Yeah, I need to leave. I don't know how she would feel if I stayed, and I need to process that information. Omegas are so a rare these days. She will need extra protection. I don't know if Alexs knows that she is one. But he could have caught the scent she was hiding so well the other night when she catered my even. But here today it was strong, I mean why wouldn't it be she had no reason to hide it here in her home.I look down at my mate, careful to not disturb the slumbering form of my mate. Her breath rose and fell in a rhythmic pattern, peaceful and innocent. She looked so vulnerable, curled up in the nest, her face serene. It was hard to believe that just last night, she had be
Rejected and Desired Chapter 21: Renee
I'd been exposed. The secret I'd kept hidden for so long, the fear I'd carried like a heavy weight, was now out in the open. He knew I was a rare alpha omega, a creature of myth and legend. And he wasn't running away. Okay well he knew half of the secret. It would take an idiot to miss the signs today. But the fact is Jace knew.His words echoed in my mind, "That's right little omega you just need some food." The term "little omega" was a term of endearment, a term used to soothe and comfort. But coming from him, it felt like a betrayal. He'd figured me out, and he'd used it against me.I looked up at him, my eyes filled with a mix of confusion, fear, and a flicker of anger. He was staring at me, his expression unreadable. Was he pitying me? Was he afraid? Or was he something else entirely?"I'm not little," I managed to croak out, my voice barely a whisper. "I'm not weak."He chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that sent shivers down my spine. "Of course you're not," he said, his eyes so
Rejected and Desired Chapter 20: Renee
I am caught in a whirl of shock and disbelief, it's like you're in the eye of an emotional hurricane. Everything's up in the air – Jace's words, Alex's unexpected comeback, and all the raw feelings tangled up inside. It's a lot to process. Why now, of all times? And Jace, with his talk of not rejecting me, what's his deal? Was it all just an act for Alex? But if he was going to reject me why not just let Alex try and fix the bond? I mean if he could them maybe, just maybe I wouldn't It's enough to make anyone's head spin. Standing there, trying to steady myself, it's like the ground's shifting beneath your feet. Decisions are looming, big ones, and they're not going to be easy. But hey, that's life, right? Full of curveballs and surprises. I take a breath, give myself a moment, and remember, I've got this. Well, I think I do."This is all incredibly overwhelming," I muttered, my voice barely a whisper. "I need my nest, and I need it now." The words felt heavy in my mouth, a desperate
Rejected and Desired Chapter 19: Jace
I had to fight Fenrir to regain control, but I couldn't let him kill the alpha in front of us. And after having her in his arms and burying his nose in her hair he finally relented. The alpha, Alex, was trying to enter Renee's apartment, and the tension was palpable. I could smell the burning air, a sign of Renee's distress, and it was all I could do to keep myself from lashing out at Alex. The scent of charred honeysuckle filled my nostrils, and an overwhelming urge to protect her consumed me. I realized that Renee was my mate, and this understanding brought a sense of clarity and purpose. Blocking the doorway, I stood firm, my eyes never leaving Alex's face. I could sense Renee's anxiety, and an unfamiliar, yet comforting, desire to purr to soothe her washed over me. It was then that the realization hit me like a ton of bricks. Renee wasn't an omega, or so I thought. But the way she affected me, the depth of my need to protect and comfort her, suggested something more. As I grapple
Rejected and Desired Chapter 18: Renee
As I take a step towards the door, a whimper escapes my throat, a sound I cannot control. I am usually strong, but with the omega's command, I am reduced to this—a mere follower of orders. But just as I am about to step and to reach for the doorknob, a strong arm wraps around my waist, pulling me back into a firm chest. I recognize the scent immediately—it's him. My alpha. NO! I can't think that that, but Jasmine is pushing it trying to make me see this is the truth. I refuse to listen. He holds me close, and I can feel his growl vibrating through his chest. I know he is upset, and I can't help but to start to whine low in my throat. I hate that I've upset him. But then, suddenly, his growl stops, and he starts to purr. He buries his nose in my hair, inhaling my scent, and I can feel his warm breath on my neck. It's comforting and reassuring, and I know he's not truly angry with me. I relax into his embrace, feeling safe and protected. He nuzzles my hair, a possessive gesture, and I
Rejected and Desired Chapter 17: Renee
ReneeI know who is at the door before they even knock. I don't know how Alex found me, but I don't want to see him. I am hoping he will smell another male here and leave. So, when he does know I can help but whimper. He can not come in here. I don't even want Fenrir to open the door. I can't rest. He may be able to smell the difference in my scent to what he once knew it was. So, when Fenrir growls towards the door, getting to his feet, I jump up, every ungraceful like. But I am able to get in front of him before he answers the door. I stand with my arms and legs spread out. It works. He stops and gives me an odd look."Please don't answer it." I beg with a whine. I never wanted any of this and if this is my last day I don't want it ruined. Because Alex is if he thinks I am what I am he will take me and claim me without second thought. I don't want that. I will never be free to be who I am around him or my old pack. I can't go back."Do you know who it is?" He asked me. I don't want
Rejected and Desired Chapter 16: Fenrir
Jace's WolfI don't understand. Mate has tears in her eyes. Her beautiful hazel eyes that look more gold then green right now. I know she is skidish I also know something the human does not. She is more special than he knows, and He can figure it out himself because right now she doesn't want to tell him for some reason but that is a later problem. The right now problem is that she is going to cry, her scent sours, I need to fix it. What was it she said? No one likes her? I don't understand that I instantly loved her because I know she was made for me. I want to hold her and tell her that. But I can't for two reasons. One it will scare her, and I don't know if she will run. I don't want that."I like you lots. I am sorry little one, my name is Fenrir. I did not mean to upset you." I step just a little closer to her. And while I don't allow myself to get too close, I purr for her to show her that I didn't mean to or want to cause her any distress. I can tell the second she hears it; he
