Nomia pov
I startle awake when the door bangs loudly against the wall. Beta Jared’s loud rough voice slurs when he tries to speak to someone. My nose scrunches of its own accord as it's assaulted by the stench of alcohol. I can barely suppress a painful groan, my back is killing me, my muscles slightly spasming and almost shooting into cramps. My hands and feet are no longer painful but now cold and numb. I bet if I could move to see them, the lack of blood flow would have left them tinged with blue.I hear Beta Jared stumbling around, he’s drunk alright. I hear second footsteps, they are lighter and steadier. I wonder who was so unlucky or unwise to join Beta Jared to his room. You don’t have to be a mind reader to see that he is no good. Suddenly I feel his dirty breath over my face and his laboured breathing in my ear, “Sorry puppy, it got later than expected. But you’re well trained aren’t you? You don’t need much.” And he pulls off the blindfold, taking a few of my hairs, caught in the knot, with it.A woman wearing a dress which is remarkably similar to the one I wore at the auction is standing next to the door. The fake smile and clear unwillingness in her eyes indicates her as a prostitute. “Well then, it seems you already have a play thing, I’ll just go downstairs and leave you two alone” she says her voice hoarse and insecure.“As much as I would love to spend the night with this little pup, I can't. She’s Alpha Zared’s and I’m not allowed to touch her. Yet. I only get sloppy seconds.” He looks from me to her and points to the bed. “Undress while I move this one to the cot.” He roughly picks me up and drops me in the cot on the other side of the room. He proceeds to untie my ankles, leaving my hands tied behind my back.“You get to sit, watch and learn,” Beta Jared says, his face dangerously close to mine. I could head butt him or bite his nose but I don’t. It would only land me in a world of pain and there’s no way that I can escape. I don’t know where I am, I’m not fast, my hands are tied to my back and I’ve nowhere to go.Jared grins, the smell of alcohol, garlic and unbrushed teeth fills my nose making me grimace. He lets go of me “Don’t think you’re all that. You’re so disgusting with that toothless mouth no one has even bothered to fuck you.” He narrows his eyes at me and turns away. I shoot a glare at his back - no one has bothered? But both he and Alpha Zared want to? Either he’s an idiot or he thinks I am. Jared is dangerous though and I don't want to know what he has planned for this woman.“Strip!” He barks at her and she hurriedly complies. “Kneel” he orders, pointing at the floor before him she moves over and kneels. I see the tears welling up in her eyes. She knows what’s going to happen, I have no doubt it’s happened many times before. We make eye contact and I feel sorry for her but I’m in no position to help her. Without further ado or warning Jared rams his dick into her mouth and starts pumping his hips. He tightly holds her head between his hands. Her nose almost touches his pubic hair. She’s gagging and spluttering. Tears run down her face, mixing with her saliva. Beta Jared is relentless, grunting and groaning. She might suffocate before he’s done. Perhaps that would be a kindness.I feel sick as her arms flail; trying to push him away but she can’t. When her motions start to slow Jared grunts louder and cums in her mouth. He abruptly lets go of her and stumbles over to the bed where he crashes onto his back.The whore wheezes trying to replenish her oxygen and gather herself. I’m mortified, I’ve seen warriors and Beta Nasir fuck the mouths of slave girls but never this harsh, never this relentless. I hear a snore coming from the bed and hope he’s fallen asleep so she can get away and I’m safe for the night. She seems to have the same thought and gets up. Stealthily making her way to the door to safety. She doesn’t bother to take her discarded dress with her. When she’s almost at the door Jared stirs “I’m not satisfied yet. I have more to give.” He murmurs sleep drunk. She freezes barely breathing in the hope that he’s asleep. She’s out of luck, he sits up in the bed “Get back over here now.”She makes her way over, shoulders hanging low, dread in every step. He grabs her wrist pulling her on the bed so that she lands face down. I cringe; Beta Jared simply gets off the bed and pulls her toward him. He drops her legs to the floor, spreads her ass cheeks and spits on her asshole. His cock is quickly hardening again, he fists it a few times and pushes into her. She yelps on the rough intrusion and Jared smacks her hard barking “Quiet! You take what I give. It’s your job.”I watch in horror while he rails into her. The smell of blood fills the room and I hear her quietly sob. Again, under loud grunts and groans Jared cums and pulls out. For her sake I hope that he’s done. He turns around, snaps his fingers “Over here pup.” I awkwardly get up and walk toward him. Contemplating whether or not it would help me if I would scream for help if he tries anything with me. Beta Jared knows I’m not his to touch and he seems scared of Alpha Zared. Then again if Alpha Zared were to come to the room what would he do to me?“Her ass is dirty and can use a cleaning. Kneel and lick her clean.” I freeze in horror, staring at her asshole that’s still open a bit. Blood and semen trickling out. He grabs my shoulders, pushes me to the ground and shoves my face to her hole. Carefully I lick. The taste of blood and sperm coat my tongue. Together with a salty, tangy taste which I presume is the taste of ass. I’ve never done anything like this before - it’s humiliating. I’m so angry… made worse by the knowledge there’s nothing I can do about it. Men like Jared roam the earth freely, hurting every woman they can without any repercussions.I keep licking, careful not to hurt her. The taste of blood no longer present, likely her wolf healed her. Suddenly my hair is grabbed and I’m pulled back, “Good job pup, next thing to clean is my dick.” He turns me so I’m facing him and shoves his gross, floppy cock into my mouth. He lets his head fall back and groans “Your mouth is made for this, I’ll have to get myself a toothless bitch.” Disgusted, I feel the damned thing harden again. Beta Jared starts to slowly pump his hips, each thrust his cock goes further into my mouth.When he hits my throat his movements become faster, I feel myself starting to drool as I can’t swallow. “You don’t have a gag reflex” Beta Jared states, sounding slightly disappointed. “I like to hear a woman choke on my cock.” He thrusts deeper and harder hoping I’ll gag.I’m not going to fake gag to feed his ego. I’d rather suffocate. His thrusts get more frantic and erratic apparently it really bothers him. Suddenly he pulls out, slapping me harshly with his hand. He pushes me backwards, steps around me.He flips the whore over to her back and rams into her pussy. The guy is a savage. Her pussy is apparently more flexible because she doesn’t bleed or make a sound. She lies on her back staring at the ceiling waiting for the ordeal to be over.When he’s done he rolls off her. He rummages around and grabs a few coins and throws them towards the door, growling “Out”. She scrambles off the bed grabbing the coins and leaves the room. Beta Jared falls asleep, snoring loudly. I roll to my side and scramble up, once on my feet I walk to the bathroom. Having a dress and no underwear is an advantage if you want to go to the toilet and your hands are still tied behind your back.I head back to my cot and lie down, waiting for sleep to claim me. My thoughts whirl with everything that happened today; Beta Jared’s obnoxious snoring doesn't help.When oblivion finally takes me, I’m transported to a clearing in a forest. The disembodied voice seems to be chanting something this time but I can’t quite make out the words. Nevertheless, I feel the urge to join in; like I belong there.Begrudgingly I open my eyes as sunlight spills through the uncovered window. Outside, birds sing, but I am caged inside this room; my shoulders, arms and hands are somehow numb but painful at the same time.Beta Jared is still snoring loudly, naked on his back. I fantasise about smothering him with the pillow as the anger and disgust from last night reappear, threatening to choke me. The pillow is wet with his drool; his offensive cock now small and shrivelled in the cool morning air. The pig doesn’t deserve to walk this earth.While I glare at him, fantasising about how best to murder him, he slowly begins to wake.I glance away, desperate not to initiate any conversation. He grunts and I hear him scratching himself as he yawns.I stare out of the window, pretending I haven’t noticed he's awake. He stretches, and a loud fart rips through the room. Grumbling, he stumbles into the bathroom as I fight not to choke on his stench. From the bathroom I hear him sigh contentedly as he pisses like a carthorse; I hope he’s hungover. I really hope he leaves me alone.“Time for breakfast pup.” he says as he comes back into the room. “Stay here and I’ll get you something to eat. Alpha Zared wouldn’t want his newest plaything to go hungry.”He puts yesterday’s clothes on and leaves the room to fetch me breakfast. I try to get comfortable, assuming he will take his time eating first. But then the first lady we saw bustles into the room with a big breakfast, setting it down in front of me.“Beta Jared asked me to bring you this because you didn't have any dinner last night and when Alpha Zared and he are done eating you’ll be travelling again.”Her voice is friendlier now Jared isn’t here, though tinged with pity.“Hmm.” She says, taking me in “I suppose I could untie you; he was adamant I bring it to you now…” her voice trails off as she bites her lip. Then she shrugs, almost to herself, leans over and nimbly unties my hands so I can eat. Then she nods at me once and hurries from the room.That asshole. He conveniently ‘forgot’ to feed me last night and now sends up a huge breakfast so he doesn’t get into trouble with his Alpha. Prick. My eyes fill with tears of frustration as I think about what he did to me last night.Then I dive into the food. As my stomach fills with warming porridge, bread, some form of fruit conserve and cheese, I begin to feel a bit better. I down the hot herby drink and allow myself to hope life with Alpha Zared will be better than Red Star.Zared paid a pretty penny for me and Jared was too scared to touch me… so maybe I’m not foolish to breathe life into the small spark of hope bubbling in my stomach?Zared POV /Jared!/ I mindlink my beta, looking at the invite in my hand. ‘Exclusive auction of rare slaves at Manfred’s auction house. First Saturday after the full moon.’ I've already lost two concubines. I huff, I really need to do something about that. But it would only leave the twins and my appetites. require more than that. Maybe the auction will have some pretty virgins for me to acquire so I can up the numbers a bit. /Jared, we’re leaving for Manfred’s tomorrow./ Jared, my brother from another mother. Literally. My father would fuck any pussy going. I’m his only legitimate child. Hell maybe he even fucked his way through other packs, I don’t know. I’ve never known if my mother had fertility problems or if she just withheld sex from my father as a punishment for being a cheating bastard. “You never get tired of bitching about your parents do you?” My wolf Gunther interrupts my train of thought, sounding bored. “You're such a bitch - you shoulda been born a girl” “Shut up
Nomia POVThe Innkeeper was right. The moment Beta Jared returns from breakfast he grabs the chest and then grumbles something which sounds suspiciously like ‘Come!’Coupled with his glare, I don’t take too long to comply. The carriage from yesterday is waiting for us outside the Inn. Alpha Zared is already there. He looks annoyed. Alpha Zared and Beta Jared discuss pack business and travelling to other realms. I find it difficult to follow as I don’t really understand. I do learn that Alpha Zared’s pack is called Golden Claw. Only the strongest, cruellest alphas name their packs after weapons. Most name their packs after the moon goddess or her celestial bodies and hope she will provide them strength and protection. I tune back in and try to commit to memory as much information as I can. Knowledge is power, that's what the Red Star slaves always used to say. It didn’t help them much, but I can only hope. Maybe one day I’ll be free to travel to other realms? I’ll be happy and safe.
Nomia POVI'm all dolled up. I've never seen myself like this before - I don't recognise myself and I don't like it. First my name is taken, now my appearance. Exactly how much will Zared take from me? First I find I was born to be Luna of Red Star, then I was a rejected servant and now I'm a life sized doll with no name and no appearance to call my own. Beta Jared has shown me exactly where I stand in this world but I'm not sure I can accept it. I'm angry and I don't think I've been this angry before. All these men do is take - even Gertrude and Machteld violated me - playing their part in a system that's designed to break me. Alpha Zared wants my pussy and ass. That's all he's going to get. Ahriman may have rejected me but it seems I'm set to be pampered like a Luna anyway. These girls don't have to work - just look pretty and be available at a moment's notice. So Alpha Zared will take my name, my appearance, my time and my virginity. Perhaps I should be pleased that my hardshi
Zared POV My half sisters Emerald and Amethyst will take care of Aurum. As the three of them walk away, I watch. Malachite, Garnet and Ruby stand waiting and smiling. I have work to do first, since I’ve been gone for a few days with Jared. I trust Janus to run things, but there’s always something that requires my signature or decision. I smile at the girls in greeting, but walk past them and make my way to my office. There is a stack of papers waiting for me on my desk and I don’t bother holding in my sigh. People always think being an Alpha is glitz and glam. But it’s mainly paperwork. Listening to petty disputes. Mediating the less petty disputes. Occasionally fighting a war and,if you’re me, winning them. We’re all animals. And because us werewolves accept that, we choose not to weaponise our wars. Instead we largely agree to meet at a designated place; intimidate the hell out of the enemy, fight a bit, kill a few, catch even more and then sell them to slave markets to cover the
Nomia POVI stir as a soft knocking rouses me from sleep. The door cracks open without me responding and a smiling Amethyst enters the room. “Good morning Aurum! I hope you’re ready for a brand new day. I think you could call this the first day of the rest of your life.” Amethyst chirrups as she flings open the curtains. “Now, let's choose a dress.” “I’m ready” I lie. “Tsk” Amethyst tuts. “You don’t have to lie dear.” She shakes her head sadly. “I don’t know anything about your past. I won’t ask!” she interrupts her own sentence. “But you left that past behind when Alpha Zared brought you here. Your body tells me all I need to know about your previous life. Change is coming - a big change. Now get out of bed, we’ll start with your morning routine.” Surprisingly, I am somewhat reassured. So I get out of bed and follow Amethyst to my en suite bathroom. The bathtub is filled with hot water and a luscious amount of floral smelling oils. “The oils keep your skin soft, supple and fragr
Nomia povDays slowly turn into weeks. With the passing of each one, I grow more accustomed to my skincare routine, more comfortable in the dresses, more confident in heels. I learn how to play instruments, how to craft and to read. Now I no longer spend every waking minute in fear of a beating because I am not working hard enough. I have time to observe my surroundings and I start recognising patterns. I notice that when Gamma Janus comes to take Malachite to Alpha Zared she psyches herself up; dressing skimpily and putting on more makeup. The day after she has bags under her eyes and she’s even more vile. Everyone gets sneered at; she doesn't pass up any opportunity to bring someone down or say something unnecessarily mean. Her temper flares and she picks a fight with whoever will rise to the occasion. Mostly it’s Garnet.The twins react differently when Gamma Janus comes to collect them. He almost always collects both of them. Rarely just one. If he does it is mostly Garnet. Alon
Janus pov 5 months earlier/Gamma Janus! Gamma Janus! Wake up! Please wake up! Come immediately!/ the panicked voice of Amethyst wakes me. /Gamma Janus! It’s Opal and Sapphire they are… they are dead/ Amethyst's distress is palpable and startles me upright. Jumping out of bed, I grab some clothes; pulling them on as I rush to the concubine quarters. Something is clearly very wrong, as the guards let me through without question. The moment the doors open, I realise why as the stench of fresh blood overwhelms me. I run toward the bedrooms, and find Amethyst and Emerald sitting in the corridor beside the two lifeless bodies of what were, up until a few minutes ago, two beautiful kind hearted girls. Their clothes are torn, clumps of hair litter the floor around them.It's the matching silver daggers sticking out if each girl’s chest that stops me in my tracks though. Clearly, this is more than a simple cat fight gone wrong; but where the hell did these daggers come from? My wolf is re
Nomia POV I had hoped that the walk with Malachite would have changed her demeanour. That she would realise that I’m no threat to her. We’re all in the same situation and supporting each other will make all our lives more comfortable. The twins and I have created the habit of playing board or card games after dinner. Bonding without talking but by sharing looks. Even though I’m filling up nicely according to Emerald and Amethyst, I’ve not been called for by Alpha Zared. He is still relentlessly calling upon the other girls though he is now calling for the twins separately. Which gives everyone about two days recuperation time instead of one. During out daily walks I have taken to talking to whoever I’m walking with. My need to understand the power dynamics in Golden Claw in general and our little group especially outweigh the risk that I irritate someone. During a walk with Amethyst I tried to carefully voice my concern that Alpha Zared hasn’t called me. But Amethyst assured me that
Zared pov In my wildest dreams I hadn’t imagined how much and how hard work it would be to be Alpha King and father. Dysnomia demanded I also played a very active part in raising Derora and Arathorn. I was clueless how to be a ‘good father’. I only saw my father at dinner and then I was supposed to be quiet. Only when I turned 15 and my wolf was less than a year away did he start spending time with me. Grooming me to be his perfect successor. His lessons in fighting were brutal. He didn’t hold in his punches because if I found myself in a situation the opponent wouldn’t hold back either. I learned to duck and evade first. Once I had Gunther I gained strength. When I learned I could trust on Gunther's speed and experience I started throwing punches at him. So when Dysnomia handed me a very stinky Derora with an overflowing poop diaper with the words “I already had two of these today, this one is yours,” I was beyond clueless. “Goddess please help me with strength and wisdom. It’s
Dysnomia “Neptunes nipples,” I mutter to myself. I really want to finish this blanket before Derora gives birth. But the light is too dim for my poor eyesight. “Getting older is a curse. I can’t crochet for hours, my back hurts and my fingers are more crooked than the twigs of a serpentine hazel.” “Talking to yourself again?” Zared rhetorically asks as he enters the room, “I think it’s cute that you do that nowadays. Talking, or more accurately muttering, to myself is one of the most irritating things of being older. I often do it without realising. It frequently leads to over sharing of information. Even though Zared is older than me he is in a far better shape. I continue muttering under my breath ignoring Zared. He walks over and switches on a special reading lamp lamp with a magnifying glass attached we got in the human realm a few months earlier. Before we came to this era of relative peace people didn’t get this old. When I shift, which is rare nowadays, Aminta no longer
Dysnomia pov The sun peeps in through a crack in the curtains. I turn my back to the window and pull the blanket over my head. Of course I knew that having sex on a very regular basis with Zared could get me pregnant again but I’d foolishly hoped that it would take years not months. A soft knock on the door that I can but don’t want to ignore announces Austra with Derora. I sit up and plaster a smile on my face. I know the smile will be genuine in a few seconds when she hands me my little girl. Austra walks in holding my squirming little cherub. Her brown eyes have tiny golden specks showing that she too has some dragon magic. “Mwa!” Derora happily shouts out. I’m still not sure if she is trying to say ‘Mine’ or ‘Mama’. The one perk of being pregnant is that I can stay in bed and cuddle with her whilst the rest of the world is already going through the motions. I get ready with Derora playing and babbling on the bed. Once downstairs I go to my office. Zared is out hunting rebel
Dysnomia povToday Zared and I will be crowned Alpha King and Alpha Queen of ‘Regnum Lunae Lupi’. Over the past weeks we have planned this day and the future of our kingdom together. The planning has given us a common goal to work on and has significantly improved our relationship. There are still trust issues on both sides. Encouraged by Gunther and Aminta we spend time with just the three of us. Breanna, Bridget and Zared haven’t spoken since that fateful full moon. They don’t want to apologise to Zared and Zared doesn’t want to listen to their grievances. It is quite inconvenient to have the beta’s and the Alpha not communicating. That is the root cause of guilt issues on my side. I’m stuck between my mate and my best friends. They understand me and feel bad that they hurt Zared in such a way that it puts me in a difficult position with both Aminta and with Zared. But they don’t feel bad for Zared about it or the act itself. Zared on the other hand won’t admit that he deserved
Zared povI didn’t expect to sleep peacefully, I expected to lay awake, tossing and turning. My sack hurt too much, my head was a turmoil. Gunther tried his best to take away the pain but the incision was made with a silver knife. Thank the Goddess Breanna stitched it fairly neatly with a hot needle. It hurt just like the alcohol hurt. But Gunther said it will make the difference between losing my remaining testicle and maybe my life to an infection or being to live on. It will scar, silver almost always does. Even if the scars are invisible you feel them when the temperature changes or when the skin stretches. In my case I will be painfully reminded of this ordeal every time I get an erection as it will put tension on my sack. Which is at least once a day when I wake up with morning wood. The anger was indescribable. The betrayal Janus and Dysnomia committed still burns. I felt love and pride looking at the pup in Dysnimia’s arms. Gunther presented me visions of us being a happy fa
Dysnomia povMy arm hurts. After giving birth Aminta didn’t have enough in her to heal it. It was bone deep. I shudder at the idea that it wasn't my arm but Derora that received the full blow. Breanna and Bridget informed me they had dragged a barely resisting Zared to the dungeon. He is in the same cell that Ahriman occupied. When Breanna and Bridget mind link me again with the question if they can torture him I hesitate. He is my mate after all. Part of me can’t blame him for what he did. He has been trying so hard the last months to get in my good books to earn my forgiveness. There were even times when I thought I could leave the past behind me and find happiness with Zared. It would never be the all consuming love that I felt, no feel, for Janus but it could have been a good life for both of us. /No don’t torture him just yet. Let me think. I’m a mess right now,/ I answer them. Should I kill Zared for the attempted murder of the heir of our yet to be named Kingdom? “You thoug
Zared povI knew most of the Alpha’s would use the time between signing the treaty and Dysnomia and I coming to their packs to merge them to strengthen their defences. Luckily for us they had no allies to fall back on. The vampires and Fae kept to themselves luckily for us. Fighting them isn’t impossible but it comes at a price. The price being the lives of warriors. “It was good to kill those four Alpha’s though. I was like the good old times when we were young and wild,” Gunther tries to sound like he’s reminiscing about old times. Instead he sounds a little too sarky. “We’re still young and wild as we’re out here in the pouring rain rounding up rogues to see if they want to become law abiding citizens of our new, yet to be named Kingdom.” “True and most don’t so we get to kill them,” Gunther doesn’t even try to hide his enthusiasm over the number of rogues we killed in the past days. Those who did want to join were mostly young, having escaped slavery and a few mates that couldn’
Dysnomia povZared and I are nearing the borders of Alpha Williams’ Silver Blood pack to induct the pack member in what is now still Golden Claw. We have brought a considerable number of warriors with us as Aminta, Zared and Gunther are convinced Alpha William will have barricaded himself in and fight instead of honouring the treaty.I had hoped to manage a peaceful assimilation and even offered them to become our advisors and let them keep their sex slaves to manage that. The moment we are at the borders we are denied access by the guards. Zared and I have agreed that there will be no second chances for any of the alpha’s should they try to back. I know Zared was hoping that at least one would back out so he could show them that he is still the strongest Alpha. The hunt to find Alpha William is on. /Team Gold! Join me into the heart of the territory. We are hunting down William, when you find him you will incapacitate him and notify me. We are going for a public execution of a tr
Zared pov It was an eye opener to hear that Dysnomia wants me to experience the same things she did. But what she isn’t taking into account is that I have the mate bond pushing me towards her. Maybe, more importantly, I’m not her. I can endure to achieve a goal. My goal is and always has been to be the most powerful alpha. I needed her to be able to kill Ahriman and I didn’t even know it at the time. I assumed I would need her power. But I needed her to get Ahriman into Golden Claw where I could capture and then kill him. Another difference is that I, unlike women, don’t think too much about things. I enjoy the sensation of her massaging my prostate. Yes, it’s slightly awkward especially with Celeste watching and coaching Dysnomia but I park those thoughts. “That doesn’t make it easier to earn her forgiveness,” Gunther dryly remarks. “We need her to achieve our goals.” “With Ahriman gone, we no longer need her. The few remaining Alpha’s we can handle by ourselves..”“Getting rid