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#Chapter 53 Thinking about you kissing me
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Tyler POV
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"Is water fine with you?"
Rachel preferred white wine to red; I had never figured out if her preference was because she genuinely favored the taste of white or she wanted to spite me as red was my favorite. Since she was pregnant, I couldn't rely on a glass of wine to distract us before our meal arrived.
"Yes, water is great. Sparkling? Do you have sparkling?"
I wasn't sure where the hesitance was coming from with her, but she spoke with a quiet murmur I found I couldn't stop craving.
If I had been dealing with Wynd, I would have blamed my wolf for the need to assert my dominance. Alpha tendencies could cause aggressive behavior at any time. I often felt the need to dominate others even if no one was challenging me.
Wynd slept completely silent inside me though so all my cravings were my own for the first time since before I shifted.
I waited on the waiter to return wit
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