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Desire for her

Author: Author Alice
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-03 13:53:58

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My head snapped in her direction.

Her tone softened, "I understand that you're reluctant to have us involved, but like it or not, it is our choice to remain invested in you and your future. We're not going anywhere. So, to keep us as safe as possible, I need you to share the details. I'm sorry you're hurt by having to relive ancient pain, but it must be done."

Resignation washed over me. They weren't going to let it go, and I couldn't argue Darcie's logic. A pit grew in my stomach, churning. I inhaled slowly, trying to prepare myself for conversation I really didn't want to have.

In and out.

In and out.

My lip quivered as I began, "I'm a bastard pup."

Langdon growled at my description. Darcie silenced him with a look. I continued shakily, "Alpha sentenced both my mother and me to be shunned by the pack. We were allowed to live, but never allowed to interact...to never have friends..." My voice broke. Tongue thick, I swallowed and wiped away a tear that breached my eyelashes.

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Something tells me she is not a bastard pup. The Alpha wanted her mother and she said no because she found her mate and Alpha killed him.
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