Alder pov I had a sincere feeling in my house that my wife is not really believed everything that I told her about what I've been doing yesterday so that the same time it was something that had crafted so cleverly that it would be hard for her to easily said that it didn't make any sense after all I had looked through possible scenarios of how our conversation was going to go and had settled down on this and luckily for me it had worked out without her asking too many questions but I can see that she was still angry with me but what could I do about it at this present situations everything was just complicated between the two of us and it was not as if we were having personal disagreements but it was because of all these external factors that were retreating into our marriage. he used to be far more patient with me in the past was because she was still suspecting that I was responsible for the death of her people that have been killed because of that person that I upload all of th
Cassi pov The feeling of shame that took over every single fibre of my body when I saw my husband beating of my friend could not be described in any way whatsoever because I have not expected him to show up if I have not even told him that I was going to be leaving and I had to come through extra precautions to make sure that he did not even notice that I was leaving the palace at all and yet he had been able to trace me down here for something to where u was. And then all of a sudden it started to punch my friend out of the blue without even a good explanation to why he was doing it so I seriously doubt that there was going to be an explanation to it I took my friend over to the hospital and they had bruises and injuries all over his face while you was nothing too serious yet I consider that if I had not been there at that moment he would have probably kept punching him until it escalated into something else I asked it also if they keep checking for a concussion and they did but I
Alder pov I couldn't imagine that I had made such a foolish mistake I have begun to wonder if everything that I've been thinking about all this time have just been my own imagination and nothing about it was actually related to the truth as all as I settle down and roll on the bed from side-to-side trying to find a little bit of solace but it was evading me so seriously that I couldn't even think of any way that I would be able to find it. If all the suspicion that I have been having all this were nothing more than my own imagination that will mean that I had to just punch that innocent man and beating him for no reason at all other than the fact that I could not differentiate between my imagination and reality and it made my heart feel as if it was going to be squished inside of my chest the way it was. I felt so ashamed of myself and I didn't know what to do I kept apologizing to my mate but I knew this time a couple of apologies was not going to be enough to solve the bridge th
Alder pov I was just sitting in my car overwhelmed with shock when I saw her initially I thought that she had been here to look for me but then I wonder what kind of clairvoyant power she had been able to possess that could allow her to know that I was going to be at the hospital and even arrive before me so we did is I was able to lift my head a little bit with the assurance that she did not even know that, but then I began to ask myself that if she wasn't here for me by talking with she at the hospital? glancing down at my wrist watch I decided that I had some time to spare and I will find out just exactly what she was doing here because of the short time that I did not that woman he had never done anything without anything like an ulterior motive behind it and so I needed to know exactly what she was planning and if it was something that I would have to stop her because I could guess that she did not have the best plans at hand after I have left her I did not have any intention
Alder pov He waving his hand about as if he was trying to kill a fly. He told me that our relationship was doomed to fail and there was no point in dragging a dead corpse and I should just accept that it was never going to work out no matter how badly I needed it to. I had come here to apologize that I found out I was getting even more angry by the second was passing by I told him that I heard more than enough of him and I was going to leave now and then he asked me what my response was to everything that you have been saying I looked over to him and told him that I had no intention of ever divorcing my wife and I was going to make sure that our marriage works no matter how hard it was no matter how much I had to suffer. And then he began to laugh me telling me that I was not the one that was suffering in this marriage but it said it was my wife. She was the one that was constantly crying every day over this marriage and the fact that I couldn't see it means that I was a selfish man
Cassi pov I was not feeling well rested after everything that had happened that day so I decided that I was going to go and pay another visit to my friend after all that was the least I could do for him after I was the one that's practically put him in the hospital because of my irresponsible husband I had spoken to my parents and ask them what was the worst thing that could be done to a king since naturally he was not put under the same laws as ordinary wolves. my parents immediately asked me what my husband had done that would cause such a reaction from me I have done my very best to make sure that the problems that had been happening in the park had been kept secret from them when they have returned from their trip and I have to say I was doing a very good job because at no point did they ever call me to ask me if something was going wrong all and Miss whenever we had a conversation together it was always one where they congratulated me for everything that I have been doing and
Alder pov I couldn't really understand how things had gotten this way between the two of us before I remember being so happy with my wife even if it was for just a brief period of time we will wake up in each other's arms and we will be so excited for just that me a fact that we will be able to glance into each other's house first thing in the morning. just the times that we had this brief period of peace in our relationship but now they felt so far away as if they have happened hundreds of years ago and now I had been thrown into a present situation that was so far away from the one that I had before I began to wonder if it's even happened at all or if I was just simply had a strange dream that had convinced me that my life had been that good at one point maybe it was just an hallucination all that happiness because how could I make us all happy and at the same time so depressed and frustrated? even as the guards were dragging me past her in the hospital she did not look at me on
Cassi pov I had lost my husband in the dungeon for some time now and I sent a guard everyday to ask him if he was willing to admit to his crimes and the every single day they got returned to me to give me the same answer that he was not willing to admit claiming that the only thing he had done before was that he had punched and assaulted my friend and there was nothing more than that and even that was too sore to the ears. I wouldn't have been so worried if he's obnoxious anger was the most that I had to worry for however it wasn't I decided that I was not going to be beating around the bush anymore before I have been wondering why I was going to trust between him and my friend but I decided that I was going to push my emotions to the side and just trust my friend because apparently he was the only one that seems to be functioning properly between the two men after all we are not going to head to forcefully attack my mate because of any reason even though he had been suspicious as w
Cassi pov I had let down my guard more than expected because the two of them soon spotted me and then shifted into the wolf forms and began to chase me. I turned around and ran, my breath becoming ragged with every step I took. Fighting with them was not going to be an easy task. I was already outnumbered and I already knew how capable my former trainer was, I didn't know how strong Danielle really was but I was not able to find out. Unfortunately this was not a choice that I would get to make as I kept turning around to check how close they were to me I wasn't able to focus on everything in front of me and I ended up bumping into a tree, this immediately threw me off guard and while I was struggling to regain myself it's all of them surrounded me and my former trainer pounced on me. "Now why am I not even surprised to see you here, you are always showing up when you are not wanted like a pest…" he said to me in mind link. "...maybe you would have been able to live longer if yo
Cassi pov I had to place my palm over my mouth so that the gasp that was coming out will not be heard by the two of them beyond the bushes standing there was Daniella and the person that was approaching her was someone that I had trusted for so long. My former personal trainer, Hanson by the time he got close enough to her he wrapped his hands around her waist and then he pulled her in for a passionate kiss that lasted for so long until he finally pulled away and both of them looked breathless and their faces flushed while I was struggling not to throw up in the bushes that I was hiding in. "What took you so long?"she asked him."...I have been waiting for you so patiently ,"he ran his fingers through her hair."And I appreciate you for that after all what would I do without you?"The more I looked at them the more I fell into deeper denial that what I was seeing in front of me was reality. I even pinched myself and when I glanced over it was still the same. I had literally expect
Cassi pov I had expected my visit to this place to turn out in many different ways, however I didn't think that I would be having dinner with my husband's ex-wife but I guess I have been in more awkward situations in my life. While the food was being made we sat at the table together and then she poured me a glass of wine quite generously as well. I was staring at the glass suspiciously for a long time without thinking and then she laughed covering her mouth and told me that it wasn't poisoned. I looked up at her with shock covering my facial features but I guess I shouldn't have been blown away that she was able to notice my obvious reaction. "If it makes you feel any better I can switch glasses with you," She said still wearing that smile on her face that appeared to be warm but was so very cold that it made me shiver a little bit. "That will not be necessary…"I said to her, as I took the wine glass from the table gently sniffing out the smell while I tipped the glass arou
Cassi pov I didn't think that I was going to be emotional when I saw my former home again it has been so long even though it had only been two years it felt like it had already been 20 since I last saw it I remember that's the reason I come here was to look for my mate and then I have seen him with another woman even then I decided that it was going to be a good idea to pursue him later on maybe I deserve to the suffering that came to me because I couldn't just open my eyes to see that that man was not meant for me even if it was something that was meant to be it will be at a great cost as well and yet I was not ready to sacrifice that. I was wearing a cloak so that I would not be easily recognised and I could blend into the crowd while I was sure that nobody recognised me I am very sure that I was also not blending into the crowd from how everybody was glancing at me every chance they got looking at me as if I was some kind of exotic attraction that they couldn't comprehend maybe
Alder pov Most of the passing nights, I was dreaming of my wife. I could barely remember where we would meet or what we would say to each other all of that was usually nothing more than a messy blur. All I knew was that she would be desperately trying to kill me and then I would try to stop her convincing her that I was not against her but I was on her side more than anybody else more than the fake friend that was pretending as if he cared about her when it was actually a facade to mask what his real plans were… Just thinking about it made me sick to my stomach that man was around my mate but through the spy that I had working as a double agent he told me that my wife had actually become very close to him and they were not behaving as friends anymore but rather casual enemies to each other. Now this both relieved me and made me even more worried because it meant that he was probably getting closer to his school and so he found a little reason to remain with his facade meaning
Cassi povAs the spice I was sending will not give me any results I decided that I was going to return to my former home and they look for my husband personally. I decided to avoid my family in order to avoid any unnecessary encounters. I still cared about them but maybe it was better than they thought I was dead for now because I was still not ready to meet them after the years that have passed. Despite how well they had treated him at the end of what could have been my life they were the ones that are mostly push me to my limit, if it wasn't by the slimmest of chances that I was actually a princess then I would have just rotted way at the bottom of that cliff and nobody would have been able to find me. My husband always used to tell me that everybody was always desperately looking for me for the longest time, especially my brother. He told me that sometimes he would go out to look for me throughout the years that passed. He told me in one of such occasion it was raining ca
Cassi pov there was a certain heaviness that settled in my heart when I was returning back to the palace knowing that my husband was not going to be there it was the same kind of pain I had every night sleeping in that bed in a long cold and lonely knowing that he was not going to show up. I have loved this man with so much passion that I didn't know how to live my life without loving him without showing him the same endearment but why should not treat me the same way? Why was it so difficult for him to treat me right? Why do he feel so physically drained to do it? Did he think that I enjoyed the suffering that he always put me through? My car was driving through the policy and anyway I felt like I was going back into a kind of prison that has been designed especially for me, I love my position as the Queen and being there for my people and serving them but social situations like this made it so dreadful for me. As I was heading up to my chamber anybody that saw me will s
Cassi povMy jaw fell to the floor when I realized that my parents had been deceived before I could even speak to them. "What did you tell my parents?" I demanded to know and the only thing he did was shrug lightly and said that he only told them the truth and nothing else. just that my parents called my name and they told me that they knew everything that has been happening from my husband's escape the crimes he was supposed to have committed and then my summoning by the high Court. I could hear the disappointment in both of their voices as they were speaking and I could feel it telling me apart just listening to it because this wasn't what I wanted my fingers fell on my lap and began to shake terribly knowing that they were probably disgusted by my actions. the two last people I could rely on you to stop seeing me as your daughter and just see a fool that they had mistakenly placed on the throne, there was a reason that I was intentionally holding back all of this from them
Alder pov "So this is it…" I said anything that both sounded like a question and a statement as I looked across the traitor that was not helping me and he nodded his head frantically."I could have not made any of this up…' he said leaning from his chair, almost standing up at this point."I'm telling the truth.. I'm on your side!" This was a sentence that he had repeated to me practically a hundred times since he supposedly helped me out of the prison."... I'm going to be frank with you,"I said to him, my fingers tapping on the table as I looked at the evidence that he had presented to me."... when all of this settles down he will still be punished for involving yourself with those murderers even if you didn't personally kill anyone," I could see his face immediately drag down to the floor when I said that and his eyes were not able to look towards me again then in a voice that was just a little above a whisper he asked me."... but my family will be safe right? they will not be