Cassi pov I waited for the shock to settle in him, patiently as I wàs sipping on the tea that had been prepared for me. When he was finally able to speak again he sounded like he was ready to pass out at that very second. "Queen Cassandra, keeping him alive is already going to be hard enough but now you eve-" I cut him off by raising up my hand after freeing it from the cup of tea that I had been holding at that second. "I know it will be hard…I'm not daft, I'm sure that the high Court won't even let me sit down first before they call me over to be drilling me…but all of this has taught me how to handle them…" After I said this I could see that he was digging through his mind for a good reason to discourage me from the decision that I was about to make but I told him not to bother with that at all. I was going to bring him along with me. I had already made that decision with all of my heart and there was nothing that was going to change it no matter what he said there was not go
Cassi pov As I lay next to him on the ground that was wrapped up in layers of clothes I began to regret my decision to spend the night together but I decided that I was already far away to consider running again now and I will have to accept it that way. His eyes were closed and he looked quite peaceful but at the same time he was also very handsome and I wanted to hold myself back but I could not anymore and I swept my hands across his hair I wish he was as ugly as I had pictured him in my mind so I could find a way to hit him a little bit easier but he was so terribly attractive all the time that it broke my heart. Ever since I found out that this man was my mate that I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with you had made sure that I suffered even up to this point I was still suffering because of him I hope I was in a different way and the tables have turned around and things were no longer the same as it was before I was no longer the girl that could not shift and had no
Cassi pov "You can't keep him…" This is the meeting that I expected it would eventually happen, the members of the high Court were not placed with me and I was not surprised because they were not really the type of smile with me most of the time initially when they were informed that I had in won the war the hard the cheekiest of smiles as if they had been the one to encourage me in the first place when they have been nothing more than pillars and obstacles that I had to cross. All about the smiles in their faces are immediately evacuated when they found out that I had kept the alpha of the werewolves alive they are probably expecting me to immediately execute him on the spot and initially that was the thought that they were having that I had brought him over here to still have his execution done with their approval but surprisingly enough that was not my plan at all for him and I watched their faces go through different stages of denial until finally the head of the high Court po
Cassi pov As I was stepping out of the hall that the high Court usually summoned me to I was welcomed outside with a disapproving look from my former trainer. His lips were tight and his hands were crossed together as his eyes remained on me until I was finally down the steps and standing next to him. He had come along with me for what reason in particular I was not really sure but I guess it's satisfied a little bit of his anxiety he said that it was possible that they might decide to take my throne for me because of the decision I was making but I assured him that the word documents that were in my side that proves that if I won the war I will be able to keep my throne. Well I have kept my own part of the bargain and brought in a landslide victory, so I did not expect any questions on what else I was going to do. "Queen Cassandra," he called after me as I started heading over to my car, I looked back at him eating plans before returning my eyes back to the car that I was headin
Cassi pov I looked at him with incredulity running through my eyes trying to understand what he just said because it was not making any sense to me at all and I almost laughed if it wasn't for how serious his expression was on his face so I settled comfortably on the bed facing him completely with my entire body and asking him what he meant by that. "I know you are having an affair and I have evidence to back it up…" he said confidently looking back at me with a hurt expression on his face that was still balanced up with determination and stubbornness too I couldn't help but to be amused. I should have told him the truth from that moment but I had to admit to myself that seeing him jealous like this was a guilty pleasure of mine and I wasn't afraid to indulge in it just a little bit. I whipped my hair behind my ear and then asked him to show me the evidence that he was so badly hurt yourself and then he turned around shifting a little bit on the bed and picking up a boxer at the
Cassi pov An entire week had passed ever since the war, and honestly it felt like a dream before it was as if I was sinking into an abyss that will never end but somehow I have been able to dig out of it and find the light the high Court had been put in their Lane and they knew that they were not supposed to mess with me and I was able to get my husband back not only that but the people greatly approved of what I did. I mean they thought that the only reason why I was keeping him was just to embarrass him and to humiliate him as a war price, and if that was enough imagination to keep them sleeping well and waking up well and I was satisfied with that, the details of our relationship did not really matter that much to me and people who think whatever they wanted as long as it didn't change you how we felt about each other. I made sure that the warriors that have gone to war with me regularly war did for everything that they did and for the ones that have died I visited their familie
Cassi pov Since I could not build up the courage to ask him directly I decided that I was going to find an indirect way of getting the truth out of him at this point he would have no reason to lie to me right? I believe that we are past the stages of lies and packing and we could finally be ourselves around each other or at least that's what I was hoping for because if we couldn't even have that then I couldn't imagine us having a future at all. So while we were having breakfast together I decided to pop the question. "I want us to get married again are you in?" He nearly almost choked on his omelette when I said that and the reaction on his face was almost too entertaining to feel regret but I felt so bad and I stood up and patted him on his back so that he could relax a little bit and he looked at me blinking his eyes rapidly as if he was trying to wrap his head around what I just said but I couldn't blame him since it was a lot and I should have probably waited till he didn't h
Alder pov "Are you sure that you really want to go?" Cassi ask me for the millionth time and I told you to have with a smile on my face and assured her that I definitely wanted to come along with her, she seem to be very hesitant about bringing me along to this condolence trip even though she was the one that suggested it in the first place. I guess it was hard to figure out why maybe there was something that was discomforting how about this entire situation but I would have to find out later and that was if she told me if not I feel like I will be mostly left in the dark about everything we both got into the car that was going to take us to the bereaved families and I focused myself on her facial expressions she seem to glance to me from one time to another as if she was trying to catch me off-guard doing something that she did not expect and whenever she was unable to find anything she will look rather disappointed. I wasn't really sure how to really pin it down but it was str