Cassi pov We were able to visit most of the families that we had planned out that day but I could see that my husband was becoming drained and he seem to be deep in thought as well when I asked him about it as we returned to the car he told me it was nothing to worry about brandishing one of his charming smiles and the fact that he felt he needed me to relax in that moment made me to be even more suspicious but I decided to let it slide since there was no point in stressing it anymore. We were halfway back home when I got a call from my former personal trainer I had not heard from him recently after I had to settle matters with the high Court and then I answered the call and I asked him if there was a problem then with a soft tone he responded to me why he needed a problem to call his friend and he just wants to be checking up on me and how I was doing. "I tried visiting some of the killings…" My heart sank a little bit as I thought about the sadness that was in all of the homes
Alder pov As we walked out of the car I pondered telling her more about my discovery but I didn't want to trouble her not to mention that if She had not noticed that somebody was betraying her at this point it was quite doubtful that telling her will make much of a difference. Well except for making her worry and suspect everyone that was around her. I believed that if somebody was acting suspiciously enough then she would definitely have brought the person out but whoever was planning this, whoever had gone behind her back was definitely somebody that was close to her and close enough that she would not even come down for a second that this person was responsible for all the killings. I got out of the car and then I opened up the other door for her so that she could step out while I tried not to get too overwhelmed in my thoughts today has been quite depressing going to all those bereaved families who didn't deserve to lose someone like that and it pains me to think that deep
Cassi pov I became so nervous at that moment that I even begun to ration my breathing without realising it and I lived closer this was intentional even though I was already close to his to hear whatever he had to say there was this long awkward silence between the two of us as I waited with my heart in my throat for whatever he was going to say. But my mind was telling me that he was finally going to admit to his crimes maybe it was because of the families that we had visited that had finally pushed him to say the truth that was I was waiting for. Then when he lips finally parted he said something that I was not expecting at all."Have I told you how much I love you today?" The statement took me so off guard and my cheeks immediately went blazing red as I reached up my pants to cover them but it was already too late and he saw them I became so nervous that I even forgot the earlier question that I asked you as he pressed a kiss to my hair it was as if all the thoughts that I had i
Cassi pov"Can we make this quick my husband is waiting for me?" I was surprised to get a text from Hanson or maybe I was just hoping that you would have to text so I could have avoided this conversation with him just a little bit more but then I decided that it was just pissed that we addressed the elephant in the room instead of ignoring it. And to get my good side he had even invited me to a restaurant that both of us often came to together because we both loved the food and usually when we were here we would laugh and smile however when I was looking at him now there was no smile on my face and I hope he know why. Unfortunately he seem mostly oblivious to the fact that I was in a bad mood and just smiled while we ordered our food then after eating I was hoping that we would get into the main issue but he started talking about random things that did not even have anything to do with what had cost him to interrupt me and my husband because I severely doubt that he had waited with
Alder pov As I was waiting for my wife I began to reconsider my decision of telling her the truth or not cuz it's better to make her more aware instead of allowing her to suspect that I was keeping another secret from her because from the looks of things it would be natural for anyone to suspect that I was the one that had arranged to scale his but I was actually innocent meaning that I had to push the blame over to someone else not that I was actually responsible for any of the killings but even so I knew that she was probably troubled and wanted to ask me about this afternoon I seriously wanted from the way she showed affection to her people that she was just constantly sleeping with a man that could have possibly killed several of them as a petty attempt of getting back at her but I guess she was just keeping all of this to myself right now even though I was worried for her. someone was capable of doing something so horrible must have at least a good amount of resources at his or
Cassi pov As I returned already told myself deep in my heart so that I could not keep on lying to myself anymore this was a secret that was eating me over live there was no way that I could be sleeping in the same bed as a man without first confirming that he was not the one that was responsible for the death of a lot of my people and it truly was responsible I decided that the best thing to do was just to end our marriage altogether. it was true that I loved him a lot but I also had a duty to my people that I had to confirm and there was no way that I could just be sleeping with a man that had caused so much pain to my people and if you are being heartless enough to actually give consolation for the people that he had killed their family members without drinking and then they was really a lot to be said about it that was definitely not good and I needed to know the truth so when I return back from its careful Russian steps I made it over to a bedroom but he was no longer there I
Alder pov The night finally came and when I was sure that my wife is sleeping I left the bed and I crept out of the bedroom and went out into the garden so that I will be able to think a little bit better honestly right now I was so confused about everything I thought that's when I told her the truth it will make her mind easier or at least you'll be more alert to whatever dangers were possibly approaching her but instead of making her arrested I only made her to feel trouble and now she was probably suspecting that anybody in her life could be playing with her feelings I'm trying to manipulate her. Honestly I felt so bad because of that I was only trying to make her problems later and this was exactly why I had held back on the truth before because I wasn't sure about how she was going to react and just like how I disrespected things have gone downhill instead of things to be better between the two of us it's felt as if I've created a huge wall because the bottle of feelings that
Cassi pov Last night had been strangely calm between the two of us, okay maybe that word didn't really capture the passion of the night after my husband carried me to bed bridal style and then our primal needs could not be held back anymore especially in the cold of the night. In a flash all of our clothes found themselves pooled on the floor and then the only thing between the two of us were our burning skin in the cold night, I had been holding out on my desires for quite some time now a lot of things attributed to this and I couldn't really pain one down exactly but all of them seem to affect me so whenever you desire seem to be growing inside of me it felt as if it was caused by those emotions that I was feeling with a background and I was not able to initiate or reciprocate anything in bed at one point I was even beginning to think that we would have to sleep on you cuz I thought you like that would have been far too awfully strange. however I wasn't really sure how we goi