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Rejected Lycan Mate Nightmare
Alder's POV I woke up that morning from a very disturbing nightmare inside of my dream I saw that girl that could never be my mate because she was far too weak she was standing at the end of the cliff and then she was calling out my name over and over again I looked at her and told her that she should get away from the cliff but the more I spoke to her the more she was going further at the edge and I found my heart racing as if it was going to explode with anxiety. "What's the hell do you think you are doing?! get away from that place!" I yelled at her trying to scream at the top of my voice but it came out like a whisper and then she said in a soft voice that almost sounded as if it was coming from the wind and not from her lips and she spoke saying that it was all my fault and then he allowed herself to fall down the cliff as a rush after her and by the time I got there are strands of hair with everything I was able to cash but then they slept past my fingers and i screamed out he
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate New trainer
Cassi POV As we were stepping out of the hospital I felt like I was totally over the moon at that moment yes everything was finally working out in my life even though I missed my friends and my foster family and someone else whose name I tried to remove out of my mind and my heart and filled each and every time I was so happy with my biological family too. They were so happy that we had reunited together after many years of being separated and looking for me desperately and I was glad that they had hoped for me even when I was beginning to doubt myself. As we arrived home they soon realise that I had other questions on my mind and that was one thing I liked about both of them they will always looking at me and trying to figure out what was on my mind and how to help me if I looked worried I realise that eventually this attention might get a little suffocating but for now I appreciated it with all of my heart. We were in the dining area having lunch when my father asked me if there
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate A bit distracted
Cassi POV It was another day of training but my trainer had noticed that I looked a little distracted and then when I was hiking I almost fell and he had to stretch out his hand to grab my wrist and pull me back up before I would fall down on my face when he pulled me back he asked me what the problem was. In a way my trainer reminded me of my brother and we got along very well. He was very patient with me and whenever I was beginning to lose hope or get discouraged he was always there to cheer me up. As a result I was always putting my best into my training but today I was slacking off which was not like me and so I could understand why he was concerned initially I didn't want to bother him with my worries because I didn't want it to look as if I was ungrateful for what I had. My biological parents literally treated me like a princess and I waited on hand and foot. Everyone respected me and I was no longer the outcast that everyone looked down on and treated like trash every singl
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate News about my mate
Cassi POV I was barely able to catch any sleep that night the reason was very obvious I was excited to hear about how my mate was doing and of course my family and friends and I was hoping in my heart that he had not found someone else but I tried to wave it off telling myself that it was an irrational fear even though he refused to accept the bond between the two of us I would never truly reject it. We were going to be together for the rest of our lives that I was sure of no matter what happened. Now I was no longer a non shifter, not only did I belong to another powerful species of shifters but I was also royalty to surely now I will be good enough to stand by his side. The thought made me really my bed for several hours with excitement until I was finally able to succumb to a few hours of sleep, when I was finally awake I had showed more excitement then I had done in an entire month and my parents were very happy to see that my mood had finally lifted up from the dumps where it
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate Sneaking out
Cassi POV Sneaking was not as easy as I planned it out to be, my parents seem to be watching me like a hawk and they wouldn't let me out of their sight any housing they went to they would always pull me along with them and I appreciated that they were trying to include me in the society that I should have been born in and raised in the first place but I really needed to go and check up on my mate and make sure that he was not married off to someone else in my absence. I was not the weakling that he had known before now I was a respected princess and he will definitely be able to love me now that I had proven that I was worth something. I knew that he had been worried about me that I would probably be attacked if it was officially found out that I was his mate by the other females that wanted to have him all to themselves and so obviously he had done everything I could to protect me away from their cruelty as results that was why he was being cruel to me himself but I had forgotten a
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate His voice
Cassi POV"I had a feeling that I was going to find you out here and I was right after all…." A smile ran across my face when I heard his voice entering into my ear and then I grabbed onto the branch that I was sitting on and looked down at him it was my trainer I was guessing that eventually he will come and check up on me and then I jumped down from the tree without any problem at all as if I had a culturally stepped down from a stair down to another one. "You know you really shouldn't bother with me so much I'm a hopeless case…" "Are you saying that I should just give up on my Queen like that?" I smiled and took the container of water that they are brought along with him I had forgotten to bring my own container and I immediately up to down the entire bottle as if I was in healing the water inside of it before thanking him once again for it two years that passed since that's terrible incidents initially had spent sometimes crying out my eyeballs unable to get over the fact tha
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate Pounding heart
Cassi POV My heart was pounding and the blood on my trainers body was beginning to trip on my fur but of course I wasn't worried about the Elegance of mine wolf right now but rather the person that was on my back and when I finally I manage to arrive at the park the first thing I did was take him over to a hospital and after I had gotten help for him explaining what had happened to him to the doctor's everyone was admiring my Lycan. it was then that I realised that I had actually underestimated just how beautiful my wife was because when my parents were little called and they came over to the hospital to see what was happening they were so shocked when they saw me and my mother literally burst into tears after happiness and she hugged me but that time I've been able to get a bath and so the fur on me was no longer stained. The doctor that was taking care of my trainer came out and said that he was going to be okay that there was no need for any stitches the injuries that he had got
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Rejected Lycan Mate Support my parents
Cassi POV Now that I have the support of my parents and they have announced all over the entire Kingdom that I will soon be revealing my mate to everyone, I decided that it was about time for me to get into work and decide what to do. In the two years that I have spent in this kingdom I had try my best open up my heart's to somebody else that will take care of me but unfortunately that was not the case at all because everyone that I meant I always found myself comparing them to my previous meat and no matter how hard I tried they kept falling short each and every time that I tried and so I haven't really give up on trying to meet somebody that would match the energy that's my mates gave me he was someone that had been specially she wasn't for me by the moon goddess and nobody will be able to come into the same level with him eventually I give up I decided to invest all of my energy into my training altogether. I was thinking about what to do in my study when all of a sudden he got
Last Updated : 2023-02-27
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Rejected Lycan Mate Happy ending at last
Cassi pov I had let down my guard more than expected because the two of them soon spotted me and then shifted into the wolf forms and began to chase me. I turned around and ran, my breath becoming ragged with every step I took. Fighting with them was not going to be an easy task. I was already outnumbered and I already knew how capable my former trainer was, I didn't know how strong Danielle really was but I was not able to find out. Unfortunately this was not a choice that I would get to make as I kept turning around to check how close they were to me I wasn't able to focus on everything in front of me and I ended up bumping into a tree, this immediately threw me off guard and while I was struggling to regain myself it's all of them surrounded me and my former trainer pounced on me. "Now why am I not even surprised to see you here, you are always showing up when you are not wanted like a pest…" he said to me in mind link. "...maybe you would have been able to live longer if yo
Rejected Lycan Mate Panic
Cassi pov I had to place my palm over my mouth so that the gasp that was coming out will not be heard by the two of them beyond the bushes standing there was Daniella and the person that was approaching her was someone that I had trusted for so long. My former personal trainer, Hanson by the time he got close enough to her he wrapped his hands around her waist and then he pulled her in for a passionate kiss that lasted for so long until he finally pulled away and both of them looked breathless and their faces flushed while I was struggling not to throw up in the bushes that I was hiding in. "What took you so long?"she asked him."...I have been waiting for you so patiently ,"he ran his fingers through her hair."And I appreciate you for that after all what would I do without you?"The more I looked at them the more I fell into deeper denial that what I was seeing in front of me was reality. I even pinched myself and when I glanced over it was still the same. I had literally expect
Rejected Lycan Mate Disbelieve
Cassi pov I had expected my visit to this place to turn out in many different ways, however I didn't think that I would be having dinner with my husband's ex-wife but I guess I have been in more awkward situations in my life. While the food was being made we sat at the table together and then she poured me a glass of wine quite generously as well. I was staring at the glass suspiciously for a long time without thinking and then she laughed covering her mouth and told me that it wasn't poisoned. I looked up at her with shock covering my facial features but I guess I shouldn't have been blown away that she was able to notice my obvious reaction. "If it makes you feel any better I can switch glasses with you," She said still wearing that smile on her face that appeared to be warm but was so very cold that it made me shiver a little bit. "That will not be necessary…"I said to her, as I took the wine glass from the table gently sniffing out the smell while I tipped the glass arou
Rejected Lycan Mate She's never seen me
Cassi pov I didn't think that I was going to be emotional when I saw my former home again it has been so long even though it had only been two years it felt like it had already been 20 since I last saw it I remember that's the reason I come here was to look for my mate and then I have seen him with another woman even then I decided that it was going to be a good idea to pursue him later on maybe I deserve to the suffering that came to me because I couldn't just open my eyes to see that that man was not meant for me even if it was something that was meant to be it will be at a great cost as well and yet I was not ready to sacrifice that. I was wearing a cloak so that I would not be easily recognised and I could blend into the crowd while I was sure that nobody recognised me I am very sure that I was also not blending into the crowd from how everybody was glancing at me every chance they got looking at me as if I was some kind of exotic attraction that they couldn't comprehend maybe
Rejected Lycan Mate missing her
Alder pov Most of the passing nights, I was dreaming of my wife. I could barely remember where we would meet or what we would say to each other all of that was usually nothing more than a messy blur. All I knew was that she would be desperately trying to kill me and then I would try to stop her convincing her that I was not against her but I was on her side more than anybody else more than the fake friend that was pretending as if he cared about her when it was actually a facade to mask what his real plans were… Just thinking about it made me sick to my stomach that man was around my mate but through the spy that I had working as a double agent he told me that my wife had actually become very close to him and they were not behaving as friends anymore but rather casual enemies to each other. Now this both relieved me and made me even more worried because it meant that he was probably getting closer to his school and so he found a little reason to remain with his facade meaning
Rejected Lycan Mate Together on the bed
Cassi povAs the spice I was sending will not give me any results I decided that I was going to return to my former home and they look for my husband personally. I decided to avoid my family in order to avoid any unnecessary encounters. I still cared about them but maybe it was better than they thought I was dead for now because I was still not ready to meet them after the years that have passed. Despite how well they had treated him at the end of what could have been my life they were the ones that are mostly push me to my limit, if it wasn't by the slimmest of chances that I was actually a princess then I would have just rotted way at the bottom of that cliff and nobody would have been able to find me. My husband always used to tell me that everybody was always desperately looking for me for the longest time, especially my brother. He told me that sometimes he would go out to look for me throughout the years that passed. He told me in one of such occasion it was raining ca
Rejected Lycan Mate My lovely wife
Cassi pov there was a certain heaviness that settled in my heart when I was returning back to the palace knowing that my husband was not going to be there it was the same kind of pain I had every night sleeping in that bed in a long cold and lonely knowing that he was not going to show up. I have loved this man with so much passion that I didn't know how to live my life without loving him without showing him the same endearment but why should not treat me the same way? Why was it so difficult for him to treat me right? Why do he feel so physically drained to do it? Did he think that I enjoyed the suffering that he always put me through? My car was driving through the policy and anyway I felt like I was going back into a kind of prison that has been designed especially for me, I love my position as the Queen and being there for my people and serving them but social situations like this made it so dreadful for me. As I was heading up to my chamber anybody that saw me will s
Rejected Lycan Mate Millions thoughts
Cassi povMy jaw fell to the floor when I realized that my parents had been deceived before I could even speak to them. "What did you tell my parents?" I demanded to know and the only thing he did was shrug lightly and said that he only told them the truth and nothing else. just that my parents called my name and they told me that they knew everything that has been happening from my husband's escape the crimes he was supposed to have committed and then my summoning by the high Court. I could hear the disappointment in both of their voices as they were speaking and I could feel it telling me apart just listening to it because this wasn't what I wanted my fingers fell on my lap and began to shake terribly knowing that they were probably disgusted by my actions. the two last people I could rely on you to stop seeing me as your daughter and just see a fool that they had mistakenly placed on the throne, there was a reason that I was intentionally holding back all of this from them
Rejected Lycan Mate The bond
Alder pov "So this is it…" I said anything that both sounded like a question and a statement as I looked across the traitor that was not helping me and he nodded his head frantically."I could have not made any of this up…' he said leaning from his chair, almost standing up at this point."I'm telling the truth.. I'm on your side!" This was a sentence that he had repeated to me practically a hundred times since he supposedly helped me out of the prison."... I'm going to be frank with you,"I said to him, my fingers tapping on the table as I looked at the evidence that he had presented to me."... when all of this settles down he will still be punished for involving yourself with those murderers even if you didn't personally kill anyone," I could see his face immediately drag down to the floor when I said that and his eyes were not able to look towards me again then in a voice that was just a little above a whisper he asked me."... but my family will be safe right? they will not be
