The evening breeze blew through the curtains of the window and I looked at the chandelier on the top. The moonlight crept in all the corners of the room and I felt so alone this evening. I don’t want to get out of this bed, nor leave this room but I have to. As a Luna and the wife of Alpha Alder of the Shadow Pack, I need to fulfill my duties that were given to me. I married Alder three years back; this marriage and relationship is nothing but a prison for me. I feel like a prisoner, I can’t do or express anything that’s on my mind. I can’t blame Alder; he never wanted me and I entered his life as an unwelcoming guest. It will always be that way. Even though we are mates, our marriage didn’t happen out of love, it occurred because of the compulsion, at least for him. I married him believing he got some interest in me, and thought we were going to be like the rest of the wolves who got married but in reality, we aren’t. Alder is the meaning of perfection, he’s like a dream for every
Sirena’s POV “Then let’s divorce, I don’t want this anymore,” I said to Alder. He didn’t expect such a reply from me and I could see how surprised he was. Why did he never anticipate such a moment, don’t he know if love isn’t there, no relationship can survive. How can he think that I will be with him even after all this? He's so selfish that I can understand. It hurts to think that he’s going to be happy by this decision but I am heartbroken. I know what I have decided isn’t something simple, I can’t regret this later on because that would hurt me more than anything. Instead of living with my mate who didn’t love me, it’s better to leave, I think. Nothing is worse if you love someone so deeply and you’re not loved back in the same way, at least treated in the proper way. Right now, holding onto him is so hard and I wanted to run away from this suffering. Lulu was right and it’s time to change my life. “A-are you sure?” Alder asked.“Yes, I am sure,” I don’t know why, I felt like t
Sirena’s POV“Your father said you might refuse to come back and it’s okay,”“Really?” I asked. “Yes, but you have to accept being the general manager of our pack’s business,” Delus said. Now I see that my father won’t leave me that easily. He has plans for me and I am not going to fulfill any of that.The Red moon pack owns the Imperial group and it’s one of the richest and powerful packs. My father has clearly made things easy for me, he must have known that one day I would be in this situation. I felt bad to accept such an offer.“Not only that, your father wanted your complete perseverance and bring the expected profit,” he said.“What?”“If you don’t accept for this then he said his army will attack the Shadow pack,”“What? Are you joking?”“No, not at all. Your father waited patiently for three years for you. If you weren’t a part of the Shadow pack he would have attacked it long before,”“Why?”“Because he doesn’t like Alder. He has broken your heart and often ruin the peace a
Sirena’s POV “What the hell are you doing?” Alder hurriedly took Grace in his arms. Seeing that made me furious. I knew without his invite she won’t be here and they are back together. Not even a day has passed since we got divorced. I can’t believe how desperate Alder is. He’s been waiting for the perfect time for all these days. He must know that she’s back and they must have seen each other in private yesterday. Now she’s back, that’s why he easily agreed for the divorce, he doesn’t want me anymore. I feel disgusted by all of this. He said I am shameless but the truth is, he’s shameless in all levels. I can’t believe how I lived with him for the past three years. He’s not the man I wanted in my life. I hate him so much and I saw the same revulsion in his eyes. “He again misunderstood us,” Lulu said seeing the look on Alder’s face. “I don’t care, Lulu. It’s not the first time he misunderstood us. He can touch anyone, love anyone and do anything he wants. I am no longer going to m
Alder’s POVI am stunned to hear everything that Sirena said, still I am confused what to believe. I looked at Grace. Her eyes didn’t reflect the honesty that Sirena’s eyes did. I never thought Grace would lie to me. “You have once again failed to see the truth,” Benau mocked me. I felt guilty and wanted to chase after Sirena to apologize for what I have said this morning.As I stepped to leave, Grace stopped me and held my hand. “Don’t go after her,” she said. Now I see what’s Grace’s actual feelings are. As a friendly gesture I met her yesterday as she’s been away for the past three years. But Grace’s intention is appalling. “Why I shouldn’t go after Sirena?” I ask. She blinked and I can see that she’s embarrassed. “Looks like what Sirena said was true,” Grace stared at me, she couldn’t say anything for quite some time.She couldn’t hide the truth anymore and I demanded the truth from her.“I am sorry for what I did,” she said. “So, you drugged me last night,” he shouted in an
Sirena’s POVI frowned as I made my way out of the Shadow pack. I regret coming here and I couldn’t get my things.“It’s better that you didn’t take anything from there,” Lulu said, “You will be reminded of the past,”I chuckled, “I will remember all the days I have spent here. It’s not something that I can easily forget or take it out of my memories,” I said to her.As I am walking aimlessly on the streets, a car stopped in front of me again. I thought it must be someone from the shadow pack as I haven’t crossed the border yet. But it’s someone else, and I have never seen this type of car in the shadow pack. There’s I realized it must be my father’s men.“Ms. Sirena, your father wants me to take you to the pack’s hotel. Please get in the car,” the driver said.I just got in without any second thoughts. I have nowhere else to go and I want to get out of here.The car moved through the busy roads, I got lost in my thoughts and I didn’t cry after such a heartbreak. I thought I am a se
Sirena’s POVThe next morning, I woke up when the sun rays dangled over my eyelids. I squinted and then slowly looked at the window. The mountains and the forest looked vivacious. I wish to run aimlessly in the damp mud and sleep on the prickling grass. I smiled and thought this feels heavenly. I slept well last night as there’s no stressful thoughts kept me awake or the feeling that I am unloved wasn’t there. Even though Alder is in my mind, I don’t feel the same way I used to be.I feel new, I feel fresh and I feel free.I walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes and had a nice relaxing bath. It feels heavenly as I stayed in the hot water.I got ready in the clothes that were in the wardrobe, I am surprised that how perfectly it fits me. Raven must know everything. As I was looking at myself in the mirror, someone knocked on the door. I opened it to see my father and step-mother Allison. My father hugged me as soon as he saw me. It's strange that Alder got his name as his middl
Alder’s POV Frank returned to the pack house, I was eagerly waiting to know where’s Sirena and has she spent the night safely. I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about her. I felt remorseful, upset and all sorts of guilty feeling. She needs a place and I let her be alone. Though we are divorced, I promised to protect her and I’ll do it no matter what happens between us. “What happened? Where is she?” I questioned as soon as he came inside. “I couldn’t find here anywhere,” “What?” I frowned. “Have you asked Louisiana?”“Yes, I did. She doesn’t know,” “Someone must have seen her, ask them,” “Yes, you’re right. She left in an unidentified car. I don’t know who took her,” “Are you telling me that she was kidnapped?” “I don’t know,” he calmly answered. “Frank, you don’t have to take this matter seriously,” I said. “Okay,” Frank nodded which instantly frustrated me. He isn’t acting up efficiently in this matter. “Frank, do you realize this situation? My mate is missing, no one
Sirena opened the door, and Xander’s mom’s picture that was hanging on the wall welcomed her. She walked in and looked around the room, the door closed on its own, and it jumped-scared her.“What’s going on here?” Lulu frowned.“Let me out, I will take care of this,”“No, I’ll handle this,” Sirena said.She looked around the room, “Hello, you can talk to me instead of trying to scare me away, we are alone,” she said in her low voice.Suddenly she could see the foggy ghostly figure in front of her. She tried to reach out to it but it passed right through her.“What do you want? You can’t just play around me,” she said.“If you’re not going to tell me what you want, then I might find a way to stop you from getting close to me,” she said.“You wanted me to get out of this place? You asked me not to marry Xander, who are you?”“It doesn’t matter, you must leave this place and never come back. This isn’t your place,” it said.“I don’t understand, what are you saying? Why should I leave?” s
Raven left the pack after her wedding, it was hard to bit her goodbyes. She’s such a great sister and a daughter. Everyone is going to miss her for sure. Her visits to the pack will be limited from now on and she can’t be here whenever she wished and that kind of saddened Sirena.The only comfort she has other than Xander is Raven. If she’s gone, how will she cope when Xander is also not here? Sirena had That one big question but knew life would never be the same as she wanted. If she had to leave for a better future then as her sister, she had to support her decision and her growth.Sirena felt difficult for the first few weeks after Raven left and Xander made sure that she wasn’t feeling lonely. Being with Xander makes her life much better. She doesn’t feel lonely when she is with him.This is the vacation time for the pack so the wolves used to go to meet their distant relatives. Xander decided to take Sirena for a honeymoon this time. Usually, he wouldn’t go out of the pack at thi
It was Raven’s wedding; they were all overjoyed by the back-to-back celebrations after a long time and they’d invited many people even the ones they missed inviting to Sirena’s wedding. It’s crowded compared to Sirena and Xander's wedding. The wedding decorations were the epitome of grandeur. Her father spent a few shares of his wealth for both of his daughter’s wedding. He wants everyone to speak about it at least for a few years.Sirena got ready in her braid’s maid dress and watched her sister. Now she understood the pain of being a bridesmaid.She had to take care of everything. It’s only a month before she got married and now it's her sister.She can’t help but wonder how this one month has passed. It’s true that when you’re sad you’ll feel like the time is moving too slowly and when you’re happy it moves too fast. In this one month, she had a lot of beautiful memories with Xander which she won’t even forget until her last breath.Marrying Xander is the best decision she ever mad
Frank entered Alder’s office when he was looking into documents.“What?” he asked with a frown.“You won't believe who’s here,”“Who?”“Sirena’s father,”Frank said and I stood up from my chair.“What? Alpha Alder,”“Yes, and Xander is here too,”“Why they are here?”“I guess they are here to invite you,”“Invite me for?“Raven’s wedding,”“Oh,” Frank nodded and prompted to go and welcome them. They were in the waiting room. They were served with tea and biscuits but they didn’t touch it.Alder greeted them formerly and sat opposite them.“It’s a pleasure to have you in my place Alpha Alder,”“Pleasure is all mine, I came here to invite you to my daughter’s wedding,” he said.The way they have the same name has a long history. If his father was here then this situation wouldn’t have occurred. When Alpha Alder got to know that Sirena was in the shadow pack, he rushed to see his daughter. He got so pissed off that why his friend didn’t tell him that his only daughter is here and she got
Why do I feel like Sirena is never going to come back? What if she is never going to come back? I asked myself.“She’s not going to come back, that’s the reality,” Benau frowned. “And you better move on,” Benau said and Alder didn’t listen to that advice. He’s now in the phase of desperation and hearing news that Sirena is happily enjoying her married life makes his blood boil. He’s getting a lot of information regarding her personal life. Grace came here yesterday and said that Sirena has completely moved on.“You know what, Alder? This is how destiny works. There’s no place for you in her life and Xander has no place in my place. We are meant to be together, let’s get married soon,” she said.“No way, that’s going to happen. I’m not going to marry you or anyone,” he said.“You’re a fool, I have given you enough time. I don’t know how long I will be patient. Better decide something sooner,” she warned me and threw a few photos of Xander and Sirena’s being together. I looked at it, in
“I feel new,” Lulu said as they were headed to the shrine with Xander’s wolf Ares. They were shifted so that they could climb the hills without getting tired. When they reached, they shifted back to their human form. Xander kissed her, after last night he couldn’t keep his hands off each other. He often kisses her and they end up making love. Even this morning, they made love. The way Xander loves her is so different and it feels like it’s love.They were so much in love; this was the best feeling she ever faced. This is pure bliss and unintentionally she’s creating core memories. It’s slowly subsiding the memories she had with Alder. Alder doesn’t even cross her memories once and he’s out of her life officially.Life has changed a lot and she knew he might have done the same, thrown her memories out of his life. Who knows, he would have married Grace by now and was happy that everything was settled in the way he wanted it to be.They changed into the clothes they carried with them and
Xander looked into her eyes, a thousand things were unsaid but one thing he could understand was that she was in love with him and would fall in love with him after tonight. He pulled her to the bed and they fell on it.“Is it the right time?” Sirena asked Lulu because if she didn’t stop him now then she couldn’t stop it later and it’s going to be endless nights of passion.There’s no answer and as the moments pass, she feels something in the pit of her stomach.Xander isn’t in the state to stop. His wolf’s mind ran wild with a desire to be with her. Wants to claim her all to himself.With an intense desire on his face, he rose from the bed and took off his shirt. Sirena got hot and flustered to see his abs. He’s so perfect and Lulu is excited about it as well. Lulu wants this to continue so she’s keeping silent. She’s so sneaky in this situation.“Should I not stop him?” she asks Lulu.“If you’re going to stop then… will that change anything? Anyway, it’s your wish. If you think that
“Did you see a ghost again?”“No,” Sirena nodded, not showing any apprehensive reaction on her face.“Then why do you worry so much?” Raven asks, “If ghosts are haunting you then better tell me. I know a shaman. She helped me find my mate and she’ll help you figure this out,”“Who’s that Shaman?”“Her name is Pricilla, she’s a true master. I’ll take you there, okay,”“Sure,”“If there’s anything, you can tell me. We will sort out,”“Nothing for now and do you hide anything from me, Raven?”“What are you asking? Be specific,”“Is there anything you know that I shouldn’t know?” Sirena asked.“If you shouldn’t know then it’s better if you stay out of it. But as far as I told you, I don’t think there are any more secrets. If you have any doubts, you can ask me. I’ll clear it,”“I want to know how I ended up in shadow pack. That’s so strange and I want to have all my memories back,”“Okay, I understand your frustration. But everything needs time. Wait patiently and eventually, you will get
“Sirena,” Raven screamed and hugged her as soon as she got down from the car. They both were so happy to see each other after ten long days even though they spoke on the phone every day.“How are you? How was your trip?”“It was great and we had a great time,” she smiled and Xander who’s standing next to me, hugged her gently.“Did you look after my sister well?”“Yes, ask her,”“I can see it in her face,” she said and they smiled. Raven and Sirena went aside to talk about the other things they hadn’t shared on the phone. The sister’s bond is the best thing that happened to her after coming here. There are a lot of good things happening in her life.“So, where’s your mate?”“He’ll be here for the wedding,” Raven said.“Wedding, we have decided to get married after a week. That’s what I wanted to tell you earlier,”“That’s great news and I’m so happy for you,” I said.“So, what about your in-laws? Are they good to you?”“They are good to me and I got a lot of new friends there. They are