6

It was study period, so I went to sit in the library. What had happened just a while ago with Mace, just rocked my world. I could not help myself from drowning deep in the thoughts.

Wow, I mean it has been just a week since I moved here, a day since I started my school and for some completely unbelievable reason, in my first class only, I met my mate, and just not a few minutes ago I was being kissed the hell out by him.

SHIT!!!!!!!!

Oh, how I wish to replay that kiss, again and again and again in my head. I LOVED that kiss. No one had kissed me before and if every kiss with Mace is like that, I can kiss him for hours. That kiss was, AMAZING!

He really wants me as his mate. He is my mate! I saw the things that I had never seen in anyone's eyes before and well, I had completely dropped the idea of ever seeing those in someone's eyes for me. He had the love, the desire, the possessiveness for me in his eyes. It was like he would kill anyone to get me, and make me his mate.

I love his every action. I want to be his mate. Being scared for the future will definitely get me nowhere & now when I can clearly see what I wanted to see in Daniel's eyes for me, it has started to make me feel worthy. Worthy of someone's love.

A huge smile came on my lips. This thought made me really happy and determined to push the past aside, forget the bad memories and finally move the fuck on when I have the chance.

Mace is not like Daniel. He won't reject me. He would never do that!

Wait, but what if he does reject me? What if he is just playing some games to break my heart? What if I had to go through that pain once again? Maybe not now but what if later he would realize that I'm not worth to be his Luna?

I could not believe in my fate. My parents were snatched from me when I never suspected something like that to happen to me. Not then. I was drowning in my sorrow and pain just three months ago because of my first mate's rejection and now I am confused and going crazy because of my second mate. Should I give myself a second chance? Am I ready to go through that pain once again?

The reply instantly came in my head, No! But my heart said yes.

I should go with my head. Heart never took me anywhere near happiness. I have had enough of the pain. Now I can't trust anyone.

I didn't even realise when all of my classes came to an end and it was time to go home. Instead of being all productive & smart, my first day went like a complete trash. My head was spinning in circles for all day. Continously having a battle between my heart and mind over the decision that I had made.

Mace told me to wait for him at the end of the day but I had enough of the battles already, I was not ready to have one with him. So I did what I had learned to do. Dumped all the possible consequences in the back of my head & flew from there. I had already made my decision.

On the other hand Mace, he was trying to talk to me the whole day but I did not give him a chance to. I dodged him every time till now and now also I was not even planning to wait for him.

I quickly went home. It was not far away from my school. I had rented a small apartment for myself and was just ten minutes away from the school by walk. As soon as I got home, I quickly changed, made my lunch in microwave and in one hour, I was all ready to go. I left the house go to work.

Thank havens, today I did really well to ignore him, and I was sure I could do it again. I could do it until he finally realises his mistake; that I am not worthy to be his Luna. At least then I would not have to face so much pain. Before things escalated any further and I developed any feelings for him, I would be out of his life. It will hurt for sure. But it would be just a little pain and then I would be free.

But am I right? The confusion was eating away at me. Making me feel like an idiot who had no sense of making decisions for anyone, not even for herself.

After reaching at work, I did everything robotically. There was nothing interesting for me to do really. Grab the scattered books, arrange them alphabetically, do some calculations and everyday fuss like that. The thing was, what I wanted to do really was just to snuggle in the blanket with a coffee & a good book. Unfortunately, I didn't have a fortune in my bank account to have that kind of luxury yet.

It was a boring work which sometimes actually made me wonder, should I just dump all the cries and shit of the world and become a cat lady? Lol.

Finally, when it was time to go home, I was more than ready to leave. I couldn't wait to run home, drown in an hot shower & then snuggle like a dead panda in the cocoon of my blanket.

I unlocked my apartment door and walked inside. As I entered my apartment, I switched on the lights, and just as I lifted my eyelashes to look in front of me, I stumbled back three steps from the ultimate shock of my life.

WHAT THE HELL?

Either I had gone crazy or my mind just got jumbled in itself and now I was having deadly hallucinations.

Shit! Fuck! Damn! Shit! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!!! Those were the words that started roaming inside my head but my throat was too choked up from shock to form them out.

What the hell is he doing here?

What the fuck Mace is doing in my house?