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142: I Love You, Not Him

Author: Marywan
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-01 17:55:53
E L L E

Once I was in his room, I took off my shoes, undid the dress and cleaned off my make-up. I was in no mood to take a shower, so I went to his closet, looking for a shirt.

I grabbed the first shirt I could find and wore it, climbing into bed.

I closed my eyes, inhaling his scent and sighed, wondering how we ended up here.

We were fine and everything was perfect and then Sebastian had to show up.

Now, Mikhail's insecurities were getting the best of him and I didn't know how to make him see that he had nothing to worry about.

I didn't see myself with Sebastian and I wasn't going to watch Mikhail get himself in trouble because of him.

And now he has misinterpreted it as me trying to protect Sebastian because I still loved him, when the only thing I'm trying to do is avoid unnecessary drama and getting his ass in jail.

Tonight was already a long night, the media are probably getting ready to post photos and articles about the incident, and this could definitely harm Mikhail's
Marywan

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Nisare Khatija
they are so good together..I mean just perfect..but story ia not complete if villain doesn't appear na. lol quite filmy ......just wishing mikhail trust Elle..I dnt want Elle to think that mikhail doesn't trust her..and trust is the basic foundation of any relationship..I dnt want them to get separate
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Kristin
Just get a restraining order and you’re done with the asshole
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Brigitte Hayward
I love Mikhail & Elle together! They fit & belong!!
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