6 years later...
"Leaving so soon? You've been here for barely a week," Caela muttered.
"Sorry, sis. I really have to go. We're setting up our new office in a new city. I have to make sure everything will go accordingly," Calum said as he put on his coat.
"I know that. Are you sure it's just that? I know what date it is tomorrow, Callum. It's been six years," Caela said.
Callum tensed at his sister's accusation but he quickly composed himself.
"Can we not talk about that, please," Callum almost begged.
"We never talked about it. Callum, you need to-"
"Stop it, okay? Can't I just leave without any argument issuing between us," he cut off.
"I'm not starting an argument. You just act so hostile every time I bring that up," Caela defended. "If you're that fucking adamant on leaving, then go," she huffed before turning her back on her brother and running back to her room.
Callum sighed as he rubbed his temples. It was not something he wished to deal with. He already had enough on his shoulders. The last thing he needs is his sister throwing a tantrum because he wouldn't talk about what happened years ago. Callum grabbed his luggage and walked out of the front door.
The drive to the airport did not take long. Callum was spaced out the whole time and the driver had to snap him out of his thoughts. His phone rang and his assistant's name popped up on the caller ID.
"Keane, what's up?" Calum greeted me on the phone.
"You boarded yet?" he asked.
"Yeah, I am. Of course not, dipshit. I wouldn't be able to take your call if I was already on the plane," Callum annoyedly said as he walked inside the airport.
"Did someone fuck you in the ass last night? I was just asking, man," Keane grumbled. "I was just calling to say that you're going to be staying in a hotel for a few days. The renovation is still not done so you have to stay there for a while."
Callum sighed. "I thought they said they were going to be done last week?" he asked.
"Well, they found more damage done by the previous tenants so they asked for an extension."
"Shouldn't they have found that out when they first inspected the place?" Callum asked.
"I don't know man. Just enjoy a few days in the hotel. I'll handle everything with the unit. Have a safe flight. Bye."
"Yeah, bye."
Callum sighed as he hung up the phone. He hasn't even stepped foot on the plane and he's already met with a problem. He's glad that he had Keane or else he would've just abandoned the thought of renovation and tried looking for another unit, but he knew that would be impossible given that there have been limited housings for sale in the city.
Callum finally boarded the plane after half an hour of going through security and check-in. The flight only lasted for two hours but Callum felt extremely exhausted once they landed. As he exited the airport, Keane was already waiting for him with a huge signboard saying "Welcome My Love!" Callum could only sigh in defeat when Keane started approaching him.
"Welcome to our new home my love!" Keane yelled, gaining the attention of the people around them.
Callum wishes that the ground would swallow him whole and never rise again. Keane pulled him into a hug which he did not reciprocate.
"Calluuuummm~~~" Keane sang.
"If you don't get off me right now I'll rip your guts out," Callum threatened.
"Aw, my poor baby is grumpy," Keane cooed as he pulled away.
Callum sent him a glare but the man wasn't threatened. He had worked for Callum for years now and the man no longer fazes him. Keane grabbed his luggage and talked him through his schedule for the week as they walked to his car. Hearing his schedule made him stress out even more. If he was doing this on his own, he doesn't think he'd get as far as he did.
"Do you want to work tomorrow or do you just want to lay down on your bed and mope?" Keane asked.
This man knows me too much. Callum thought. "I'll work," he replied.
"No, you're not working. You'll get all grumpy and then we'll all have to deal with it," Keane said.
"Why'd you ask me then?"
"I wanted to give you the illusion of choice," he shrugged.
Callum sighed for the nth time today. It was true, the date tomorrow was a very unpleasant day for him. He tried to move on and forget but he couldn't. A lot of questions were left unanswered and he also does not wish to talk about it to anyone, thus he ended up bottling it all up. Years had passed but it all felt like it just happened yesterday.
They reached the hotel and Keane dropped Callum off before running a few more errands for the day to let Callum rest from his flight. He got to his room and changed his clothes before heading out to go to a coffee shop nearby. The weather was perfect, not too warm and not too cold. The wind had a light breeze so Callum opted for a seat on the patio.
Callum was looking around when he saw a man pass by from afar with brown hair and white streaks. His heart thumped loudly in his chest and for some reason, his body compelled him to follow the man, leaving his coffee behind. Callum walked as quickly as he could, trying not to alert other people as he tried to locate where the man had just passed by. He saw him turn around a corner and he lost sight of him.
Callum jogged to the corner but as soon as he turned, the street was empty. Callum shook his head and sighed. His mind must be playing tricks with him again. He needed to do something to get his mind off of that man. Callum walked back to the hotel and changed into his gym clothes before heading down to the hotel gym. He's hoping that a good exercise would take his mind off of whoever that person is.
Lian let out a sigh of relief when he was able to successfully hide from Callum. All these years he never thought they'd see each other again so he ran. He doesn't want Callum to see him like this, especially with how things ended between them. Once he knew it was safe to come out from where he was hiding, Lian made his way home.
A small dirty apartment that looks like it will fall apart any minute but it's all that he could afford. And the means he had to take to afford it was something he wished to never do again. Lian opened the drawer and took out a small tin box. He pulled out the bills and poured the coins on the table. He counted them to see if he could afford to pay this month's rent on time.
"456, 457, 458," Lian counted under his breath. "$476. Shit."
Lian wanted to cry. He needed twenty-four more to pay this month's rent. He just got fired from his job and he had nothing to eat for the rest of the week if he paid his rent. His landlord's not going to be happy if he's late with rent again. Lian grabbed his bag and poured out all the contents, hoping that somehow, there were enough stray bills or coins that could add up to what he already had. After almost an hour of searching, he came up empty-handed.
Lian accepted his defeat and packed everything that he could, as well as his money. He left out one-hundred seventy-three dollars so if the landlord ever tries to take whatever is left of his money, he'd still have a lot of them left. Just as he expected, a loud pounding came from his door. He slid his backpack under the bed in the meantime and opened the door.
His eyes landed on the most disgusting man he had ever laid eyes on, wearing a robe that looked like it hasn't been washed in months, a white shirt underneath that had stains and holes all over and pajama pants that looks like it's about to rip at the seams.
"Got your rent, boy?" the man asked, his putrid breath hitting Lian on the face.
Lian tried not to cringe at the smell as he handed the money he left out.
"This isn't enough," the man grumbled and forced himself inside the apartment. "You're not a bad-looking one. I can pardon this month's rent if you do something for me," the man suggested, an eerie smile creeping up on his face.
Lian's blood ran cold. He took steps away from the man as he approached him. I just need to grab my backpack. He thought to himself. The man grabbed his arm and forced him to kneel, his face dangerously close to the man's crotch. Lian knew he needed to get out. He punched the man where the sun doesn't shine and quickly grabbed his bag. The man toppled over in pain and Lian ran away as the man writhed on the floor.
He could no longer go back to that area because he's sure he won't come back alive the next time. Now he's back on the streets, looking for another home.
The night was much colder than the day and Lian's tattered jacket was not doing much to combat the cold. It was still the same jacket that Callum gave him years ago. It had Callum's last name and his player number. Callum was part of the varsity for baseball and Lian remembered attending every game that he could.He hugged the jacket closer to his body, imagining the warmth he used to feel when Callum would wrap his arms around him. He knows there is one thing that could distract him from the cold but he vowed never to use it again, but as the winds became stronger, so did the temptation. I should've grabbed the blanket. Lian thought to himself. A strong gush of wind passed him, making him shiver. Lian could no longer take it. He cursed under his breath and walked the path he vowed to no longer take months ago. His feet took him in front of a steel door with a single light bulb illuminating it. The guard immediately recognized him and opened the door."Long time no see," the guard s
Two weeks had passed since Lian started staying over at Keane's apartment. True to his promise, the man was able to land him a job that he felt severely underqualified for. Luckily, he mostly worked from home since he just needed to arrange schedules and proofread documents. Keane also gave him new sets of clothes, more than he could ask for. He insisted that he should pay for it but Keane wouldn't budge until he finally convinced the man to at least pay back half of it. Lian has also been cooking meals and cleaning the home whenever he has free time and Keane more than appreciated it. For the first time in a long time, Lian ate three times a day, had a soft bed, and was not worried about someone barging into his room and harassing him.There is still one thing that he couldn't get rid of and he knew that night that he spent in that place was the biggest mistake he had made. One more taste and he knew he'd lose everything once again but it kept calling him. He had to lock himself in
Lian was staring at the ceiling, not wanting to move from the bed. He feels well-rested enough and he knows that Keane was waiting for him outside. The sooner we start, the sooner it will end. Lian thought to himself and finally heaved himself off of the bed.Lian took a deep breath before walking out of his room and into the living room where Keane was sitting down and drinking some coffee."You want some coffee?" he asked as soon as he saw Lian."No, I don't like coffee," Lian answered. "You don't like coffee?" Keane feigned offense.Lian felt a little more relaxed as he sat down. Keane's joking nature was helping him to be calmer."I could get you some tea if you like," Keane offered. "No, I'm good. Thank you.""So, want to tell me your story?" Keane said. "I just realized that we should've done this much earlier," he chuckled. "Don't share what you're not comfortable sharing, I'll understand."Lian gave him a grateful smile. He has never met someone with such kindness in such a
Callum had his brows raised as he went over his schedule for the next few months. It usually takes Keane more than a few weeks to be able to set up his schedule like this. It seemed that Keane had been more productive than usual.I should give him a raise for this. Callum thought. Callum didn't say anything to his assistant about his work. He'd rather just give the man a raise. Keane walked into his office holding two cups and coffee and a bag of pastries. The man did not utter a word as he placed the coffee and paper bag down on his desk. Keane was looking at him a bit too intently and he knew that the man had a few questions but didn't exactly know how to ask them."What was your jersey number back in university again?" Keane asked as he sat down."Twenty-eight. Why did you ask?" Callum replied.It was not the question he was expecting from Keane."Nothing, just wondering," he shrugged. Callum sighed and decided to no longer question Keane further. With how efficiently his schedul
"Why did you hide in here? I could've just introduced you to him," Keane innocently asked."Why did you lie for me?" Lian retorted."Fair enough. If your instinct is to hide from a stranger, I will not force you to introduce yourself to them. So, why did you hide?" he asked again.Lian took a deep breath. He can't tell Keane not the truth. Not now. "I, uhm, I've been with people that I regret being with just to live," Lian said. He had never felt this small before. He hated it. "I'm scared that I'll end up seeing them in this kind of place and being threatened to keep silent is not on my bucket list right now, Lian chuckled in an attempt to lighten the mood.Keane gave him a soft smile and a pat on the back. "Don't worry, as long as I'm here, no one can hurt you, okay?" Lian felt himself tear up. Those were the exact same words his older brother used to say to him. Now that memory feels so distant. Almost as if it never happened. "Thank you," Lian said, his voice almost cracking.
Keane woke up with a raging headache. He slowly sat up from the bed and he immediately felt bile rise up his throat. Keane ran to the bathroom and emptied the contents of his stomach, which was mostly just stomach acid and leftover alcohol. He was hunched over the toilet, regretting every decision he made last night. With a cold shower and a brushed mouth, Keane felt somehow refreshed, despite the pounding in his head.Lian must be worried about him, he thought, so he went over to his room to check on him. Keane knocked a few times but no one answered. He checked the time and saw that it was already ten in the morning. He knocked again but still no answer. Keane was worried. He opened the door and looked around and found the room empty. Keane was starting to panic, he saw Lian's keys and phone are left behind and he knew that was not a good sign.The doorbell rang and Keane felt a bit of relief until he opened the door and found Callum on the other side instead."Is he gone?" Callum a
Callum and Keane went home after the doctors told them that Lian was already stable. They also gave them recommendations of rehabilitation facilities that they could admit Lian into. Lian was put into an induced coma so they would have to wait until he woke up. Lian was incredibly lucky, if they hadn't come on time, a few more minutes later and they would no longer be able to save Lian.Callum couldn't sleep. So many thoughts and questions were running through his head. He sat up from his bed and grabbed his laptop. The Moore Family was not unknown to many. Their businesses were scattered all over the country. You would think that everything about their family would be out in the open for everyone to know.He tried looking for every single thing he could pull up about the family but none of them contained Lian. Not even one picture could be seen with Lian. It seemed like Lian never existed at all. It piqued Callum's interest. He ended up spending the rest of the night, searching for e
"HI," Callum greeted as he carefully approached Lian.Lian was squinting his eyes, trying to see who it was in front of him. When Callum became clear in his view, his heart fluttered, but it quickly dropped when he remembered how Callum reacted to seeing him again. Callum saw how quickly the emotions change in Lian's eyes. What looked like happiness, relief, and longing switched to sadness, betrayal, and hurt. Guilt ate Callum again.Lian didn't say a word. Not because he had nothing to say, but because he couldn't. The next three days were spent with Lian getting tested multiple times a day and waiting to see if he could be discharged. Callum didn't leave his side but Lian never uttered a word to him. Callum tried to talk to him multiple times but Lian would just look away from him. That didn't stop Callum from visiting him every chance that he could. Keane walked in the room, carrying ice cream in a plastic bag. Lian's eyes lit up when he saw Keane and Callum's felt his chest tight
The next few weeks were spent preparing for the opening of the tea shop. Keane and Lyle already handled the location and marketing and Callum helped Lian in developing recipes if helping meant dishwashing. Lian wouldn't let him near the ingredients or the oven after burning a batch of cookies because he followed the Fahrenheit temperature in the recipe instead of celsius. After that, he was banished from doing the dishes. Lian had also decided to continue his therapy and after a visit to a psychiatrist, he was prescribed some medication for anxiety and depression. Lian feared that the medication would do him more harm than good given his history with drugs but his psychiatrist assured him that his medication is not addictive and it proved true as Lian continued to take them.Lian was staring out the window as they drove to the location of the shop. Lian has no idea what the shop looks like seeing how Lyle and Keane designed everything. Callum placed his hand on Lian's thigh which wou
Lian woke up to an empty space beside him. Luckily before he even had the chance to panic and overthink, Callum, Lyle, and Keane walked into the room holding with Callum was holding a stack of pancakes overflowing with syrup with a bunch of candles stuck at the top."Happy birthday to you~~~" the three sang.It was his birthday, something he lost the luxury of celebrating. He hated how he spent his past birthdays sulking because his parents couldn't be bothered to be even present on that day. He spent years thinking about how he should've been grateful that Lyle always made an effort to celebrate his birthday with him. When he lost it all, he wished to have it all back. To have Lyle annoy him into blowing the big candle stuck on a small cupcake at precisely twelve midnight. The song finished and Lian blew out the cupcakes as tears clouded his vision. He had forgotten when his birthday was with how long he had spent not celebrating it. Lyle wiped his tears away before giving him a gen
A few weeks passed and it seemed that everything had gone back to normal. Lian made an effort to tell Lyle or Callum whenever he felt like sticking a needle in his arm. In everyone's eyes, Lian was getting better again but Lian saw otherwise. The need to be alone and away from the world was getting stronger. He wanted to push everyone away and deal with everything on his own.Lian couldn't even understand why he was feeling this way. It was as if there were two versions of him fighting one another. If it weren't for his fear of losing his brother again, and even Callum and Keane, he would've run away a long time ago but he knew he would only turn for the worse if he did but somehow, somewhere in his mind, a voice keeps telling him to run away, be alone, he doesn't deserve the people around him.Everyone around Lian noticed this about him despite him thinking that he was hiding it well. When he would hesitate when approaching when he would spend hours staring out the door, and when he
Callum woke up with an empty space beside him. Panic and fear shot up inside his body, throwing himself off of the bed like bread popping out of a toaster. He was about to run out the door to look for Lian when he heard whimpers coming from the bathroom. He pushed the door open and saw Lian in the tub, shivering. Callum cursed under his breath and grabbed a towel before attempting to pull Lian out of the tub."Lian, you're going to get yourself sick. You need to get out of the tub," Callum said.Lian weakly pushed his hand away, his body still shivering. "Just a few more minutes, please," Lian quietly begged. "Why?""You know why," Lian muttered under his breath.Callum sighed and pulled Lian out of the tub despite his weak protests. He quickly covered him up with the towel before ushering him to the bed. Callum made sure that Lain was thoroughly wrapped up with the blankets before grabbing a hair dryer. Lian had his eyes closed as Callum dried his hair, the air coming from the drye
Callum woke up to an empty bed. He told himself that maybe Lian just went to the bathroom but he had an odd feeling that he couldn't pinpoint what was causing it. As he sat up from the bed, Lyle knocked and opened the door with a concerned look. He looked around Callum's room and his face fell even more."Lian's missing."Two words. It took two words for the three to start scrambling and packing their bags. Lyle somehow knew something like this would happen so he tucked a tracker in Lian's suitcase, which he took with him. All they know is that Lian's on air right now but they didn't know which flight so they took the risk and boarded a flight home. None of the three could even utter a word. Too scared to say the wrong thing that would send all of them into a panic. They all have the same thoughts in their heads but they all wish it weren't true. That he wouldn't go back there, he just got out of rehab. Lian wouldn't do that to himself. Not when everything was starting to get better
Keane and Callum headed out to grab some groceries since Keane was insisting on cooking dinner for everyone. The brothers were left alone in the hotel and Lyle was not so discretely waiting for Lian to come out of the room. When Lian opened the door to go to the bathroom, Lyle was already standing in front of the door with a sheepish smile."Hey, can we talk?" Lyle asked."Yes, but will you let me pee first?" Lian asked with his legs squeezed together.Lyle nodded and Lian ran to the bathroom to relieve himself. When he was done, Lyle was already sitting on the couch waiting for him. Lian sighed and sat down beside his brother. He really does not want to talk about it but he knows the more he hides it, the more he'll just get frustrated earlier. "Are you mad about me and Keane's relationship?" Lyel nervously asked.Lian was baffled. It was not the question he was expecting from his brother and he definitely was not expecting his brother to be so nervous about asking. "What? No! I do
After breakfast, Lian and Callum found themselves back in the pond, their feet dancing underneath the water's surface. it was the only place left in the city that felt truly safe for Lian. "I'm sorry," Lian said after a few minutes of silence.Callum was confused as to what he was apologizing for. He looked over at Lian and saw the embarrassment on his face."What are you apologizing for?" he asked."I couldn't even kiss you," Lian croaked out. "It's just a kiss yet I can't keep them out. The multiple amounts of therapy sessions I took feel useless now," he scoffed."Lian, look at me," Callum demanded but Lian kept his gaze away.Callum sighed and grabbed Lian's chin with his thumb and forefinger, forcing Lian to look at him. Lian kept his gaze low, too scared to see the disappointment on Callum's face."Can I kiss you?" Callum asked.Lian was shocked to hear that Callum still wanted to kiss him after what happened last night. Lian feared that he'd disappoint Callum again if he doesn
They got back to the hotel at almost one in the morning and when Lian opened the door to their room, Lyle and Keane were wrapped in each other's arms. Lian quickly snapped a picture and then he realized that he would have to sleep beside Callum. He spotted the couch and decided to sleep there instead. Lian carefully grabbed a change of clothes from their room. There was only one bathroom that was situated in the room. The door to the bathroom opened and revealed a half-naked Callum with only a towel wrapped around his waist. Lian flushed red and stuck his gaze to the wall."Uhm, Lian, may I pass through?" Callum asked in a teasing tone."Y-yeah," he stuttered and moved to the side for Callum to pass through.Once Callum walked passed him, he bolted inside the bathroom and locked the door behind him. He could hear Callum chuckling from the other side of the door as he tried to relax himself.Definitely a cold shower. Lian thought to himself.HE took off his clothes and stepped into a
The taxi ride back to the hotel was awkward, to say the least. They were able to leave their old house without a fuss after Lyle and their parents had a meeting. Lian had no idea what they had talked about. He could only guess it had something to do with what Lyle had planned the night before. Apparently, during the whole night that Lyle and Keane are gone, they've been taking photos of them fake dating. Lyle knew that his dating a man would make them rethink their decision instead of if it was Lian. Lyle threatened to release the photos to the public, knowing that it would have more impact on their company and would definitely plummet the stocks seeing how the majority of the shareholders were homophobic. "I was a good kisser wasn't I?" Lyle teased."Lyle shut the fuck up!" Lian whined in disgust while Keane's face turned beet red.The man was an amazing kisser. He wouldn't deny it nor would he admit it. Lyle opened his mouth to tease Keane once again but a sharp jab to his ribcage