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2024-10-29 19:42:56I'm breathing hard, I tried to control every ounce of my self, but everything went vain when I'm with Alexander.
He is like a cold weapon, you can't imagine when the weapon dispatches or when the weapon working stops.
I never thought I would go that much bigger step with a man, every time I'm near to him, I want to know about him. But all his thoughts and all his actions tied up into some bigger secrets.
I'm looking at his cold, beautiful eyes shining with a hint of happiness.
I never seen this man happy, I never seen him smile. He is not smiling fully now, but he seems happy cause I can sense that. He seems satisfied, cause that satisfaction is glowing on his face.
I didn't make any move to get up from his lap, cause I'm enjoying sitting on his lap. Maybe his beauty is dominating but I can't help hoping that his inner self is more beautiful than his outer projection.
He is staring into my eyes , I don't k
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