There are moments in our lives when we couldn’t help but feel lost. Sometimes, when something that you didn’t really want was laid down on you and people expect you to do a good job, nothing more, nothing less. You will be under the radar, watching your every move. Some will appreciate you for all your efforts, while most of them will always have something to say about you regardless if you did a good job or not.At first, I used to believe that I was strong enough to be unaffected by whatever it was that I would hear. I guess I don’t really care when people talk about me. But when it comes to Lana, it’s not only me who goes crazy, because Kai is way worse than I am.I am the future Alpha of the Black Moon Pack, and for Lana and Nathaniel to have to live a life free and safe, I need to show everyone who I am and what I am destined to be. But in my attempt to do that, I need to change.‘You know, private lives are something I don’t usually discuss. But lately, Luna has not been actin
Do you ever get that feeling when you just want to run away and give everything up?Like you have reached your limit and no matter how hard you try nothing seems to go your way?It’s like you are in this endless loop that has no end.It’s also kinda weird because I know that this is not how I feel. I mean I do feel defeated at times but I am not the kind of person who just gives up. The person that I know would take every bad thing that happened to him like it was a challenge. The harder the problem, the more I like it.I like the feeling that it gives me whenever I solve a problem. More so if it exceeded my expected outcome. That’s why I was having a hard time trying to figure out why I feel I am always angry all the time. ‘Mikael,’ a soft voice called my name. The name that only people who are close to me, and my parents, specifically my mother, know. I opened my eyes and looked around me as I tried to figure out where the hell I am. ‘Mikael,’ the soft voice called my name once a
The first person that I looked for when I finally regained my memories back was not here. Apparently, we were not on good terms to be exact. When I heard their stories I couldn’t believe what they were saying. The man that they were describing as Lana’s husband is not me. But they keep telling me that that was the way I treated my loving wife. I sat at the edge of the bed with my head bent down as I remember the last image that played right before I regain consciousness. The look on Lana’s face cuts me deep like a knife. “It was nice to finally meet you, Mikael,” the old man said as he approaches me. “I’m sorry,” I started to say, “I am not sure if it was because of what had happened earlier or I don’t really know your name?”The man in front of me chuckles.“I am Leonidas,” he said as he offered his hand to me, “Your grandfather. Your mother’s father.”I stood up automatically and bowed down to the man before me. “Sit down, Mikael,” he said with a chuckle. And then he reached out
They say a nightmare ends the moment that you wake up. But mine begins the moment I opened my eyes. I listen to everything that my friends are telling me. The way I acted toward them and the way I acted toward Lana. I never thought that I could hurt her the way I did. Never thought that there will come a time when I won’t be able to save her. Because the person who was causing her harm was me. “We all knew something was wrong,” Jericho says, “But whenever we brought it up you would always get angry with us. We couldn’t do anything so we told your father.”“I didn’t know what I was doing,” I said honestly.“We know,” Sol replied, “But Luna doesn’t.” “Where is Lana?” I asked. If it was any consolation, I really miss my wife so much. “She is in Purpura right now,” Jericho said, “And I know that she is not okay.” “How about our baby?” I asked. “She is almost due, Alpha,” Marko answered, “I am excited to see little Nathaniel.” I am also excited to meet him. The things that I wanted
Sleep decided not to visit me last night as I continuously toss and turn in order to find the most suitable position for me in order for sleep to come. And just when I was about to finally close my eye, Jericho came into my room telling me that Lana was about to give birth. I bid my grandfather goodbye and promised him that when I come back to visit, I will bring Lana along with me to meet him. The four of us headed to Purpura in our wolf form as we decided that this was the fastest way for me to be with my wife as she gives birth to our child. I tried reaching out to Calvin but for some reason, he does not want to talk to me. Well, I guess I know why, I was just too embarrassed to admit my mistakes. But even so, he still continued to provide us with updates on Lana’s condition. Which I very much appreciated. Jericho also asked Calvin’s assistance to provide us with the needed permission for us to enter Purple Hill in order to reach Purpura. We continued to run and made sure to
The moment that I heard that Lana’s water broke, I lost all my sense of reason and rushed over to Cal’s to check if she was okay. I told myself that I will just look from afar, I will just make sure that she was okay, and then leave. But the moment that I saw Calvin helping her to get in his truck, anger filled my body as I ask the question, “Where the hell is that husband of hers?”If she was my mate I would have made sure that she would be by my side and not my best friend at all times. I would have prepared for this important day and made her feel that she is my top priority and not some title that doesn’t really mean a thing. ‘But you let her go moron,’ Zeus said angrily.Zeus has been angry with me since the day we found out that Lana was our Fated Mate. And since then I had been thinking of ways how to get her back. I don’t even know if it was possible. But there was a small glimmer of hope that if Lana found out the truth, then maybe Lana would be able to understand why I did
I watch as my one and only Luna and my newborn child sleep peacefully. And I can’t help but think that I almost lost them both. I can’t stop blaming myself for putting my guard down that I was placed under a spell. I know that there are a lot of things that Lana and I need to sort out and talk about, especially after what happened. I am not quite sure where to begin and how to make her believe that I would never hurt her. A soft knock on the door disturbs my thoughts. The door cracked open for a bit and I saw Jericho’s head peep. I gently and silently stood up making sure that Lana and Nathaniel won’t wake up. As I opened the door wider. I step away to make way for Sol to enter. After all that I’ve been through, I am no longer taking my chances and ensuring that Lana and our baby Nathaniel are never left alone. As I watch Sol took his seat at the corner of the room, I walked out of the room and silently closed the door behind me. “Drake and the rest of Calvin’s friends are in
A time will come when everything would feel like they are falling right into place. Like everything is where they were supposed to be. Like everything and everyone is right where they belong.That’s what I thought, just right before the moron of an Alpha arrived and took everything away from me. As much as I hate it, there was nothing I can do about it. Because in people’s eyes and even on paper, Lana is not mine.I reluctantly stood and let go of Lana’s hand as I give way to the moron to take the seat that was supposed to be mine. I can feel Zeus curse as we leave the room and closed the door right behind us. “You should stop now, Nori,” Calvin said surprising me. “What are you talking about?” I said to Nori, pretending that I don’t know what he means. “You know very well what I mean,” Calvin said as he continue to follow me from behind. I stopped walking and turned to face him angrily.“I don’t know what you’re saying,” I shouted at him angrily. “You know what I am saying,” Ca
Hi, Purplelites!It’s been a while since the last time I left you a message. For those who are new, I welcome you with a warm heart. By the way, I have already started with the third and last book called Saving My Alpha. I hope that this book will answer all the unanswered questions that you have. Saving My Alpha is the continuation of both Claiming My Alpha and Redeeming My Alpha and more. The timeline takes place before Anya turns 18 and is about to shift with her wolf. I know that you miss Little Mikey and Baby Anya and Mikey’s cute claim that Anya would be his Luna. And are all curious if they would really be Fated Mates? All of that will be addressed in Saving My Alpha. Not only that but new characters will be revealed and some old ones will also make a reappearance. And that’s not all, the final battle between good and evil will finally be set. Will they finally get the peace that they have all been fighting for? And at what cost? Once again, thank you all for your const
I don’t exactly remember everything that happened. Just fragments of it. But the moment that I opened my eyes, tears started to flow. I also can’t understand why my heart felt like it was breaking into million pieces. Like I have lost the love of my life. Like a very big part of me disappeared. I wiped the tears on my face and decided to check the state our pack was in. I started walking towards the packhouse and found Drake lying lifelessly on the ground. I rushed towards him to check his state and the moment that I saw the state that he was in my heart was crushed. Where was I when his legs were being beaten to a pulp? What kind of friend am I when I couldn’t even help him? I called out the medic of our pack, and our healers, and told them to prioritize Drake and to make sure that he wouldn’t feel any pain at all. As they carried Drake away I couldn’t help but feel devastated at the state that our pack was in. If only I wasn’t a weak person then maybe this would not have happen
I watch as the woman I love was being lifted into the air. “Lana!” I shouted but she didn’t move.Suddenly the soft voice that I love so much to hear spoke. ‘Don’t blame yourself,’ Lana whispered through the mind link but it felt like she was whispering softly in my ear, ‘It’s not your fault baby. I made a choice, and this is my choice. I only have one request. Find our son. Find him for me. I love you, always.“NO!” I shouted out loud. I was stupid, how can I call myself her Fated Mate when I can’t even save her? I should have known, I should have stopped her. I should have protected her. I should have done everything to keep her safe. But here I am staring at her as she was being lifted in the air and I have no power to get her. Just then a bright light appeared followed by a loud explosion. The explosion didn’t bother me as I continue to look at my Luna who was still in the air. I look at her and watch as she slowly falls to the ground. I rushed to her not allowing her to fall
After seeing what had happened in Purpura, I was filled with guilt. I know that my mom means well but at that time I let my emotions take over me. I didn’t mean to say those words that I have said but I wasn’t able to control myself. The moment that we reached the packhouse I knew that I need to find Dana. I know how much she disagree with my decision that’s why she offered to be the sponge instead of me. But after hearing what Selene said, I just can’t let another part of my family die in vain. ‘Baby,’ I said to Seth through a mind link, ‘I need to see my sister.’ ‘Everyone’ Seth said as he open a mind link for the rest of the team, ‘You know what to do.’I know that for me to be able to do my plan I need Seth out of my way. But for now, while I can’t find Dana, I need his help because it would be faster if he was with me. We continue to look for Dana while fighting off those that get in our way. I was getting more used to using my power while making sure that I don’t overuse it.
As soon as I returned to our pack, I received some bad news from Jericho. Because just right before I returned the elite warrior that asked for my permission to survey the land where Ares and Isabel were, had died. The rest of the team that was with him had already returned to deliver the bad news.As much as they wanted to get the body of their team leader, there was just no way to get it. Because if they did try, they would have also ended up dead. I made sure to set a time to meet with the young man’s family in honor of his service. To ensure that his bravery and effort will not go unrecognized. But for now, we made sure that the intel that he was able to get would not go to waste. I immediately called all our alliance packs, especially Drake to report the information that we got so that they can start preparing for what was about to come. Even though we already have made our own preparations, I still requested one final check just to make sure that everything will go according
I didn’t know that Purple Hill and several other packs were attacked. I was surprised to learn that there were so many things that had happened while Dana and I were in Purpura. We stayed for dinner at my mom’s before deciding to head back. But as I was watching my mom serves us food to eat, I decided to stay for the night before going back. But because of the surprise attack, as much as Seth wanted to stay with me, he just can’t. He felt sorry that he had to leave me behind but a part of me was relieved that I will be alone. Dana wanted to be left behind as well but my mom urges her to go home with Nori. She said that she and Nori should really fix whatever it was that was going on between them. And if being together doesn’t really work out she will understand. She made sure that Dana knows that she will never be disappointed with her no matter what happen between them and even welcome her back home. “Want some tea?” My mother asks me. But I know that there was something more in
I called Jericho to check the status of my pack and found out that no surprise attack happened there. I was relieved to know that nothing happened to my pack but when I looked at the remnants of the surprise attack, I can’t help but feel guilty about what I felt. Nori called me and asked me to follow him inside. He leads me to the meeting room of the packhouse where Drake, Leon, and Drake’s parents were. I saw some other people that I did not recognize that Nori said were part of the council. “I just received the news that other packs from our alliances were also attacked,” Drake said “but it was not the same attack as ours. The rogue wolves attacked them from their pack entrance and no portal was opened.” Murmurs filled the room. “Our pack was not attacked,” I said, which made the whispers louder than it already is, “It came to me as a surprise as well, but I think I know why we weren’t attacked.” All the attention came my way. “Share us your thoughts, Alpha,” Drake’s dad said
Nori was reluctant to leave Lana and Dana alone, he was so afraid that the two of them will fight if we leave them alone. But I told her that I trust Lana won’t do something that would hurt his sister. It was not easy for Nori because he have seen the way the two of them bicker. Which made me a bit prouder to know that I know Lana more than he does. Lana would never hurt Dana because, despite’s Lana anger, I know that Lana loves Dana so much to hurt her. “Are you really sure it’s okay to leave the two of them alone?” Nori asks as he held onto his steering wheel unsure if we should leave or not.“Don’t you trust Lana?” I asked him. “I do,” Nori answered, “Actually, I don’t trust the two of them,” Nori said as he looks at me. What Nori said made me laugh. “What’s so funny?” Nori asks as my action made him confused. “Just drive already,” I said irritably, “Lana won’t do anything bad to Dana.” My change in mood finally convinced him to pull out of the parking lot and started drivi
As I sat in front of Seth and listen to everything that he was saying about what happened to my sister and what she did my emotions went all over the place. It was like I was riding a rollercoaster that just reached its peak and then went down so fast that I felt like I was going to burst. I can hear Seth but after hearing something about our son I couldn’t hear anything else. It’s like my world suddenly stopped and it felt like my world was once again falling apart. I can feel all my anger and all the questions that I have ready to burst out of me, that’s when I noticed that Seth has stopped talking and was just silently looking at me. Watching me, his eyes filled with concern. I took a deep breath, as I try to control all my emotions and all my thoughts but the moment that I open my mouth I can feel all my anger go along with it. “Where is my sister?” I asked. “She’s staying with your mom and Nori in Purpura trying to get better,” Seth said, “And we’ll see them after you have d