There are moments in our lives when we found ourselves surrounded by people and still feel so alone. These kinds of feelings and thoughts can sometimes drive you to the edge. Just like where I am standing now. I don’t know why I am standing on the edge of the cliff of a mountain, so high that you can’t even see the bottom of it. The wind is cold but it didn’t bother me. Maybe because I am already numb or maybe because I was too used to being so alone and cold and betrayed. “Lana,” someone whispered my name. It was so clear but not that loud enough. “Lana,” the same voice whispers my name. If I jump now, would all my misery end? Would my cracked skull, broken ribs, arms, and legs hurt less than my broken heart? “Lana,” the same warm and angelic voice called, but instead of ignoring it again, I turned around. The moment my eyes met his, a smile broke his handsome face as he reach out his hand to me. The courageous part of me tells me that everything will be okay if only I hav
Wake up, Lana!My inner demonic child calls out to me. I know that she’s currently making fun of me as we speak. She finds it funny whenever I place myself in uncomfortable situations.Wake up, Lana!This time, it’s my rational self who’s waking me up. I know it might sound like I am crazy, but I am not. Because the truth is told, every person has their own inner voice that always tells them a lot of things about everything that happens in one’s life.Rise and shine, Lana!My seductive inner goddess calls me out using the most seductive voice that she can come up with. Sometimes she just thinks that she’s so sexy when in reality there was nothing sexy about
There are times when I do not wake up. When I just want to fall into an indefinite sleep. And today is one of those days. Instead, of bringing me home Nori brought me to his and Calvin’s. Yup, the two of them have stayed together for a long time.“Nori,” I can hear Calvin trying to explain, “I am telling you that it’s all my fault.”“Yes!” Nori shouted, “How could you entrust Lana to someone you don’t even know.”“Are you accusing me of being an irresponsible friend?” Calvin said angrily.“What else should I call you then?” Nori snickers. This is not the Nori that I know of. Nori would never hurt Calvin. He would never do that.
“Stop staring at me, Calvin,” I said as I sat on his bed, “You’re going to bore a hole in my face.”“I just can’t believe what just happened,” Calvin said with amazement. I lay down on his bed as I try to remember how the scene unfold. Calvin’s face was filled with horror and the surprised look on Nori’s face was priceless.I remember the warning that Nori gave me. It was supposed to be a warning and yet it felt like he was cutting ties with me.*****‘This is the last time I will be coming to save you, Lana,’ Nori said, ‘If you keep on doing what you want and stop listening to me, I will never come again to save you.’‘Save me from what, Nori?’ I asked angrily, &
People think that I am very calm and understanding. Well. some of it may be true but just everyone else, I am not perfect. Because I really hate it when people take something that’s mine.I know that I would have fought back, that I would have not let that stupid wolf take my Mate away from me. But what can I do? After hearing my Mate’s request who am I to disagree with? I can’t really go against my Mate’s wishes. Because my priority will always be my Mate’s happiness.“Boss,” Sol called me out angrily as he came into the bar, “Why would you let that arrogant scumbag treat you like that?”“Treat me like what?” I ask him back without hiding the disappointment in my voice. I kept myself busy as I continue wiping the glasses that we were goin
The moment that Calvin opened the door, I knew that we were not as welcomed as we were like the first time we came here. And I also know that I can’t really blame them after what happened with Nori earlier. Nori was not only rude, but he was also an arrogant prick. “Don’t you guys have eyes?” The man with raven hair asks us, and there was nothing friendly about his tone, “We are still closed. Which means that we do not accept anyone, especially outsiders to come into our bar.” “You should go,” The big scary-looking guy said. He looks intimidating but instead of feeling any fear for him, all I felt was tenderness in his voice, which makes him not scary to me at all. I walk in front of Calvin and spoke before he can. “We came here to apologize,” I said as I bowed my head in front of the raven-haired guy, I was about to say the speech I had prepared in my head on the way here, but I was interrupted by the voice I came to know so well. “You don’t need to do that,” he said. I follo
She stood in front of me, looking beautiful just like the first time I saw her. I watch her look up at me and I know that she feels a bit intimidated by my height and whenever she feels embarrassed, she looks cuter. I bent down to get a closer look at her by placing my elbow over the counter trying to make her meet my eyes. I am not sure if she was shy or scared of me but all I felt from her was uneasiness. “How are you feeling now, my angel?” I just have to ask, I need to know. I was just surprised at how my voice sounded. ‘Damn it! Kai!’ I shouted at my wolf who is now rolling with laughter. ‘Come on, man,’ Kai said, ‘I just helped you out and you're getting angry with me?’ ‘Now’s not the time,’ I replied. ‘When’s the time?’ Kai asked angrily. ‘When that weak mutt take her away again?’ ‘You know that I will never allow that!’ This time I am the one who’s angry. ‘I only allowed it because My Mate requested it.’ ‘So if she requested again, would you give in once again?’ Kai’s
As my eyes travel across the noisy bar, which used to be my refuge after training, I beg to regret what my big mouth said to a kind man earlier.“What are you doing?” Calvin asks as he sits on the couch in front of me with two bottles of beer.“Nothing.” I replied bitterly as I start to miss the alcoholic concoction, which was just a margarita by the way, that Seth makes for us, “So we’re back to beers once again?” I asked my friend.“We tried the margaritas that are served here remember?” Calvin asks with a smile. Yup, I remember it so well like it was yesterday. The margaritas served here don’t taste anything like the margarita that Seth serves us. It’s more of vodka with ice that was placed in a fancy glass. I have to shake my head as I