When Jenny entered the studio control room, she looked around at what had become her home. She sat down in front of the large control board and ran her fingers over the knobs. Fifty thousand watts of clear channel power were in her hands. She could feel the energy surging through her skin. When she was in command nothing could touch her. Surrounded by thick, padded walls, Jenny could shut herself off from the rest of the world. With the right combination of dials and switches, she could control what millions of people heard. It was a natural high, a fifty thousand watt orgasm, and for four hours every day it had been hers. Until today, when someone by the name of Johnny Kingshit was about to take it away from her, courtesy of that pencil-penis Brian Allen.
Well, she’d show him! She’d be the perfect professional. Just do her job, business as usual, and wait for the mail to do the rest. Even if Brian had let her down, she knew her fans wouldn’t. As soon as they found out she was sharing her show they’d write. Hell, they’d probably burn up the switchboard!
With renewed confidence, Jenny put on her headset and made the necessary entries in the daily maintenance log. She glanced at the oversized clock on the wall directly in front of her and jotted down the exact time her shift started. It seemed to Jenny that her entire life had been ruled by that obnoxious red hand that ticked off time in excruciatingly long seconds.
In any given day, she probably looked at that clock hundreds of times and yet if someone asked her what time it was, she wouldn’t be able to tell them. Jenny was so engrossed in her preparations that she didn’t notice the new body that was now occupying the seat she had kept warm since her first day at the station.
Through the thick glass partition Jenny watched while George Dimmock, aka Johnny King, was talking to Brian. Jenny moved the control switch into the cue position so she could overhear their conversation then turned her back to the two men and pretended to be busy.
“At least you could have told her about me, Bri. I mean I have to work with the bitch. It might help to get to know her first, if you know what I mean.”
“I know exactly what you mean Johnny, but I thought it was best if you two started off on the right foot first before you ended up putting that foot into your mouth. Believe me, it’s best to do this my way.” Besides I don’t need the competition.
“Whatever you say, you’re the boss, right?”
“That’s right. Even if you are Denise’s brother, this is still my station. I hope we have an understanding here.”
“Of course we do. Just don’t tell Denise, right? Just because dad left this place to her, I totally understand that it’s your baby now.”
“Yes, it is my baby, and I’d rather you didn’t spread that little bit of fact about ownership around, if you know what I mean.”
Through the glass, Jenny held up the five finger signal, indicating that they were coming out of commercial in five seconds. “Not to worry, Brian. I won’t tell anyone our little secret. Now, if you’ll excuse me, it’s show time!”
Johnny put on his headset as Brian left the studio. Brian hoped he hadn’t made a mistake. Johnny might be his brother-in-law and although he didn’t usually practice nepotism, in this case he’d had no choice.
The decision to hire George was made by his wife just before his “meeting” with Jenny. There was no room for compromise since Denise legally owned the station. He knew Jenny would be angry if she ever found out the truth, but he figured he could explain it to her when she calmed down.
Brian’s plan was to wait until they were in a romantic position to tell Jenny how he had to keep up an image and that it would look bad to have anyone know that his wife and not he, was actually in control. He knew Jenny would understand. Just as soon as she’d calm down about the abrupt shift change and hiring of Johnny. He just had to wait for the right moment. Unfortunately, she was showing no signs of calming down and he was becoming a bit doubtful if that right moment would ever happen.
In fact, Jenny was anything but calm. She had heard the entire conversation and was fuming. Denise’s brother? It was bad enough to lose her position to a complete unknown. Johnny King, what a stupid name. It sounded like the name of a fast food hang-out. But to find out that the decision had come from Brian’s wife was totally unnerving. Brian had told her that he owned KKTM and his wife was a silent partner. Everyone at the station was under the same impression, which Brian had done nothing to correct.
Jenny couldn’t believe Brian would jeopardize her career, but then again, since he was jeopardizing his own marriage, what was Jenny’s entire life’s work to him? If Denise found out, Jenny would have to start looking for another job whether she wanted to or not. There was no question now, she and Brian were through.
The ominous second hand was coming up to the hour mark and Jenny and Johnny - what a ridiculous combination of names! It reminded her of an old fifties song, barf - were ready to begin their first official show together.
Once again for the first time. Oh well, it won’t be forever. He’ll be terrible, Brian will have to fire him, Denise or no Denise, and I’ll have my shift back in no time! Piece of cake!
Jenny had no idea just how wrong she was.
Gayle McGee was sitting at her desk in the outer office when the first calls started to come in. She had worked at KKTM since graduating high school, starting out as a file clerk, and then moving on to assistant manager. After seven years of learning the ropes, she had successfully climbed the ladder to her current position of Program Director. She had seen and heard her share of announcers, so another new voice wasn’t of much interest.Until now.“I’m with Jenny Reed for the last half hour of her show so we can get to know each other,” Johnny said into the microphone, “and tomorrow morning you and she will have someone wonderful to wake up with at six a.m.” He flashed a nasty grin at Jenny knowing full well the intent of what he had just told over ten thousand listeners. Jenny didn’t give him the satisfaction of acknowledging his comment, but in her mind she was mentally strangling him with the headset cord.The minute
Jenny tried hard not to stare at the man whose voice was making her ears tingle. She didn’t want to believe that the deep, soft, and sexy sounds were emanating from the same mouth who had callously called her bitch only minutes before. If she’d learned anything at all from her years in the radio business, she knew that when people changed their name, they also changed their personality. Jenny Reed was a person Doris had invented. The life that Jenny was leading, Doris never could. She wondered whether it was the same for Johnny King. Or maybe he was trying to hide something, like the fact that he was related to the boss’s wife.Their abbreviated shift went by quickly.“How am I doing?” Johnny gave her a sheepish smile as if to say he already knew the answer.“Not bad for your first half-hour. But hosting full shift during drive time will be is a totally different test. We’ll see how well you do tomorrow morning.
Brian Allen was a frightened man. Although he was alone in his car, he carried with him the Ghost of Disaster Yet-To-Come. After his confrontation with Jenny earlier, he decided it might be better for his health if he were a safe distance from the radio station when the fireworks exploded on Johnny and Jenny’s first shift together. As turbulent as his life was at home, it was still a lot safer for him than work, especially after he’d complied with his wife’s request to hire her brother. He hoped Denise would be in a much better mood than she had been when he’d come home from Jenny’s apartment.“Women!” He said aloud to his imaginary Disaster Ghost. “The only way to make them happy is to give them everything they want. Which doesn’t leave a hell of a lot left over for the rest of us.”As usual, Brian’s car radio was tuned to KKTM. At first he only half listened to the station expecting to hear Johnny anno
The private jet carrying the new owner of KKTM was about to land at LAX. Anthony Victor D’Amico put out his cigarette and fastened his seatbelt as the indicator lights signaled him to do.He placed the confining strap around his waist, and then gave it an extra tug to make up for the slack. At forty-three, he didn’t look a day older than thirty-five. Tony gave full credit to his Italian genes for his perpetual tan, even though he hardly spent any time in the sun. His thick black hair didn’t have a strand of gray, and thanks to his daily workout routine, his body was still as trim and firm as it had been in high school.Tony D’Amico was the type of man who knew he had the looks, but he also had the brains and knew how to best take advantage of those looks. He had spent his thirties teaching business economics for a local University where he met Beverly Stone who was working on her MBA.Tony and Beverly became good friends. He had asked her
“This is Jenny Reed, turning the microphone over to Marlene Burkowitz. Remember to listen tomorrow morning when Johnny King, the newest voice here at KKTM-98.1, turns on L.A. from six ‘til ten a.m.”Brian had added that last part to all the DJ’s signoff in order to promote Johnny’s arrival. It was one thing to have to be forced to share her show with him, Jenny thought, but to be forced to advertise the fact was cruel and unusual punishment.Jenny’s professionalism overcame her emotional disgust, as it usually did at times like these, and although she was choking on the words, it sounded as if she was delighted with the new addition to her show. She didn’t have a chance to find out more about the skeletons in the Allen closet, since Marvin had to deal with an electronic emergency during her shift, and Bill North had taken over the engineering duties.“You read that as if you really meant it,” Bill said into J
Brian followed Denise into the kitchen where she was tossing some cottage cheese onto a plate.“Denise, you can’t make a major decision like this by yourself. What about the staff? What about the format? How could you just up and sell KKTM out from under me?”“I could and I did. I’m amazed that you should care. I’ve seen the ratings. For the past six months you’ve let things slide. When Father gave you that DJ job, then let you take over as general manager, I thought you’d really do something wonderful with his station. Instead you’ve managed to turn it into a financial disaster.”“Now, Denise. You shouldn’t be worried about all that. You don’t understand the business end of things. I know KKTM has had some problems lately, but with your brother working there now, and the format changes I’m going to propose, things will improve. Just don’t take this away from me. Call that
Jenny was tired. She sat in Charlotte’s listening to Johnny ramble on about how excited he was to be working at KKTM, all the while checking her watch in a not too subtle way. Fortunately, Johnny was too busy listening to the sound of his own voice to notice. Kathy was going to owe her big for this one.If the radio audience could only hear him now, she thought, I wish this were on air so I could switch stations.“Of course radio is very different in Canada.”“Why did you work in Canada when your father had his own station right here?”“Dad was very well connected in the U.S. and had me blackballed at nearly all the major markets, so I headed up north. I worked at a small radio station in Barrie, moved around Quebec, took up skiing, and raised a little hell. I came back to the States for my sister’s wedding, then hung out till dad died. Since I was cut out of the will, Denise felt sorry for me and offered me the D
Jenny sat in her office conducting a silent inventory of her surroundings. Her radio license on the wall was proudly displayed next to a photograph of her accepting the Women In Communications Award for Excellence, two years ago. On the opposite wall hung the giant circular clock with that damn red hand ticking off what could very well be the last few seconds of her career at KKTM.On her desk were piles of paper. Fan mail in one, Arbitron ratings in the other. They were her only measure of success. The almighty numbers that were the constant divider between the best and the rest. No matter how many times she read her mail, it was those numbers that kept comparing her value with the hundreds of other disembodied voices in a profession that offered no guarantees and no security.Jenny looked around at her life contained within a windowless five by seven cubicle. There were no pictures of family. There was never enough time for the photographs or the relationships to dev