“I’m at your gate open up.” Jay says when I answer.
“Okay.” I say ending the call and opening the gate for him. About a minute later he knocks on my door. I go to the door and open it.
“Hi.” I say when I open the door.
“Hi beautiful.” He says leaning in for a hug. “I brought an old friend.” He says just as my eyes collide with Kane’s. I smile to hide the turmoil of feeling I feel when I see him.
“Welcome, please come in.” I say letting them both in.
“Thank you for having us over.” Jay says as they follow me to the kitchen.
“It’s my pleasure,” I say leading them to my kitchen table. “Have a seat.” I say looking from Jay to Kane.
“Thank you.” Kane says smiling. He looks around my house with so much interest.
“I’ll get the wine.” I say going to the fridge. I need a moment to get my emotions in check. I didn’t think I would see Kane so soon. His being here is throwing me off; I don’t know how to feel about him being in my personal space.
“This looks good.” Jay says looking at the charcuterie board I have set up for us. I take the wine out of the fridge and take the wine opener I put out earlier. I look for an extra glass for Kane.
“It really is.” I say walking back to the table. I place the wine glass next to his plate and start to open the bottle.
“May I?” Kane says reaching for the bottle. His fingers graze mine lightly and I hit with a bolt of electricity where he touched me.
“Yeah, sure.” I say letting go of the bottle. I sit down and watch him open the bottle with so much ease. He pours the three of a glass of wine and I slide him a wine bottle stopper and he closes the bottle. I take it and place it in the ice bucket.
“You’re mom is not joining us?” Jay asks after he takes a sip of the wine.
“No, she’s not here.” I say and he looks at me with concern. I see Kane look from Jay to me out of the corner of my eye. He’s looking at Jay’s face right now and I can tell he too thinks something is wrong. “She has a date.” I say and Jay literally sighs in relief.
“Oh really? Who’s the lucky guy?” He asks his face bright with excitement.
“Max.” I say and he looks at me in question.
“You’re saying that I should know who that is.” He says digging into the food.
“Farrow’s brilliant professor.” I say in explanation and he smiles at me when he figures out who I’m talking about.
“How in the hell did that happen?” He asks looking at me surprised.
“They met at the hospital the last time she was…” I say not finishing off the sentence. I don’t feel comfortable discussing my mother’s health in front of Kane. It feels too vulnerable.
“Amazing.” He says smiling at me. “So what about you?” He asks and I look at him confused.
“What about me?” I ask finally.
“You should let me hook you up with someone.” He says smiling at me like he won the lottery.
“Are you tired of having to explain to people that I’m not your girlfriend?” I ask playfully.
“Yes.” He says laughing.
“People assume you guys are a couple?” Kane asks looking at me with a huge smile on his face.
“Bro, every time we go somewhere together. People come up saying how lucky I am to have such a beautiful woman on my arm. ” Jay says and Kane looks at me sweetly.
“Well, they’re right about one thing.” He says smiling. I shake my head at him, he’s just teasing.
“No doubt you’re gorgeous. But Farrow hates it.” He says and I look at him in surprise, I didn’t know she knew people did that.
“She knows about that?” Kane asks the same question that popped into my head.
“I went to a family with her a few months ago and an aunt of mine walked up to us and asked what happened to my other beautiful girlfriend.” He says laughing.
“No.” I say not finding the joke in his story. Farrow must have been furious.
“Yes. I had to explain to her who my aunt was talking about. But even then she didn’t believe me; she thought I was covering up my cheating ways by saying my aunt was referring to you.” He says and I look at him in shock.
“So Farrow hates my guts and you didn’t tell me,” I say horrified.
“No, you’re good. She doesn’t hate you. I explained to her what happened she’s cool.” He says smiling at me.
“You almost died.” Kane says and they start laughing.
“But like I was saying, Let me set you up with a young, accomplished, attractive, healthy, sane man.” He says and I think about it for a minute. I don’t remember the last time I was on a date and I don’t think the last time I was in an actual relationship.
“I don’t know.” I say and he frowns at me in disappointment.
“What do you mean?” He asks sounding so sad.
“I would let you if we weren’t so close.” I say and he looks at me confused.
“What do you mean? That’s exactly the reason why I’m the perfect person.” He says looking at Kane for confirmation. Kane nods in agreement and then they both look at me, waiting for me to explain myself.
“Who am I going to ask advice from if things go south. If he’s someone you know then I can’t come to you” I say and he looks at me like; are you dumb?
“You come to me. My loyalties lie with you. We are stuck together until the end of time.” He says and I look at him not convinced at all.
“I wish I believed you.” I say half playing, half serious. I wonder where his loyalties lie with Kane. So far I’m sure he’s team K. and that is enough to tell me that I can’t fully put my faith n him when it comes to my love life. I love him but I can’t trust him with my heart.
“Look I’m here for you. If you want to hide a body, I’m your man. Thrust me.” He says giving me his best smile.
“That smile is not going to convince me.” I say smiling too.
“Shalom I know a great guy. He’s smart, has a great job, he’s a cool guy. I think you’d like him.” He says ignoring everything I just told him.
“You really want me to go on this date huh?” I ask suspiciously, he’s selling this guy too hard. He’s never been this insistent I go on a date before.
“Did he beg you to set him up with someone?” I ask intrigued to know what’s going on here.
“Maybe.” He says half smiling and half hiding it.
“Is he being pressured to get married?” I say and they both look at me in shock.
“Jeez, I didn’t know you were this cynical.” Kane says looking his face filled with a lot of judgment.
“Life will teach you new skills” I say and he looks at me worried. I look at Jay waiting for my answer.
“He does have a little pressure from his parents.” He says and Kane looks at him shocked.
“Did you have to put the man out there like that?” He asks and Jay and I laugh.
“Was I supposed to lie to her?” Jay says pointing at me still laughing.
“”Yes. At least give him a chance at a date and then she’ll learn the truth later.” He says laughing a little.
“That’s so messy. Now I see how women end up married to people they don’t know.” I say and we all laugh.
“Pretty much.” Kane says looking at me guiltily.
“It’s not like you’ll marry us if we told our whole truths.” He says looking at me accusingly.
“Yes we will.” I say and they look at me with an I don’t believe you face.
“Lies.” Kane says shaking his head at me.
“Okay let me speak for me then. I want the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.” I say and they roll their eyes at me, making me laugh.
“You want to know about all the debt I have?” Jay asks making a face at me.
“I especially want to know about the debt. I definitely want any R100000 surprises on my wedding night.” I say and they both make a face at the thought of learning about this type of thing after marriage.
“So am I setting up this date or not?” Jay asks after a moment.
“Let me think about it.” I say smiling at him. I do need to get back on the dating scene but I don’t know if I’m ready yet.
“Hey.” Kane says when I answer my phone. “Hi” I say on the end of the receiver. We stay for a long time; I don’t know what to say because I wasn’t expecting his phone call. I don’t know why he’s silent; he’s the one that called me. “It’s Kane.” He says like he snapped out of something. “I know how you are?” I say trying to move the conversation along. “I’m good and I am outside your house.” He says and I almost trip over myself. I walk to my security monitor in the kitchen and look at the screen. And there is a car at my gate. “Okay.” I say not really sure what to say. It’s kind of late for a visit and I just got home myself. I don’t think I have the energy to entertain anyone at this hour. “I was hoping we could talk.” He says sounding so unsure. I wait looking at his car trying to figure out what to do. My mother is home and I don’t want them meeting. But can I really turn him away? “Come in.” I say opening the gate for him. Hopefully, he won’t stay long; he has a girlfriend t
“Thank you for cooking for me.” Olive says raising her wine glass to me. I raise mine and we cheers. “De nada” I say and she smiles at me. “I really needed this night in.” She says taking a bite of her food. “That’s why I did this, we’re both overwhelmed and we needed to slow down and enjoy ourselves,” I say taking a bite of the food and making an appreciative noise. I put my foot in this lamb, it really tastes good. “Well, I appreciate you for being so thoughtful. We should do this more often.” She says smiling at me lovingly. “We should, I need to fly down to Cape Town more,” I say smiling at her and she tilts her head sideways looking at me. “Or I could move in with you.” she says and I almost choke on my food. I look at her to see if she’s joking and she’s serious. “Do you think that’s a good idea?” I ask looking at her cautiously. “Yes. We’re in this forever so why not move to the next step? I want to be with you forever, I don’t see why this is not a good idea.” She says
“Hey beautiful.” My best friend Noni says walking toward my table. I invited her out for brunch because I owe her a nice day out. I’ve been ignoring her like all my other friends. Spending time with Jay has shown me that I need to do better. I can’t use my mother as an excuse forever. “Hey, it’s so good to see you.” I say getting up to give her a hug. “I know, I missed you so much. We haven’t hung out in a long time.” She says when we let go of each other and sit down. “That’s my fault, that’s why I wanted to make up for disappearing on you.” I say and she smiles excitedly. “If that’s the case, I’m ordering all the expensive food on the menu.” She says looking at me mischievously. “You know what? You can order anything you want, but I should warn you I’m calling you when I can’t pay my bills.” I say and we laugh. A waitress comes to take our orders, she orders all the good food on the menu and the waitress leaves. “What’s been going on with you?” She asks when the waitress is go
“I’m so glad you called, I didn’t think I would ever see you again.” Charles says looking at me nervously. I sip my coffee looking at him, I don’t know if another date was a good idea but I’m open. He’s different I’m used to men that are very confident in themselves but I don’t want to judge him too harshly. One date is not enough time to make a conclusion on someone’s character. “I didn’t think I’d call either.” I say and he looks even more nervous. “But a good friend of mine told me to and I’m glad I did,” I say and he smiles at me sweetly. “I need to buy your friend a thank-you gift.” He says looking at me closely. "He loves gifts.” I say smiling at him. “I’m terrible at first dates and when I saw you I got all flustered and put my foot in my mouth.” He says looking at me embarrassed. “I must admit I am concerned. Do you ask every girl you meet to have your babies?” I ask looking at him trying to figure out if he’s playing me. “I do not. That reaction is purely due to you.”
“I wanted to give you a heads up; Shalom came with a date.” Jay says walking past me to get the front door. I look at him open the door and there she is; beautiful as ever. She walks in smiling at Jay and then someone walks in behind her. He greets Jay and then places his hand at the small of her back. I feel heat rise in my face. Shalom looks around the room and I wait for her to see me. I take a sip of my drink looking at how stunning she is. She’s wearing a strappy, loose dress. But the material is clinging to her curves. Her body is showing just enough for you to see that she’s all woman under all that dress. Her skin looks sun-kissed and inviting. It looks so smooth and soft. Her eyes find me and I can feel the electricity from across the room. I look at her unable to take my eyes off her. She takes a big gulp of air and I see her chest move up and down slowly. I can tell she can feel exactly what I’m feeling. I caress her with my eyes, letting her know that she should be stan
I move uncomfortably in the passenger seat of Kane’s car. I wish I had opted to drive to the engagement party. Charles insisted on picking me up, he thought it would be nice if we showed up together. I just didn’t bank on him bailing on me. I can’t believe he left me standing there, he embarrassed me. I move around in the seat again and Kane turns to look at me. “You’re good?” He asks looking back at the road. “I’m okay, I just need to get home and get out of this dress.” I say telling him half truth of the source of my discomfort, the dress is tight but it’s not why I’m so uncomfortable. He is. We’re so close to each other that I can smell his cologne. His scent is all around me and I know it’s going to take a long time for me to forget it. “I was hoping to show you something before I take you home.” He says stopping at a light and turning to look at me. The red light illuminates his face as he looks at me hopefully. “Do you have to show it to me tonight?” I ask looking at his fac
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask him when he hands me a glass of wine. “How am I looking at you?” He asks standing in front of me. He sits next to me waiting for me to say something. I take a sip of the wine and look at him. I can’t believe he’s playing the dumb game. He knows how he’s looking at me. I can see the lust written all over his face. I might have been out of the dating game for a long time but I can tell when a man is looking at me with lust. He needs to stop looking at me like that because I’m not sure if I can keep my hands off of him. Tonight was a very emotional for me and being here with him is adding to that emotion. I have a lot of sexual tension stored from all of the lack of sex. I was hoping Charles and I would get to the sex part but he bowed out so quickly I didn’t know what hit me. “How is your son taking to living with you?” I ask changing the subject. “He hasn’t moved in yet” He says smiling a little. “Why is that?” I ask moving a little bi
“What the fuck?” He says looking up at me. “Are you expecting company?” I ask looking back at him. “No.” He says but he doesn’t move to go to the check the door. “Are you going to check who it is?” I say trying to move from under him but he doesn’t move. “It’s probably my brother.” He says looking between my legs longingly. “I think I should get dressed.” I say and he looks at me sadly. “I’m going to punch whoever is at the door.” He says looking at the hallway angrily. “I’m going to hug whoever is at the door.” I say and he smiles at me. “Saved by the bell?” He asks getting up and standing straight. “Yes.” I say getting dressed. He looks at me silent for a few seconds. The door bell rings again and he groans. He heads to the door leaving me sitting on his sofa. I breathe slowly trying to come down from the charged situation we just had. A few more seconds we would have been having sex. I didn’t think that one through. Can I jump into bed with him just like that? Shouldn’t I w
Six months later, our wedding day arrives. The venue is a charming chapel nestled in the hills, surrounded by a sea of white flowers. Everything is draped in white: the chairs, the aisle runner, even the delicate lace that adorns the altar. The soft glow of fairy lights adds a touch of magic, creating a dreamy atmosphere that feels like a scene out of a fairytale. Our guest list is intimate, just fifty of our closest friends and family, making the occasion feel even more special.I’m in a small room at the back of the chapel, getting ready. My dress is a vision of white silk and lace, hugging my curves in all the right places. The intricate beadwork sparkles as I move, catching the light. My hair is styled in loose waves, cascading down my back, with a simple veil trailing behind me. My mother and daughter, my beautiful flower girls, are beside me, dressed in matching white dresses with delicate floral crowns on their heads.My mother fusses over me, adjusting my veil and smoothing ou
I lie on my side and stare at Kane lying next to me. He closes his eyes and then he sighs happily as his body slowly calms down from the high of our orgasms. “I missed you so much,” I say, my voice trembling with emotion. I reach out and touch his brow, feeling the familiar warmth of his skin. The simple contact brings a rush of relief.He opens his eyes and smiles, the tenderness in his gaze melting the remaining shards of hurt within me. “I missed you too,” he replies, moving closer.“I don’t want to fight like that with you ever again,” I whisper, my voice barely audible, yet carrying the weight of a heartfelt promise. His nod is immediate, his eyes reflecting the same resolve.“We will never fight like that ever again,” he assures me, his tone filled with sincerity. He takes my hand into his, his grip firm yet gentle. Lifting it to his lips, he kisses it softly, the gesture a silent vow of commitment and love.I close my eyes, savoring the feeling of contentment that flows throug
I'm in bed watching Shaolm get ready to go to sleep. She's wearing one of those lingerie sets where you can see through the material. I watch the way her skin peaks through and wish my lips were slowly gliding over it. I wish I could feel the softness hidden beneath the material."You okay?" She says when she stops in the middle of the room to look at me. I nod and she starts walking into the bathroom.When she comes back to the room she gets into bed next to me."You're very silent tonight." She says looking over at me."I'm just thinking about how beautiful you are." I say and she smiles shyly."You're beautiful too." She says her smile getting wider and I just stare at her. There's so much light and warmth in her eyes it makes me sigh. She's incredibly gorgeous."Thank you." I say leaning over to kiss her. She wraps her arms around me leaning into the kiss.I slide onto my back, pulling her onto me. I moan
After a long day at the hospital, I finally make my way home, the weight of the day’s events pressing down on me. The evening air is cool, a welcome contrast to the sterile feeling of the hospital. As I unlock the door, the familiar scent of home greets me, and I immediately feel a bit lighter.“Baby?” I call out, stepping inside.“In the kitchen!” Her voice rings back, cheerful and warm.I find her at the stove, stirring a pot of something that smells amazing. She turns and smiles when she sees me, her eyes lighting up. “Hey, you. How was your day?”I lean in to kiss her, savoring the brief moment of normalcy. “Busy. Interesting, too. Smells great in here.”“Chicken curry,” she says with a grin. “It’ll be ready in a few minutes. Why don’t you get changed and relax for a bit?”“Sounds perfect.” I head to our bedroom, changing into more comfo
The hospital corridors hum with the usual morning bustle. As I head to the conference room for the morning briefing, I notice a familiar figure ahead, her brown hair tied back in a neat ponytail. My steps falter for a second before I continue walking, my mind racing.Olive.I know she ran into Shalom a week ago and I don't know how she'll react. It sucks that we have to work together but their internal medicine fellowship and our neurosurgery program h work together from time t time and I'm stuck with her this week. The unexpected sight of her here, in the same hospital, stirs up a whirlwind of emotions.Entering the conference room, I take a seat and try to focus on the meeting. Dr. Malik outlines the cases for the day, his voice steady and authoritative. When he mentions a complex case requiring collaboration with internal medicine, my heart skips a beat.“And for this case, you’ll be working closely with Dr. Olive Bennett from Internal Medicine,” he says, glancing around the room
Today is my first solo surgery. I can't believe it but I can because I worked harder than most people and I'm not surprised I've progressed so quickly in the program.It's both exciting and nerve wrecking blend as I prepare for my first solo surgery. It's a simple procedure—a lumbar discectomy—but the significance of it being my first is huge.Dr. Hunter's words from that first day echo in my mind as I scrub in: "This program is designed to challenge you and expand your capabilities." I’ve spent countless hours observing, assisting, and honing my skills under the watchful eyes of the attendings. Today, it’s my turn.I walk into the OR, the sterile environment buzzing with the quiet efficiency of the surgical team. Dr. Malik, who has been an incredible mentor, gives me a reassuring nod from across the room. “Ready, Dr.?” He smiles at me and I exhale slowly.“Ready,” I reply, my voice steady despite the
Sitting in my car, the world around me blurs as tears fill my eyes. My chest tightens, and I struggle to catch my breath. The image of Shalom with her baby is burned into my mind, a constant reminder of what I’ve lost. Panic grips me, making it hard to think, hard to breathe.I close my eyes, trying to calm myself. "In and out," I whisper to myself, focusing on my breathing. "In and out." Slowly, the panic begins to recede, but the pain remains, a dull ache in my chest.I lean back in my seat, staring at the ceiling. How did it come to this? How did I end up here, alone and broken? Kane was everything to me, and now he’s gone, living a life I can only dream of. I squeeze my eyes shut, wishing I could erase the last few minutes from my memory.But the truth is, I needed to see it. I needed to see that Kane has moved on, that he’s happy. Maybe now I can start to heal, to find a way to move forward without him.With a shaky breath, I open my eyes and wipe away the tears. I need to get ou
I can't believe what I'm seeing. It's her. My heart pounds as I duck behind a rack of summer dresses, and my breath catches in my throat. I peek through the fabric, watching Shalom browse the store with her baby. The scene stirs a whirlwind of emotions in me—a mix of anger, jealousy, and a tinge of curiosity.Shalom moves gracefully, her attention focused on the baby in a stroller. I can see the soft coos and the gentle way Shalom interacts with her baby, a smile across her lips. I feel my heart break at the sight. I want to get closer, to see the baby, and to understand what has changed in Kane's life since he broke up with me.My mind races with thoughts. Why did he choose Shalom? What did she have that I didn’t? I need answers, and this might be my only chance to find them.Taking a deep breath, I straighten up, trying to appear nonchalant as I step out from behind the rack. I pick up a dress and pretend to examine it, all the while inching closer to Shalom.Shalom seems oblivious
I stir awake, blinking sleepily the scent of coffee and pancakes fills the air. I sit up, stretching, and for a moment, a soft smile touches me lips as shei remembers the warmth of Kane beside me."Good morning, sleepyhead," Kane greets me with a grin as he places a plate of pancakes on the table. "I made your favorite"I smile, my eyes brightening. "You spoil me," I say, sliding into the chair. "Thank you, Kane."He pours me a cup of coffee, watching me as I take my first sip. "I thought we could spend the day together. Maybe take Rene to the zoo. What do you think?"My smile widens at the mention of our daughter. "I think that sounds perfect," I reply, reaching for Kane's hand across the table. "I love the idea of a family day."As we eat breakfast, our conversation is light and filled with laughter. I find himself marveling at how easy it is to talk to him how natural it feels to plan our day together. There's a sense of normalcy that I cherishes, a reminder that we are building som