Oh my, Orion has it bad.
[Carnelia]Ona freezes, every part of her going completely still as she asks in a very careful, clipped voice. “What did you just say?”Orion’s eyes grow so wide and glow so brightly that the kaleidoscope of swirling colors cast freckles of speckled light on his cheeks. “My mate,” he then closes his eyes, blushing. “That is, I think she might be.”“Either she is or she isn’t youngling,” she growls. "With mates, there is no "think" there only "is." Besides,” Ona stretches to her full height, somewhere between her usual form, as her nostrils flare with small tendrils of yellow flame, “You’re. Too. Young.” She takes a few calming breaths before adding, "Or at least, for your sake and hers, wait until you reach full maturity to consummate your union. You are too young to be burdened with a clutch of your own."“Really?” he raises an eyebrow, staring up at his formidable mother. “And how old were you when you met my father?”She pauses, opening her mouth to answer and then snapping it shut
[Carnelia]As the two of us stand still watching Orion disappear into the crowd, I don’t have anything useful to say. I’ve never raised a child of my own to early adulthood.So I do the only thing I can. I hold her. As she cries against my shoulder, I let her weep out all of her pain as she tells me about how much time she has lost. I comfort her as best as I can, patting her back and smoothing her hair as she bemoans every decision she has made over the forty-plus years she should have been there raising her family."I always thought I'd have more time," she sniffles. "And then months turned into years, and years turned into decades as I searched for Daax and sought vengeance against my father and brother for their cruelty. But in the end," she wipes her eyes, "I often wonder if it is worth it. Yes, I have Daax back, and I am grateful for that every day, but I should have been there more, and now...now I never will be."It's so strange seeing Ona so weak and vulnerable, but having her
[Carnelia]At the center of the tent is something I remember from almost a lifetime ago. A sunstone, glowing warmly with the tamed energy of the sun. There was one at the inn in Emerald Cove and another at the center of Primus’ official palace there. Most modern dragons do not remember their original purpose--to transport energy from the Sun Dragon kingdom to the rest of Luxandra.A gift from my ancestors--one that was abused when the Blood King, Maximus the First of Royal House Majere, captured and enslaved the Sun Dragons using them as part of his power grid.I am the last Sun Princess, my mate, Primus, is the son and heir of the Blood King himself. The universe has a funny way of creating balance.Staring down at this ancient artifact, I find myself wondering why it is in the center of the Elf King’s tent.“We built our tent specifically around this stone, which had been buried until we unearthed it three weeks ago. The Luxandrians have forgotten its existence, like so many other t
[Carnelia] We return to the surface in a blink, taking our final forms and flashing to the surface as insubstantial beings of air and light. I say my farewells and promise to find him later tonight to continue our discussion.My mind is still swirling as I readjust to being solid again. Returning from my fourth form to my second still feels a bit disconcerting--I don’t think it will ever feel natural to me because it involves too much faith. But at least now I know that once I’ve gone insubstantial, I can go back to being me again and not have to worry about becoming one with the universe forever. Ona tried to assure me that it is in the nature of our kind to want to be substantial, to take up as much space as we can. The first of our kind found their solid forms here on this planet, the fourth being their more natural state because the world we inhabit demands it of us. But how can I trust the word of a drakaina who has never transformed into a more transient version of herself? I
[Carnelia] Primus. Red ribbons of blood stream from his neck as he rapidly descends from the dais, his white tunic fluttering around him like broken wings. "Shift, damn it!" I shout as I run forward, clawing my way through the crowd. "Primus!" Maybe it is because my heart is beating so rapidly that in comparison it seems like the world is slowing down around me as I continue to rush forward. Everyone seems to stop as I focus on my falling mate. These next few seconds are critical. If he hits bottom, Primus will not survive the fall--it is a great height and he is already injured. He will die, but his suffering at the hands of the Luxandrian queen will finally come to an end. If I catch him and keep him safe, he will live but also suffer--because I am already watching him suffer, and if he is also injured and weak, his suffering will likely be greater, because he will no longer have the strength or will to fight back. I can not watch him fall. I refuse to let him die. Even i
[Eleanora] Not again. Dear gods, not again. As Primus, my last chance mate, falls beneath me, my clutch begins to tear free. These eggs are only 2 months old--far too soon to be laid. But I know the signs. I feel the tell-tell sensation of them ripping away from me, the pressure to bear down and push them from my body greater than my need to hold onto them. Again my body fails me. Despite the Technician's assurances that any seed would be good enough to strengthen my clutch, again I feel their warmth slipping from me. The first time this happened, was when I watched my beloved husband suffer after the fall of his brother. We were able to extract a sample from him and using the tools we salvaged from our private facility, impregnate me again before anyone could be the wiser. But this is my fourth clutch. As it is now, my hold on the senior court is based solely on my ability to produce a royal heir to guide me into a new glory for Luxandra. They don't care which brother is the fat
[Carnelia] "Get your mother," I shout at Orion just before the guards silence me, taking away my breath and my words. Strong arms lift me, keeping my body from hitting the ground, as I pass out in their arms from lack of oxygen. When I wake, I am locked in a cold, stone room in a part of the castle that feels like a familiar nightmare. It does have some comforts, like cushions and a window, so I guess I should be grateful, although I'm sure these luxuries were only afforded to me so that if Queen Eleanora were asked to defend her acts before the High Council she could say in all honesty that I was "given the comfort and dignity required for my station." She seems to be the type who cares more about optics than she does about truth. It doesn't matter what is happening in reality as long as everything looks to be good and proper on the surface. There are bars on the windows to keep me from finding a way out, but none on the door. They don't need to. The door doesn't exist. This place
[Carnelia]There is a monster in the room. Something so dark and twisted and strange my brain cannot understand it. It walks on two legs, but the legs move unnaturally and make a weird whirling sound with every step. It has two arms, but they seem disproportionately short compared to the rest of the body. It has a hunched-over back but seems to be looking from up high.And when it speaks, it sounds like something from a nightmare of some place dead and hollow."Let's get her hooked up and into the tub," it said as soon as it saw me standing there, next to Primus' prone, injured form. The creature and its assisting soldiers do not care that my body is frozen in shock, mortified as I see what they have done to my poor husband's body. It doesn't try to help me understand before it starts the procedure. A guard is instructed to hold me down while another places this strange contraption of wires and tubes over my mouth. My eyes widen in pain as they continue to insert tubes with no warning