[Carnelia]
I hold my breath, forgetting for a moment how to breathe. What does this mean? How is it that the Queen is so newly pregnant? Why is she displaying my husband like a spoil of war?
Ona reaches forward and squeezes my hand, communicating her love for me through her touch. She sees it too. “We don’t know anything, Carnelia. Don’t assume until we know for sure.”
“Either Segundus is still alive or…”
“Shhh…” she looks around, her eyes wide with fear. “I know.’
We don’t have an opportunity to consider the implications, both politically and personally. An armed escort proudly weaves itself through the crowd, creating space on either side of their contingent as they find their way to us.
“By order of Queen Eleanora and Prince Primus,” their leader, stands before us, half his face covered in a golden helm, leaving only his jawline visible, which moves up and down with each word, giving his shadowed face the appearance of being eyeless.
“You are to come before their presence immediately to present your case.”
“We are expected,” I protest. “They promised to…”
“By order of Queen…” he repeats himself in the same manner, as if we did not understand or could not hear when spoke the first time.
Rage boiling just beneath the surface of my skin, I open my mouth to say something else when Ona clasps my arm once more, shaking her head. “Don’t” she mouths, her eyes begging me to stand down. “Please.”
Seeing her fear deflates my anger. Ona wouldn’t be this frightened without a good reason.
The line of knights usher us past the reception line for incoming royals seeking proper acknowledgment from the Luxandrian crown, into a grand but empty receiving room. The guards who escorted us took their places along the perimeter of the room, blocking each window and door, and casting long black shadows with feathered wings.
Our group closes ranks, moving the babies to the center. We may have come here in peace with an offer of truce and trade in exchange for my children's health, but we also know that there is a reason she wanted our children here in Luxandra. She has been asking us to give one to her to raise in exchange for my husband for months now. And then suddenly, her tune changed and she is willing to be generous in our time of need?
None of it makes any sense.
She wants something. Without knowing more about her motives it would be a fool to trust her completely.
Thankfully, none of us are fools.
I can feel the air crackle around me as Ona begins drawing on the heat from the rocks beneath our feet. Orion is watching the air dragons with the eyes of a soldier while I pull on my memories of Primus and begin to call the earth to my command.
We are ready to fight our way out of this room if we must.
But for a very long time, nothing happens. As our bodies and spirits grow weaker, we release our pent-up energy and continue to wait. Time stretches forward. There is no movement from the guards, no sign that anyone even remembers that we are here.
“When are we going to be done waiting?” Daax grumbles, growing visibly anxious as be rolls a small beam of crackling light up and over his knuckles. “She knows our situation is urgent and yet she is making us wait like commoners seeking her attention.”
Looking down at my children, gently wrapped inside miniature containment vessels, each one sleeps in stasis until their treatment can begin. "We don't have much longer until we need to take them out of containment," I notice, my voice shaking. "They'll need to eat soon and then...we might have only hours before..."
The containment pods were never meant to be used as a means of preserving and extending life, but when the symptoms started, it was the only solution we had. But each time we put them in containment, the effects last for shorter and shorter intervals.
Eventually, it will stop working entirely.
If we don't have the cure before then, one day we will put them in containment and they will never wake up again.
“It is a show,” Ona explains. “Watch her make light of it once we are escorted into her presence. It’s an old trick used by insecure nobles and…well, let’s just say I have opinions.” She twists her head to the side, making an audible cracking noise, as she rolls her shoulders back. "She isn't going to let the children suffer--she needs them, or us, for something. This," Ona gestures sharply towards the guards, "is an unnecessarily petty display of power. My father was a master at it." At the mention of her father, Ona's face took on a sharper expression, one built on years of betrayal and pain. "He took joy from making visiting nobles feel insignificant before they even stepped foot in his audience chamber."
"So, in other words, the Queen is weak," Orion concludes.\
One of the guards along the wall visibly ruffles, his eyes swirling with anger as a tuft of wind begins to billow around his feet.
Ona glares at her son.
"Watch yourself," she hisses. "Never insult her directly or question her authority." She looks around the room, her eyes searching a dozen faces. "The walls all have ears and eyes and those guards will kill you without a thought for even thinking of besmirching the Queen's good name. There are no secrets in a house ruled by air. All of our words are being carried to the Queen as we speak. Isn't that right, Eleanora?"
The queen doesn't respond with words. She responds with actions.
The wall to the right of us opens by melting away to reveal the antechamber on the other side. Kneeling on either side of her is a contingent of knights, each with the feathered bird wings of her kind. She has changed since we last saw her, swapping out her lighter, more revealing gown for a cloth of heavy gold and gems that glow with the sun, her gems creating rainbows within the room.
I don't want to be impressed by a woman standing so casually next to my mate, a woman who holds his hand possessively.
What I want to do is jump onto the throne and tear the golden diadem from her head.
"Welcome into our home, Celestial Queens," she tilts her head, bowing it slightly as is customary when addressing a noble of equal standing.
I fight not to curtsy. I am not a human anymore. I am not a peasant either. I am a queen.
And she's sitting in my chair.
Sensing my distress, Ona takes a bold step forward and using the grace of a drakaina born to rule, mirrors Eleanora's greeting with her own, adding an extra element in her movements that reveals her upbringing to be far superior to the monarch sitting upon the throne. "We are grateful for your invitation of hospitality and the offer of comfort and care during our time with you. If it so pleases Your Grace, we would like to get the babies settled before their health takes a turn for the worse. It has, after all, been a long journey."
Ona bows her head again, gracefully rejoining our group.
Eleanor, too proud to admit when she has been outclassed, smooths away her affronted reaction to appear calm, serene, and in control. Clapping her hands, a group of white-winged healers step forward from the gathered court, 8 in total, one for each hatchling.
"If you would simply hand over the newlings, my healers will attend to their needs. "
"No."
Eleanora pretends to be shocked as she places a delicate hand on her chest. "Are you denying a direct request of your queen?"
"Of course not," I smirk. "This may be your kingdom, but I am not one of your subjects." I remind her. "We came here for your aid with my children in exchange for access to our trade routes. Are you backing out of your deal?"
"I never made such a deal," she turns her head from us, looking towards the captain of her guard, who steps forward to join the healers. "Thank you for Primus' heirs with you. You may leave them here. You are welcome to enjoy the faire, of course, but you and your court will be staying in the far castle, with the other visiting dignitaries. This wing is reserved for the royal family only and that..." she smirks over at Ona before her eyes rest on mine, "No longer includes you."
The royal guard all take three steps forward, their shining helms glowing in the candlelight.
"And if I refuse," I stand up a little bit straighter, taking a step forward to protect my family from the monster sitting on the throne.
"Well then we'd have no choice but to expel all of you," she shrugs. "Your children will stay behind, of course, for treatment. It is the least we could do and..."
"NO."
A single voice roars from next to her.
Everyone turns.
"No," Primus repeats, his eyes flashing. "Mine."
Maybe Primus isn't as well controlled as she thinks.
[Carnelia] The guards standing on the edge of the room move forward. The Queen raises a jeweled hand to give them pause. “Yes, Brother-in-law, you had something to say.” As if pushing through fog, his next words are slow, labored, as if his jaw were stuck together with clay. “She…mine…stay.” His breathing is labored. He does not move forward. But his eyes. For the first time in all of my visits, his eyes connect with mine. “Stay,” he says again. This time I know for certain. He’s talking to me. I nod. Okay, Primus. I'm here. I'm not leaving you. I try to send what love I can through my ring, hoping that he can still feel it, somewhere. He closes his eyes, his face tight with pain. He may look like the strong drake that I married, but he is not himself. Whatever they have done to him, he is fighting to be free. He is fighting to be mine again. Queen Eleanora looks at him with a gaze that is far too clever. “The prince has made a request. We shall treat his family as our fam
[Primus] It is happening again, and there is nothing I can do to stop them. As soon as my family is escorted from the room, the knights lining the walls move forward. I try to fight, but it is no use--the air dragons move with a precision and swiftness that is unrivaled, as if controlled by a single mind. With a twist of their leader's wrist, the air is stolen from my lungs, forcing me to gasp as my almost useless hands grasp my throat instinctively. As I fall to my knees, someone grabs me from behind and I feel the pinch of something entering my body between the scales of my back. “Be gentle with his body this time, Drakas,” Eleanora orders her guard as he hauls me by my elbows. “He needs to be presentable for tonight’s ball and we cannot have him showing up with bruises and look every inch the dashing prince. Make sure The Technician is made aware of this need.” My vision clouds as the drug takes effect. It takes three guards to lift me as my body loses the ability to move inde
[Carnelia] I am up to my waist in layers of silk and taffeta, exhausted, hungry, and heartsick. “Can you remind me why we need to endure this?” I ask Ona as a maid tears through my curls. Wincing, I try not to flinch as she abuses my scalp. I have never liked being forced into the courtly ideas of royal beauty, and yet here I am being trussed up to be presented at a ball I do not even want to attend. Except, maybe to see him. “Because we must follow her rules of propriety,” Ona grimaces as her corset is laced. Just as the maid is about to cinch it tighter, Ona stops her with an upraised hand. “But Mi’lady, you are expected to have a fashionably tight waist. The dress that the Queen sent over needs you to…” The scalding look Ona gives Eleanora’s human pet pins the poor girl in her place. With wide eyes the girl, barely more than a child, bends her body in half until only the top of her bald, tattooed head is visible, before falling to her knees in shame. “My apologies, Your
[Carnelia] Everything in my body clenches. I feel my nails elongating into talons as I gaze at the pair. “Breathe, Little Sister, Breathe.” I force myself to tear my eyes away from Primus and the Queen. Twisting my head around to face Ona, I see that her internal fire matches the strength of mine. She raises my hand to her chest and takes deep breaths until I do the same. “Don’t give in. She wants you to be angry. If you are angry you will make a mistake, and if you make a mistake, we will lose everything--the treaty, the cure, everything. If you attack her now it will mean another war only this time our gates are open and the royal family is on the surface.” She is right. Damn it, she is right. I retract my talons, taking on a more human appearance as is polite during a royal function. It is considered rude to appear too dragonish--it’s akin to showing up at a banquet with weapons. At the very least you might be considered a rude guest. At worst--treasonous. I am dazzled by
[Carnelia] One thing that Ona forgot to tell me about Moon Glow Dragons: Staring into the eyes of the Elf King is akin to madness. I forget how to hear, how to see, how to move--all that remains is the swirling sapphire glow of his eyes, bright like the flowers that entwine to create his diadem. ‘Queen Carnelia,” his voice is like warm honey that melts its way down my spine to pool low in my groin. "Would you do me the pleasure?" The word "pleasure," sends tingles that radiate out from my core. It takes all of my willpower to close my eyes and turn my body away. I’m afraid to know what touching him would do to me. “I don’t think that would be a good idea, Your Majesty,” I can barely speak, my voice coming out as the barest breath. "We have not been properly introduced and I fear your intentions." He chuckles, and I feel it shaking my core. I feel an overwhelming desire to roll around in his scent, a mixture of his musk and the star-flower jasmine adorning his body. I can imagine th
[Carnelia] I feel all the blood rush from my face into my toes in terror. After feeling the force of his power over others, I know that he can easily deliver on anything he implies. I remember what Ona says about him, about how if he wants me he can have me and there would be nothing I could do about it. Could he steal a queen without anyone stopping him? Feeling the power of his gaze, I think he could do whatever he wanted. The Elf King’s laughter rings throughout the hall, turning heads and lighting the mood of everyone around. Others start to laugh as well, infected by his mirth, as if his amusement is a drug. “Don’t worry, My Queen,” he assures me as he places a reassuring hand on my shoulder. “I know you do not mean it that way. My current queen is in Elfholm managing affairs while I attend this summit and she wouldn't appreciate it if I brought home any unexpected souvenirs. Myela isn’t the jealous sort, but I do ask her opinion before selecting new concubines. We share th
[Carnelia] The room goes still as I look into his eyes, dark as night, devoid of all emotions except for one. Anger. “Primus.” As I say his name I see a flicker of life return to the dark orbs, a flicker of green swirling with the smallest measure of brown and gold. “Primus,” I say again, hoping that my words are breaking through, that he can hear me, “Please come back to me. “Mine,” he growls, his hand clasping my arm tightly. “Mine.” “Yes, Primus,” I ignore the pain as he pulls me into him with more force than he has ever used with me, even when I was his captive. I could fight back, but I feel so much joy being near him again that I don’t care how it happens. I just need him to keep on touching me. I feel the barest trace of a tingle. It isn’t the unquenchable flame I am used to feeling when he touches me, but it is enough. In this strange impossible moment, it is more than enough. Then as quickly as it starts, he releases me. His spine goes stiff, and his entire expression
[Carnelia] One thing to remember about drakes is that they cannot resist a good chase. Especially if the drakaina they are chasing is their fated mate. The pull to chase, catch, mark, and mate is so overwhelmingly strong that a drake denied this instinctual right will find themselves falling into a heat so terrible they will tear down the world to complete their union. It is such a part of dragon society, especially among royal dragons, that unions are not considered properly sealed until the chase has occurred. Primus is not immune to these urges. Everything about our relationship, from the first time we met to the first time we kissed, has been a chase of sorts. On our wedding night, he said he wanted to chase me for the rest of our lives. Well, I'm holding him to his promise. My skirt flares around me as I weave through the crowd, racing towards the exit leading to the main hall, not caring who I push through to reach it. I don’t know what I plan to do when I get there other
[Primus]Her face haunts me in my dreams. My beautiful wife. I can't stop thinking of our last evening together when we finally reconnected and pledged to do whatever we must do to stay together.But she isn't here with me and I can't find her. The way to Elfholm is a mystery as no traveler who has encountered the elves remembers where. The illusions are so thick that they often lose themselves. It seems that the harder I search for her, the more difficult it becomes.Fate can be brutal. It doesn't matter how strong you are, how honorable or just, fate doesn't care. A king can be brought to his knees by it's whim. Carnelia is not with me but when I close my eyes, It's almost as if I can feel her in my arms again. Carnelia. My sweet and wonderful mate. It has been two weeks since I last held her. Two weeks since I heard I saw her through a film of darkness.She was so brave. So strong. But I can feel her pain. She needs me more than ever. Whoever has her, they are treating her cruelly.
[Kora]I tried to call the Celestial Kingdom using the shared communications devices between our two countries. I wanted to update them on Orion's situation, to ask for aid and counsel. Elfholm has stopped sending messages demanding my presence at their Moon Council. I have tried sending my messages only to find my signals blocked.The False Queen demands my presence at Skyfall. With each refusal, she sends me a new piece of my love. At first, it was just a bit of hair, an article of clothing to remind me of his fragile situation.But it has been weeks.So now it has become talons and horns, fangs and scales.How long do I have before it is fingers and toes? His arm? His manhood?I am tired of being stuck here. I am tired of waiting.My father kept many labs. He was an anxious sort, very suspicious, and tended to over-plan. I can appreciate this about him as these are traits the two of us share. The colossus at my castle was not the only one, and while I am tempted to take this other
[Ona]She didn't warn us. She hardly even said goodbye. She looked at us with such sad eyes as she swept her hand upwards and we became encased within a sphere of darkness."I am so sorry..." Her last words faded and distorted as my brother screamed her name, screamed for her to stop.But she couldn't hear him.I held my little brother close while the darkness swept our little family, our remaining guards and nurses, up and out of Elfholm to Luxandra above.Freedom. She sacrificed herself for freedom.When the inky darkness receded, we were only footsteps away from the Eastern Gate in the Realm of Air, close to the home duchy of Eleanora the False Queen. Carnelia used her newly developed abilities to phase our entire number across a vast amount of space.Not even the Elf King himself was able to move us all so far so quickly.What is she becoming now that she is growing up into her power?"We need to get moving," I try to urge my brother, who has fallen to his knees, his hands reaching
[Carnelia]"I refuse," I hold my head high. "Allies do not treat one another like prisoners. If you wanted my help, you should have asked rather than chain me to this realm.""We're sorry, Your Majesty, but we feel it is necessary with your history to keep you contained. It is for your safety as well as the safety of all gathered here," an elderly drake steps forward, the starflower jasmine glowing blue throughout his long tendrils of hair."It took three of us to bring you back from the shadows when you unleashed your small nightmare," he explains. "We must keep you powerless or risk your wrath. We know the pull of a mother to her children. Why did you try to flee? You are safe here?""Why would any mother feel a need to leave quickly with her children and family--fear for their safety." I glare directly at my uncle. "As you say, I am too powerful. If someone were to threaten their lives," I refuse to remove my eyes from my uncle, who matches my gaze with his steely hardness, "I might
[Carnelia]The darkness takes me again, but this time, I have learned how to navigate it. The seemingly limitless void takes on shape and form. If I can find my anchor, I can find my way.Remembering the last time the shadows tried to take me, and how I used the shadows to take me to Primus instead, I focus on his voice, his scent, and the way I feel in his arms. He will be my anchor, my mate.The darkness slowly recedes and the silence is replaced with the sounds of my children crying as Primus calls my name."Oh gods, Carnelia," he weeps along with our babies as his hands grasp mine.Looking up, I see a dark, unnatural cloud looming just above the exit to Elfholm. Thalan doesn't plan to let any of us escape after all. I thought my uncle had at least a little bit of honor, but if I think about it, I can see the advantage of keeping us here. Ona and Primus he might let go, but me, my babies--we're his blood. His brother's legacy. Had I been born powerless, he might have let me go, but
[Carnelia] Ona and I began to make plans immediately. We would all leave under the guise of returning Ona and ensuring her safety. Because our children are so very young, we would be taking them with us as well. Once returned, we'd close the gates again. As far as we understand, the Moon Dragons cannot phase into the Celestial Kingdom. The only way to get to the Celestial Kingdom without the gates being opened is by using a 4th form. Yes, the Moon Dragons have a 4th form, but that doesn't mean they'd just be able to enter the Celestial Kingdom without resistance. There are other defenses in place as well. They'd have to bring an entire army of Moon Dragons. And there is no reason great enough for the Moon Council to approve such an open act of war against fellow Celestials. The plan wasn't bad for one cobbled together from excuses, driven by hunches and fear. Elfholm isn't safe for our family any more, not with the Elf King so determined to keep me here. A drake like him wouldn't
[Athony] The universe can be cruel. Sometimes the mate she chooses for you is a dream. Sometimes she is your nightmare. Often she is both. Eleanora keeps me around because I am useful. She is very stubborn with a willpower of steel--excellent qualities in a queen, but terrible ones in a mate. But she is loyal to those she finds useful. Why else would she still keep Segundus' corpse rotting in a vat of amber fluid? We thought it had been lost to the fire, but the universe isn't just cruel but capricious. She saw fit in her infinite wisdom to hide his corpse below several layers of earth, down a long lost tunnel leading to tracks that go to the sea. We found it a moon cycle earlier, and the joy in Eleanora's eyes was only overshadowed by her smile of victory. "We must have the Technician," she insists. "When that beast is in our grasp, we will win this battle and reclaim our rightful places." "You deserve to be Queen of us all," I bowed before her. As she touched my shoulder to r
[Carnelia] "Primus" Moving as a shadow I find myself by my mate's side. I became the shadow. My husband is curled up in the nest with our children, snuggly resting by their side, lending them his warmth and protection, but as soon as he senses me in the room, his eyes snap open, glowing green like fresh leaves. "Carnelia."He slowly untangles himself from our brood, and I want to smile at the sweetness of it all but I'm terrified. Not only by what I just heard from my uncle but by what I might become. A creature of shadow. A creature of the void. "You came back to me," he cups my face as he brings himself closer, touching me tentatively like I might turn into vapor and disappear. For all he knows I might, I hurt his heart when I walked away. "I will always come back," I wrap my arms around him, taking pleasure in his solid strength. I need him to anchor me. Without him and our children, I might float away, becoming darkness. I need this. Breathing him in deeply, his warmth comf
[Carnelia] The shadows call me now. I'm no longer alone when I leave the light. "A consequence of spending too much time too close to the void," Thalan explains as we turn the corner. "I was wondering how long it would take for you to hear them. Had I known you were a universal dragon sooner, I'd have pulled you from the dream immediately, even at the risk of your mind." We pause by a dark window. Everyone is asleep or close to it now. I left Primus with our children. I long to return to them and to reassure my mate that I will not leave him. I don't know how we are going to make this work. My heart is torn in two. But one thing I've never been more certain of is the importance of our little family. Even if I have to burn this world and forge another from its ashes, I'll find a way for Primus and I to rule together in peace. "The void," my words echo as it bounces along the crystal-covered cavern walls. "You keep mentioning this void, but I saw only Primus' dream." "Then how did