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CHAPTER 91: BRIGHT. GORGEOUS. FULL OF LIGHT.

Author: Memoree
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-21 16:21:33

Edeline

I could think about transferring out, letting him take over both packs with Tatiana and the pup who might not survive. Maybe it’d be better if I wasn’t involved anymore.

I wished they had felt the pain they deserved.

Standing in the treehouse, I let go of the emotions that had been consuming me for months. I channeled my anger into a fierce determination, burning away the remnants of hurt.

I felt completely numb.

And not in a bad way. I felt utterly indifferent to anything related to Percival. I had completely lost interest. I’m sorry, but I just can’t right now.

“Hey, Wolf,” I murmured, “I really hope you’re doing well and feeling happy.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle, my laughter sounding a bit unhinged as I leaned back and rubbed my mark with a shudder of disgust.

I’m young, with plenty of time ahead of me. Now, it’s my turn to not care at all.

I left abruptly, a sense of finality in my stride.

Percival won’t get another chance. He’s permanently out of my life, and I despera
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