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CHAPTER 194: LAST GOODBYES

Author: Memoree
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-02 05:27:01

Edeline

One was for my folks.

Another was for Nixx.

There was one for Mirabelle as well.

Only those individuals deserved an explanation. Percival wouldn’t receive one. Oh, and Darius was coming along with me.

They all said pretty much the same thing.

I can’t stay here any longer. My wolf was becoming too powerful for me to handle. I had been looking at some pictures of my wolf. She really wanted to crush the pup between her jaws, and I was genuinely afraid of her desires. I couldn’t stick around because of the mess Percival had created. I was feeling really down. I just wanted to escape and live my life. Hey, just wanted to let you know that I’ll be taking some time for myself, so I might not be in touch as often. Take care!

I grabbed the letters, folded them casually, and slipped them into my purse along with my essentials. Normally, I don’t carry a purse, but tonight was an exception. I would need one for sure.

My bags were all packed and ready in my closet. I just needed to wrap up
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