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CHAPTER 179: HEARTBREAK AND ANGER

Author: Memoree
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Edeline

I couldn't help but mock him bitterly. "Can you even imagine how your mother would have reacted if she found out about Nixx from the start? Dealing with my mother and Nixx being a part of your lives... it’s a whole situation! She wouldn’t have done it. That’s not something a woman could easily handle!" My tone was matter-of-fact, filled with frustration.

He looked down at the ground, his shoulders hunched. "I know. Hey, I was kinda hoping that... maybe you'd—"

"Huh?" I interrupted, trying to keep my tone neutral but failing a bit. "So, let me get this straight," I said, letting a hint of sarcasm creep into my voice. "You want me to take in your little pup?" My confusion was palpable. "You've really got me all turned around, Percival. This bond was a bad idea. Even if that dog passes away... I won’t be able to join you. And the puppy will pass away. Conor and Anita will definitely make sure of it." My jaw tightened, teeth grinding together as frustration bubbled up inside me.

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