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CHAPTER 134: LONELY AND ABANDONED

Author: Memoree
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-23 12:12:52

Edeline

I was stunned by this revelation. Nana and Papa had always adored my mom. They had always been there for her.

"They expected him to finish Beta training and overcome the challenges first before finding his mate... but there I was, with only half a mate bond. No friends. No loved ones. I felt so incredibly alone." Her eyes clouded with distress as she revisited the painful memory.

I was completely taken aback by everything she was telling me. I watched her closely, my lips slightly parted, as her expressions shifted with each recollection.

"They put me up in a cabin... the one in the forest, a ways away from here. It’s deserted now, overgrown and dilapidated. No one uses it anymore because it’s so far from the packhouse. That’s where I stayed... all alone. Jack never came to see me. The females in the pack weren’t kind either; your dad had plenty of admirers, but he was fully dedicated to his training. Betas ran in his family—he had to make Beta. His father put a lot of pressur
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