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CHAPTER 104: I ADORED THIS WOLF

Author: Memoree
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-21 16:25:18

Tatiana

My heart raced, almost bursting, as he leaned in closer. My eyes widened with every second that ticked by. The touch of his lips was electrifying—our hands met, warm and soft. Our lips barely grazed, a fleeting connection that took my breath away. I closed my eyes, surrendering to the sheer bliss that enveloped me as our lips touched. I returned his kiss briefly before breaking away.

Today, I had the chance to kiss two gentlemen, and I felt like a mess.

He let out a weary sigh, his breath, fresh with a hint of mint, warming mine as he leaned back, his gaze locked onto me. Confusion and desperation painted his face, a look that seemed to be meant for me.

"Do you think you would ever desire me? If I were to become Alpha in the future… would you still want me? I know we're not supposed to be mated, but we are. And I believe I understand why. Still, I'm willing to put in the effort to become the wolf you need—an alpha, even if it's just in name." His words, combined with the angui
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