Today I’m in a good mood. I’m stretching before I hit the ice for my warm up before practice. I didn’t become a champion by sitting around. I skate seven days a week. I work on my routines until they are perfect. Sometimes doing the same move for hours until I get it right. I work out four days a week to keep my muscles strong and flexible. I worked hard to get where I am and I’m not going to let anything get in my way including a broken heart. I look around the rink and see my guards. Men and a woman I have pretty much grown up with. Tru to his word when I called Casper he brought out his crew. When I explained what I needed he gave a few of his prospects and a few patched members. I’m pretty sure most volunteered for the job.
You see, Casper is like a big brother to me. He and my brother Nixon have hung around since they were kids. So I grew up with him. Well they watched me grow up. They were already fourteen when I came along. I haven’t known a day without him. He also happens to be Prez of the Red Devils. A motorcycle club across the state line. I was there at his patching ceremony. I was there when he became Prez ten years ago. So I know about MC’s. Most of these guys have watched me grow up.
They have been my cheering section at competitions. They were there when I graduated high school and college. I’m a baby sister to most of them. Hell, I’m even friends with some of the skanks if you can believe that. I don’t judge them. I couldn’t do what they do. Not that Nixon or any of the Red Devils crew would let me. But I don’t judge the girls on the choices they made. They have free will. They can leave any time and Casper makes sure they are taken care of.
Speaking of Casper I see him coming down the ramp as I finish my last stretch. Oh, no. I know that look. He wants answers. When I asked them to come last week they gave me space when I said I wasn’t ready to talk. I guess he is done waiting. I wonder if I give him what he calls my puppy eyes if I can hold him back a little longer. “ Don’t even think about it. It isn’t going to work on me this time.” Casper says. Damn he knows me too well.
I turn around and lean on the wall that surrounds the rink. “ You want answers don’t you?” Casper takes a seat in a chair in front of me so we are closer to the same height. As close as his six foot four inch frame is going to get but at least I don’t have to strain my neck looking up at him. “ Yes, I do. I gave you time. Last I heard you were going to meet with the guards Nixon wanted to hire then I got a frantic call from you. You know I would do anything for you and we don’t mind being here but it isn’t like you to act like that. So I know something happened.” Casper said.
I nod and take a deep breath. Casper already knows about my marriage mistake so I won’t have to explain much. I’m sure he will understand why I fired Viper. “ I will tell you but you have to promise me to stay calm.” I said. “ I’ll do my best.” he says. That is the best I can ask for. Without giving names I tell him how I found out my soon to be ex was cheating on me and he was a club member. “ So that is why I want nothing to do with the club. I don’t want to be around anyone that would be associated with that man.” I said. I see Caspr’s face getting red. He is pissed. I know he is allied with the Renegades. I don’t want him to do anything stupid that could jeopardize that.
“ Is he patched?” Casper asks through gritted teeth. I turn my head so Casper can’t see the truth. He isn’t asking me for a name, he is going to try to figure it out himself. “ So he is patched.” Casper stands and I charge him. “ Casper stop. Please. I have already handled it. As we speak he is going to get served with divorce papers. As soon as he signs I will be free to move on with my life.” “ Pixie, nobody treats my baby sister the way he did. He needs to be taught a lesson. I don’t care if he is a Renegade.” Casper growls. I love how protective he is of me. BUt this isn’t the time.
“ Casper I promise. Besides the papers. I did a few other things. I have it handled. I promise. I don’t want you to do anything that could ruin your partnership with them.” I beg. Casper takes a few deep breaths. “ I won’t do anything. I am going to get some air. You get to your warm ups. Then dinner tonight. You and me.” he says. I wrap my arms around him the best I can. “ Thank you. And you have a deal.” I say just before I take the ice.
ViperI’m sitting at the bar having a beer to relax myself. I have Claire rubbing my neck. I have been stressed since Sabine walked out. Yes, I was shitty to her but something else is nagging at me. I can’t shake it. I feel like I’m missing something. When she saw me I could tell her shock was genuine. She wasn't looking for me as I accused. But there is something else. But I can’t figure it out. I have seen the Red Devils around town over the week but they haven’t come by so it isn’t club business that I know of. They usually stop in when they are in town but I haven't seen any of them other than in passing. So that is odd.
The front door opens and I see Bradford walk in. He is the chief of police and a good friend to the club. What is he doing here? He never just stops by. I straighten up “ Bradford.” He nods “ Viper. When this came to the station I thought I would bring it myself.” he says handing me a manila envelope. “ What is this?” I ask. “ I don’t know. But consider yourself served.” he says and leaves. What the fuck? I have never been served papers like that before.But before I can even look at the envelope Lug comes charging in.
He slams a piece of paper on the counter “ Do you know why our lease on the dispensary isn’t getting renewed and we are being evicted?” he asked. “ What?” Before he can answer Thor comes charging in. “ Viper, why the hell is the owner of the land we were buying suddenly backing out?” Huh. We are trying to expand the auto shop and Merigold’s detail shop and are in the process of buying the property behind the shop. We were supposed to close next week. Now Thor is telling me the deal fell through. But the news doesn't stop there. Before I can say a word a very pissed off Speed comes on ranting in spanish.
When she gets to me she asks “ Someone in this club fucked me out of a sponser and I want to know who?” How the hell did that happen? Still can’t say a word because Merigold and Anna come charging in like they are ready for a fight. “ What happened to you two?” I ask. “ I want to know who fucked me out of thousands of dollars and a big client.” Anna yelled. “ And I want to know why Axel and Rowdy are banned from the ice rink. They aren’t allowed in for the boys practice or games.” Merigold shouted. “ Someone here fucked up big time.” she said.
“ Ok we will do this one at a time. Merigold, what happened?” I asked. She explained to me that she was asked to not let Axel and Rowdy come around anymore. They didn’t want anything to do with the Renegades for personal reasons.But will let the boys continue to come because they are kids. “ Someone from our club pissed them off big time.” Merigold said. “ Maybe they just don’t like bikers.” I said. Some people are like that. “ Viper, the boys have been going there for six months. I wear my kutte to every practice or game. There hasn’t been a problem until this week. And if it was a biker problem why are the Red Devils all over the place?” Merigold says. Good point. “ Anna, you're next.”
She tells me she has lost a long term client and is out hundreds of thousands of dollars from her costumes she makes. She was given the same reason. She looked me dead in the eye and glared. “ Someone pissed off my client.” she said. I think back to my failed meeting last week and how Anna chased after Sabine. Speed story is the same: the sponsor dropped her because of someone at the club.
Thor tells me the seller backed out for the same reason. Same with Lug. Someone is ruining our name. And fucking with our business. “ I will get to the bottom of all of this and find out what is going on? I won’t stand for someone ruining our good name. I will try to fix all of this and deal with the person who fucked with us.” I said as I explained how Bradford just served me some papers. Suddenly there is laughter from the back of the room. I see Casper holding his sides. He is laughing so hard.
“ Casper, what are you doing here?” Merigold asks as she goes to hug him. “ Hey, princess. I came to tell Viper I’m dropping our alliance and kick someone’s ass. But this is even better. I was told it was handled but I never expected this. It’s awesome.” he says chuckling. We have been allies for ten years. Why would he drop it now? What the hell is going on around here? Who could have done this much damage? Merigold pulls back and asks “ You know who did this? You know what happened?” He smiles at her then looks at me like he wants me dead. What did I do to him?
“ I sure do princess. And so do you?” he says. Merigold looks as confused as I feel. “ Tell me so I can fix it.” Merigold says. Casper looks at her with concern. “ Merigold, get the papers Viper was given. It will explain everything. But I warn you. You aren’t going to like what you read.” Casper said. I look at the papers. That envelope holds all the answers. Merigold stomps over and grabs it before I can. She opens up the envelope and pulls out the document. As she reads it she starts to shake. Whatever those papers say it is making her pissed.
When she is done she looks up at me with pure hatred in her eyes. She looks like she is ready to kill someone and she is looking right at me. She looks at the eviction notice on the bar then back at the paperwork. “ Thor, the land deal. Was the seller Denver’s industries?” Merigold asks. “ Yes,” he says. The same people who own the building the dispensary is in. Merigold looks at me again but talks to Claire. I forgot she was here. “ Claire, step back right now and leave before I hurt you. Tell the others Viper is off limits until further notice.” Merigold says. Claire is smart and runs from Merigold.
Merigold turns and looks at everyone and says “ Brothers, there is one person responsible for our issues.” She turns to me and I don’t like the look on her face. It is hate and disgust. “ It is this sorry son -of -a-bitch.” “ What are you talking about? What did Viper do?” Merigold passes the document around. As Lug and Thor read it their faces turn to disgust as well. What the fuck does it say to have my brothers turning on me like this? Speed goes off on a rant and I can’t understand a word she is saying. Anna is reading it now and I swear I see tears in her eyes.
When she is done she walks over and hands it back to Merigold. She turns to me and does the last thing I ever expected her to do. She holds her hand back and open hand slaps me across the face. “ You hypocritical bastard. You should be lucky your father isn’t alive to know about this. He would beat your ass and have your patch.” I sat there shocked. Anna has never raised her hand to anyone. She turns to Casper. “ Is she at the rink?” He nods “ But she won’t see you.” “ I’m not going as part of this club.” she says. I can tell she is crying now. I feel like I’m losing my club right before my eyes. Casper says “ I’ll tell Ref to let you in. But don’t be surprised if she doesn’t talk.” “ I’ll wait as long as it takes.” Anna says and walks out the door.
Merigold turns to Casper “ Casper, don’t cut ties with us yet. Not all of us are like him. Please let me sort this out first.” “ I’ll run it by club. But when they find out what he did they are going to want a piece of him.” Casper said. “ Would some one tell me what the fuck is going on?” I yell. Everyone turns to me and looks like they are ready to jump me.
“ I’ll tell you what is going on Ethan. Your bullshit has cost this club. Big time.” Merigold said. She holds up the document and says “ These are divorce papers for you to sign. On the grounds of abandonment and adultery.” She slaps it down on the bar. “ You married Sabine and left her to fuck around with the skanks here. Sabine the client that fired you for having your dick hanging out of your pants. The same person that partly owns the building the dispensary is in. And the lot you were going to buy to expand the auto shop. The same person who was Speed’s sponsor. The same owner of the rink I take your nephews to. It was you who fucked us over.”
I look over at the papers on the bar. I see Decree Of Divorce in bold letters. “ Viper you said you were going to find the person who fucked us over and fix it. We found the person. You. How in the hell are you going to fix it? If any other brother would have done this you would have their patch. After you beat their ass. You helped marry off four of us ol’e ladies then you turned your back on everything you preached. Anna is right. You are a hypocrite. But you are not above the other brothers in this.” Merigold said in tears.
She is right if my brothers did this I would beat the shit out of them. I would have their patch. This isn’t how I run this club. Not how dad did it. Marriage vows and ol’e ladies are more important than anything. I hear Thor say” I called Ace. He is going to call an emergency Church.” I can’t say anything. I can’t even defend myself. I look at the papers and there is a copy of my marriage license. I recognize my handwriting. This isn't some bad joke. No wonder Sabine looked hurt when she saw me that day. She say proof her husband that walked out on her had cheated as well.
“ And one more thing.” I hear Casper say before I get punched in the face. “ That is for hurting my sister. Sign the papers so she can move on to a real man. And if I find out you married her just to get her virginity I’ll be back to give you more.” he says before he walks out. I’m not worried about my face right now. He had every right to hit me .I would have done the same if someone hurt Merigold or any of the ol’e ladies. I look back at the papers and all I can think is what have I done. I see Merigold lay something on the paper. “ This was in the envelope.” she said and left. Everyone else followed behind her not wanting to be near me anymore. I pick up the object. It is a ring. Smaller than the one I had but the same. I turn it over and see it is inscribed. ‘ Sabine+Ethan’.
I got married and didn’t even remember. I didn’t even think about walking out on her when my gut was telling me to stay. What have I done? How do I even fix this? I could blame it on the booze but that is a coward's way out. But I do need to fix this. For my club. For myself. For Sabine. I don’t know her but I know she didn’t deserve what I did.
Viper Ace called church for the next day so he could find out all the facts, hear everyone’s stories including Casper’s and look over all the paperwork. Usually I am the only one that can call a meeting but in this case Ace has seniority over me as a founding member. All the patched members head into the room. I’m the last to go in. I don’t even get to sit at the head of the table like I normally do. Ace is running the meeting. I am sitting next to him with Thor across from me. I look around the table at my brothers. Men I could count on to have my back. Several I have known for over ten years. But looking at them now I see disappointment, disgust and distrust. Right now I know I couldn’t count on any of them. I let them all down. Ace calls the meeting to order. “ You all know why we are here. I have looked at the paperwork and talked to those that were present at the time. As you all know this club takes marriage and ol’e ladies seriously. We hold them above everyone else. We don
Viper The day of church I went back to my office to figure out my next step. The first thing I did was put my wedding ring back on. As soon as I did it felt right. Like a piece of a puzzle fitting into place. I just needed one more piece to feel whole. Next I know I needed to know more about my wife. I remember she said she was a champion skater. So I could just look her up but that didn’t feel right. I needed to talk to her but that wasn’t going to happen just yet. I doubt I would make it in the door. And there were other things I needed to do. I called Merigold and after convincing her not to hang up on me she agreed to gather the ol’e ladies at her house for me to talk to them. By the time I was done with Merigold Ace and the brothers had come to a decision. I had to step down for a month. Ace and Thor would share the responsibility until then. I accepted it. I deserved worse. I could have lost my patch permanently. And it gave me time to focus on Sabine. My wife. The more I sa
Pixie Today I have what we joke around and call a light day. I only practice my routines then I help out with Nixon’s hockey kids and work with my figure skating class. I love this part of my day. Watching all the little kids hit the ice. Today’ class is for kids from ages five to eight. They are too cute for words in their hockey uniforms or skating outfits. It makes me ache for one of my own sometimes. Well, a lot of times. I do want to have kids one day. Maybe in a year or two. But in order for that to happen I need a husband. Or at least a boyfriend. And not that good for nothing of a husband I have now. The one who still hasn’t signed the papers. It has been almost two weeks. What the hell is he waiting for? It takes two seconds for him to sign his name. But enough about that for now. I won’t let my mind go there. I have important little people to teach. I see Jax gliding over to me. “ Sabine, are we going to ask today?” he asks. I squat down so I can look in his eyes. “ That
Viper I was at the auto shop going over the land deal again. Nixon agreed to have another meeting. This time he was handling it instead of lawyers. He said he was willing to give another chance. Apparently Sabine had talked to him and she said her feelings towards me shouldn’t affect business deals. I’ll take what I can get right now. And a part of me is hoping that since Sabine is changing her mind on business maybe she would eventually change her mind about me. I was going to the rink later today. If I couldn’t talk to her yet I was going to watch her practices. I have even watched a few videos to find out what moves she is doing. I was able to find a few videos of Sabine's previous competitions. To be honest I have know idea what the moves she does are called. I did try to learn but I couldn’t keep up. I did learn a few names but that was it. I did learn a few other things though. For one the announcers always called Sabine a fierce competitor and very technical. Another thing
Pixie Today is what we call a light day. I teach my six thru ten year old's class in the morning. Which now includes little Jax. I am so proud of how far he has come in the short time I have been working with him. I don’t often come across natural talent but Jax has it. And I have been teaching seriously since I was sixteen. It is what I’m going to do after I retire from competing. In my world unfortunately you have a shelf life. Whether it is from injury or just getting too old. Yea, that is a thing. Most people don’t last past thirty in the skating world unless they do shows like the Ice capades. Everyone has to have something to fall back on. I have a degree in business but I also minored in physical education. Business really isn't my thing but I figured if I got too injured to skate I would use it. But what I really enjoy is teaching these kids how to skate. I love seeing their faces light up when they master a new move. Like Jax just did when he did a sit spin after only his
Viper I went back to the club after I talked to Sabine. I needed to get some paperwork done and check on the club. I may not be in charge for another week but I am still paying attention to what is going on. Merigold and the ol’e ladies have the skanks in line but I still need to go over the lists Merigold and Anna supply me with. It has everything from who needs to go to the doctor, if there is any maintenance that needs to be done in their quarters and a budget for hygiene and personal needs. I sent a prospect to check on a leaky bathroom faucet one of the girls complained about. I needed to know if it was something one of us could fix or if we needed a plumber. I approve the budget for the girls. That part is easy since Merigold has them itemize it so I know what the money's going for. Then Anna will do the shopping to make sure the money is used correctly. Then I approve Tina’s trip to the doctor. That poor girl has had a cold for a week now and can’t shake it. Gretchen made a n
Pixie Everyday for a week flowers have arrived at the rink. When they first came I was joking and saying they were for Rocket because the only time I get flowers is after a competition. That was until the delivery guy handed a bouquet of wildflowers so big I couldn’t get my arms around it. Then there was a smaller bouquet of purple carnations. I didn’t understand why I was getting flowers until Rocket pulled a card out of the carnations. All the flowers all week have been from Viper. The front entryway is full of flowers now because we had no place to put them. It looks like a flower shop blew up and landed at the rink. Well, except for the first two. I took those home. But I will have to replace them soon. But I do have plenty to choose from. I broke apart one of the carnation bouquets and gave them to the children’s group to give to their moms. To show the mom’s how much we appreciate them taking the time to bring the kids to practice and cheering them on. They loved it. But after
Viper I watched Nixon take a very upset Sabine off to the steam room. I wanted to go with them but I needed answers. “ Some want to explain to me why the fuck Sabine looked like she was on the verge of a panic attack.” I yelled. My voice was bouncing around the arena. Casper slumps in the closest chair. Rocket turns her head but not before I see her wipe tears from her eyes. “ I’m going to check on her.” Rocket says with a raspy voice. It looks like she is going to break down any second now. She turns and sprints alongside the rink to the other hallway. Ice deflates against the rink wall and takes his ear piece out. “ Casper, we can't let this happen again,” he said. Casper shakes his head “ We won’t brother. You heard her. We will bring in anyone we can. Round the clock guards. We will put a blowup mattress on the floor of her room if we have to.” Casper said. He looked ready to kill. “ What the fuck is going on? Why did my wife look like she was going to collapse?” I yelled again.
Origins of the Renegades Ace and Raider met in basic training. They trained together and fought together. They became best friends and even stuck together after they got out of the service. When they got home they tried to figure out the next step with their lives. Neither had family waiting on them. Ace’s dad died just before he joined the service. His mom died when he was a kid. Raider was raised in foster care and aged out of the system so he had no one waiting on him.They couldn’t stand the thought of working a nine to five job with suits and button down shirts. They stuck together through odd jobs in construction, and auto shops. They were good at their jobs but it isn’t what they wanted to do for the rest of their lives. They rode their bikes around the country doing odd jobs looking for a place to settle. Finally one night while sitting in a dingy bar have a few beers after work. “ I’m tired of moving all the time. And working for other people.” Raider said. “ What do you wan
ViperEpilogue When Sabine told me she was pregnant I was in heaven. My amazing wife was giving me a baby. A child that will be a mix of both of us. I vowed to be there for everything. Doctor’s appointments, classes, decorating the nursery. All of it. I was overjoyed when we went to our first ultrasound. I knew we wouldn’t be able to see much from what Merigold explained but I was looking forward to hearing our baby’s heart beat. We use the same doctor all the other girls have used. While the tech ran the wand over Sabine’s stomach my eyes were glued to the screen even though I had no clue what I was looking at. The tech tapped a button and said “ This is baby A’s heartbeat.” then the greatest sound I ever heard came over the speakers. He moved the wand again and said “ And here is baby B’s.” “ Twins?” Sabine squeaked before panicking. “ How am I going to carry twins? How am I going to take care of them? I don’t know how to take care of twins.” She cried, gasping for air before pass
Pixie The wedding went off better than I could have hoped. Yes, it was simple but I didn’t need anything more than my family and my husband. I wasn’t even worried when Casper and Thor were going to perform the ceremony. I mean how bad could they fuck it up? It was different, sure but I loved every second of it. When Rocket announced it was time to party everyone got up and helped move the chairs off to the side of the yard where we had tables set up. As we were moving chairs people stopped to hug us or welcome me to the family. Or to remind Viper not to fuck up. I thought that was funny. I was putting a chair down when I heard “ Do I get to hug and congratulate my little pixie?” I turn around to see my Uncle Rich standing there. I squealed and jumped at him. He picked me up in his strong arms and hugged me tight. “ I’m so glad you came.” I told him. He kissed my cheek “ I wouldn’t have missed it for the world.” “ You aren’t trying to steal my woman, are you?” Viper said jokingly.
Viper When I proposed I didn’t want to wait long to remarry Sabine. I would have done it the next day at the courthouse but she deserved better this time around. Whatever she wanted she could have. To let her plan her ideal wedding we agreed to do it in three months. I shouldn’t have been surprised when she wanted something simple. Sabine decided that we would get married in our backyard. I thought it was perfect. That is where I am now. Watching Anna and some prospects getting the yard ready for tonight. You got it. Three months have passed and I’m finally getting married. Again. This time I will be one hundred percent sober and will remember everything. I have been part of all the weddings of my brothers but this time I’m taking a back seat. This time my best friend Thor is taking the reins. Axel taps me on the shoulder “ We have this covered. Go grab your shower and get dressed. You have an hour before your bride shows up.” I take one last look around the yard that now has what A
Pixie We went to the club after the recital to celebrate Jax. All the kids were there so it wasn’t as rowdy as it is when the adults party. And there are no skanks. Viper ordered pizza, chicken wings, chicken nuggets, and there were veggie trays. For dessert there was a variety of cupcakes, cookies and fruit for the kids to choose from. I like that they went all out to acknowledge Jax’s accomplishment. When we first got here I stepped back and watched how everyone congratulated Jax. The ones who saw the show were showing videos to the ones who didn’t. Jace, Kadance and Kassidy were bragging about how high Jax could jump and spin fast to anyone they saw. It was cute to watch.I was sitting in a booth watching my new family mix with my old while I went over tonight's events. Everything was perfect and I was so proud of all the kids. I even knew about the party afterwards. The last thing I expected to happen tonight was Viper getting on the ice and proposing. I was shocked. We are
Viper Today is the day of the winter recital. Where all the kids from Sabine’s different classes get to show off what they have learned. I’m going to watch all the classes but I’m excited to see what Jax has learned. But that isn’t the only thing I’m excited for. After the show I have a surprise for Sabine with the help of the elite team. I just hope she likes it. I’m pretty sure she will but that doesn’t stop me from being a little nervous. I was walking around the back watching Sabine and Anna running around like crazy making sure the kids have what they need and any last minute costume adjustments. “ Alright, first group lets get lined up.” Sabine says. A group of ten little kids, from three to five, dressed as different fairies line up. They are all cute as hell but the one at the back has my attention. The little cute girl, four maybe five with blonde curls looks like she is about to cry. I walk towards her at the same time as Sabine. I watch Sabine sit on the floor in fro
Pixie Viper brought me down to the basement where they were holding Whitley. Ailee and Rocket go in first with me trailing behind Viper and Casper staying hidden. I didn’t want to confront her, I just wanted to hear what she had to say. I see Whitley chained to a chair in the middle of the room but other than that she looked fine. With Nixon, Viper and Casper there was a wall of muscle in front of me but I was able to see through the small space that separated them. We were standing in the back where it was darker. The only light was above Whitley’s head. Aillee stands in front of Whitley with her back to us. The only thing I can see is that Ailee’s arms are crossed. I have heard that Ailee is scary as hell when it comes to getting information from people. Her family is known as the Irish mafia. But I haven’t seen it yet. Rocket says Ailee can get even the toughest man talking and when people hear her name they shake in fear. Ailee has been nothing but sweet to me. So if what the
Viper I was outside the rink waiting by the truck we were going to take Whitley in when I heard a gun going off. I wanted to run inside but Goof told me over the comm that Sabine was safe and that Ailee and Rocket were heading out. I hated it but we all had a job to do. I knew I would see Sabine at the club. The door to the rink opened and I watched Rocket and Ailee bringing out a very pissed off girl. Rocket had the girl slung over her shoulder. One of them tied Whitley’s hands behind her back with zip ties. Same with her feet. I’m actually surprised they didn’t hogtie her. Part of me wished they would have after what she has done to my girl. Whitley was screaming at the top of her lungs “ Let go of me. My boyfriend is going to have your ass. Just wait until he is done with you.” Nixon sures knows how to pick them. If he wants to dick around I’ll give him access to the club skanks. That way he can get off without the drama or risking Sabine’s safety. I open the back door for Rocke
Pixie Today is the day when Nixon is supposed to meet up with Whitley. Everyone is in place so I’m told although I don’t see anyone around. I saw Ailee and Rocket earlier but not since I hit the ice. Just because my competition season is over that doesn't mean the work is done. I have to prepare for next year. There are new routines to plan, new songs to pick. And I have to keep in shape. But today I can’t concentrate. I know what is on the line. I don’t want my brother hurt. And who knows what that nut job will do. It is supposed to look like a normal day. Just Nixon coaching me. He knows my head isn’t in but we have to make it look good. For some reason they thought I would be safer on the ice. Why? I don’t know. Away from the action I guess. Nixon knows I’m nervous so he is taking it easy on me. I have my earpiece in so I know what is going on. Any minute now she would be here. I have my music playing trying to drown out my worries while I practice my split jumps. Not that I