Silvy Another long night at work. I should be used to it after doing it for so many years but tonight is dragging and I’m exhausted. Not to mention my feet and back are killing me. I can hear my bathtub calling me from here. I am fantasying about bubble bath, a bag of cereal and a cup of chamomile tea. My fantasies used to be about shirtless sweaty men with six pack abs and tattoos. Okay, mainly Goof. And still do sometimes when I can’t have the real thing. Now at six months pregnant it is bubble baths. I expect I will have sexy men fantasies again. Just not tonight. The shift is normal so far. Well normal for the emergency room. We had a few cases of food poisoning. One broke arm from falling off a ladder. A kid with a allergic reaction to a bee sting. Not a major reaction thank the heavens, just a bad rash and a welt around the sting site. Poor guy had never been bite before so his parents didn’t know. I just finished stitching up my patient. Yes, I do that. Leaves the doctors
Goof When Silvy called I could tell by her voice that something was wrong. She said the baby and her were fine and I trust her but I know something is off. Especially since she said she would come to the club after her shift instead of me going to her house. Silvy doesn’t come to the clubhouse often and it is usually when we are having a party Merigold and Lilly invited her to. So I have been a little on edge since Silvy hung up. I keep checking my phone watching the time. From the time Silvy hung up till the time she should get here is and hour and thirty minutes. Five minutes before Silvy is due to arrive I instruct the prospect working the bar to make Silvy’s drink. He looks t me oddly at first but does what I ask when I tell him it is for Silvy. Everyone here adores Silvy so it doesn’t surprise me the prospect gets to work. Just before Silvy walks in the door the prospect sets it on the bar next to my beer. When Silvy walks in I know something is wrong. She is smiling but ever
I noticed two things when I woke up. The first was I was not in my bed. The last thing I remember was sitting on Goof's lap in the clubhouse main room. I came to him after a rough night at work. He comforted me and made all my worries disappear. while sitting on Goof's lap I felt like everything would be alright. He would be there. I guess I was so comfortable I fell asleep. But where am I and who brought me here? The other thing I noticed was a hand on my stomach and weight on my hip since I was laying on my side. The hand is moving back and forth across my stomach as the baby moves around. " Easy little one. Let mommy sleep a little longer." a voice says. Goof. That explains who brought me here. I open my eyes and look around without moving. I don't want Goof to know I'm awake yet. He is still talking to my stomach. " Mommy works too hard and deserves some extra sleep." he says to my stomach. I look around the room while he talks. It is a small room with minimal furnishings. Much
Goof As I waited for Silvy to get out of the bathroom I sat up and sat at the edge of the bed. I thought about the way I woke up. I was sleeping with my hand on Silvy’s stomach when I felt a thump against it. I laid still to see if it happened again. When it did I decided to have a little talk with my baby since they decided it was time to wake up. I wanted Silvy to sleep as long as possible. I know she hasn’t been getting much lately. I can see dark circles under her eyes. Not that I would tell her. I worry about how much she is working and the stress it is adding to her body. Especially after last night. I wish she would just quit until after the baby is born or longer. I have enough money saved up that I could take care of Silvy and the baby for many years with out her having to work. And any other children we have. Yes, I plan on having more kids in time. We need to have this one first and I need to claim her. And I think I am making headway. She made sure to tell me she was st
Silvy After we got dressed Goof insisted I have breakfast with him here at the club. I didn’t want to have to deal with skanks this early in the morning. I told Goof I would grab something on the way home. But Goof wasn’t having it. He wanted to make sure I had a proper breakfast not something from a drive thru. He assured me that I wouldn’t have to deal with any nasty skanks. The ones that handle breakfast are like Gretchen. Easy going and don’t want trouble. And if the skanks bother me he promised to handle it. That and he said there was bacon. So I caved and let him walk me down stairs to the kitchen. I have never been in this part of the club before. I was shocked at how big it was. The kitchen was spotless so that was a plus. It had two large stoves that looked like they belonged in a restaurant not a club house. Two side by side fridges I have always wanted. One has a large label on it that simple states ‘Kids.’ Not hard to guess what kinds of things might be in there. The
Goof As soon as I sat down I knew I had fucked up. Silvy hasn’t said it yet but I can tell she didn’t like me shouting that I was the baby’s father like that. But what was I supposed to do. The stupid skank called my baby a bastard. I wasn’t going to let that shit slide. Could I have announced it better? Yes. I shouldn’t have yelled it across the kitchen. To a skank that didn’t matter? I shouldn’t have done that. And the way Ace is looking at me, I know I’m not going to get out of talking to the club. Silvy hasn’t said a word since I sat back down. She just focused on eating. I was glad she was eating at least. Ailee just gave the skank a death glare and sent her on her way. I would have laughed if it was still several degree’s cooler in here. Ailee sat across from us but was looking at Silvy’s food. “ Lass, what in the world are you eating?” Ailee asks. “ Ailee?” Ace groans like he is worried she will upset Ailee. “ It is fine, Ace.” Silvy said. Silvy points to her food with her
Silvy After I left Goof I did exactly as he said. Not because he told me to but because a bubble bath sounded like an incredible idea. And it was. I must have soaked for thirty minutes before I was ready for a nap. I sleep for about three hours before I got up and tidied up the house a little bit. After that I sat down on the couch with my laptop looking over nursery ideas. I want it done by the time I’m in my eighth month. So the clock is ticking. I had it narrowed it down to two gender neutral designs. An underwater marine theme and a zoo animals theme. That Goof found me when he came by for dinner. He came in and found me going back and forth between computer windows trying to figure out which one I liked the best. How did Goof get in without me letting him in you ask. Easy, he has a key. I had copies made and gave it to him about a month ago when I figured out he was going to be sticking around. At least for the time being so I figured he should have a key. And Goof doesn’t
Goof So you know I spent the night at Silvy’s after I sent her home. Let me tell you what happened before I went over to her house. I had church. We went over the usual things. Checking on all the business the club owns. Merigold's expansion is almost done. The dispensary is getting a new shipment of edibles from a new supplier. Tank is taking on an apprentice from the high school. It is something Merigold started two years ago at her detail shop. She went to the high school for career day and talked to any kid that was interested. From that she offered on kid a chance to come work with her to see if that was a road they really wanted to take in their life. Before long Lilly, Speed, Pixie, Thor, and Tank followed in Merigold’s footsteps. They walk the kids through every part of the business and offer some hand on experience. And the kids seem to love it. There is always a long list of people who have signed up. When we finished with all of that Prez asked “ Any new business?” I ne
GoofThis is my first time coming to the cabin. Viper told us about it when he heard Silvy and I discussing our honeymoon. I have heard about it in passing but that is it. Apparently Raider bought the cabin shortly after he and Ave started the club as a getaway for the brothers. I have never been here until now but I have seen pictures over the years. What had started as a one room log cabin with just a wood stove and basic bare minimum bathroom and kitchen over the years has turned into a three bedroom two bathroom cabin. A full back porch with grill and fire pit has been added. The master bedroom has it own bathroom complete with a claw foot tub big enough for two, a shower with three shower heads and porcelain sink. The other two bedrooms share a connecting full bathroom. The kitchen had been redone in a way that would be any chef’s fantasy. Sub zero fridge and freezer combo, gas range with air fryer and griddle, and a stainless steel sink. Even though the cabin is on a beautiful
Silvy I’m looking around the back yard of the clubhouse. After Viper announced Goof and I a family everyone moved the chairs around, brought out some additional tables to transform the yard into a reception area. It was fascinating to watch. I was sitting in a chair next to Goof nursing Ant watching my new family have fun. They were talking, eating, laughing, chasing kids, and drinking. And yes, I’m still nursing Ant. Not as often and only for a few more months. Especially now that he is getting teeth. He has one that has just broken through his gums but I can still feel it on my nipple. Luckily he hasn’t bitten me yet. But you don’t want to hear about that. You want to hear about the reception and any juicy bits that happened after. After Ant is fed and burped he is happy sitting on my lap while Goof plays peek-a-boo with him. I get a tap on my shoulder. I look up and see Gena with her hands out for Ant. “ You two are needed on the dance floor.” she said. Before I can ask why I
Goof I just got to my place on the platform when Anna came out the back door. She is holding a babbling clapping Ant on her hip. When he saw me he started babbling louder, giggling and reached for me. “ You will go to your daddy soon. We have to get him married to your mommy first.” Anna said. I don’t know how much of what Anna said Ant understood but he got excited and giggled louder and waving his hands. I didn’t bother to stop the smile on my face watching my boy. Anna took her seat in the front row so Ant could see me and Silvy. Ant looked over Anna’s shoulder and began to babble to Pocket’ twins who thought Ant was the funniest thing they have ever seen. Ant always has those two laughing. I was paying attention to the kids when the door opened again and the music started to play. I knew I need to focus when Gena walks out first. We didn’t do flower girls or ring bearers because Silvy and I couldn’t settle on who to pick out of the club kids and we didn’t want it to look
Silvy I can’t believe this day is here. I never thought it was possible. Today I am marrying my best friend and father of my child. Yes, I am marrying Goof. I never let myself believe this could happen because I wanted to guard my heart. Boy was I ever wrong. The man of my dreams broke down my walls made me fall in love with him and claimed me as his. I’m at the clubhouse in Goof’s old room getting dressed. It is still his room technically. We can use it if we are late and don’t want to drive home. Or in the case of the other day a quickie while Ant was sleeping. Ant is six months old now. But I will tell you more about him in a few. I need to finish getting dressed. I had just got on the lingerie I bought special for tonight and needed to get my dress on. I have Gena, Anna and Lilly helping me get ready. Lilly is here more for support and to make sure no one bothers us. And she is helping with Ant. Lilly’s vision may be impaired but it doesn’t slow her down. So she can’t help wit
GoofSilvy said yes. I was getting my girl. Finally. I wrap my arms around my family careful not to squish Ant and hold them. Just for a minute. You are probably wondering why my brothers and sister are coming over to congratulate us. It is because asking her to marry me wasn’t the only surprise I have for Silvy. I let go of my family and stand up since I am still on my knees. I sat beside them on the bench and place my arm around Silvy’s shoulder. I see the ol’e ladies coming from behind Silvy with smiles on there faces. “ Babe, could you wrap Ant up and give him to someone.” I said. I told her someone because there is always a pair of arms waiting to hold any of the Reckless kids and Ant is no exception. Silvy looks confused but fixes Ant’s blanket. As soon as it is done Gretchen comes forward. “ It is my turn to hold the sweet boy.” she said taking Ant from Silvy. Merigold steps forward with a white tee-shirt box. I know my brother, prospects, Tony, Gena and Xavier are watching. J
GoofWhen Silvy held Ant she was looking at me. She said the words that made it possible for me to breath normally again. “ Daddy is home.” Some of the best words I have ever heard. Gena walked in with a bottle for Ant handing it to me. “Figured it was you turn.” Gena said then walked away. I had forgotten she was here until now. My entire being was focused on Silvy. I got up from the floor and got on the couch to sit next to Silvy. I was so close I could have sat on her lap but didn’t. Silvy carefully handed Ant over to me so I could feed him. As soon as he was in my arms I held him to my chest as tight as I could with out hurting him. “ Yeah buddy, daddy is home. And he is going to stay that way.” I told him. It felt so good to have him back in my arms. The only thing better would be if I had an arm around Silvy as well. How was I so stupid to let this go? Never again. When Ant started to fuss I knew it was time to give him his bottle. I pulled him from my chest and cradled him so
Goof When I heard Silvy’s voice coming the living room I felt two things. Thrilled that she was willing to talk to me and concern that I may have woken her up. I’ll make the sleep up to her I vow to myself. Even if I have to stay up with Ant for two days so Silvy I will do it. I will deal with that later. I need to talk to Silvy, beg and get her to take me back. Lilly was right when she said that Silvy didn’t need me. I needed her. I know there is a list of men as long as my arm that would love to take my place. They are just waiting for me to screw up. I can name five off the top of my head. Dez, Lilly’s drummer, for one and I’m sure Lilly would help them hook up. Casper has shown interest. Two doctors at the hospital and a male nurse. I’m sure if I looked into it there are more guys. Silvy having a baby with me will not be a problem for any guy that knows and wants Silvy. They would gladly step and to be a dad to Anthony. It is up to me to make sure that doesn’t happen. In place
Goof I’m at the club house in the afternoon relaxing with my brothers. I was having a beer, playing pool and catching up. It has been a day and a half since I left Silvy’s house. I have slept most of the time I was gone if I wasn’t working. Man, I needed it. I feel so much better and I’m not at risk of falling asleep at work. I was at the table talking with Rowdy waiting for my turn at the pool table when Lilly an Tank walked in. They made a bee line for me. Tank helped Lilly sit down before going to the bar to get them a drink. Once he had their drinks and was seated Lilly asked “ Goof, is Ant any better today?” “ What are you talking about?” I asked her. Did Silvy tell her that Ant has been crying for days? They are close friends. “ Oh, is it Silvy that is sick?” Tank asked. “ Huh?” I questioned. I have no clue what they are talking about. They look at each other then back to me. “ We saw Silvy with Ant at the emergency room yesterday so we thought one of them might be sick.” Lil
Goof Our Anthony is two months old now. He stays up more and is more alert. Silvy and I have settled in to a working routine. And we are happy. Or I was. I love my son and my girl Silvy. I love them with everything in me. But today I need a break. Ant cried all day yesterday. No matter what Silvy did she couldn’t get him to stop for more than ten minutes. I tried myself but nothing worked. We both took turns through the night rocking him, trying to get him to eat, patting his back, Silvy even gas Ant gas medicine to try to help. Nothing worked. We were both exhausted. Silvy stayed downstairs in the living room so I could get some rest. I could still hear Ant through the night even if when I covered my ears with a pillow.I was only able to get a couple hours of sleep. When I woke up this morning I could hear Ant’s muffled cries though the closed door. What was wrong with that kid? I got up and checked the time. I had to be at the club in an hour for church. Fuck. I went to the bathr