Chapter 24

Goof

Leaving Silvy after our date was one of the hardest things I have had to do. So far. I wanted to go inside with her and take her to bed. Or fuck her against the wall. Or any other surface we could get to but that wasn’t what this date was about. It was about showing Silvy that we could be more than co-parents or friends with benefits. That we can be together. As a family. I wanted to show Silvy what our future date nights would look like. What being with me other than friends or sex would be like. And I could tell she had a good time. I know my girl. She loved every second of it.

And so did I. It has been a long time since I went on a date. I don’t remember having so much fun and not expecting sex from it. Or having that be my end goal. That was always my end goal. That was all I wanted. But that was before I met the woman I would spend the rest of my life with. My Silvy. As much as I wanted an answer to my proposal I didn’t bring it up. It is too soon. Even though I have m