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Chapter 93: Struggling heart.

Author: ADISAX
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-18 23:19:59

"In the shadows of silence, their hearts struggled to find the words that would bridge the gap between their shattered trust."

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Ruben stood motionless, caught in the crossroads of his emotions. The return of Reile had ignited a storm within him, questioning the depth of his love for both her and Arlet. His heart yearned for answers, struggling to differentiate between mere attraction and true love. Brayan’s touch on his shoulder jolted him back to reality, but his troubled face revealed the battle raging within him, seeking guidance in this complex situation.

“Don’t think...” Brayan’s warning words resonated in his ears, a plea to not let Reile’s return disrupt the beautiful bond he had formed with Arlet. Brayan’s words were a reminder that his commitment to Arlet was his present, while Reile belonged to his past. Ruben slid back into his chair, his expression crestfallen.

“I can’t,” he confessed, his voice laced with confusion and turmoil, unable to articulate the conflict
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