"Ivan, Igor, where's my wife? Found her yet?" Andrei asked from the back seat as he threw his phone at Ivan so he could log in to the Hot Connexions app.
They'd picked him up half an hour ago from Aero's headquarters. Now, they were on a lonely stretch of road, racing to the rendezvous spot, an old airport—well, not exactly old since it was still in use. But only by a few select government officials and well-connected people. One phone call to the right person had made it possible for Andrei to use it tonight. He could have used his private airstrip in Linksfield, but the Hawks were on his back after the shit with Dreams and Leks' string of bad deals. They were much harder to buy off than the po-pos. Tonight's venue had cost him an arm and a leg, but it was a small price to pay for the privacy and anonymity it guaranteed. "Guys, why am I talking to myself?" he asked when his lieutenants showed no signs of life. "Well, very few women have a death wish—" Ivan began, but paused, his eyes widening in disbelief. "Holy shit!" "What?" Andrei asked. "What is it?" "Well, you have a match. Someone swiped right on you." "Who?" Without turning around, Ivan returned the phone to him and tried to make himself invisible in his seat, an impossible mission considering his bulky frame. "What is this?" Andrei asked. It took a lot to shake him up. And to say this new development had shaken him up was an understatement. Was it some kind of a joke? Were his men messing with him? Testing him to see how much of their pranks he could take? "Ivan, what is the meaning of this?" he thundered, his almost non-detectable Russian accent making a grand appearance with each word he spoke. It always made an appearance when he was furious, confused or downright excitable. At that moment, he was furious and confused and couldn't understand what his men were playing at. "Is this some kind of joke? Why would you pick Holly Anderson? She's a fucking prima donna, selfish, spoilt, and not to mention she's the daughter of the enemy." "Not true. The Andersons are our business partners now." "That's just semantics, Igor! She's Holly Fucking Anderson! I don't like her!" "Well, it seems she likes you. And might I add, she's the only woman brave enough to swipe right on you, and your profile has been up for—" Igor paused to check the time on his wristwatch for dramatic effect, carrying on with a smug smile as he winked at him in the rear-view mirror. "—a whole seven days." "No!" Andrei shot out his denial, shuddering at the thought of Holly Anderson being his wife. He had rules. He didn't shit where he ate. Besides, she wasn't just a no-go zone because of her brother. She was too high-maintenance. No way he'd ever swipe right on her. What the hell was this thing about swiping right anyway? Couldn't they add hearts instead of swiping right? That was the first major change he'd make to their ridiculous interface when he bought Hot Connexions. He'd turn romance and dating old school again. Hearts and flowers. Not this swiping right shit! "No!" he said again, annoyed that he was even entertaining the idea of buying a dating app, and only because Holly had swiped right on him. "Keep looking. There has to be someone out there for me." "Sure thing, Boss." Fifteen minutes later, they drove into the private airport. Igor gave the security guard the name of their contact. Without checking the car for weapons and other illegal shit they may be carrying, he let them through. They sped straight to the meeting spot, an unused runway a few blocks from the old hangar which housed decommissioned military planes. Once upon a time, Andrei had wanted to fly those military planes. Fighter jets, to be exact. He wanted to join the Air Force, but his surname and terrible luck of being born two minutes earlier than Leks had sealed his fate. There were no dreams for him. Just duty, responsibility, and honour. "Boss?" Ivan shook him out of his pensive thoughts. "The guys are sweeping the area. Stay put until we give you an all-clear." Andrei grumbled as he watched his men step out of the car and fire instructions at their security team—eight guys in total, two in each of the three armoured G-Wagens parked behind them and the one in front. He never used to travel with so many guys. But after the shitshow with the Hawthornes six months earlier, when Maryke De Jager died in a hail of bullets, his father had insisted they should err on the side of caution. While his men did their checks, Andrei turned his attention to his phone and responded to the ever-increasing emails from his business partners. Running two income streams, the legit and the not-so-legit, was exhausting. He now understood why his father had given him the legit side of the business, and Leks took the shady shit. But of course, his twin had to fuck it all up with the Andersons. Everything seemed to come back to the bloody Andersons. A light tap on his window stole Andrei's attention. Igor's face filled the tinted pane as he rasped, "It's clear." The crisp night breeze hit Andrei as soon as he slammed the door shut behind him. He took in huge chunks of air, filling his lungs. He was nervous. Not because this was a major deal. On the contrary, it was an introductory meeting to see if they could collaborate in the future. The reason for his anxiety was the fact that the Mexicans were not his people. They were not a connection he'd made himself, and he hated doing business with strangers. But Mikhail, his cousin, had assured him the Mexicans were legit and could be trusted. "Too fucking late to pull out now," he muttered as he leaned against the car, stuffed his hands in his pocket, and gazed at the clear night sky. He'd burned his fingers one too many times in the past by trusting friends of friends. "What's that, Boss?" Igor asked, giving him a sidelong glance. "I don't like this," Andrei said. "It doesn't feel right." "What? Holly?" Ivan asked. "No, smart ass!" Andrei barked. "This whole thing. Doesn't it seem too easy? I mean, it only took a week to arrange this meeting, and there were no hiccups along the way." "Stop stressing," Igor said, squeezing his shoulder. "We vetted him, remember? Mikhail also vouched for him—" "I know Mikhail vouched for him," Andrei muttered, crossing his arms over his chest. "But am I the only one who remembers the bastard worked with Ethan and stole from me?" "And you let him get away with it," Ivan reminded him. "Did I have a choice?" Andrei shot back. If it was up to him, he would have put a bullet in Mikhail's head. But his father had asked him to stand down, reasoning he was their flesh and blood, and they owed a lot to Sergei, Mikhail's father. The man had stepped up and led the family when Nikolai was thrown in the slammer— "Relax," said Ivan, squeezing Andrei's shoulder. "Mikhail wouldn't set us up. We're family. If this shit goes sideways, it will affect all of us." Andrei nodded, somewhat comforted by his words, but the grim frown on his face stayed put, even though it was the first real thing his lieutenant had said that made sense. Sometimes, Andrei worried about Ivan. He was too relaxed, almost too blasé about everything. He was one of the good guys, though. Otherwise, he wouldn't have moved from recruit to made man in just under two years when there were a shit ton of other guys who'd put in at least a decade serving the family, and they were still waiting for the call. There was a lot of resentment from the older soldiers who'd given their blood, sweat, and tears only to be overlooked. Their resentment wasn't just aimed at Ivan and Igor, but also at Andrei. Many believed the coveted position of underboss was handed to him on a silver platter because of his father. But they were wrong. Dead wrong. Like every other made man, Andrei had to start at the bottom as a recruit and work his way through the ranks, while Nikolai served his twenty-five-to-life in the slammer. Without their father's protection, Andrei and Leks had to prove themselves time and again, and way more than the other guys, simply because they were Ivanovs. The things Andrei had had to do for the family, the places and lengths he'd had to go to prove his loyalty— "Here, have a smoke. You need to calm down," Igor said as he reached inside his biker jacket and pulled out a pack of Rothmans. Andrei wasn't a fan of Rothmans, but anxious as fuck, any cigarette would do. So he grabbed one, Igor lit it up for him, and he strolled a few feet away from everyone. He liked to enjoy his cigarette in peace if he could. But as he took a long drag and gazed up at the sky, he realised he'd never have peace until he found a damn wife. A distant rumbling of a plane flying low in the sky pulled Andrei out of his dark thoughts. He stubbed out his cigarette and squashed it under his foot before rejoining his lieutenants."They're here!" Ivan announced as if Andrei and Igor didn't have eyes and couldn't see the Cessna C421C Golden Eagle touch down on the tarmac and glide towards them. Their guards were instantly on the alert as the plane stopped a few meters away. Several minutes passed before the plane doors opened, and out came Juan Pérez, dressed in an all-white suit, his long black hair pulled back in a sleek ponytail. A pretty little thing with dusky skin and a mass of black twirly hair cascading around her bare shoulders hung onto the man's arm. Her tight metallic dress left little to the imagination, showing off her voluptuous body in all its glory. The sparkly shoes on her feet did wonders for her toned legs. Toned legs were one of Andrei's very few weaknesses. The things he could do with those legs— "I see he brought company," Ivan muttered beside him, gatecrashing Andrei's drool fest. "Did you expect anything less?" he drawled, irritation quickly replacing his anxiety as he scoped out
Igor and Ivan offered to come up to the penthouse with Andrei—like he couldn't handle a tiny ballerina on his own—but he declined their offer, reminding them they still had Juan's shipment to take care of."Set up a meeting for tomorrow at noon. Everyone must attend. It's about the Mexican deal," he instructed his second in command."Sure, Boss," Igor nodded."While you're at it, get a team to stay on Juan and make sure he gets to his damn safari without incident. I want to know all his movements. That loose cannon can't so much as scratch himself without me knowing about it!""On it," Ivan assured him.They spent a few more minutes discussing operational matters before calling it a night.Andrei headed inside the twelve-story building, not bothering to make small talk with the doorman like he always did. The ride to the top floor was unusually long, his mood souring the higher the elevator crept up. He couldn't bolt out of there fast enough when it finally stopped on his floor.He s
"What the hell?" Andrei raced upstairs, shock and horror plastered on his face as he gawked at a half-naked Holly sprawled on his bed. "Holy Christ, what possessed her to do this?" Helga whispered, her horror palpable. Horrified by the scene before his eyes and unable to move, Andrei replied, "I don't know. But you are never to speak of this, do you hear me? Not a word to anyone, Helga!" "Yes, sir, I understand!" Helga nodded her dark head emphatically. "Now, get me a first aid kit," he said. "Of course," she said, dashing out of the room. "Heavens!" Andrei swallowed hard, fighting off the tide of emotions sweeping over him. There were rumours throughout high school and university that Holly self-harmed when she couldn't cope with the pressure of dance school. But since the words 'pressure' and 'Holly Anderson' didn't go together in the same sentence, Andrei never paid much attention to the stories. Now, as he changed her into one of his old shirts, he wished he had. Maybe her
"Ivanov!" Andrei rasped into the phone. "This is a collect call from Pollsmoor Prison for inmate 368929. Will you accept the call charges?" Did he have a fucking choice? "Sure!" he barked his response. A moment later, his twin came on the line, sounding awfully happy for someone looking at three more years in prison, prattling away about life behind bars—from the uncharacteristically warm weather for this time of the year to his hour-long gym time outdoors. In that excruciatingly long five minutes, Andrei also learned his twin often spent time in the library, poring over law textbooks, because for some inexplicable reason, Aleksei had decided that helping other inmates with their legal woes was his calling now. "Leks," Andrei sighed, silently cursing his string of horrible bad luck today as he added two more minutes to the timer on the microwave, oddly comforted by the beep of the buttons. "Can you tell me what this is about? I have a ton of shit on my plate. I need to find a
Andrei did fall asleep, and when he finally opened his eyes sometime after 7:00 AM the following morning to the hustle and bustle of traffic twelve stories below, he was refreshed, rejuvenated and ready to take over the world. Until he felt a warm, soft, feminine body beside him on the bed where his gun should have been, and last night's nightmare came rushing back. "Holly!" he growled as he roughly pushed her away from him. "What?" she whined and rolled away, taking the bed covers with her. She wasn't just a nuisance but also a blanket hogger, Andrei thought bitterly, sorely tempted to shove her off the bed. "Wake up! Wake up right now!" he rasped as he jumped out of bed and strolled to the en suite bathroom to piss. When he came back and found Holly still snuggled under the covers, his irritation crept up exponentially. He stalked to the bedside stand, grabbed the remote, and drew the blinds, sending unbearable sunlight flooding in. Holly sat up, grumbling as she covered h
Holly was sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at her hands, when Andrei came in a second later. He stalked off to his end table, grabbed her black card, and stuffed the IOU note in his pocket. "Here, take your damn card. I'm not selling this place," he said, throwing the credit card at her. "Why do you have this?" Holly asked. "Are you serious?" Andrei arched his brows, crossing his arms over his chest. "You really don't remember much about last night, do you?" Holly shook her head, a look he could only describe as mortification flashing in her eyes as she held his gaze. "Last night," she said after a moment or so of tense silence. "I'm sorry I came here uninvited. It won't happen again. I drank way more than I should and took a bunch of other stuff." "Other stuff like?" Andrei asked, alarm bells going off in his head. He'd figured it was more than just alcohol. But drugs? Heavens— "Doesn't matter!" she replied. "What other stuff, Holly?" "It's not your business!" she
"He likes his woman warm-blooded!" Holly snorted as she mulled over Andrei's words. "Excuse me?" the Uber driver said, glancing at her in the rear-view mirror. "Nothing," she replied and stared at her hands. What the hell did that even mean? Did Andrei really believe she wasn't warm-blooded and passionate? What the hell was she then all these years if she wasn't passionate?Every damn night when she glided on stage, she was passion personified. Was the man blind? Couldn't he see he'd never find another woman like her, a more passionate woman? And why, oh why, did his words cut her so deeply?Holly knew Andrei despised her. He'd never hidden his disdain for her and her family. So when it was all said and done, last night was her own damn fault. She should have stayed home and put up with everyone's pity. She should never have gone to Crush, let alone run to Forrest Creek in the state she was in. But her biggest mistake was swiping right on Andrei's damn Hot Connexions profile. No
Forty minutes later, the driver sped past the security booth of Morningside Mews, a private gated community east of Rock Castle. It was home to the twenty members of the Royal Dance Institute's corps de ballet, a handful of soloists and two principal dancers, including Holly. Located a stone's throw away from the Institute, the quaint village was once a thriving strawberry farm. With the passage of time, however, the land had changed hands several times and slowly lost its charm, morphing into the monstrosity of cookie-cutter townhouses that it was now. Boasting an onsite hi-tech gym, a smattering of recreational spaces and a convenience store, Morningside Mews touted itself as the pinnacle of luxury living when, in reality, it was just a glorified dormitory. The driver turned into a peaceful tree-lined street, passing rows of double-storey bungalows with manicured lawns and single-car driveways. As soon as they came to a complete stop in front of her unit on a sleepy cul-de-sac,
As Holly lay spreadeagled, clutching the edges of the counter for support, with Andrei covering her with the warmth of his body, she could finally scratch 'wild, passionate sex' off her bucket list. While she was still recovering her breath, she had another epiphany—it was never about the act, but the man. And now that she'd had a taste of what it felt like to wholeheartedly give herself to Andrei and let go of all her inhibition, she was terrified she'd never be able to walk away from him as planned. She'd always want this feeling…like she was on stage again, soaring to newer heights— Andrei moved away from her, and she heard him softly pad to the guest bathroom. When he came out a moment later, she'd thrown on his dress shirt. A smirk tugged at his lips as his eyes slowly travelled up her body, lingering on her mouth. "You shouldn't have gotten dressed," he murmured, inching his way to her, his movements slow and deliberate. "I'm just going to take it right off." Holly swallo
Holly stood there for a beat, gulping down the nervous lump in her throat because she knew exactly what Andrei was asking of her. A small part of her—the one still ruled by her head—told her this was a terrible idea. Spending the night with him would lead them nowhere good. At best, it would leave her with a gushing wound in her heart that no amount of Band-Aids could ever cover up. At worst, six feet under, her body riddled with bullets. "No," she decided, making up her mind then and there. Tonight, especially after their violent confrontation with the Petrovs, was supposed to be the last she saw of Andrei. Their agreement was one date and one date only. Spending the night would create unnecessary complications. "I don't think staying the night is a good idea," she said, surprised at how steady her voice was, even though there was nothing firm about the butterflies somersaulting in her tummy. "What are you afraid of?" Andrei asked, pressing her against the counter and sending
Following their grand escape, Andrei was in no state to drive back on his own, so Holly decided to ride shotgun with him, with Eric following behind in his car. They didn't talk much on their way to Forrest Creek. Andrei was lost in thought, his rage showing itself in his reckless speeding as they zoomed through the night. Holly had never been afraid of speed. But tonight, after their close call with the Petrovs, she found herself grabbing onto the edge of her seat, terrified that Andrei would lose control and hit a traffic light. Or worse, a concrete barrier and the car would spontaneously burst into flames, taking them out in a blazing inferno."Slow down," she said, touching his arm when they had another close call, almost rear-ending a family sedan cruising in front of them. Andrei grabbed her hand and kissed her palm."I'm sorry," he said, and Holly released a long breath she didn't realise she'd been holding when he decelerated, his rage seemingly leaving him the more kilomet
"What just happened?" Veronika stammered, staring at her parents helplessly. "Why doesn't he like my gift?""He's allergic to dogs," Andrei answered coldly as they watched Vladimir bundle the puppy back inside the box and hand it to one of the waiters, making it his problem."What do you mean he's allergic to dogs?" asked Veronika, her bewilderment palpable."Exactly that. Papa Ivanov is allergic to dogs. That's why, growing up, Andrei and Aleksei never had any pets, well, dogs at least," Holly added fuel to the fire, earning herself a deadly scowl from the mother and daughter duo. "You would know this if you were fit to be Andrei's wife!" "You!" Veronika glared at Holly, pointing a finger at her threateningly. "Calm the fuck down," Andrei said, pushing her hand off as he led Holly to one of the free armchairs in front of the fireplace. "Aren't you going to check on your father?" she asked, throwing a wary look at Veronika and Elena.Andrei shook his head. "Pavel's got everything u
They stayed on the balcony for some time, staring at the shadowy outline of the stables and hills in the distance and the clear night sky, the howling wind filling the silence between them. Holly tugged her cashmere coat closer, glad she'd grabbed it before stepping out of the Polo Bar. The temperature had dipped even lower while they were inside. Not totally unexpected. The weatherman had predicted unusual snowfall in some parts of the country tonight. "Brrr!" she squeaked, her teeth chattering loudly when another gust of icy wind slashed her face, snatching flyaway strands of hair from her French twist. She pushed them back behind her ear as she glanced at Andrei, wondering if he had a built-in thermal source. He seemed unfazed by the blistering cold. "I'm sorry I dragged you into this," he said when he caught her looking at him, flicking an unlit cigarette between his fingers. "You must regret coming, and honestly, I won't blame you at all if you want to leave." Holly crossed
"What does a girl have to do to get your attention?" Veronika asked, placing her arms over the railing as she paused beside him. Andrei turned slightly to look at her, his eyebrows shooting up, surprised she'd chosen to lead with that, given their relationship."So?" she pressed, beaming at him as if it was the most natural thing in the world.Andrei looked her up and down, taking her in—from her Marilyn Monroe-inspired hairstyle to the classic Hollywood red dress hugging her slim frame to the snow-white fur coat hanging loosely around her shoulders. She was an attractive woman, no doubt. But knowing what he knew about her, her dazzling looks and megawatt smile only made his skin crawl, and he wanted nothing more than to pull out his gun and shoot her dead. Not for Iris this time. But for being a nuisance. He didn't know how else to drill it into her pretty little head that they would never be a thing. The million little fires in his heart burned for one woman, and Veronika wasn't th
"Speaking of decorum," said Elena, crinkling her nose in disgust at Andrei and Holly. "This little thing you have will have to end when you and Veronika tie the knot. We do not approve of mistresses—""I'll say it one last time— I am not marrying Veronika!" Andrei announced calmly. Holding Holly's hand up possessively, just in case he wasn't clear enough, he continued, "This is the woman I intend to build a life with. Nothing you or my father say will make me change my mind.""Let's all enjoy the meal; we can discuss logistics later," Nikolai suggested, trying to take control of a rapidly deteriorating situation."I don't think so," Vladimir pushed back, insisting there was no better time than the present to conclude their marriage negotiations. "There's nothing to negotiate," Andrei growled, staring him down. Seconds stretched into a minute, and then some, with neither Andrei nor Vladimir backing off, the tension in the room growing so thick it was almost suffocating. "Vlad!" Vero
When Andrei and Holly stepped back into the Polo Bar, Nikolai and the Petrovs were about to dig into their entrées. Unbothered by Roman and Elena's enraged glances following them to their seats, Andrei played the part of a man in love to a tee as he helped Holly settle in. Whispering sweet nothings to her, he removed her coat and held out the chair for her, making sure she was comfortable beside him, before calling a waitress to bring them menus. "Maybe you should tone it down a little," Holly suggested for his ears only as she browsed the selection of entrées. "Everyone looks uncomfortable." "I think we should ramp it up," Andrei disagreed. And ramp it up, he did, as he leaned into her and they browsed the menu together, his arm hanging loosely over her backrest. Hard as he tried to keep his hands to himself, he couldn't resist the urge to run his fingers on her sheer sleeves. The hint of her skin was doing all kinds of things to him— "What are you in the mood for?" Holly aske
"You've truly lost your mind," Holly whispered as she spun away from him. "How the hell would that even work? I can't be anything to anyone, and you, more than anyone else in my life, know exactly how fucked up I am in the head, Drei. I cut myself when I can't cope. The only constant in my life is the intrusive thoughts living rent-free in my head. What good would I be to anyone when I'm so damn broken?" "Oh, Baby," Andrei said, reaching for her and kissing her forehead. "Don't you see? None of that matters to me. I want all the broken, messed up pieces of you. I want them all, even the ugly, scary ones—" "No, you have to find someone else," Holly said as she pulled away and began pacing again. "I am not marriage material. I don't want a husband and kids and the mansion!" Baffled by her response, Andrei asked, "Why not?" "Because it's all so mundane, boring, and ordinary. I'm not meant for any of that." "Is that what you think?" he asked, slowly approaching her. "That marriage—n