Mag-log inWhile a glum Andrei sat with his lieutenants in one of the highly sought-after boxes at the Mirage, pondering his father's offer, on stage, under the dazzling spotlight, Holly Marie Anderson had none of his ninety-nine problems.
In fact, life was going swimmingly for her. And why wouldn't it? After all, she was the star of the show, and the only reason the theatre was packed to capacity for the second night in a row. Drunk on the awe and adoration of her fans, Holly had one job and one job only: to deliver yet another jaw-dropping, heart-thumping performance. And that's precisely what she did. To say she was on fire was an understatement. Hell, she'd spent a tough three months preparing for the show and survived countless hours of gruelling practice sessions and dress fittings before embarking on a whirlwind press tour. In the twelve weeks leading up to this moment, Holly had lived and breathed Juliet, so much so that sometimes she was terrified she'd have a hard time letting go of her when the season wrapped up. For the audience, though, not a sliver of her anxiety showed. From the iconic balcony kiss scene in Act I, set to one of the most intensely romantic scores in ballet history, to the violence erupting in the streets of Verona in Act II, and finally to the lovers' tragic misunderstanding in Act III, the crowd was utterly spellbound by her magic, captivated by her graceful movements. Every leap she took, every twirl she made, brought them to the brink of euphoric tears. Everything was coming up roses for Holly. Until it wasn't. Until the scene just before the final intermission, when a popping sound, as deafening as a gunshot, echoed through the theatre just as she took off on her feet and soared in the air in what would have been a flawless grand jeté if Lola Thornton hadn't stepped on the hem of her dress. Convinced the floorboards beneath her had given way, Holly felt her soul separate from her body. For a frightening moment she could only describe as an out-of-body experience, she could see herself, pure horror and confusion contorting her face as she flailed her arms, trying to grasp at anything just to break her fall. But the pain...the sharp, blinding pain shooting straight from her knee to every part of her battered body was all she could focus on as the force of gravity sucked her down, and she landed on the floor in a lacklustre move amidst the stunned gasps from the audience. Holly didn't have to be a surgeon to know she was screwed and couldn't possibly continue with the show. Not when her knee was a mangled mess. But she'd never been in the habit of quitting before curtain call. So, despite the mind-numbing pain, she danced on, praying she wasn't dragging Cooper down with her sluggishness. But, her dance partner—and occasional lover—covered up for her beautifully with his magnetic movements as he followed her lead in an improvised routine. It was chaos the minute the curtains slid in place for the intermission, obscuring the cast from the audience. Russel, the choreographer, lost his shit all over Lola as soon as they were in one of the dressing rooms backstage, screaming at her for her rookie mistake, while Cooper and a few members of the corps de ballet tended to Holly's injury. "It was an honest mistake. Do you think I wanted to step on her gown?" Lola screamed right back at Russel. "I don't know? Did you?" Russel fired back. "Are you suggesting I did this shit on purpose?" Lola demanded, getting up in Russel's face. "Guys," Holly quickly stepped in before things could get ugly. "It's okay, I'm fine. I'm sure it was an honest mistake, Russ." Russel glared at Lola for the longest time before spinning on his heel and exiting the room. Just then, Naomi Saunders, the show's technical director, rushed in, her narrow face taut with worry as she fired fifty million questions at Holly. Holly calmly answered them all, assuring her she'd finish the show, and her pain level was a three when, in actual fact, it was an eight. "Are you sure you can do this?" Naomi asked over and over. "I think we should get Dr Baker to check you out." "I'm fine, really. Stop stressing; you're making me anxious!" Holly insisted, breathing a sigh of relief when the costume and makeup guys stepped into the room to help her prepare for the final act. While everyone hovered around her, touching up her makeup and smoothing down her gown, her mind drifted back to the mishap on stage. Mistakes were not unheard of during performances. But Lola was a seasoned soloist, and there was absolutely no reason why she should have been in such close proximity to her...Unless...Unless... "No," Holly shook the notion out of her head, refusing to even entertain such a thought. "She wouldn't do it," she told herself over and over as Russel rounded everyone up for the final act. A short while later, Holly was back under the dazzling lights, moving the audience to tears with her final pas de deux with Cooper. The closing scene was the most gruelling mentally and physically for her. But fuelled by her crippling fear of failure, she powered through, and the moment the curtains slid in place for the last time, amidst the thunderous applause from the audience, she finally crumpled to the floor, wailing like a wounded animal as she clutched her knee while Cooper and the rest of the cast and crew fussed over her. "You are such an idiot," said Cooper, rocking her in his arms. "Why didn't you say you were in so much pain?" "So I can miss the chance to finish the show and let you hog the spotlight?" Holly teased, clenching her teeth when another wave of pain shot up her knee. "You know very well that I hate leaving stuff unfinished." "Well, you are still an idiot," he replied, brushing her hair away from her face. "Hang in there, okay? The paramedics are on the way. You'll be alright." "You are such a shitty liar, Coop," she smiled shakily. She wasn't going to be okay. And everyone knew it. Before Cooper could pacify her with more comforting words she didn't want or need, the paramedics rushed in through the back exit door, and everything after that was a blur for Holly as they loaded her on the stretcher and rushed her to the Mediclinic in Glen Eagles."What?" Willow said carelessly. "What's with the look? Don't look at me like that. You know it's the truth, and as your sister, you should know I'm only saying this because I care." But it didn't feel like 'care'. In fact, it didn't even sound like 'care'. "That's enough, Willow!" Holly managed to croak. The shame brimming in her eyes grew heavier the longer she stood there, staring at her feet, unable to meet her sister's gaze. "You always do this," Holly continued, her voice firming up as she raised her head and looked at Willow square in the eyes. "Do what?" Willow asked, a sharp hiss that sounded like a half-laugh and a derisive snort shooting through her slightly parted mouth."Act like you care, when in reality you enjoy putting me down!" Holly said, impressed at how calm she sounded even when every part of her being shook with rage. "That's not true!" Willow was quick to refute the accusation. But her denial only made Holly double down. "Yes, it is! And let's be real, th
Holly had been so focused on trying to get Willow to sober up that she'd failed to notice Andrei's meeting with his father was over. Now, because of her sister's big mouth, he very likely knew she was very close to being disowned by her father."Milaya?" Andrei said, his voice heavy with concern. "Why is your father cutting you off?"Horrified, mortified, and everything in between, Holly wished the ground would just open and swallow her whole. But after a minute passed and then two, and God still hadn't sent lightning to strike her down or split the ground open to gobble her up, she finally spun around with a shaky smile and tried to brush off Willow's comments as the ramblings of a drunken woman. "It's nothing. Don't pay her any mind. She's had a little too much to drink. She doesn't know what she's saying.""Yes, I do! Daddy threatened to cut you off when you told Liam you're in love with Drei. I was there, remember? On Aunt Ingrid's back porch? When Liam showed you Andrei's weddin
Holly stood on the deck, her face turned to the waning sunlight as she took several deep breaths in a half-baked attempt to calm her racing heart. "What the hell was that?" she whispered to herself, when her pulse finally returned to normal and her legs stopped shaking. A part of her was tempted to quickly glance inside, at Andrei and his father, just to make sure she hadn't dreamed up any of the madness. But another part—the one that still shivered with terror at the thought of finding Nikolai gazing back at her with the same loathing he'd shown her earlier—decided against it. "Keep moving," she told herself, fighting hard against the overwhelming urge to run back inside and rescue Andrei from his father's clutches. She straightened her back, fixed her dress, and slapped on the biggest, fakest smile on her face before turning to the crowd. As she took one steady step after another, and despite her stomach dropping the more distance she put between her and the house, Holly had t
"You wouldn't!" Nikolai whispered, real worry shining in his eyes Of course, Andrei was bluffing. He loathed cops as much as he was starting to hate his father, if not more. Turning state witness and betraying the family's trust was the furthest thing from his mind. But Nikolai didn't need to know this. In fact, the more convinced he was that Andrei was seriously considering running to the popos and singing like a canary, the more likely he was to reconsider his stance on his marriage to Holly. So Andrei pushed a little more, solidifying his bluff with a few more lies that sounded disturbingly convincing as he outlined his witness protection plan. "How long have you been thinking about turning state witness? When did you decide?" "Doesn't matter how long," he replied, shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly. "What matters is that I am carefully considering all my options. All it would take is one phone call to Noah Boshoff, and a mystery file landing on the right desk, in the right o
It took a moment or two too long for Nikolai's words to sink in. But once they did, Andrei couldn't help but laugh in his face. Sure, the man had sway. Lots of it, in fact. But for him to even think that he could annul his marriage to Holly was a bit of a stretch. It was absurd…Ludicrous, even. And Andrei had listened to his father's rambling for way too long, and took just about all he could. He turned to Holly and offered her his hand, ready to whisk her back to the party and their waiting guests. But, of course, his father had to have the last word. He waved his walking cane threateningly in their direction as he rumbled fiercely, "Sit down! We're not done here!" "Oh, but we are!" Andrei retorted, his tone just as sharp as he pulled Holly along. They were almost through the door when Nikolai drew them back to his madness, stopping Holly in her tracks with his question. "Tell me, my dear, does Old Clarke know about your little union with my son?" Holly turned white as a
Andrei expected his father to go batshit on them the moment they set foot inside. Surprisingly, it was his uncle, Sergei, who crashed out almost immediately. He lunged at Rowena as soon as the doors slid in place, screaming in her face all kinds of crazy accusations about betrayal, and forgetting her place in the family as he backed her against the floor-to-ceiling bookcase. "Leave her alone! This isn't her fault. We asked her to help us!" Holly said quietly, just as Sergei wrapped his thick fingers around Rowena's fragile, wrinkly neck, ready to snuff out the life from her. For Andrei, watching the entire thing unfold felt like an out-of-body experience. His uncle was always so tame, so harmless. The kind of guy who'd never hurt a fly. A toothless bulldog. That's what some of the older made men called him. But the longer Andrei watched the chaos play out, the more he realised that sometimes toothless bulldogs also snapped. And Rowena's betrayal—going against Nikolai's plan to marr







