Woe of a Half Host

With his own experiences and her sample, sometimes it was just so hard to believe that he could and would ever try to love, or even just like, another girl.

To be honest, only the relationship between his parents was keeping him from thinking that the idea of two people attracted to each other ending up happy together was a ridiculous thing.

However, deep within him, there was a doubt of whether the same happiness would ever come to him. Especially now that he was regrettably tied to a malicious being.

Nonetheless, he recognized that it could happen. He was just not sure if he himself would ever try to be deeply attached to someone one more time.

The first person he loved died.

What if he tries for the second time around, only for that individual to die too, this time due to the system or its other hosts?

'Well, at least she's luckier than me. She can do a search because the one she's looking for is still alive. And according to her, that pe